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And he started talking.
''Isabelle told me everything. I mean everything. About Eric, your feelings and what you had been through. I'm sorry about what happened the last time. I was too needy, demanding and selfish. I won't say that I exactly understand what you are going through right now but I can only imagine. You still love him after what he did to you. You are not ready to move on and commit another relationship. But I assure you, as much as I would love to, I won't be asking for that right now. All I ask is for you to allow me to be still part of your life and maybe after a couple of years we can try to be in a relationship then.''
The entire time Magnus was talking, Alec had a hard time comprehending what he said. Magnus said it in a very fast pace as if he was in a race. He could tell Magnus was nervous and shy, though the latter thought amused him. But the main reason Alec had a trouble understanding what he said was because he was lost as he stared at the vibrant, exotic yellow green beauty of Magnus's eyes. ''Or we can start our relationship ten years from now. It doesn't matter. I am sure as hell I would still love you when that time comes. What matters most is that we can have a relationship when you've moved on and you're ready. Until then, I will wait for you.''
Alec didn't know what to reply on his undying confession. He wanted to kiss him badly, but then again he just broke up with Eric. It would be so wrong if he started a relationship with Magnus while his heart still has a soft spot for Eric. He couldn't do that. He had committed so many mistakes on his life already. He had cheated on his boyfriend twice. He wouldn't forgive himself if he deceive and hurt Magnus because of his own selfishness. Not when Magnus was the only one who accepted and helped him on the darkest times of his life.
''You know you don't need to say anything. I can read you like an open book.'' Magnus' voice startled him and interrupted his thoughts as he was debating on what to do. He lifted his head and stared at his best friend once again only to found out he was smirking on him.
'But I could die tomorrow and we might never be given a chance to start our relationship. As what they have said, life is too short. So you need to make the best out of it. Alec, you've waited too long for this to happen. You've bear the pain every time you watched Magnus had a fling. So why wait now when he's practically offering himself for you like a silver plate?' Alec's inner voice debated on his rightful side.
At that time Alec already decided on what to do. It's as if the fogs have been lifted and suddenly he could see the light of the sun shining brilliantly, enlightening the path he should take. He walked in front of him as he cupped his cheeks and he pressed his lips on Magnus.
The moment his lips landed on him, Alec felt the sparks and tingles erupted through his body. Even though it was just a few days since they last kissed, he missed kissing him. He would never get bored of this. Magnus tasted a little bit like garlic, but that didn't matter. His mind was screaming 'What the hell am I doing!? It's not right!' but his heart was telling him it's the right thing. He never wanted to break apart. Especially not when Magnus wrapped his hands around Alec's waist and pulled him closer until Alec was on top of him and straddling his hips.
''Meow!'' Their heavy make out was interrupted when they suddenly heard Church's soft purr. When they broke apart they were both breathing very hard as they look at each other's eyes with a little smile on their lips. Alec realized what just happened and before he could stop himself, a beet, red blush stained on his cheeks. ''Umm...'' Alec started. ''Sorry...''
''You have nothing to be sorry about.'' Magnus smiled to him as he kissed his then Alec finally took in his surroundings and noticed he was sitting on the bed with Magnus. 'How did I get here?' He thought.
''I think Church is ready. Look.'' Magnus said and petted Church who was happily purring and licking her kittens.
There were five kittens now. Two kittens with white colors, a small brown one, and normal size kitten with greyish color with a little brown on their fur. ''What do you want to do with these?'' Magnus asked.
''I don't know anymore.'' Alec said. ''You were supposed to take them and I was supposed to get Chairman fixed. I mean I think I can keep them here if Izzy lets me and if she's gonna adopt one of the kittens anyway. ''
''What if you move in to my place and we'll take care of them together?'' Magnus asked smiling, but then his smile disappeared as he realized what he said. ''I'm sorry, I'm being needy again.''
''No it's okay. I can keep them here. But if you want to take them to your place, it's fine too. There is more room for the kittens there. I can take Chairman here for the mean time and get him fixed.'' Alec suggested.
Magnus nodded. ''That would be good. But I don't know how to take care of them all...''
''Me neither. But I think Church can handle them on her own. I mean she's their mother. I think you have to take their weight once in a while. I really don't know anything about taking care of kittens... I only have to feed Church and that's it.''
Suddenly a doorbell sound was heard from the bedroom followed by a soft click of the door.
'So the doorbell rang and Isabelle unlocked the door.' Alec thought.
''You go get it! I'm naked here.'' Isabelle yelled.
Alec wrinkled his nose at the idea. Magnus chuckled at him and gave a little kiss to his nose as he exited the room.
Alec watched the little kittens as Church licks them. Alec reached out and tried to touch Church to pet her but she didn't like to be interrupted and hissed at him. ''Okay, sorry.'' Alec said and lifted his hands in surrender.''You can't stay here the whole time though. Izzy will be devastated if we didn't return her bedroom soon. I have to build a better house for you and your kittens.'' Alec stood up and started to look for something like basket and soft blanket with it. But before he could do so, he heard the door slammed and Eric walked in the room.
''What the hell?'' Alec asked and turned towards him as he took a few steps back. ''Why are you here?''
Eric simply ignored him. Instead he watched Church and her kittens and went closer to them. Church hissed at him. ''She finally gave birth. They are so cute. I want one of them.''
''Sorry, but they already have owners. Izzy, Jace, mom dad, me and Magnus.'' Alec said quickly. He didn't trust Eric to take care of these creatures that were so tiny and fragile.
''You broke up with me, cheated on me twice with two guys and now you won't even give me a kitten from our own cat?'' He asked, sounded very pissed. Alec could see that. His mouth was tightly pressed together and his pupils were smaller than usually what made him look creepy.
''You hit me! I don't trust you with these little kittens! How could they protect themselves against your wicked thoughts!'' Alec yelled at him. ''Out.''
''You deserved it. I would never hurt a kitten! Have I ever hit Church?!''
''No but you hit someone you said you loved the most in this world!'' Alec yelled. ''Magnus can you please come here! Izzy!''
Unfortunately, he heard no answer from the both of them. Izzy was in shower room so he didn't expect her to hear me.
''Don't bother asking for Magnus' whereabouts. I think he is still lying on the bush where I pushed him. I think he hit his head on the door or something.'' He smirked.
''How dare you?!'' Alec yelled at him. He took few quick steps towards Eric and pushed him out of the room and closed the door behind him. ''Get the fuck out of here before I call the cops!''
''I'm just here to get what is mine.'' Eric said and crossed his arms.
''Church is not yours! She belongs to me! I found her! Get. Out.'' Alec screamed at him. It was a little bit weird to argue with him about who owns Church. Alec found her. She kind of belongs to him, but Eric did took care of him more. But that doesn't change things. Eric is not the same person he love before.
''What changed?'' Alec asked him sadly. ''Why are you suddenly acting like this? You threatened my best friend, you hit me and now you knocked out my best friend.''
''I have always been like this! I just had to hold back because of you. You never let me be myself! I'm not calm and a friendly person! I want to punch everyone who looks at me right on the face! If someone annoys me I want to slit their throats and feed it to the dogs!'' He was now screaming at Alec as he was glaring at Alec. His eyes reflected pure rage and he had that wicked grin on his face. He looked absolutely scary. ''You know where those pictures went of you and Magnus? I took those! When I was home alone I scratched off Magnus's eyes and hung them on our wall and jerk myself off and now when he I punched him I instantly get hard! That gives me so much pleasure seeing him hurt! And! When I was a little boy I set my neighbor's cat on fire! It was beautiful. It burned like a campfire and smelled so good. Too bad it was too black for me to eat anymore when my mother came and interrupted me! I hate her so much. Before I met you I was in a mental hospital! I just got out! I bit my sister because she was being annoying! My teeth sank right onto her flesh and it felt so goooood!''
Alec stared at him as his jaw hanged open in utter shock and disbelief. He was absolutely terrified of this revelation. He couldn't believe that his sweet Eric was mentally ill.
''I'm gonna call the cops.'' Alec said and took out his phone, but before he could dial anything Eric grabbed his wrist and slammed him on the wall. He was squeezing it so hard Alec wanted to cry and winced in pain. But instead he punched Eric right on his face. He hoped Isabelle had heard all of this and called the cops already. But for now, he had to deal with him on his own. He didn't want his sister to be a victim of his wicked mind too.
''Why the hell you did that for? Didn't you love me!?'' Eric yelled and held his face on his hands.
'Yes I do even after everything I heard, but this is just so disturbing and I am scared of you. I don't want to spend my life loving someone while constantly worrying I might get killed anytime because you would lose your mind and went berserk.' Alec thought but didn't dare to say anything as it might ignite something on Eric and he started going violently. ''No. How do you think I can love someone like you? You need help Eric. Let me call the hospital, please.'' Alec pleaded.
''There is nothing wrong with me!'' Eric yelled. Now he wasn't grinning anymore. His face was a total wreck and he looked like he was in pain. He held his head like he wanted everything to shut up. But there was no one else but Alec in the room and he wasn't even talking.
''You punched Magnus! You punched me! You just told me those wicked things you have done! I need to get you help!'' Alec tried to make some sense onto him. Eric needed help.
''Alec... Are you afraid of me?'' Now Eric was staring at Alec like a lost puppy. It pained his heart that the one he loved the most was afraid of him.
'What is wrong with this human being? His switched emotions easily. He's having more mood swings than that of a pregnant woman. You get one out of the way and you already have something to replace it.' Alec thought as he tried to understand Eric's condition.
''Alec what the hell is going on?'' Alec heard Isabelle's voice from her room.
''Izzy call the cops!'' Alec yelled. But before he could say anything else Eric had covered his mouth and suddenly he had a sharp knife pressed onto his neck.
'Where the hell he got that?' Alec should've thought of that. He should have been scared of his life. But he wasn't. He was scared of Isabelle's, Magnus's, Church's and her kitten's lives more than his own.
''Speak and you'll all die. Everyone in this house will die.'' Eric whispered to him and opened the door to the cleaning closet right behind him. He pulled Alec in and locked the door. He still kept the knife on his neck, but his hand wasn't on his mouth anymore.
Now Alec was scared for himself too. Everything just came right back. The horrible things Cameron did to him was flashing on his mind like an infinite playlist. He was held as a hostage in a dark closet.
''Y-You a-re not g-gonna get away wi-with this.''
''Yes I know that, but at least I can keep you to myself for a little while. And then forever.'' Eric licked the shell of his ear.
''What do y-y-you mean?'' Alec stuttered as nervousness crept through him.
''First I'm gonna make love to you for the last time and then I will kill you when you feel good and then I'm gonna kill myself. Then we can be together forever. Doesn't that sound good?'' Alec didn't say anything, he just sniffed and broke into sobs as he cried in agony. ''I knew you would love it.''
'This can't be my end' Was the only thing Alec uttered as he feared for his life.
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