Hey everyone I hope you had a great week and I have a new chapter. Warning this chapter contains very sensitive stuff I do not advise people who are sensitive to self-harm or suicide.

Haruhi's POV

I ran there as soon as he called me he was sobbing on the phone so I knew something was up. As I was running I started praying to god that he didn't take his life or he hurt himself.

When I got there I was patting then I saw Mori- Senpai and Hunny- Senpai I said," Hey guys what are you doing over here?"

"We got a call from Kyo- Chan that he wanted us to come over!" Hunny- Senpai said

"Alright I think he is wanting for us so I think we should be heading in," I said

For some reason I had a sick feeling in my stomach I tried to calm myself down by saying it was ok because Mori and Hunny- Senpai are here so there is a chance that it's really nothing.

We knocked on the door Fuyumi answered it then she said," Hello everyone please come in,"

As we were walking down the hall she said," Kyoya is taking a bath right now he wanted you guys to want in his room until he is done,"

When we arrived to his room she handed us a CD she said," He said it was something for school I didn't think you guys were in the same year,"

"We aren't in the same year," I said

"Ok he said it was something for school that you had to listen to the whole thing no matter what," she said

I didn't think much of it at the time so I took the CD then I said," Ok thank you,"

She left the room then I put the CD in the speaker then I got the remote and started listening to it.

The song was about suicide and how nobody was going to care if they were gone the last line was 'So here is my goodbye no one will cry over me, I'm not worth any tears'

When the song was over I knew exactly what was going I was just frozen then Hunny- Senpai was in tears then he said," Why would Kyo- Chan would want us to listen to that?"

I dropped the remote then Mori- Senpai said," Haruhi?"

"Haru- Chan what is wrong?" Hunny- Senpai asked

"I know what's going on!" I said then ran out of his room

I ran to the bathroom then I started banging on the door yelling," Kyoya open the door please!"

Then Mori and Hunny- Senpai came running I quickly whispered in Mori- Senpai's ear," He is trying to kill himself!"

His eyes went big then he said," Mitsukuni bust the door open!"

He kicked the door open I quickly ran inside I could hear the water running then I looked to my right and I swear I would never be the same again.

The water was all red Mori- Senpai walked in and screamed I have never heard him scream before I yelled," Call the police and get Hunny- Senpai out of here!"

He ran out I could hear Hunny- Senpai yell," What is going on with Kyo- Chan!"

"Fuyumi!" I screamed her name

She came running she said," What is- Oh my god!"

She ran towards the bathroom then she said," Ok get him out of the bathtub!"

We both did he had slit his wrists they were both cut open he was also naked, but in this stations there was on time to blush or to be immature about it so I put my head against his chest to see he was breathing and thankfully he was then I said," He is still breathing!"

She wrapped her scarf around his wrist tightly she said," The blade is still in the other wrist when the paramedics get here they will take it out for us,"

The paramedics arrived then lifted his body then ran out we ran with them they asked," How old is he?"

"He is seventeen," Fuyumi said

They ran outside and Hikaru and Kaoru were here they grabbed me then I said," No I want to go with Kyoya!"

"Haruhi they are not going to let you go with them don't worry we are going to meet them there," Kaoru said

I was trying to get away from him, but he had a strong grip eventually Mori- Senpai had to carry me to the car I was trying to break free from him.

They got me in the car I was sobbing so much Kaoru had me in his arms then said," Haruhi its going to be okay,"

"It's not going to be okay he is going to die!" I said and cried some more

When we got to the hospital Tamaki was there he asked," Haruhi what happened!"
He hugged me then I said," Kyoya tried to commit suicide,"

Then Mori and Hunny- Senpai arrived then Hunny asked," Is Kyo- Chan going to be okay?"

I got out of Tamaki's arms then bend down to talk to Hunny face to face then I said," I don't know Hunny we will know soon,"

He hugged me I hugged him back he cried for a long time so I carried him then I said," I know it's sad,"

We all sat down and Hunny- Senpai was sitting on my lap we all were silent nobody was talking Hikaru and Kaoru were not even trying to make us happy.

Fuyumi came then she said," He is in surgery right now sorry it took so long I was calling the school to let them know what happen and why he wouldn't be there for the next few days,"

"How about your family?" I asked

"I called my mom, dad, and my brothers they are on their way," she said and sat down

I looked at my watch it was nine o'clock Hunny- Senpai fell asleep in my arms the doctor came out the he said," He is okay,"

We all started smiling I asked," Can we see him?"

"Yes you may is in room 35 on the third floor," he said

"Is he staying overnight?" Fuyumi asked

"Yes he is just to make sure how he is doing," he said

We went to his room he was barely awake he said," Haruhi is that you?"

"Yes it is me," I said and took his hand I notice that he had white bandages on both of his wrist

"What happened?" he asked

"You tried to commit suicide," I said in tears

"Haruhi are you okay I'm sorry if I made you cry," he said

"It's okay Kyoya you are alive and that's what matters," I said while wiping my tears away

The nurse came in then said," Hey guys I don't mean to be a party popper, but visiting hours end in five minutes,"

"Ok we will be out by then," Tamaki said

"Here Kyo- Chan I will like Usa- Chan spend the night with you so you won't be lonely," Hunny- Senpai said

"That's very sweet of you Hunny- Senpai," I said

They all left the room after that I said," I love you Kyoya,"

I kissed him on the head and left.

Well everyone that's this week's chapter. I will not be updating next week because I will be on a school trip and I will update on May 10th.

The line of the song is Goodbye(I'm sorry) by Jamestown story

I know today's story was a serious topic and if you are going through the same thing that Kyoya has I want you to know that you are NOT alone in this there is people that love and care for you. I will have hotline numbers on my profile and my PM box is open if you need to talk to me.

I'm sorry that I have to leave you on a sad chapter and I will see you again on May 10th

Just remember one thing I love you all! :)