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Kyoya's POV

It was Monday the worst day of the week I was sitting in class trying to get focus, but since class hasn't started it my classmates were pretty loud.

I know what you are thinking why are you doing if class hasn't started well I was reading a book that could help me stop hurting myself since Haruhi took away my blades on Sunday morning when she spend the night I started running into walls to get bruises, it worked.

I stole this book from my sister she was studying psychology and I found this book in her book self so I took it and I had to find it so I found a book cover for it and covered it.

"Ok class please take your seats today we will be learning about the human mind," Mrs. Ota said

Everyone calmed down and took their seats the teacher started teaching us that at our age we will be getting really depressed or have some problems, but it's just a part of live.

"Oh so if I cut myself does that mean I'm a suicidal freak!" one of the boys yelled

Everyone laughed then there was another kid that took out his pencil shaper then he yelled," Look at me I'm an Emo kid I cut myself for attention!"

They all laughed I wanted to scream at him for saying that the Mrs. Ota yelled," Kaito and Yuto office now!"

"Fine can anyone take a joke?" Kaito yelled then they stormed out of the room

"Boys and girls suicide is not something you joke about its really serious topic if any one of you are suicidal I will put the number for the hotline on the broad," Mrs. Ota said

It's not that easy getting help Mrs. Ota it's really hard to reach out.

During lunch I went to Haruhi's classroom to eat with her thankfully we were the only ones there I said," Hi sweetie,"

"Hi Kyoya how was class?" she asked

"Big pain in the ass a lot of kids were making fun of suicide and self-harm," I said

"Well they are jerks that don't know anything anyway you didn't find any blades right?" she asked

"No I didn't, I didn't even try to look for them," I said looking away

"You are going to the host club today right?" she asked

I really just want to be alone I didn't want to go and something was telling me that I shouldn't go, but Tamaki would get mad so might as well go.

"Yes I'm going," I said

"That is really good I don't want Tamaki to get the idea that we are going out then have a scene about it," I said

"Yeah that's a good point," I said

I didn't want her to know that I found a new way to hurt myself and I really didn't want to go, but after she told me on Saturday that Tamaki was stalking her on the way I had a feeling that he would chase after me if I didn't show up.

The bell rang I hugged her she whispered," I love you Kyoya,"

"I love you too Haruhi," I said

I quickly looked around and I kissed her on the head then ran to my class.

When I went back to class I felt so much better than I did before I could focus and I felt a lot better.

"Kyoya who was the first president of the America?" Mrs. Ito asked

I was in world history it was an ok class they blamed a lot of things on us, but it was nice to learn about other countries.

"Um Andrew Jackson?" I said

"No it was George Washington you need to study more!" she screamed

Wow I think you are overreacted why would you get mad over that!

Then some kid next to me said," Study much I thought you were on the class,"

"Hey I beat you twenty bucks that he will be on the bottom of the list by the time school is over," the other kids said

They both laugh and I felt a little hurt, but I was hoping that she would not call my dad because then I will be beaten black and blue.

When school was over I was walking towards the host clubs then Kaito and Yuto came up to me they said," Hello Kyoya what you got there a book about nerds that don't have lives!"

"Well he missed a question in world history so he has to have a life," Yuto said

"SHUT UP YUTO!" Kaito yelled

They snatched the book from my hands then Kaito said," Why does it have a cover on it are you finding something in here?"

"No and it's really none of your business!" I said then tried to get the book

They took off the cover then said," Wow what a surprise you are a Emo kid too,"

Yuto was digging through his backpack then Kaito said," Waaa look at me I want to die and cut my wrist poor me,"

They both laughed then Yuto threw a pencil sharper at me then said," Here Kyoya kill yourself with it nobody is going to give a damn,"

They ran away with the book and I walked to the host club like nothing happened then when I enter Tamaki said," Hey Kyoya what took you so long to get here I was getting worried about you,"

"Oh I just had to pick up some papers from the teacher," I said with a fake smile

"At least you are here now," he said

This was the last place I wanted to be at I was wanting to break down, but I had to be strong or else I would make a scene.

"I'm going to do some paper work," I said

"Ok see you later," he said then ran up to some ladies

When the host club was closed Haruhi said," Hey Kyoya!"

"Oh hi Haruhi," I said

We walked together then when we were far away from the school she took my hand she said," Kyoya does your dad know that we are going out?"

"No he doesn't and he can't know he thinks I need to focus on school work," I said

"Oh I see," she said

When we arrived at her house I quickly looked around then I kissed her she said," I love Kyoya,"

"I love you too Haruhi," I said

I walked home when I got there my dad was wanting for me at the door he said," Kyoya we need to talk,"

I took a deep breath then I followed him into the dining room I asked," What do you want to talk about dad,"

He slapped me then I fell to the floor he yelled," Don't you play stupid with me,"

"Why would I play stupid?" I asked

"Because you have a girlfriend I told you to not have a girlfriend until you are in college!" he yelled

He started kicking me then I yelled," What if you are wrong!"

He kicked me in the gut he yelled," I'm never wrong now go do your homework and study!"

"Also I got a phone call from your world history teacher I don't ever want to get another phone call like that again to do you understand!" he screamed

I got up and said," Yes sir,"

I went to my room and broke down I said," I can't take it anymore,"

"Kyoya?" my sister walked in she walked up the stairs to my bed

"Kyoya I'm so sorry I didn't know he was going to do that," she said

"You told him!" I said

What a trader she promised me that she wouldn't tell dad and look what she did.

"Yes I did and I'm sorry," she said and started rubbing my back

"Kyoya dad had an emergency at work so he won't be back until morning so if you want to invite some friends over you can," she said

She gave me my phone then I called Haruhi, Mori- senpai, and Hunny- Senpai.

I hoped you guys enjoyed this chapter and I will see you all next week!

LOVE YOU ALL AND HAVE A SAFE NIGHT! :D