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Chapter Thirteen

Izaya laid in his bed, the spot where Shizu-Chan was laying was now cold. Izaya sighed and rolled over, avoiding a drastic movement so his back and leg weren't affected.

No, that's not comfortable.

Izaya rolled over again on the other side, hoping it would feel better.

Nope, not this side either.

Izaya rolled back to straight position so he was facing up.

No, not this way…

Izaya rolled onto his stomach, hugging the pillow.

Not this way either…

Shizuo came in from the washroom and laid down next to him.

Izaya rolled over and snuggled next to him.

Much better…

"Jeez, Izaya, you're cold," Shizuo commented.

"Hmm? Sorry," Izaya apologized.

"Come here," Shizuo instructed.

He pulled Izaya on top of him and wrapped his arms around him.

"Better?" he asked, as he held the brunette to his warm body.

"Much," he said, kissing Shizuo.

Shizuo smiled as Izaya rested his head on his shoulder.

"Ha," Izaya laughed.

"What?" Shizuo asked.

"Only five more days," he smiled.

Shizuo smiled and kissed Izaya, playing with his tongue, Izaya's mouth tasted of mint, probably his toothpaste.

"Mmmm, Shizu-Chan," Izaya sighed.

"Hmm?" he asked, sleepy.

"You taste good, like spear mint," he sighed, tired.

"Huh, you taste like mint," he replied.

"Can I have another taste?" Izaya hinted, sleepily.

Shizuo caressed his face as Izaya kissed him again.

Izaya grabbed Shizuo's hand, they locked fingers and fell asleep.

Three days later…

"Aaaaah, SHIZUO PLEASE?" Izaya pleaded.

"No! Two more days," he said firmly.

"But I want you!" Izaya begged.

Shizuo huffed, "You always want me."

"Please Shizuo?" he begged.

"Sorry, I just don't want you to get hurt and have to wait another month," he explained.

Izaya sighed, defeated, and snuggled closer to the blonde.

Izaya jolted awake, sobbing, it was the same damn nightmare!

Shizuo embraced the smaller man, "Shh, its okay."

"N-n-no!" Izaya sobbed.

"What's wrong?" Shizuo tried to calm him.

"I-I don't w-want anything to h-happen to you!" he sobbed.

"Nothing will happen to me Izaya!" he tried to soothe.

"Ya, right now!" Izaya cried, "But what about when I am not with you?"

"Izaya, I will always be close to you," Shizuo whispered.

"How do you know that? How-"

Shizuo kissed Izaya hard against the lips, trying to show him that he loved him no matter what the future would bring.

"I l-love you so much…y-yet I've hurt you more times than I can count," Izaya cried.

"I've already forgiven you for all those times, love is stronger than hate after all," Shizuo whispered, brushing his hand under Izaya's shirt.

"No-hah- Shizuo you-hah-shouldn't forgive me so easily, I made you suffer, it's time I suffered!" Izaya answered.

Shizuo sat up and crawled over Izaya, pinning his arms over his head, "Izaya! You ran out into the street and were hit by a car! You've suffered enough! You did that because you were upset over me! I made you suffer!"

"No Shizuo…" Izaya sobbed, "That wasn't a smidgen of what suffering you've had to deal with because of me!"

Shizuo kissed Izaya, "Why can't you see that it doesn't matter! The past life we had is gone! This is our second life to try to do it right! So stop crying over our bad past and move to the future!"

Izaya still cried as the blonde tried to get him to agree but the brunette wouldn't stare him in the eyes.

Shizuo grabbed Izaya's face, "Izaya, look at me."

Izaya wouldn't look at him; he didn't deserve to look into those forgiving mocha eyes.

"Izaya…" Shizuo whispered in his ear, "Open your eyes…"

Izaya shook his head, his eyes still closed.

"Izaya…please…" he whispered.

Izaya gave in to that soft voice and opened his eyes to see Shizuo's gentle face.

Shizuo kissed Izaya's trembling lips.

"You're trembling," Shizuo whispered.

Izaya tried to pull away but Shizuo held the kiss longer, "I'll give you a trembling kiss."

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