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Chapter Nine

Izaya couldn't handle the sadness as Shizuo desperately begged to him to stop crying and crawled away, got up, grabbed his shirt and pants, changed and left the room.

Why fucking him? He's too important! If anything ever… Izaya started to cry again.

He walked over to the window and pressed his hand against the cool glass. Shizuo hesitatingly walked over in his pants, but no shirt.

"Izaya, why are you so sad?" he questioned.

Izaya inhaled slowly, "Shizu-Chan? What will I do if anything ever happened to you?"

Shizuo was baffled, "Izaya, you don't have to worry about me…"

Izaya stomped, leaning forward, "YES I DO! 'Cos if anything ever happened and I could have stopped it…" Izaya covered his tearful face with his hand.

"Izaya, I'm fine, see?" Shizuo said stepping forward.

"Yes your fine, right now!" Izaya fretted.

Izaya started to slowly sink down, Shizuo caught him by the wrists, "The only person that's hurt you… is …me…" he gasped, pulling away from Shizuo, standing up and leaving.

"Izaya!" Shizuo called.

"I can't forgive myself for hurting you… and neither should you!" he yelled.

"Where are you going?" Shizuo asked, now worried by the crazy eyed and emotional Izaya.

"Away so I don't hurt you!" Izaya insisted, turning the doorknob.

Shizuo beat him and grabbed his face and kissed him.

"Noo, Shizuo…"Izaya begged on his lips.

"Shut up, flea," Shizuo ordered, still kissing him. Shizuo reached down and started to massage Izaya 's member through the fabric of his black jeans.

"Shizuo… mmmph…no…Shizuo!" Izaya protested on his lips.

"Izaya," Shizuo pulled back, "The only way you'd be hurting me is if you left me alone."

"No." Izaya muttered.

"What?" Shizuo questioned.

"No, that's not true!" Izaya yelled, shoving Shizuo back and running out the door.

"IZAYA!" Shizuo yelled, pleading.

Izaya couldn't think straight, his heart was pounding as he ran out into the street away from all that he feared he would hurt.

Rain started to pour down heavily, making it difficult to see, Izaya stopped running and hid in an alley. He panted, holding his knees for support, tears still streaming down his face.

Am I over reacting? Maybe Shizuo's right! I feel complete when I am with him, I would rather die than be without him…maybe I should go back…

Izaya coughed, "What am I saying? I hurt the one I love! How can I face him after all the pain and heartache I've caused him?"

No I can't go back, never, ever, EVER! Shizuo's too special to me…. Wait what am I thinking? He can no longer be special to me! He can't!

Then Izaya heard it, Shizuo was yelling overtop of the pouring rain. Yelling his name!

Shit!

Izaya scrambled out of his spot and kept running.

"Izaya?" Shizuo yelled, spotting him.

Fuck!

Izaya kept running, the brute closing in.

Izaya glanced over his shoulder to see his worried lover.

"IZAYA!" Shizuo screamed.

Izaya stared back to see bright lights, coming towards him.

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