Forbidden Feelings

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Chapter Seven

Draco

Three Months Later...

It was now fast approaching Christmas, and after three months of living with each other, Draco and Hermione had got used to sharing a dorm, and acting like the other wasn't there, unless it was to ask about duties, or to angrily snap at each other, for whatever reason. Until...

"MALFOY!"

Draco, sat on his bed, jumped half a mile. "WHAT?" He shouted back.

"GET HERE NOW!"

Draco scowled and got up from his bed, going downstairs. "What is it Mudblood?"
"What is this?"

Granger was holding a black thong at arms length, looking disgusted.

Draco smirked. "Well, it looks like a thong to me, Granger. What's the problem?"

"What's the problem? Well, the problem is, I don't want to be finding random skank's underwear on my sofas!"

"Your sofas? Are you forgetting that I live here too?" Draco snarled.

Granger sighed and threw the thong at him. "Just get rid of it." She said, and walked out the portrait.

Draco smirked to himself and threw the thong on the table, reminding himself to give it back to Pansy later on. This was the first proper argument he'd had with Granger for months now, and to tell the truth, he was missing it. He loved nothing more then to wind her up. But there were also other thoughts in his mind about her. Forbidden thoughts. Draco had found himself feeling attracted to Granger lately. And now he knew it was nothing to do with sexual frustration. He was terrified by these thoughts, and that was another reason to avoid her. He couldn't think like this, he really couldn't. But that didn't stop him thinking about her everytime he was with Pansy. Imagining it was her moaning, screaming his name. And that didn't stop the jealous thoughts he had whenever Weasley would come down the stairs with her in the morning.

"No. I can't think like this," He thought furiously. "What would Father say? He would be disgusted, he'd disown me."

He walked out of the common room, deciding to go to dinner, and try to get the disgusting thoughts out of his head.

Hermione

"'Mione? You alright? You've barely said a word, and you haven't touched your dinner." Hermione looked up the concerned face of Harry sat opposite her, and smiled.

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. Just tired."

"Are you sure?" Ron asked, looking worried.

"Yes! Yes, I'm fine, okay!" Hermione snapped.

Ron looked hurt. "I was only asking. I was worried."

Hermione sighed. "Sorry. Really I'm sorry. I'm just tired, I didn't mean to snap."

"It's okay 'Mione." Ron took her hand and squeezed it.

Hermione sighed again and said. "Look, I'm gonna go try get some sleep before I have to patrol the corridors tonight. Is that okay?"

"Yeah, that's fine." Harry smiled at her.

"Okay. Well I'll see you tomorrow, yeah?" Ron said.

"Of coarse."

"Bye. I love you." Ron kissed her and she stood up.

"Bye guys."

Hermione went up to the dormitory and lay back on her bed. She hadn't meant to snap at Ron, she really hadn't. He was just so damn clingy. She hated herself for even thinking this, but she didn't feel the same love for him she used to. She just found herself feeling... bored. Plus, there was someone else...

She shivered as she thought of his piercing grey eyes. She felt disgusted at herself for even thinking his name. But there was something about him drawing her in. Something about him that kept him on her mind all day and night long. She'd tried avoiding him, hell she'd tried. But it was no use. And then there was the thong she'd found tonight. Hermione couldn't deny the jealousy she'd felt when she found it.

"Argh! Why can't everything go back to the way it used to be! Before we went back to school. Before I was made Head Girl and him Head Boy." She thought to herself, and a tear rolled down her cheek.

She wiped it away furiously. "No. I've got to ignore these feelings. I'm with Ron, and despite everything I feel for him, I love him."

She closed her eyes, attempting to get some sleep before her patrol with Malfoy tonight.

Draco

"Hurry up Malfoy! For god's sake you don't need to do your hair just for patrolling at night!"

Malfoy scowled. "Bloody Mudblood.."

He went downstairs where he found Granger waiting for him by the portrait.

"Finally!" She snapped.

"Oh shut up Granger. If I had my own way, I would not be here right now."

"Don't act like it's my fault! Professor McGonagall said-"

"That we both have to patrol tonight yeah, yeah, I know."

"Lets just go."

They walked in silence down the corridor.

"So hows fucking the Weaselbee going then?" Malfoy smirked.

"Shut it Malfoy." Granger snarled.

"Only asking..."

"Well don't, okay!"

Draco didn't answer, smirking to himself instead.

Three hours later, Draco was moaning. "Seriously Granger, no ones going to be around at this time! Can we not please go back now?"

"No! I'm up later then this most nights, and I've found students out of bed. We're staying out."

"Argh! Why the hell do you have to be such a goody goody know it all? It's so boring!"

"Oh, so you'd like to explain to McGonagall tomorrow why we were in so early?"

"And how would she know?"

"Oh, believe me she'll know, Malfoy. Because I'll bloody tell her!"

"What? Why would you do that?"

"Because I'll have to! Now shut up, I think I can hear something."

They turned a corner and watched as two students ran up the corridor.

"Hey! Come back here!" Granger yelled at them.

But it was two late, they'd gotten away.

"Oh well done Granger." Draco said sarcastically.

"Shut up Malfoy."

"You know what, I'm done here. I cannot be fucked with this, I'm going to bed." Draco went to turn around, but was stopped by Granger grabbing his arm. "Get the hell off!" He shouted, pulling his arm away, aggressively.

"Mr Malfoy? Miss Granger? Please DO NOT tell me that is you two I can hear fighting!" They both went quiet as they heard a voice coming from around the corner.

Granger's eyes widened. "Shit! That's McGonagall! She can't hear us fighting!"

"Well don't just stand there, come on!" Draco snapped, and quickly pulled her into a nearby broom cupboard.

"What? What are you doing? We'll get caught!" Granger protested.

"Just for once in your life, shut the hell up Granger!" Draco hissed.

They both went quiet, and Draco saw a dark shadow slowly walk past the door. He waited a moment, then said. "It's okay. She's gone now." He turned and looked at Granger, only just noticing how closely she was stood against him. She looked at him too, staring into his eyes. He felt himself staring back, then realised what he was doing. "What the hell are you staring at Granger? Come on, we can go now."

They both crept out of the broom cupboard, and found themselves walking back to the common room and to their rooms, this time not saying a word to each other.

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