Insideimasadrainbow- I know! I didn't use Microsoft word and I realized after I posted the Fanfic! Super sorry and thanks? :) Lol.

Hey! So this chapter may be a bit boring but I really wanted you guys to know what James is really like. I'll be explaining what Kendall is like in the next chapter. Im kinda having trouble with the storyline so bare with me. Im really trying my best with this, so it would be cool if you reviewed after you read this chapter. Thanks!

DISCLAIMER: I do not own BTR or anything that my look familiar.


Chapter 2

James POV

7:30 am blinks on the clock as I wake up to go to school. I quickly shower and I ran downstairs with my bag, I begin to eat my breakfast. It's pretty lonely here in my house since my mom is always gone, she's been working hard for her company for a long time. I sighed as I eat my cereal, the thought of the fight flooded back into my head. It was so stupid, I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe I had the courage to say something like that geez. Poor kid, I didn't even know his name, it's probably Ken something, whatever. I don't think I dated him, then again I date a lot of people. Everyone thinks I'm the perfect man but in reality, I'm having a hard time going through life. Everyone doesn't really know the truth behind my cocky attitude. The thing is I didn't even have this cocky attiuted, I use to be this nice, friendly, generous person. I've been living this life where everyone thinks im perfect just because my mom owns a cosmetic company and I'm basically living in this mansion with loads of games and a arcade room. I hardly ever have time to be with my mom because shes so busy and the loneliness started to turn into cockyness and being so outhere. I don't even consider myself perfect at all. I've put up this fake Identity of being a cocky, rich, spoiled brat so no one knows the troubles im going through, im just a normal, lonely, not spolied normal teenager.

I've been living this life where all I gotten was expensive stuff, and everything I always wanted. My mom sheltered me and nursed me all my life, since my dad left me when I was three. But then when I was eight, my mom was seeing this man, I didn't know him and I knew I wouldn't like him in a instant. My mom thought I was being funny but no, I knew what was in my gut. A couple weeks of my mom was seeing this man, I got sick of it and told my mom how I truely felt, she said said how she doesn't care. ever since then, I took care of myself, of course my mom helped me, she soon realized how the man was and left me. I was happy but there always be an empty feeling, and then ever since I went into high school, I thought if I dated a lot of people it would filly up that empty feeling I always had in me. But it never went away, and everyone was seeing me as the handsome, "cocky" self-centered person, so I just went along on what people thought and sooner or later, I saw myself being the popular kid. But I knew deep inside, I was still that kind, generous kid that I always was.

I snapped out of my thoughts and sighed as i got up to go to the sink, I set the bowl down in the sink, I grabbed the car keys and head out the door. Maybe I should go apologize to the Blondie and to that little dude, and maybe, just maybe, they'll forgive me on it. I should even hang out with them during lunch! That'll show them that Im not all that cocky, and I may consider becoming friends with them. That'll be really good if they did.

Line Break! Line Break!

I reached school in my red Mercedes, I parked in the parking lot and I see the blondie with his friends from yesterday, sighing. I should make up to him and that little guy as well. He seems to still be a bit bruised from the fight but he seems good. I got out and started to approach them. What if they're still mad at me from yesterday? No duh! They have to be!

"Hi," I said flatly once I stood in front of them. They all seem to be looking at me with shocked faces, since I don't really talk to anyone else.

"Hey," said the blondie

"I came to apologize on what happened yesterday," I stated hoping they would accept my apology

"It's alright man, no need to say sorry, is all good!," said the little one.

"Really? I mean I almost killed you yesterday!" Saying in shock. Damn that boy got over it quickly.

"Yeah, as long a everyone is good than thats fine with me. I don't mind at all," the little boy explained.

"Oh. Yeah, alright, well see ya later," I replied, smiling soft as I walked away to enter the school. That seemed so easy, it was like a weight lifted off my shoulders, I can go to school easily and have fun today.


Kendall's POV

I couldn't believe that THE James Diamond apologized to Carlos. It seems so surreal, it had to be a joke. A sick one that is. I shook my head as Logan, Carlos and I entered school. I was shocked that no one looked at us as we walked through the hallways. Honestly I like it like this, not being center of attention. It's nice having a small group of friends that you can count on. I went to my locker to grab a few stuff and I slammed it shut as I went to my first period class. After a few classes, I went to the cafeteria to eat, man was I starving! I met up with Logan and Carlos at our spot outside. We always ate here, it was our favorite spot, it was a old tree, on top of a small hill. You can see the school from there, it was a nice view.

"So how was biology Kendall?," asked Logan.

"It was ok I mean, Mrs. Latter gave us work to do. What about you? How was chem?" I asked him.

"It was interesting." He replied. I nodded and we all continued talking about our classes and random stuff.

Just then, James came up and plopped himself beside Carlos, he opened his lunch and began to eat, we all fell silent. What was he trying to do? I mean apologizing was one thing but now this! I bet he's trying to make fools out of us.

"Wassup guys?" James asked as his mouth was full of food. Disgusting.

"Uhm nothing?" Logan stated.

It was a bit awkward because he came out of the blue and didn't even ask to sit with us. I mean who does that! Who does he think he is? I mean he's the school's most popular guy, and he's sitting with us! Like, shouldn't he be sitting with his friends or something? I looked down at my food pretending not to car as he and Logan and Carlos start talking to each other, I look up and spoke up

"Not to be mean. But why are you here?" I inturupted. "Shouldn't you be sitting with your own friends?"

" I thought I should hang out with you guys, I felt bad about yesterday so I'm making it up to you," James explained happily. He secretly winked at me and gave a flirtasiously smile, I gawked at him with my eyes and mouth wide open. Didn't Logan and Carlos just see that?! It was so oblivious!

Logan leaned in and whispered in my ear, "You should give him a chance, he seems cool, for the cocky, rich, popular kid." He looked over and saw James and Carlos food fighting, I didn't see this side of James before, I mean he's actually.. nice. I shook my head. No! He can't! I need to snap out of it. He's cocky, mean and rude!

" I'm not taking no chances at all," I whispered back looking at Logan with thoughtful eyes. "not after what he did yesterday"

"Okay fine, whatever you say." Logan said flatly

I started boiling inside. This boy thinks he can come here and think it's gonna be ok? I think not! I got up and walked away, I didn't want this fake being here with my friends, I tried keeping my mouth a straight line. I couldn't take it anymore.

Line Break! Line Break!

I came home after a long day of school, sighing I threw my bag to the side and I trudged my way to the orange couch, plopping down I grabbed my guitar and started strumming. As I strummed, I hummed along to a song that always made me feel better, "Avenue" by Lomaticc, it was so good and I loved playing it on the guitar. Getting lost in my own thoughts I didn't notice a small girl sitting beside me, having her head on my arm, I looked down and smiled at who it was.

"Hey KitKat," I said

"Hi big bro," my little sister, Katie, replied

"How was school?" I asked

"It was good," she stated.

I nodded as I stummed fpr a few moments, onced I finished I looked down and saw Katie fast alseep, smiling to myself, I put my guitar down and grabbed a blanket, I wrapped it around her. Katie started to snuggle into the blanket that I put on her, I wrapped an arm around Katie and pulled her in close to me. Smiling half heartedly, I love having these small moments with my little sister, it makes me feel at home and more happier in life.


Well how was that? What do you think about James now? Review! :D