A/N: Here's the next chapter! I haven't gotten much feedback, which sucks. :/ Pleeeease review! I would really appreciate it, guys! :) Anyway, I hope you like it. ~

I woke up and found myself in my bed. I glanced over at the clock, it said 8:13 am.

At some point, I arrived home. I didn't know what time, or how long I'd been running. I couldn't really remember anything after the first couple minutes of running. I felt so embarrassed, accidentally projecting Jake and I kissing to him. I wasn't exactly sure how he felt about it, but the way he slammed on his brakes, I assumed he felt pretty disgusted.

My parents didn't ask much about why I was crying. I assumed that my dad already knew so he told my mom. I knew that Jake would probably come over today, and tell me how weird I am. Did he want to stop being friends? I really hope not. I feel like I ruined everything.

I eventually got up and took a steaming hot shower. I didn't even pay attention to washing my hair and body, I mostly just sat on the shower bench and cried.

After about 40 minutes of showering, I finally got out and put on a t-shirt and sweatpants. I didn't really feel like getting dressed properly today.

I went in the living room only to find my parents gone. There was a note on the table

Renesmee,

Your father and I went to Alaska to visit our cousins, the Denali's.

We didn't want to wake you because of what happened last night, which is why you aren't coming.

If you need anything, don't hesitate to call us, or go to the big house and ask Carlisle.

We love you,

-Mom and Dad

I was actually grateful that I'm here by myself. I never got much privacy anyway, which meant I could wallow in my own self pity without the interventions of my parents.

I made myself some breakfast, barely tasting the food. I think I wouldn't be so depressed if I didn't know that Jake probably wouldn't want to see me anymore. I curled up on the couch, turning on the TV for background noise.

I couldn't help but think what would have happened if I didn't have this stupid gift. I literally couldn't touch anyone without projecting something, unless I concentrated. Being half-vampire isn't a very fun life sometimes.

I guess I was still really tired, because when I woke up, it was 6:30. I got up and decided to go for a walk.

I put on my boots and my jacket, and stepped outside into the cool air.

I walked on the small path that led trough the woods to the big house. I didn't want to go there, but I had nothing else to do.

A noise coming from behind me startled me. I whipped my head around to find nothing.

"Grandma? Grandpa?" I called out. It couldn't have been them, I would have smelled them.

I started walking back to the house, faster this time, when I heard the noise again. I definitely wasn't alone.

I hated not having super-hearing like my family does.

"Hello? Who is that? Alice?" I called out again.

I ran back to my house as fast as I could. I finally got inside and instantly felt safe, even though my house wouldn't keep a nomad from killing me.

I picked up the phone to call my grandpa when I saw Jake on the couch.

"Jake..? Was that you in the woods?" I asked him. Please say yes, so I know I'm not being hunted.

"Yeah, Ness. Sorry for scaring you. I just needed to see you." He said.

I crossed my arms over my chest, "Why?" I asked.

He looked at me like I had just slapped him across the face.

"Because you randomly ran off last night..." he said, "I was so worried about you."

I sighed, "I know, I'm sorry for running off, but after what I projected to you, I mean...you just acted like I was so weird and.." I trailed off.

Jake took a deep breath, "Ness, trust me, that's not how I meant to react at all." he said, " I just didn't really know what to say."

My eyes drifted to my feet, "...I guess I understand if you don't wanna be friends anymore." I said.

Jake rushed in front of me, "Ness, no! I still want to be friends...why would you ever think that I didn't?" he said.

I was confused, "Because, when I showed you, which was on accident by the way, you slammed on your brakes and gave me a weird look. I-I thought that you thought I was weird for doing that..." I said.

Jake laughed, "Renesmee Carlie Cullen," Here we go with the full name, "You have no idea how happy I was that you wanted to kiss me." he said.

My mouth fell open a little, "Really? But I didn't even know that you liked me, like that anyway." I told him.

"I do, I have for a few months now." he confessed, blushing.

I smiled with excitement, until I remembered that, if we ended up together, he would leave me one day for his imprint, just like Sam did with Leah.

"Jake...we can't do this." I said.

His smile faded, "But...why? Is it because of your parents? I can talk to them-" he started rambling.

"No, Jake...it's because I don't want to be to you like Leah was to Sam. I know you're going to imprint someday and-" he cut me off.

"Nessie, I've already imprinted..." he said. I gasped.

"Then why the hell would you tell me you liked me?! And why wouldn't you tell me that you imprinted?!" I yelled at him.

Jake just laughed.

"This is NOT funny, Jacob Black! You're screwing with my feelings!" I screamed.

He finally stopped laughing, "Ness, I imprinted almost seven years ago...I imprinted on you."