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Okay, now I just have to call Magnus. He is going to flip out. Alec thought. He was sitting on their bed alone. Eric have left him alone so he could talk with Magnus in a peace.

Beep beep beep beep.

''Hi, what's up? I'm in the middle of something. Remember, I was on a date with Woolsey.'' Magnus answered.

Alec's throat started to dry and suddenly it was very hard to form a single word. ''Umm.. Umm...''

''English Alexander, speak in English.'' Magnus chuckled.

''I-I-I can'tseeyouanymore.'' Alec just blurted out.

''Slower. Let's see if that's gonna work now.''

''I can't see you anymore.''

''What do you mean?'' Magnus asked, he was not that shocked, well not yet at least.

''We can't see each other anymore.'' Alec said and it hurt.

Magnus didn't say anything. He just heard Magnus breathing heavily on the other line until he hung up on him.

He hung up on me... Why? Doesn't he care that we can't see each other anymore...? Did he ever really care about me at all...? Alec thought in his mind. He dropped his phone to the floor and went under the covers. It was just a matter of time when the big lump on his throat would come up and he would start sobbing like a little baby. Maybe I won't miss him. Maybe I'll just forget him in a few days and I'll move on with my life with Eric and I'll get another job and everything will be perfect. Then the big lump decided to come up and tears started to stream down his face. He clutched the covers to his chest. It will never be perfect without Magnus...

He didn't know how long he had cried there. Maybe two minutes maybe a half an hour. But the half hour seemed to be a better option. Because he hadn't even noticed when someone came in to their apartment and he didn't move a finger when someone barged in the bedroom.

''Alexander Lightwood what the hell were you talking about?'' Magnus yelled when he entered.

But Alec still didn't move. This is not how he wanted this to end. He didn't want to see Magnus anymore.

''Alec, can you please explain me what were you talking about. Why are you telling me we can't meet again? Are you just joking, because I didn't think you could be this cruel.''

Still nothing.

''Please talk to me.'' Magnus said and Alec felt him sitting on the bed behind him. ''Look at me. Please.''

''I can't. I'll just miss you more.'' Alec mumbled.

''I'm not going anywhere, you are not going anywhere.'' Magnus said gently. ''And even if you decide to move away I will visit you. Tell me what this is about.''

''I can't see you. I'm not allowed.'' Alec have said t so quietly that Magnus almost didn't even hear him.

''No one is banning you.''

''Eric is...''

''He did what?! Tell me everything.''

So he did, and it took a few minutes and he had to explain something to him again. And Alec could feel his and Magnus's hearts breaking.

''He can't do that to you. we are fucking best friends and if he really loves you he wouldn't make you choose! Why did you gave in so easily to him!? You could have said no and he would come begging back to you! Fucking fuck! I'm gonna ffucking kill him!'' Magnus screamed.

''I understand him... So I chose him.'' Alec told him. He was still under the covers and quiet.

''NO! I'm not fucking okay about this shit!''

''Alec are you here!? Are you alright!?'' A Voice came from their living room.

Magnus stood up and mumbled something on his way out. Alec knew he was cursing.

''Magnus. What are you doing here?'' Alec heard Eric ask.

''Why are you doing this to him, huh!? Why in the name of fuck are you making him choose!?'' Magnus screamed at Eric.

''Well maybe I wouldn't have need to do this if you would keep your hands and lips for yourself!'' He started to scream back. ''Do you know what it's like to watch you two!? You are acting like fucking married couple! Always touching and laughing!''

''We are friends! Do you know what are you doing to him!? He is sobbing in there and he barely spoke anything to me when I ffucking came here! You are breaking him! He doesn't need this after everything he has been trough!'' Magnus yelled.

''Give me our key and get the fuck out of our house and never come back or contact with Alec or anyone he knows!'' Eric yelled at him.

''Okay, I'll get out. I just have something else to give to you too.''

Then Alec heard someone drop on the floor and decided to get up and go to them. He saw Magnus holding his fist up and Eric was on the ground with a bloody nose.

''Stop it.'' Alec said quietly but they could hear him because both heard turned towards him.

''See, how could he choose someone like that?'' Eric added from the ground.

Alec stayed quiet and still when Magnus came to him and hugged him tight and Alec started to sob again and clung tightly to Magnus. ''I love you and this is not over.''

Alec nodded and Magnus let go of him and walked out of the door. Alec wanted to run after him. And tell him he loved him too, but Magnus knew that.

''I'm okay thanks for asking.'' Eric grumbled and got up from the floor.

Alec just glared him and went back to their bedroom to cry alone and he hoped that Eric would stay away.

Which he did. There was no one in the bedroom beside him and Church who was wobbling around with her big belly. Then he fully remembered that she was gonna have kittens and those kind of belonged to Magnus too because of Chairman. So he has to see Magnus again in some point maybe even in two weeks when those kittens are gonna come out of her.

Which he was terrified by. He didn't know what he was gonna do when she will have them. Should he be in there to help her or should he just go away and let her do it herself. What she could probably do? But what if she tries to kill some of them...? No, he'll have to be with her.

The door opened and a little light came to that dark room. ''Alec?''

Alec didn't even move. He was so mad about this at Eric so he couldn't even look him in the eyes.

''Alec, I'm sorry about all this. I know I'm making you unhappy, but... I don't know. I hate seeing you with him. I don't want to lose you.'' And with every word Eric came closer. Alec could hear it. ''I want you all for myself. Is that too much to ask?''

''If you really love someone you do everything to keep them happy even if it makes you unhappy.'' Alec sniffed.'' I'm doing it for you.''

Eric didn't response to that. He just decided to leave the room. Oh so that much you love me...

Wait a minute, why didn't I choose Magnus over him. I love him as a friend and romantically. I could tell him that and we could be couple. Alec was thinking himself but that thought was soon drowned. He does not love me like that... It could ruin everything. He would think I'm weird and he wouldn't want to see me anymore. But what do I have to loose with him anyways? No, I won't tell him anything.

Okay maybe I will...

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