Hello!

This has not been edited by anyone because I can't find herr in my messages or with search so I just decided to post this already.

So sorry if there is miskates in it. I still hope you can understand some of it.

I'm such a weirdo, I want other writers to update soon, but I take like month when I get anything done...

Thank you for all of your reviews and favorites and followers!

Hotcisawesome: I know Cameron should have more years in jail, but then I should have made Alec and Magnus older. Yep Alec is not that innocent in this story. I wanted to make him darker and a little different past than anyone else had made. Well I don't know if anyone else has ever made this kind of past to Alec. I haven't at least ever read fanfiction like this.

ChocolateWriter: This chapter is full of Malec so I hope you are gonna like it. I love making these kind of characters like Cameron. I'm not gonna give him a happy ending and I don't know about Eric yet. Sorrryyyy.

Poopsie Pie: No I don't think if that is a word :D. But Who cares anyways. I want to stab Cameron too, I don't know maybe that'll happen ;)

LostSoul1234: Alec is gonna leave Eric. This is Malec story. Eric is gonna get even creepier. :O

I hope you'll like this!

Magnus was sitting on his couch with Chairmen laying next to him. He couldn't think nothing else but to think about Alec. Alec Alec Alec. And his picture in his mind.

''Mrow!'' Chairmen meowed next to him. He flinched a little. He didn't know that cat could make so loud noise.

''What do you want? I already fed you.'' Magnus asked watching his cat who was looking back at him with his little blue eyes.''Your kittens are gonna look weird you know? You look like a white over grown rat and Church is bigger than some dogs.''

''Mrow!'' He meowed again and jumped off of the couch and walked somewhere to eat.

Buzz Buzz

''What do they want now?'' Magnus moaned and got up and walked slowly to his door.''Who is it?''

''I-It's m-me.'' Magnus heard weak voice from the other line, but he could recognize that voice anywhere.

''Alexander, what are you doing here?'' Magnus asked. He was surprised to hear his voice.

''Let me up?'' Alec asked.

''Yes of course.'' Magnus buzzed him up. It didn't take long when Alec was knocking on his door.

Magnus found Alec from the other side. He looked terrible, he wore his too big clothes with holes in them and food or some dirt. He looked like he hadn't sleep in few days and his eyes were puffed and red and fresh tears were hanging on his chin.

Magnus took his hand and lead him in.

''Oh sweetie what's wrong?'' Magnus asked stoking his arm.

''I-I met him... I.. He... Is back... C-Cameron.'' Alec stuttered.

Magnus's eyes went wide.''He didn't do anything to you did he?'' Magnus asked and looked Alec all way around and checked him from any injuries.

''N-No.. H-He got my j-job at the g-gym. H-he live-s he-re now.''

Alec was totally terrified. And who could blame him.

''What does Eric say about this? You being here I mean.'' Magnus asked. He didn't want to make things worse. Not now when Eric is a little... Yeah.

''I didn't t-tell him I'm he-here.'' Alec said, he came closer to Magnus and pressed himself against him. Magnus immediately wrapped his hands protectively around him.

''It'll be okay. Do you want to spend the night?'' Magnus asked.

Alec nodded a little and buried his face in Magnus's shoulder.

''Do you want me to call Eric and tell him you are here?''

''No!'' Alec yelled and leaned away so he could see Magnus's face.''He can't know I'm here.''

''Okay. Shh sweetie lets go to bed.''

''But it's only seven o'clock.''

''You need long night sleep. Now. Let's go.'' Magnus said and walked Alec to his bed and started to undress him. Alec yelped a little when Magnus started to unbuckle his pants.''Is this okay?''

''Umm... Sure.'' Alec blushed and looked away.

Oh how I want to kiss you. Magnus thought as he was looking at Alec.

Alec kicked his pants down and jumped on to the bed what made Magnus chuckle.

''Are you coming?'' Alec asked under the covers.

''I think it's a little too early for me to sleep.'' Magnus smiled to him.

''I'm not sleeping if you won't come with me.'' Alec said, until Magnus got to say anything Alec was already on his feet again and took the hem of Magnus's shirt and started to lift.

Magnus was staring at him the whole time. He was so beautiful.

''Why are you staring at me?'' Alec asked with a big smile.

''I don't know. I like watching you. You are pretty.'' Magnus smiled back.

''You are pretty too.'' Alec said him back.

Magnus started to caress Alec's cheeks with his hands. He moved one to the back of Alec's neck and down his back and his sides. And then suddenly pulled Alec toward him and smashed their lips together into a gentle kiss.

He had been wiating for doing this so many years. He just wanted to throw him into the bed and make love to him like no tomorrow. But he couldn't do that, he knew. And that kiss was wrong too. But he couldn't resist. Alec looked so cute. And he was kissing him back.

It was perfect, Magnus felt like they were ment to be together forever. His lips felt so right against Alec's soft and full lips. He tasted a little salty because of the tears but it was good. 9

Then Alec froze and he pulled away.

''I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that.'' Magnus apologized.''Are you totally freaked out?''

Alec shook his head. He didn't look him.

''Why won't you look at me?'' Magnus asked.

''I can't. I-I'm with Eric. But I... This is so wrong...'' Alec talked to Magnus but it almost sounded like he was talking to himself.

''Shh, calm down baby. I know it's wrong. But I've been in love with you since I met you. You caught my eyes at the gym immediately and I knew I wanted you to be mine. But when I realized you were with Eric... I still wanted to be close to you and if that was possible by being your friend. Okay, it's fine for me.'' Magnus sighed at the end, he talked so fast he didn't know if he was breathing then. But then he looked at Alec. He was just staring at him with tear dropping down his cheek. Magnus wiped it off with his thumb and caressed Alec's cheek and Alec leaned into his touch and smiled a little.''I'm a bit straight forward aren't I?''

Alec opened his mouth to say something but in a while nothing came out of his mouth.

''I-I-I...'' Alec started and he probably would have continued his stuttering for the whole night.

''Calm down honey.'' Magnus chuckled.''Slowly, don't push yourself.''

Alec nodded and breathed in and out slowly.''I didn't know that you felt that way about me... I don't know what to say actually...''

''You kissed me back didn't you?'' Magnus asked. He hoped that ment something when he kissed him back and not just because it's what you usually do when someone kisses you.

Alec nodded. ''I've done many awful things to Eric...''

''What does that mean?'' Magnus asked.

''It means that I love you.'' Alec said to him, he smiled a little. The most beautiful smile ever. ''Since the day I met you I knew you were gonna be trouble. But I still wanted you to be close. I feel safe around you.''

''Then what is stopping us?!''Magnus yelled, his lips were now on the biggest smile ever seen.''You can move here! You can bring Church and we can live together! Or we can run away. I don't care I just want you.''

''I can't do that to Eric. Magnus please can you understand.'' Alec pleaded.

''Yes you can. But I have to tell you something about Eric. I think he's gone a little crazy or something.'' Magnus started and sat down and pulled Alec down with him. And he told everything what Eric had said to him. He didn't left anything out of it. And he told how he thinks Alec should stay away from him.

''You are just making that up because you don't like him.'' Alec said suspiciously.

''Have I ever told you a lie Alexander?'' He did talk the truth, he had never ever lied to Alec about anything, not even about how many drinks he had had.

''No.''

''So leave him. Come with me. We could be happy. You are the one for me. I will treat you like a prince. I love you. I will never do anything to you that would hurt you somehow.'' Magnus grabbed Alec's hands on his own and looked straight into Alec's eyes and smiled with hope shining from his eyes.

''I don't know... I do want to be with you but I don't want to hurt Eric.'' Alec said to him.

''You have to think about yourself. What do you want. Who do you see yourself with in the future? Me or him? I have told you how I feel for you. I can't take it back and I can't stay here if you choose him. It'll be too painful...''

''I have to think.'' Alec said and stormed out. He was already out of the building before Magnus even got himself up from the bed.

Magnus screamed from frustration and collapsed on the bed.

Did I just mess up everything...?

I hope you likd this!

I'll try post sooner, but I haven't even started the next chapter.

I don't know how long this is gonna be, because I haven't even started it yet.

But I have so much to still write, Isabelle haven't been in this yet, Max, Clary, Simon, Alec's parents and I have to write the wedding.

I have been watching Once Upon A Time. Do you guys like that show? I looooove it. And especially Captain Hook ;)

Enought of that, I would liike to hear if you liked this story so review.

And I'll be back soon:)