LIV'S POV

I woke up when to see Fitz carrying me into the cabin. He smiled down at me as i moved closer towards him.

"Thanks Harrsion, you can all retire for the evening." Fitz said as he set me down on the couch. For a while he didn't say anything and i didn't want to move until i heard him cooking dinner. I laid on the couch until he came over with one bowl and i sat up.

"You were awake?"

I nodded "i was too lazy to move"

"I hope you're okay with pasta" he said as if he was nervous

"I love pasta" I lifted my feet as he sat down and handed me a fork

"You're not putting meat in it?"

"No" he smiled "did you have a good christmas?"

"The best!" I smiled "Thank you"

"For what?"

"Making my christmas the best one yet, i heard you and Em talking about it. And it was great"

"Livvie?" He asked as i finished the pasta and took a sip of my water

"Yes?"

"Did you mean what you said? During the press conference?"

I was panicking inside i felt so vulnerable, what if he hadn't meant it?

"Yes, i do ... Love you"

I watched as he stared at me before smiling "i love you too"

"You do?" I felt myself starting to cry as he set the plates down on the table and pulled me onto his lap

"Of course, you and Emmy are the most important people in my life. And i mean when i said i'll spend the rest of our life making it up to you"

"It's alright Fitz, i understand why you did what you did." I whispered and gulped loudly "just.. Show me how much you love me Fitz, take me upstairs and show me"

FITZ'S POV

"Just show me how much you love me Fitz, take me upstairs and show me" She whispered. She wasn't being shy or nervous, she was firm in her decision and smiled as i stood with her in my arms. She put her arms around my neck and kissed me. She stopped when i carried her upstairs but started against when i was firmly on the second floor. i switched her into an upright position so she her lets were wrapped around my waist as i held onto her bottom. She groaned as i ripped my mouth away from hers and set her on her feet in our bedroom. We were a few feet apart as i tried to calm down

"Livvie are you sure? There's no rush" i wanted to make sure we weren't rushing it.

"Show me Fitz" she took off her sweater and put it on the the floor revealing her tight tank top. "Show me" she took off the tank top followed by her jeans and i gulped as she stood in front of me in a pair of a black, lace bra and panty set that left little room for imagination.

"Show me how much you love me" She went to unhook her bra but i had reached her and stopped her. She kissed me as she lifted my sweater over my head and unbuckled my pants pushing them down. We both stood in our under wear in front of each other. We weren't even touching and we were both panting. I grabbed her, lifting her up and gently set her down on the bed. She smiled as i kissed her

"You're sure?"

She nodded and squirmed as i kissed my way down her body until i reached her panties. She raised her hips as i pulled them down and covered her face as i stared at her naked body. I crawled back up and removed her hand.

"You are beautiful Livvie, so beautiful don't be shy" i whispered and felt her shiver against me. "I love you"

"I love you too" she smiled and kissed me as i slipped my hand in between her folds. She squirmed at first but her breath hitched when i started kissing her neck. She let out a loud groan and i had to breathe to calm down. After a few minuets she let out a soft whimper as she let go.

She blushed and watched me as i took off my boxers.

LIV'S POV

"Do we need..-" I cut him off as he asked about protection

"I'm on the pill." This was our first time making love and i didn't want to have a baby out of it so i hadn't planned on stopping anytime soon.

"You are?"

"Fitz" i laughed at his train of thought. He chuckled and went back to kissing me, i kicked his leg and felt him collapse on top of me and i pushed him over and climbed on top of him. His eyes were wide and he held my waist as i bent down and kissed him. He flipped me back over and laughed as i huffed out.

"Fitz stop teasing me" i whispered biting down on his shoulder. He groaned and stopped kissing me, looking into my eyes. I wasn't embarrassed or nervous because he was looking at me like i was the only person that mattered, with such love.

I groaned as i felt him enter me. It had been a while and he was larger then most of the few other men i had slept with.

"Relax Livvie, it's okay" he kissed me and rubbed behind me as i spread my legs wider. We both groaned when we were fully connected as he started moving against me. I was overwhelmed with so many emotions, the pain turned into pleasure which was mixed with the tension and the reality that this was finally happening.

"Faster" i whispered as she pushed his head up to mine and kissed me. My legs wrapped around his waist and he groaned as he went deeper. I let out a scream when he ran a finger over my pleasure spot. He was thrusting into me so quickly i was holding my breath when my legs started to shake. My fingers were breaking his skin as i clutched his arms.

"Do you see how much i've wanted you, how much i've always wanted you. I'll always want you" he panted "I love you Olivia, so much" he groaned as i felt the wave hit me. I couldn't breathe as i felt it building and screamed as i let go. My body went numb and i felt was panting as he slammed into me again and again before finally he released. He groaned and bit into my neck as he collapsed on top of me, panting just like i was. He nuzzled his face into my neck as i pushed my fingers into his curls.

"Love you" he mumbled was the last thing i heard before falling asleep