June 12, 2014 Entry 8

9:55 PM

Dear Journal.

SOARIN! Ah hate that stallion! Whenever ah'm about to make a move on her, he

comes out of nowhere and steals her away. Why can't he have his eyes on somepony

else? Why does it have to be on her? And that smile. Ah don't like it, especially how

he directs at her. And his eyes. He thinks nopony sees him, but ah do. Ah don't like

how his eyes wander up and down her body whenever she ain't lookin'. Ah know she's

beautiful but does he have to ogle her backside so often? Ah bet he stares at her flank

more than he stares at her face! And then there's the touchin'. Papa always taught me to respect a mare's personal space. That's why ah don't hug mares and stallions,

unless they're okay with it. But ah don't like how he hugs her. One of his forelegs is

wrapped around her upper back and the other rests on her flank. And he does it every

time they meet. Every time. And ah don't like it. Not one bit. Ah ain't jealous. Not one

bit, but ah am protective. Especially if it's about her. Ah wonder if she likes how he

touches her. Ah hope not. Sometimes ah see her scold him but other times ah see her

smilin'. But ah haven't seen her blush. And then there's his wings. He thinks ah don't

see his intentions but ah do. Ah see how he puts his wing over her and pulls her close. Ah see how he uses his wings to wrap around her. Ah see how he touches her flanks with it. Ah overheard Thunderlane call that "feather marking". Ah oughta ask what that means but ah have a faint idea. And ah hope ah'm wrong.

Ah only bring up Soarin cause he stopped by today. He said it was his off day and that he wanted to spend time with her. He didn't even apologize when he came by and stole her from me. Ah was just gonna give up (like usual) and go home when she

called out to me. She said something 'bout "hangin' out" with her and Soarin. Of

course ah said yes. Ah wasn't gonna let him have her all to himself like that. Eenope!

Ah saw Soarin give me some kinda glare when ah said yes. Heh it was actually kinda

funny to see. He probably thought he could intimidate me. Ah'm awfully sorry to say

but he ain't scary. Not one bit.

So she brought us to Barkeley's Baked Bundles (that's the actual name) and we sat in this one corner booth with the off balance table. Soarin sat across from me while she sat next to me. Ah figured she would sit next to him but she didn't and ah'm mighty glad. Ah ordered the pesto cavatappi and apple juice, Soarin ordered the vegan paella with a vanilla shake, and she ordered tomato sauced spaghetti with grated yellow cheese and water. Lunch itself was good, ah chatted with her 'bout things, Soarin tried to flirt with her, but that failed. But all good things end (or so ah thought). She was a messy eater, messier than a pig rollin' around in a mud puddle. Her face, mostly her muzzle, was coated in sauce and cheese. And some of it dripped onto the table cloth. But ah found her eatin' habits cute. So cute that she caught me starin' at her and looked up at me. After than ah didn't know what happened. It all happened so fast. Ah leaned forward and licked the sauce off her face. Ah still don't know why ah did that but it felt so good. When ah pulled back, ah saw her blushin' up a storm. Her face became ma coat color and ah could see the tiniest of smiles on that pretty face of hers. Ah didn't know it then but Soarin was glarin' daggers at me.

Ah dunno what possessed me again but ah leaned forward and stole her first kiss.

And it was amazin'! It wasn't like one of them kiddy kisses but like a passionate make

out. Ah could feel the softness and moisture of her blue lips on mine, ma tongue

wrappin' around hers, and the remains of spaghetti in her mouth. Ah felt ma forelegs

wrap themselves around her while her small hooves were pressed against ma chest.

Ah felt ma larger tongue dominate hers. Ah could even feel her become submissive like she wanted to see where this would go. Ah never felt so happy in all ma life. And then ah was ripped away from her. That kiss didn't last as long as ah wanted it to. Ah

saw Soarin grab her and he tried to kiss her. And he nearly succeed if ah hadn't

jumped him.

Ah gave Soarin a reason to avoid and fear me. Ain't NOPONY gonna kiss her but me.

Ah made him realize why they call me "Equestria's Biggest and Strongest Stallion." Ah

punched him twice in that so called pretty face of his and then ah punched him in the

gut. Ah was gonna continue but ah felt small hooves grab me. Then ah heard a voice,

her voice. But that managed to distract me cause Soarin punched me in the jaw. Ah

gotta give him credit. He may be smaller but he has a strong hook . Too bad mine is

better.

Long story short, 10 stallions and a mare pulled me off of Soarin, we got kicked out of the restaurant, ah'm sure she was upset with me, and now ah know Soarin truly hates me. Ah was gonna apologize for ma behavior but Soarin blew up on me. He cursed and called me names and downright insulted me, ma friends, and ma family. Ah was gonna give him a taste of round 2 but she slapped him before ah could. And she slapped him hard. Ah've seen her when she was angry, but ah gotta say ah never saw her so furious. After that, ah watched Soarin leave with tears in his eyes and possibly with a broken heart. Ah hope he leaves her alone after this. Ah was afraid she might yell at me too, and she did, but she wasn't as angry as ah thought. She must have been elated 'bout the kiss. Ah know ah was. In fact ah wanted to do it again but ah was afraid she might try to hurt me. Or worse, she probably didn't want to kiss me after that. Well ah had better test the waters. Ah apologized to her and then ah brought her in for a hug. It was ma way of tellin' her ah was sorry. But ma innocent contact turned into me rubbin' ma hoof up and down her back while nibblin' on her little ear. Ah guess ah figured ah could do that since ah kissed her before. Maybe ah should ask her if we could be coltfriend and marefriend. Ah promise ah'll take good care of her, ah'll love her unconditionally, and ah'll –

Ah oughta go. Granny yelled at me for havin' ma bedroom light on. And ah'm mighty

tired anyhow. Thanks for listening Journal. G'Night.

Betty Bear Notes: I bet you are all confused. What? Why? Because I'm sure I stated earlier that there is no particular order to these. Also these are shown my future fanfic Finders, Readers. I warned you this would happen so don't be surprised. Also notice how I'm trying to NOT use the RD's name. Yeah, I'm trying to challenge myself.

Likewise if you find any errors go ahead and tell me. And if you want the real version of this story, PM me. I'll email it to you whenever I can.

On that note, have a good day.