Forbidden Feelings

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Chapter Nine

Draco

Draco moved his hands down Hermione's back, deepening the kiss, then suddenly, a voice in the back of his head spoke. "What the hell are you doing? It's Granger! The girl you've been calling 'Mudblood' since second year!"

He broke the kiss, and pushed her away from him aggressively. "What the fuck are you doing? Get the hell away from me!" He snarled.

She looked at him, shocked. "But-"

"NO! No buts! Just stay the hell away from me Granger! Don't come near me again, you filthy Mudblood."

The shock on Granger's face was replaced with anger. "How fucking dare-"

"Just don't speak to me! Stay the hell away from me!" He shouted, and ran up the stairs to his room.

Hermione

Hermione stood frozen to the spot in the common room. What the hell had just happened? She'd just kissed Draco Malfoy...

She broke down in tears, thinking about the way he'd reacted. And Ron. Oh god, Ron...

She went up to her room, throwing herself on the bed sobbing. She'd just cheated on Ron. The boy she thought she loved. How was she going to face him? And Malfoy... She thought about the how she'd kissed him. He just looked so concerned, so different to how he usually is. It was a completely different side to him. And even though she was the one that had kissed him, she knew that for a few seconds, just a few seconds, he'd kissed her back, with as much longing as she'd had for him.

But then she thought about his reaction. He'd looked at her with so much loathing, so much disgust.

"Meoww!"

Hermione looked up as Crookshanks jumped onto the bed, purring. "Oh, Crookshanks, what am I gonna do?" She sobbed, burying her face in his fur.

Draco

A few days had passed since the 'incident' with Granger, and Draco was making sure to make her life as miserable as possible. He'd spilt potion all over her, pushed into various plants during herbology and deliberately not turned up to Head and prefect meetings.

He said the password and went into the common room, where he found Granger and Weasley sat cuddled on one of the sofas.

"I thought I smelt something disgusting." He sneered, and they both jumped at his voice.

"Piss off, Malfoy." The Weasel said.

"Oh and the smell talks! You really should do something about that disgusting stink Weasley, it's not healthy."

"Just shut the hell up, Malfoy!" Granger snapped.

"Oh, and the Mudblood speaks too. What a pair you two are. A stinking Weasel and a disgusting Mudblood."

"RIGHT, THAT'S IT!" Weasley stood up, pulling his wand out.

"Ron! No, stop, he's not worth it!" Granger, pulled him back down.

"Really Granger?" Draco said, smirking slightly.

She looked at him, and he could see the pleading in her eyes as she said, "Just leave us alone Malfoy."

"It would be my pleasure." He sneered, and went up to his room.

So she was back with Weasley? He'd assumed they wouldn't get back together after her tears the other night, and the few days they'd spent not talking. "And maybe because of her feelings for me..." He shook his head. No, he had to stop thinking like this. He'd already overstepped the mark, kissing her the other night. He shuddered when he thought of her soft lips moving against his. And now she was back with the Weasel..

He felt angry when he thought of her kissing Weasley like she'd kissed him the other night, of the thought of him maybe going to bed with her tonight...

He shook his head again. No. He was Draco Malfoy, and he does not get jealous of anyone, especially not Ron Weasley. He felt terrible for the way he'd reacted. She'd looked so shocked, confused, hurt. But he had to. He couldn't go there. She was the enemy, he couldn't do it. He had so badly wanted to take her in his arms and say how sorry he was. But he couldn't. And that's why he'd been so horrible to her the next few days. He had to get her to stay away. She had to know. He didn't want to feel any more for her then he already did.

Hermione

Hermione closed her eyes, listening to Ron snoring next to her, desperately trying to get some sleep. But she couldn't. Her thoughts were elsewhere. On the blond haired Slytherin lying in his room just on the other side of the dormitory. She'd seen the look of hurt and confusion on his face when he'd seen her and Ron together. How he'd quickly hidden it by sneering at them.

But things were not okay between her and Ron like he must think. She could slowly feel herself falling out of love with him, and it was really hurting her, knowing that one day she was going to have to break his heart. This was causing her to hit out at him, and him to look confused and upset, not having any idea what was in her mind at all.

And the way, he'd been acting towards her was not helping either. She knew it was just to scare her, to keep her away. But it was having the opposite effect on her. She knew exactly why he was doing it. And she just wanted to hold him, and tell him it was okay. But she knew it was wrong. That it could never happen.

She sighed, wishing she could go back to the start of the year, and give the Head Girl badge to someone else. She hated all this so much. She hated being so snappy with Ron, and most of all hated her growing feelings towards Draco Malfoy.

Sorry this is so short! I've had a lot on today, so have not been able to update so quickly, or write so much. Please review and tell me what you think :) x