Hiya rebels! I know, i know, it's been a long time. But I've been busy with exams and other fics. Buuuut i didn't want to give up on this yet. Unfortunately I can't update this one as frequantely, its not one of my mains, but I'll still update. Now, for a special mention!
Midnight Luna- Happy late birthday!
Rebels-lover- Yess! C'mon Ezra, fight back XD dont worry, Ezra's is not that crazed yet.
Cassturn93- There's still good in everyone. And i couldn't have ezra being evil so i had to twist it XD
Sins007- Lots of things are possible (evil laughter)
mooniesgurl2468- Thank you!
Ezra's POV
I stumble back and hit the table. Rubbing my eyes I look back at my reflection and see my normal face, looking slightly paler than usual. I put my hand over my heart and breathe a sigh of relief. But I don't look carefully enough. Maybe then I would see the slightly yellow tinted ring of gold around my irises, mingling with the blue. But I didn't. I was just too grateful that I was back to normal. It didn't even worry me about the face that I saw in the mirror, the face I saw on my own. But before I went out of the room, I felt a sudden dizziness and raised my index finger to my temple, waiting for the sensation to stop. I put an arm out to steady myself. I look up to see the room tilting and I take a step forward. I breathe heavily and fall. Fall... into something soft. I groan, as fingers enclose around me and lift me up. The world sways and flickers, and then I everything goes dark. The last thing I hear is ringing in my ears and a deep, cold voice telling me to surrender.
I wake up, still in something soft. I moan softly and feel gentle hands running through my hair. "Shhh," its Kanan. I bury myself into his chest and sob. "I'm sorry." I whisper, sitting up. "I'm so sorry." I rub my eyes and look up at Kanan's face. His white bandage around his eyes causes me to feel overwhelmed with emotion. I look away. "You do know I can see you." Says Kanan. My heart skips a beat. "Y...you can?" I say. Kanan nods but shrugs. "Yes... No... kind of. I'm beginning to be able to see outlines and shapes. If I concentrate I can see expressions and exact positions." I bite my lip. "Really?" I say uncertainly. "Through the force?" Kanan shakes his head. "Almost. I can actually see it through you." I shake my head. I don't believe it. "Whatever." I mutter. "You're just trying to make me feel better. I'm not thick you know." I get up to leave as we approach Lothal. "There's no hope." But before I go out of the room again, Kanan says something that makes me shiver, something that makes my blood run cold.
"Without hope, we are nothing."
Because that's the last words I ever heard my parents say, through the Jedi's interpretation of death.
Sorry its kinda short, but I'm doing homework whilst typing. Hopefully its good, there should be about three more chapters :()
-Fear