AN: So this was another prompt from supergirl102 who wanted a drabble revolving around Kurt and Adam finding their movie. I'm not quite sure this is where she expected the prompt to go, but this is where my muse chose to take it. Hope you all enjoy it!
All couples had their things. You were always hearing people gushing about oh that is our song, or that's our favorite restaurant or our table. It was part of what being a couple meant - finding those things that were special to the both of you. I had even found those special things with other guys, and the one girl I had dated before admitting I was into guys, before. As for Kurt, I could list quite a few of the things that he and Blaine had considered to be theirs, mostly thanks to Rachel. However, the two of us hadn't found those special things yet. There was one exception.
I had always considered a 'our' movie as being that special movie the two of you both enjoyed. One that you could watch over and over again and never get tired of. That movie which you could find things to identify with and felt comfortable sharing with the other no matter how silly others might deem them.
Kurt and I had managed to find that movie but as we sat on the couch watching it, I had to admit that it wasn't exactly a romantic choice. But no matter how many times we watched it, there was something comforting about curling up on the couch together and watching it. Even though the arm that Kurt was using for a pillow was falling asleep, I wouldn't dream of moving it because he looked so content. Being with Kurt was relaxing, comforting, and felt right but there were times something seemed to be missing.
Like right now, we might be curled up on the couch together watching a movie but how many times had I shared moments like these with my strictly platonic female friends. We were comfortable with one another. Being with Kurt was relaxing. However, there was no kissing taking place. Our hands weren't exploring one another's bodies as we attempted to distract one another from the movie on the screen. Instead we were simply enjoying each other's company.
Kind of like Patrick and Charlie on the screen in front of us. Though it seemed as though Patrick had feelings for Charlie, those feelings went one way as Charlie was straight and in love with someone else. Still, they both valued their friendship to let anything get in the way of that though they faced some rocky times. In many ways, I saw me and Kurt in them even though we were both gay. We both even knew what finding a group of misfits who excepted you for who you were no matter what the majority of people thought of you was like, which was one of the central themes for The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
So, perhaps it wasn't a typical 'couples' movie but when it came to me and Kurt, it was ours. And if Kurt's feelings for Blaine meant that the two of us were destined to only be friends in the end, I would be okay with that. It definitely can't compete with Kurt and Blaine's movie and song, but somehow The Perks of Being a Wallflower somehow captures the relationship I have with Kurt and I'm okay with that because what I want is for Kurt to be happy and the more I'm with him the more apparent it is that without Blaine, he'll never be happy. It's just a matter of time before he realizes that for himself.