Sunday came rather quick Riley and Bailey was upset they had to leave but where happy because they missed their mommy and daddy. Riley and Bailey were playing in Kelly and Randy backyard with rocky. Kelly was watching them from the window in the kitchen when she felt arm's wrap around her waist she lent into randy they both didn't say a word just watching the three year old's playing in the backyard until kelly broke the silence between the two
"Do you want kids?" she asked still looking at the twin's and rocky playing which kinda surprised Randy because kelly's Modeling career just taking off he put his chin on the top of her head watching his niece and nephew playing
" Yeah , what about you?" he asked her she was silent for a moment thinking about it
" i do bu-" she stopped and thought about what she was about to say " but my modeling career just started , but i really do want a baby" she said looking away from outside to turning around facing randy looking at him in his eye's he kissed her forehead
" i understand , we can wait." he said and Kelly heart melted randy wanted to have a baby with her but she didn't want to wait long either she bit her lip which was a habit she had when she's nervous or thinking " what's on your mind babe " he asked softly looking down at her and it wasnt long for her Blue eye's to meet his
" I dont want to wait long , and i dont know when i'm going to stop modeling " she said honestly she sighed deeply still looking in randy eye's " i dont want us have to wait because i'm being selfish" she said looking back down. randy lifted her head up making her look at him
" babe , your not being selfish it's your dream , i would never ask you to stop if you don't need to plus , we can wait as loong as you want okay " he said kissing her forehead she nodded softly turning back around to find the kid's racing back and forth
" I still want a baby " she said leaning into randy who know she was saying it more to herself then him and hissed her head holding her tighter
Kelly , Bre , Nicki and JoJo were all out for lunch the three girl's could see Kelly was a little bit off she Barely talked to them when they were shopping she was in her own little world
" Kelly " Nicki said looking at her blonde friend was was looking behind Bre outside " Kel's " she said but shaking her this time knocking kelly out her thought's she looked at the three girl's and gave them a apologetic look "Nicki touched kelly arm looking at her friend with concern " You okay kel's you seem i dont know out of it " when she said that kelly found the table interesting the blonde played with the pattern on the table before looking up at her friends again who were looking at her
" It's just about a talk i had with Randy earlier " she said and the three girl's where still looking at her all six set of eye's read the same thing ' go on 'she sighed " we had the kid conversation basically " she said running her hand's through her hair she took a deep breath before continuing " i feel bad , where both on the same page . We want children . it's just my modeling career just kicking off and i dont want us to wait for me to get done because honestly i think im going to be doing this for a while. I want a baby now and i know he want a baby now but i just got signed with VS i can't blow it " she said looking at her friends who were all just staring at her with blank expressions " now would be the time to say something " she said resting her head on her hand.
" well then it's no other choice but to wait till your done modeling then " JoJo suggested kelly looked at Bre who looked like she was thinking of something
" i understand completely Kell's but maybe for now adopting probably would be your solution " Bre suggest looking at kelly shrugging her shoulder's at her friend Kelly looked at nicki who agreed with Nicki
" that's great because you wont have to carry , then maybe couple year's from now you guy's can have one of your own " nicki said taking a sip of her Pepsi Kelly shrugged thinking about the idea
" i'll go over it with randy " she said the waitress came back with there food they thanked her and started to eat within a hour they all were done jojo clapped her hand's
" ready to finish shopping " she said looking at the rest of the girls who nodded they payed ,left a tip and left to finish shopping
Kelly was laying across her and randy bed talking on the phone with her mother who she truly did miss Florida alot . But also loved New York with randy she listened to her mother rant about the next door neighbor who's an old grumpy man who let his little bulldog shit on her lawn and didnt pick it up and she step in it . kelly chuckled at her mother who was still going on and on about the situation
" ma , he's old give him some slack he probably couldn't bend down to pick it up " she stated she chuckled when she heard her mother
" pst , well he shouldn't have the damn mutt then if he cant pick it shit off my lawn , and i had to clean it up and clean it off my shoe " she said ranting on kelly rolled her eye's this was her mother for her she never forgot anything. she listened to her mother rant for a while and she finally got off the topic to a more interesting one kelly eye's got wide
" Eva's pregnant" she said in complete shock , why haven't eva told her they were bestfriend's right ? she had to find out from her mother that was pitiful
" yeah , she just found out a couple day's ago though , Pat so excited to be a grandmother " she said in her voice was she was asking kelly when was she going to be having babies
" oh okay " she said pausing for a moment when her mother didint reply she kept going " ma , i would love to make you a nana , but it tough right now " she said then realized she used the wrong word's
" your guy's having money problem's hunny why didnt you sa- "
" no mom , i ment we want kid's but my modeling just taking off and i dont want to ruin it " kelly said softly " i really do want kid's ma " she said again
" i know you do pumpkin , you have to choose though " her mother said in her motherly tone which made kelly wanna cry but she blinked away the tears swallowing the lump that was forming in her throat she cleared her throat before saying anything
" it's hard i want both " she said playin with her finger's she realized how much of a kid she sounded like " am i self-fish for wanting both " she could feel her mother shake her head at her
" no hunny , not at all " she said
" i want to give randy the chance to be a father after all he done for me i want to repay him but modeling in magazines been my dream for a while and now im living it . "
" i truly understand boo , before we had you ; your father was finishing up his last semester in collage and i had one more year we wanted a baby , but i wanted to wait but one day you were inside me from sex of course but you two still young yall have a couple years ahead of yall " she said kelly listened to her mom
" i was thinking about adoption " she said out of the blue .
soo what you think adoption , or they should just wait ?