-Chapter 4-

That night I got to sleep with Edd thank god I had a queen sized bed so we both can fit I'm happy Renee and him are friends so I can spend time like this with him.

"Kevin why are you staring at me?"
"Hm? Oh sorry Double-D was just happy to see Renee happy and you make her happy and she hasn't been lately ya know."
"No Kevin I don't but you two seem to be just like each other when it comes to manners when you play video games it was fun to watch the two of you fight over something so silly."
"Yeah I guess her and I can go over board when we fight like that haha."
"Kevin might I ask why she moved her with Bekah here it's like she is completed if that sounds right."
"Eddward you have to promise you won't tell her I told you this because she will kill me, she lost her parents they were killed in a drunk driving accident and well we couldn't leave her like the only other person she would live with is in Iraq, plus she is family so naturally we took her in but she is unstable about everything that's why I'm happy that she was smiling like her old self I know she is hurting still she cries in her sleep a lot… it's heartbreaking to hear her."
"Oh my Kevin I had no idea she was hurting so badly…"

I watched him start to pout

"Hey man it's going to be okay she'll get through it it's just going to take a while but she'll be okay now let's go to bed I'm beat."
"You're right time heals good night Kevin."

Across the hall

-Renee's point of view-

I'm so happy I get to see her and get to hold her I feel safe…

"Renee are you okay?"
"No Bekah I'm not I miss them so much it hurts all I do is have nightmares over and over again I want my Dad back I miss my Mom so much it hurts."

I knew I lost it. Bekah soon wrapped her arms around me holding me tight.

"Babe I'm right here I know you're hurt I could see it in your face still I've been so worried because you haven't really cried over done anything drastic I hope… Sam and Renae are also very worried because you haven't rioted all you've done is swim and run you don't talk I'm scared Renee."

The look said it all I knew what she was talking about I couldn't help but cry more even though I didn't I scared and made my love worry I felt awful.

"Sweet heart please stop crying it's okay I'm not mad at you or anything."

Soon a knock came to the door..

"Renee it's Kev and Edd are you okay can we come in?"

I watched Bekah get up to open to door I couldn't help but grab her arm but the look in her eyes I knew that she wanted me to understand people care so I let her go. When she opened the door I sat up readjusting my beanie and everyone sat in my bed Kevin almost started crying and he had a right to he lost his aunt and uncle that night as well.

"It was my fault they shouldn't have came and got me that night."

I finally said what was on my mind and it felt like the world stopped.

-Back to Kevins POV-

"Renee that is not true and you know it you made the right call to ask them to get you it could have been you who died and I would have lost it Renee you are my best friend ever since we were kids please don't blame yourself."
"Yes babe you didn't know that a drunk would make a choice like that I'm happy it wasn't you we all lost that night I-"
"But Bekah I lost my parents two people who gave me life and I almost lost it the same night I almost lost you I lost a huge part of my world my life your parents are still going to be at the swim meets and when your dad is there I'm not allowed to talk to you because he hates me your mom could care less about me don't you understand I lost two people you need, you need your mom and dad."
"Renee if it means anything I basically don't have parents I grew up by myself mine are just never home and when they are I don't even see them.."

I couldn't believe Edd told her that we all knew it growing up that they weren't there when he was growing up but to hear him say it I just wanted to hold him like the way Bekah holds Renee to calm her down.

"I guess I'm probably not the best person for this but I kind of understand where you are coming from Renee I feel like I'm not perfect or that I did something wrong to make my parents stay away but you still have a loving family and a wonderful girlfriend who will always be by your side that is more than I have I go home to an empty house everyday while you get to come here a place full of life, but I understand that you are missing important people in your life that were there for you, but Renee I'm happy that I got to meet you I've known you've been hurting for a while that's I guess what drew me to you because I felt like we could understand each other."

I saw tears building up in Edd I knew what he just said was hard for him I couldn't help but hold him. Soon after Renee's cries stopped she soon fell asleep.

"Sorry Edd that she just passed out crying takes a lot out of her because she use to never be sad unless you picked on her about her hair then she'd get upset also probably punch you haha."
"It's fine Bekah I just hope I made her feel better even if it was just a little bit her to know she wasn't alone in feelings."
"She does there was a light in her eye knowing you are there for her helps her a lot, so guys want to stay in here for bit and talk she won't be waking up for anything once she's asleep she is out for the rest of the night."

I nodded still holding Edd his smell was flowery and sweet I didn't want to let go and he didn't seem to mind that I was holding him.

"So if it's okay to ask but are you guys a thing just the way-"
"Oh no I believe Kevin was just trying to comfort me like you do for Renee thank you Kevin you can let go."

Seeing his face so red made me blush as well Bekah you miss are a bitch I just wanted to hold him forever.

"Kevin just ask him already…"

"What the fuck she sleep talks?!"
"Haha yeah she does I'm sorry!"

"Kevin what could you're cousin be talking about?"

I'm going to kill Renee when she wakes up in the morning for this.

"Edd there is something I guess it's now or never since everyone is all in a feeling sharing mood. I fell in love with you some time ago and hearing how alone you've been I don't want you to feel that way anymore I guess what I'm saying is will you be mine?"
"Told you Kevin it wasn't hard to ask him."
"What I thought you were asleep Renee?!"
"I was then I realized I'm on Bekah's side of the bed and couldn't sleep."
"Kevin the answer is yes."

I couldn't believe it my sleep talking cousin got me my man that I wanted for years.

"I hate you Renee I want you to know that."
"No you don't, now if you and your boyfriend don't mind can you leave my room and I can sleep thanks."

As we walked out of her room and went to mine I couldn't help but kiss Edd, at first he squirmed then started to relax and the kiss deepened licking his lips for permission to enter he let me as our tongues explored each other's mouths I heard him let out a moan. Thank god my cousin is sleeping and Bekah put on music. I pushed him onto my bed I couldn't hold back anymore I had him and I did not want to let him go he was mine. As I started to slide my hand up his shirt I heard him moan my name making me start to grow and him as well.

"Edd are you sure you want to do this I mean I know this is rushing things."
"Kevin I don't want you to stop I trust you."

With that I started to undress him taking his shirt off seeing his beautiful glowing pale skin I started to play with his one nipple and licking and biting the other, Edd couldn't help but moan his face and sounds I wanted more I started to bite my way up to his neck leaving my marks along the way up to his lips. I looked into his blue eyes as I ripped off my shirt and pants I soon got his off with easy. His black silk boxers turned me on to the point where I had to have him. I got up to find my condoms and lobe that I'm so happy I bought.

"Edd are you sure about this I want to make sure before we go any farther."
"Yes Kevin I am sure."

Seeing his smile I knew.

"But first Kevin might I do something for you?"
"Babe you don't have to ask-"

I was cut off by Edd's hand wrapped around my shaft soon following his mouth around my head and with that I lost it letting moans slip his mouth felt so good going up and down along with his hand I could feel myself about to cum.

"Edd I'm about to- AH!"

I felt so bad I didn't warn him in time but he swallowed it and laid back down on my bed.

"It's okay Kevin just next time please let me have a better warning."

I couldn't help but smirk and get back on top of him I lubed up my hand for my fingers as I slowly put one inside of him he gasped with surprise and pain soon he was again moaning I looked at him looking for him to say something.

"Keep going I'm okay Kevin."

As I put the next one in he moaned a little more basically begging for me but there was no way I was going to hurt him I didn't want to so I slid in the last finger I was going to put in him he hissed a little bit but I soon began to pick up speed till he was moaning and begging again for me I couldn't help but tease him for a little bit longer till I felt it was the right time then I saw a look in his eyes that told me it was.

I prepped myself and slowly put myself in him he let out the biggest moan so far that I'm sure my cousin heard along with her girlfriend but I didn't care. It was pure love that I was running on he kept moaning my name and how good it all felt this shy kid was under me as I made love to him in bliss and passion he came almost yelling my name which only made me cum a second time.

I collapsed on top of him only to get all of cum over me.

"I guess a shower is in order."
"Yeah Edd I think you are right."

Now that I have Edd nothing can bring me down.