Bella POV
I was at home, safe and sound. But I kinda missed the urgency and friendly feel of the Cullen's house. Back at my empty, silent house it seemed impossibly lonely. Garrett had gone home, so I was on my own for awhile. I walked through the house, turning on lights, TV's, radios, everything. That was better, but it wasn't the same. I wish it was. It was hard to believe I hadn't wanted to go this morning, that had protested so much and now, here I was, wishing for their company.
I decided to go on a quick hunt to help take my mind off the Cullen's. I walked over to Garrett's house. "I'm going for a hunt, do you wanna come?" I asked from outside the door. I spoke normally, knowing he would he hear me. Another vampire perk. "Yeah, sure. Hang on just a sec," came Garrett's answer. I waited, and about three seconds later he threw the door open.
"That was three seconds," I told him teasingly. "Details, details," he answered, nudging me with his elbow. I laughed.
"So, are you happy I made you go?" Garrett asked. I nodded. "Yeah. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be." "But?" Garrett pressed, hearing the hesitation in my voice. "I kinda miss them now," I said, looking straight ahead. "Do you want to go back now?" Garrett asked. I shook my head. "I have to finish something first." Garrett nodded and waited, probably hoping I would elaborate.
I didn't. The 'thing' I was working on was actually a song. I know Jazz said he believed I forgave him, but I also knew he still felt guilty. It was finally nearly finished, so I decided to go out for the night. I went alone tonight. I just needed some alone time. I did leave Garrett a note, in case I got really drunk (not likely, but still, better safe than sorry) and didn't make it home.
I headed to a bar about ten miles from the house. It was loud and dark and smelled bad. Perfect. The band was having technical difficulties; their lead singer never showed up. So, I got up onstage and took the mic. I heard a lot a muttering, and the drummer hissed, "What are you doing?" so I answered "Just go with it,". The band looked uncertain, but didn't yell at me to get off stage, so I began. I wanted just to be fun for the night, so I decided to sing 'Girlfriend'. It may come off as obnoxious, but it was fun, and I liked to sing and dance to it.
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
I know it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about you all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright (alright, alright, alright)?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I'm the motherf**king princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
[Bridge:]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!
[Chorus:]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (again, again, again)
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again (and again, and again, and again!)
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
[repeat]
[Chorus x2]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
No way! No way!
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
No way! No way!
Hey! Hey!
People were smiling now, clapping and laughing, which gave me confidence. I looked back at the band, who nodded at me to continue. And I did.
You know that I'm a crazy b*tch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
Oh, oh
But you don't really give a s***
You go with it, go with it, go with it.
'Cause you're f**king crazy rock'n'roll
[Pre-Chorus:]
Yo-u said "Hey,
What's your name?"
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame
[Chorus:]
(Yeah)
And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since every day and everything has
Felt this right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
Last night I blacked out I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you
I would do it all over again
[Pre-Chorus:]
Yo-u said "Hey,
What's your name?"
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame
[Chorus:]
(Yeah)
And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since every day and everything has
Felt this right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
[Bridge:]
You know that I'm a crazy b*tch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy b*tch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
[Chorus:]
(Yeah)
And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since every day and everything has
Felt this right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
(The reason) The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
Sometime during the song Garrett had entered the bar. Probably wondering why I was out so late. Everyone were on high mood now and I swayed my hips sensually when I started my new song. I could feel Garrett getting closer to where I was and I wanted to see his reaction of me being in here. I had never enjoyed attention so much as now.
See me up in the club with 50 of the girls
Posted in the back with my things on my grill
Brooklyn brim with my eyes sittin' low
Every boy in here with me got that smoke
Every girl in here got to look me up and down
All on Instagram, cake by the pound
Circulate the image every time I come around
G's up tell me how I'm lookin' babe.
(I moved my hands from top of my head to my feet when I felt Garrett step inside and lock his eyes to my body, I didn't look to his way yet.)
Boy this all for you just walk my way
Just tell me how its lookin' babe
I do this all for you baby just take aim
And tell me how its lookin babe
Lookin' babe
Drop the bass mane the bass get lower
Radio say speed it up I just go slower
High like treble, pumping on them mids
Ya man ain't never seen a booty like this
And why you think ya keep my name rollin off your tongue
'Cause when you he want to smash I'll just write another one
I sneezed on the beat and the beat got sicker
Yoncé all on his mouth like liquor.
(I took mic from its stand and started to sway even more while walking around the bar. Feeling how Garrett's eyes were locked on me while I moved doing so.)
Driver roll up the partition please
Driver roll up the partition please
I don't need you seeing 'yonce on her knees
Took 45 minutes to get all dressed up
We ain't even gonna make it to this club
Now my mascara running, red lipstick smudged
Oh he so h***, he want to f***
He bucked all my buttons, he ripped my blouse
He Monica Lewinski all on my gown
Oh there daddy, d-daddy didn't bring the towel
Oh baby, b-baby we slow it down
Took 45 minutes to get all dressed up
We ain't even gonna make it to this club.
(I turned to give quick wink at him from other side of bar.)
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like, girl you like
The kind of girl you like, girl you like
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like, girl you like
The kinda girl you like
Is right here with me
Driver roll up the partition fast
Driver roll up the partition fast
Over there I swear I saw them cameras flash
Handprints and footprints on my glass
Handprints and good grips all on my a**
Private show with the music blasting
He like to call me Peaches when we get this nasty
Red wine drip, talk that trash
Chauffer eavesdropping trying not to crash
Oh there daddy, d-daddy now you ripped my fur
Oh baby, b-baby be sweatin' on my hair
Took 45 minutes to get all dressed up
We ain't even gonna make it to this club.
(I turned my eyes to him and let them stay there; looking at him while I sang rest of the words.)
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like, girl you like
The kind of girl you like, girl you like
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like, girl you like
The kinda girl you like
Is right here with me
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like, girl you like
The kind of girl you like, girl you like
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like, girl you like
The kinda girl you like
Is right here with me.
Finishing the song I saw how Garrett's eyes were almost black by now and I could see him trying to swallow venom from his mouth. I walked back to the stage and thanked everyone for listening me and guys from the band tried to ask me to start to be their lead singer. I just smiled at them and took their number and promised to get in touch with them sometime. I could hear low rumble from behind me and I turned to look and saw Garrett trying to get past of the poor security. I decided to avoid anyone getting hurt and walk to him; offering my hand to him and we walked out from the bar.
AN: Thanks so much to my beta, ArabellaWhitlock! She's a great help, and espcially in this chapter because I was really stuck. She literally wrote everything after the song Smile except for like one sentence. So yeah. Thanks!
