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Sorry itäs been so long. I tryto be faster.

Thank you for your lovely reviews and fallows and favorites. And thanks for explaining that Tessa/Jem/Will thing :D

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So I decided to start answering to your reviews, I think that's kind of nice thing to do when you waist 5 minutes to read and review this story. I'll andwer to 4 reviews in every chapter to come :)

arnangela:Thank you so much it's nice to hear you guys like my stories. I'm trying to update faster but school is on the way :/

Hotcisawesome: Yup, I decided to erite Magnus's mother in this too so she could be there to comfort him and be there for him. I'm planning on writing more of his mother and his family. Thanks for reviewing!

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: I haven't decided yet what to do with Eric. I guess I'll just decide it when I write. But he is not gonna get away with it. I can promise you that. Thanks for reviewing!

I hope you'll like this!

Alexander Lightwood's almost perfect life had turned to his worst nightmare in just a blink of an eye. He had lost his best friend, his job and his boyfriend turned into a totally different person. He wanted nothing more than to his life back to the way how it was five days ago.

Eric tried so hard to be the best boyfriend to him. He cleaned the whole house, he made dinner to them, and he fed Church and bought him presents. If he was in a different situation he would be amused by now, probably smiling from the adorable actions he got from his boyfriend. Eric really tried hard it was almost adorable. But Alec still can't forgive him now, if ever. But he still tried to be nice for Eric out of courtesy. Alec can somehow understand why he did it, but it was still wrong.

He heard some ruffling sound coming from the door and he immediately knew who was on the other side. ''Hi, I'm home!'' Eric yelled as he stepped inside the house and slammed the front door close.

Alec was sitting on the couch and watching TV, he didn't even look at Eric's direction when he came to say hello with a kiss to his forehead. They hadn't kiss since the incident. Eric kept trying but Alec always tilted his head on the opposite direction to avoid his attempts.

''So, what's new?'' Eric asked him cheerfully. ''Did you go to that job interview?''

''No.''

''Why?'' Eric asked curiously. ''Want something to drink?''

''I didn't feel like it. And by the way Church is gonna have babies this week.'' Alec shrugged in reply.

''But it's already Thursday. Why didn't you tell me this sooner?''

''I didn't feel like it. Go buy something to the kittens.'' Alec said to him.

He heard Eric sigh and then he walked in front of him.''This has to stop. I love you Alec, please stop this.'' Eric plead to him, desperation and agony written all over his face. Alec turned to finally looked at him with a blank expression.

''What? Our relationship? Yes I would like to.'' Alec said, he knew he was breaking Eric's heart and that hurt him too, since he still loved him.

Eric got down on his knees and stared at Alec with big teary eyes. ''Please Alec, I love you. I can't do this without you. I love you so much. Don't leave me. I know I've done everything wrong but I'm begging you. I love you I love you I love you. Please...''

Even though Alec was mad at him, he flinched at Eric's pleading voice. He may wanted to hurt him for what he did but he also had a heart. It was breaking to see his boyfriend in a desperate state. ''Okay okay, get up. I'm not going to leave you. But I can't forgive you that easily. You took away one of the most important person in my life.''

''I know baby, it's just that I . . . I don't know what to do.''

''Trust me. I want you and Magnus, Eric. I am grown man. I could just leave and go to Magnus if I wanted to.''

''I know you could. But you haven't, which proved that you chose me before Magnus. That means a lot to me.''

''I need some air.'' Alec said in excuse, he couldn't look Eric in the eyes. ''Before you say anything. I am not going to see Magnus. I just need fresh air.''

Eric was tried to protest by opening his mouth, but no words came out. He finally sighed in defeat and gave him the permission to leave. "Okay."

Damn right that's okay. Alec thought as he walked right out of the door.

As he walked on the streets he was walking like a zombie. He didn't have definite destination to walk for, he just let his two feet walked wherever it want. His hair was a mess, his eyes were dull as he watched all those happy couples and friends and families smiling and hugging, some couples were arguing. But among all of them one family caught his attention and he found the most interesting. The father was holding his daughter up on his shoulders as the mother was walking on behind them just to be there to catch the girl if will fall.

Alec smiled at the couple as the memories of his childhood started to resurface on his mind. When he was a little boy and he was walking with his mother on the streets he would always watch the people who were passing them; and when he saw a happy family he would always tell his mother this is what he wants when he will become older. He wants to have a wife by his side, their tiny little children surrounding them while he was carrying a little baby in his arms. That was his goal till he met Eric, everything was going just fine until he met Eric. Stupid Eric with his stupid eyes and beautiful face and great attitude.

Stupid Magnus with his stupid flirting and his stupid thoughts were suddenly interrupted when he bumped into someone.
''I'm so sorry I wasn't looking where I was going.'' Alec said, his cheeks warmed up, until he looked up and saw who he bumped into. His eyes widened and left him speechless. His throat dried and he felt like his face went all white. He was in shock and he couldn't move or look anywhere else.

''Alexander Lightwood. I thought I would never see you again. But this is pleasure.'' The man said to him and waited for an answer, but he got none. ''You are probably wondering how I am here. But I got out of the prison. I am a free man now and I'm living in this beautiful city and I have job as a personal trainer.''

Alec couldn't comprehend what he was saying about and continued to stare him in shock. He still couldn't form a sentence to him.

''Here.'' Man said and took out a little piece of paper from his pocket and putted it in Alec's hand. ''Give me a call sometime if you want to do something.''
And with a wink, the man turned around and walked away.

Alec was still frozen, his head throbbing and hurt like hell as his mind was screaming with questions 'How did he find me? Did he track me down? What does he want from me? What? Why? Why?'

The man he just met was his ex-lover, Cameron. He had an affair with him a few years ago but he didn't tell anything to Eric about it. He felt guilty about his betrayal and he was afraid what Eric would say. It was very selfish of him and he couldn't help but think that what Eric did to him was his payback for what he did.

He met Cameron when he came to the gym asking for a job, but he didn't have a degree to become personal trainer. Mrs. Fray ordered him to train Cameron. And that was where it all began. They spent more and more time together in the gym and outside, just the two of them. It started when Alec found out Cameron was gay and Cameron found out he was gay. And first they had very long hugs and then little kisses on cheek and then the mouth, and then they were in bed all sweaty and naked before they noticed.

It only lasted for three months before Alec noticed that what he was doing to Eric was horrible. Cameron always knew he had a boyfriend, but that didn't matter to him. He just wanted to be with Alec. But that turned out to be a bad thing for Alec. Cameron became possessive. He didn't let Alec go from his hold that easily, to go home to Eric. He wanted him all to himself. And when Alec tried to break up with him because he decided to be with Eric, Cameron flipped. He drugged him and tied him and locked him in his closet. For days he was there. He just got few sips of water and bread. That was his worst nightmare and no one was looking for him. He told his family he was having a vacation with Eric and he told Eric he was on vacation with his family. Magnus was the only one who knew about the affair with Cameron and everything about their relationship and how Cameron had changed differently before they met. And he was the one who saved him. He had come to Cameron's place in the middle of Cameron trying to have his wicked ways with then Cameron went to the court and was imprisoned for keeping a hostage over 24 hours and for using illegal drugs and for raping. But somehow he only got few years in prison. He didn't even know how he managed to be free. But it was revealed that he got locked up for that time.

When he came home he acted like everything was alright. He didn't show anything to Eric. He didn't sleep with Eric for like two months, because he was afraid that it would hurt and Eric would do the same thing what Cameron did. But when he visited Magnus he was crying his eyes out, but despite of everything, with Magnus he felt the safest. It was nice. But now he didn't have that safe heaven anymore.

He wanted to call Cameron and tell what he thinks about him. That he was not the same Alec Cameron had abused before. He now had the strength and courage to fight him. But he couldn't do that, he would get in trouble.

He knew this was not going to end well.

I hope you liked it!

Didn't see that coming did you?

Isn't Cmaeron a dick?

Are you gonna feel different about Alec now?

But there is gonna be some malec in the next one and I have already started to write it ;)

Reviews would be nice.

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