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Alec POV

Alec woke up the next morning with a massive hangover, he felt like there was a storm stirring within his body, his head was drumming painfully and he had the urge to empty all his stomach's contents due to the nauseas and not to mention how he felt sore all over. peeling his eys open slowely, he groaned in pain as they were met with the blinding rays of the sun, but after a few agonizing moments he finally adjusted to it. God, he hated hangovers! Why did he drink all that much last night in the first place? Oh right, stubid Gabriel took him to party. He wasn't the party type like his siblings who went out every other night and consumed half of their weight alcohol. He should have said no.

He sighed regretfully and thought ' next time Gabriel asks me to party with him, I'll just hit him in his pretty face with a baseball pat ' lying on his back he found himself staring at a white ceiling covered with snow flakes all over it and realized with a relief that it was his old room in his parents's house. Thank god he didn't end up in some stranger's crappy place or in an alley with gangs lurking around, but when he turned his head to the other side he wished if he had ended up in anywhere else but here.

Gabriel's sleeping face was a few inchs away from his and only that, but when he glanced down he found that they were both stark n*** under the sheets. Turning his head to the other side quickly, eyes wide open and breathing irregular.

What really happened last night? All he remmbers is that they kissed in the club, but it seems that there was a sequel too. Closing his eyes, he willed his frantic mind to remmber anything after that kiss and then it all came to him in a series of flashes.

The moment they entered his room, Gabriel pushed him against the door kissing him like his life depended on it. A hot tonuge was licking his lower lip asking for entrance which Alec granted happily, tongues dancing together in a perfect harmony.

Gabriel's lush lips left his and were trailing down his jaw and neck. Alec gasped when Gabriel bit his collarbone harshly leaving without a doupt a huge hickey.

Gabriel backed away a few inches and took off his shirt, Alec mirrored the action and soon the two of them collided with bare, hot chests.

A few firey kisses and hot touchs later, they were both fully naked and like a second nature to him, Gabriel picked Alec up and wrapped his long, creamy legs around his strong waist.

Their lips met again in a fierce battle while Gabriel's fingers brushed against Alec's entrance. Alec gasped in surprise when the first finger pushed into him then a second and third all of them loosening him up for something much bigger and thicker.

After a few moments of kissing and ey were both ready, "You're gonna love this" it was the last thing Gabriel said before pushing himself all the way inside Alec.

Alec cried out in a mix of pain and pleasure, Gabriel was so big, definitely bigger than anyone else he had f***.

"Oh god, you're huge!"

"And you're so tight, guess you haven't been fucked in a while, huh?" Gabriel said smirking.

"Just shut up and fuck me!" Alec shouted and Gabriel obliged. He set a slow pace at first, just surging forward into Alec's hot tightness then drawing back.

"Faster!" Gabriel sild himself in and out faster and after changing his angle and hearing Alec cry out in pure pleasure. He knew that he'd hit Alec's sweet spot.

sweat was runing down Alec's chest, eyes were closed tight and white stars exploded behind his eyes as Gabriel hit his sweet spot over and over successfuly driving him to the edge and to one mind-blowing orgasm.

Gabriel's thrusts were going out of pace, searching frantically for the sweet realese as Alec's walls tightened around him.

Alec finally cried out as he came all over his and Gabriel's chests, seeing his partner lose it all drove Gabriel over the edge as well and a few shallow thrusts later he emptied his hot load deep inside Alec's willing body.

Alec shot up from his lying position gasping in horror, god, he was so stubid! He promised himself that he will never sleep with his best friend, but he did it anyway.

He glanced at Gabriel's sleeping form and watched as the sun was bathing his god-like abs and abdomen muscles in a delicious way then shook his head frantically to get rid of these ideas 'for god's sake, I'm not getting hard over my best friend...um again'

"Gabriel, wake up this instant!" he shouted at him and the other boy shot up looking around in alarm.

"What, who killed her?" he mumbled still half asleep, "Gabe, wake up. We need to talk" Gabriel yawned then he sat up focusing his attention at Alec's horrid face.

"Okay, I'm all ears" he said slowely, Alec took a deep breath and looked squarely at the other man.

"What are we gonna do, now? We had sex! So are we in a realationship or are we still just friends? And what about you and Lori?" Alec was speaking so fast as if afraid of what he was saying. Gabriel just sighed and ran a hand through his hair, a thoughtful expression on his face.

"Look, Lori and I are a closed case, we're not together anymore. And about us..." he sighed again and slid his hand under the sheets, stroking Alec's bare thigh mindlessly "We can't be in a realationship right now, I'm bi. I admit it, but I don't think I'm ready to be with another man. And hell we can't be just friends either, that would be awkawrd as fuck" Alec looked puzzled at his words, they aren't in a realationship and they can't be just friends, so what are they?

Gabriel as if reading his mind smiled at him and said, "We can be FWB, you know?"

"We can be what?" Alec asked titling his head to the side in a way Gabriel found it incredibly adoreable.

"Friends with benefits, I wouldn't mind fucking you again." Alec was positively sure that he was blushing at the other's words. Sighing for the utmost time today he bent down and grapped an oversized shirt from the floor and throwed it over his frame making Gabriel pout.

"Hey, I was enjoying that view!" Alec looked at him mortified and just shook his head.

"I need to shower" he said as he stood up and headed to the small bathroom attached to his room.

"Can I join you?" Gabriel asked with a smirk already knowing the answer, but still wanna hear it from the other anyway.

"Hell no!" Alec shouted at him and before he can disappear from view, Gabriel straightened up, grapped one of his bony wrists and kissed him chastely, then went back to a lying position as if he did nothing. Alec stared at him for a moment then turned away smiling like a fool and entered the bathroom and for good measures he locked the door behind him making Gabriel chuckle.

Shedding the huge shirt off of him, he steped under the warm spray of water and sighed in content as he felt his muscles loosen. He glanced down at himself and grimaced at the sight, his cheast was still covered in purplish bruises thanks to the stitches from after the surgery, even though the doctors removed these stitches, he still needed time to heal from the scars, physically and mentally.

He also lost a big mass of muscles and now he looked so skinny, skinnier than ever before. He felt ugly and weak and he hated it.

'enough with self-pity' he mentally told himself. Grapping the sandalwood scented shampoo and pouring some into the palm of his hand, he instantly was reminded of Magnus.

Oh Magnus, he missed him so much and was surprised at how his heart was still beating without Magnus around. His whole being hurt and he felt anger, despair, saddness and disapointment at him for running away like this. He was acting like a child running away from his problems and leaving him alone.

He still loved him and If he ever came back again and begged him to forgive him, he would do it, even though Magnus hurt him greatly he was willing to forgive and forget. Love makes us fool. Oh how was that right.

"OH MY GOD, WHAT THE HELL?" a loud scream cut off his thoughts, quickely he throw a bathrope on and hurried out with shampoo still on his head.

His mother was standing in front of his bed where a very naked Gabriel was lying. He glanced between both of them with a horrified expression.

"Alexander, why the hell there's a naked man in your bed?!" his mother was particularly lashing out and Alec was burning up. It was so embarrassing to have your mother walking on something like that.

"Calm down, Mayrse, we just were having some fun" Alec was mentally skinning Gabriel, why did that idiot say that?

If glares could kill, Gabriel would be dead by now as Mayrse was glaring daggers at him. Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowely, she turned to her flustered son and said, "Alexander, hallaway, now"

Once they were both out, she closed the door and looked at her eldest son, " Alec, why the hell did you sleep with him? He's your friend for crying out loud!" Alec was looking at the ground, embarrassment coloring his cheeks.

"We were drunk and it just happened, sorry" Mayrse eyes softened and she touched his cheek tenderly.

"Honey, you're an adult. You don't have to apologize, I just want what's best for you and I feel like you're going to end up hurt with him" he wanted to tell her that he was already hurt and broken, but instead he smiled at her and said, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

She looked unconvinced, but didn't voice that out. "I have some good news, I guess" she was particularly beaming and Alec suppressed the urge to roll his eyes at how fast his mother's mood changed.

"Magnus's mother contacted me and told me that he's coming home tomorrow and I invited him to dinner. Isn't that amazing, honey?"

Alec's head perked up at the mention of Magnus, there was a spark of excitement and hope in his blue eyes, but at the same time there was a conflict inside him. He was mad and happy, he was burning up to meet him and at the same time didn't want to see him. Magnus would surly want to talk, but he didn't want to. His heartbeat was Irrational and his mind was going a million direction. He remembered the days and nights he spent alone on a cold hospital bed crying himself to sleep, remembered how Gabriel was the only one other than his family that stayed with him all the time. Gabriel made him feel better, made him smile, gave him hope while Magnus was on the other side of the ocean. Then his mind was set when he said,

"I don't give a damn, I'm with Gabriel now" his mother looked shocked, like she didn't beleive her ears.

"But I thought you loved Magnus?" she said trying to reason with her son.

"Maybe I used to, but not anymore"
She knew that was a lie, he still loved Magnus and she didn't understand why he was trying to deny it.

He looked at her with storming blue eyes and she could see the hurt and confusion within them. "Do you have anything else to say. I need to wash my hair." she sighed and shook her head in a no gesture.

When he entered his room, Gabriel was fully dressed and was texting someone. He looked up at Alec with guilt written over his face.

"How did it go? I guess your mother doesn't like me anymore, right?" Alec smiled at him and said, "She never liked you from the start, so don't worry about it"

"Great, I hope she doesn't kill me when I'm asleep" Alec chuckled at him then his eyes hardened and he looked at the other man with a serious expression. Gabriel's smile vanished and he looked nervous.

"What is it?" Gabriel asked, "Magnus is coming for dinner tomorrow and I want you to act as if you're my boyfriend, understood?" Alec said in a tone that left no space for no.

Gabriel swallowed thickly and said, "Yes, ma'am. It would be my pleasure to be your fake boyfriend" Alec rolled his eyes at him, but didn't say anything else. Tomorrow is going to be interesting.

Magnus POV

To say that Magnus was a storm of different emotions right now would be the understanding of the century. He was at Heathrow airport, London. Waiting for his flight home.

He missed New York alot, London was a breeze of fresh air and he had a ton of fun there, but New York is home and nothing can ever compare to that.

He was so excited to go back to the city that never sleeps, to the always-busy streets, to the best cheese burgers, to central park, to the east river, to Brookylen bridge, to his sparkly, messy loft.

And the most thing he missed, rather person actually was his blue-eyed angel.

He heaved a sigh at the thought of him. He knew he was a first clas for leaving Alec while he was still unconscious, while they still had alot to discuss, but the guilt he felt towards him was unbearable. It was all his fault, if he was cautious enough that night, things would have played differently and Alec would have been just fine.

He was a coward and he knew it, instead of staying with Alec he ran away afraid of facing him, afraid that Alec might get hurt again because of him.

He remembered how his friends, Tessa, Jem and Will welecomed him once he arrived London. Made him forget his problems, made him forget the guilt, but he knew it was only temporary and that one day he'd have to go back home and fix it for real.

But, he can't deny that he had the time of his life in this past month with his friends. They shopped non-stop, went sight-seeing, acted stubid and young and just had fun, but all the time his heart was clenching painfully, he was missing a part of himself. He was missing Alec.

Whenever he looked at anything blue he was reminded of the most gorgeous pair of eyes in the world. Whenever he smelled or tasted vanilla he was reminded of his angel, Alec always smelled and tasted like vanilla. It was driving him crazy, how he saw Alec everywhere. How he pictured his smile on every passing face.

He missed him so bad and he wished if he had some kind of magical powers to fix it all. To make the pain go. To have Alec in his arms again.

Doubt dominated his mind, too many questions he desperately needed answers for. Would Alec forgive him? Does he love him? Did he move on? Did he find someone better? Did he forget him? He pulled at his spiked hair wanting his mind to stop torturing him, wanting his heart to stop beating so fast.

A girl who looked at her mid-twenties with long honey-blond hair, amber eyes and a tall, slim figure occupyed the chair next to him. She looked so sad like there's nothing in the world could chear her up. Her amber eyes full with melancholy that no person should carry.

As if sensing eyes on her, she turned her head and was face to face with Magnus. Smiling sadly at him she said, "I'm sorry, I must look awful without makeup on"

Magnus blinked a few times surprised that she talked to him. "You look good, darling. It's just that you seem so sad"

Her eyes shone with unshed tears and she said, "It's a long story" Magnus wasn't one to pry or to stick his nose in others business, but this girl interested him and he wanted to hear her story out.

"You know, you can always spill your heart out to a stranger" he smiled at her and she smiled back, though it didn't reach her eyes.

She sighed deeply and stared at him as if having a silent conversation with herself, should she tell him or not, after a few moments she set her mind and spoke. " I was in love with an amazing man. We met in high school and we fell for each other fast. He was everything to me, all I've ever wished for and the best thing about it is that he loved me back just as much as I loved him." she was gazing into space as if recalling a distant memory.

"We were so happy together, everyone envied us. We were together for seven years and our love was stronger than ever, we planned to marry and start our own family, but..." a single tear rolled down her pale cheek and Magnus felt so bad for making her talk.

"but one day changed it all. I still remember it like it was only yesterday. We were driving home and we were having a fight." she smiled ironically and said, "I don't even remember what we were fighting about. All I remember is that we were insulting each other in blind fury."

"And then out of nowhere a truck appeared in front of our car and he quickly tried to turn away, but he wasn't fast enough, we crashed into the other vehicle."

Magnus was gapping at her, the poor girl must have went through trauma after an accident like that.

"He was fine, only a broken arm and a few stitches in his head, I on the other hand was much worse. I had a concussion and was out for about two weeks" she looked at the ground, more tears racing down her face.

"When I woke up, he wasn't there. He thought that it was his fault that I got hurt. He ran away and never called me back." Magnus's eyes widened at her words. It was very similar to the his situation right now, he too ran away cause he thought that he had hurt Alec and he didn't call him back as well.

"I've never met him again, I'm married to another man now and I have a little girl at home. Though I wish if we've met again. I would have shouted at him that it wasn't his fault and that it was an accident, he hurt me for running away, but I would have forgiven him, we could have been together and happy by now. "
More tears were rushing down her face and Magnus had a few tears as well. Her story touched him alot. Is that what Alec must be feeling now? If so he will never forgive himself for bringing such melancholy upon his angel.

"Two days ago, I recived a message informing me that he passed away. He's gone forever now and I wasn't even there to say goodbye. To say I love him" the silent tears turned into heart-breaking sobs, Magnus slowely put his arms around her trying to comfort her while he himself was crying.

It was such a tragic story and he wished if it had ended up in a better way, but he had learned from this heart-wrenching story. He would not repeat the man's mistakes. When he gets back to New York he'll do the impossible to gain Alec back. I'll get you back, darling.

I hope you liked it.

I said ther was not many chapters coming anymore but I don't know anymore cuz I added this Gabriel stuff into this.

But anyways I'd like some revies

Write you later.