HOWS IT GOING PEOPLE?

You're probably still crying (hopefully happy) from chapter sixteen…

Just to recap SHIZUO DIDN'T LEAVE IZAYA IN RELATIONSHIP! HE BUSY WIT WORK SO CALM DOWN AND KEEP READING…

Chapter Seventeen

Izaya sat in his chair, it hadn't been five minutes from the call and he was lonely. So lonely he wanted to actually go sit by Namie in the kitchen.

He stared at his food, he was scared she may have poisoned it, he picked up his fork and started to casually look for the signs.

Namie raised an eyebrow, "Paranoid?"

"You and your surprises," he mumbled, still looking.

"Well you don't have to be, since you paid me a bonus I decided not to kill you today," she murmured.

"Ha! Like I haven't heard this before, last time you said that I trusted you and just before I was about to put the food in my mouth I found the clue of your poison," he laughed.

She rolled her eyes, "Fine then, don't eat!"

Izaya kept digging through, it appeared to be ok, he leaned closer, his face inches from the plate, it smelled ok. Then he remembered the scentless poison so he couldn't confirm that it was safe. The color was natural, it looked like it should.

"Izaya!" Namie stood up, smacking her hands on the table, "It's not poisoned!"

Izaya looked at her, he knew when she was telling the truth, he sighed and scooped her creation into his mouth.

She sat down and continued to eat.

Izaya sat on the couch, maybe television could distract him.

The weather was on, "…today in Ikebukuro there is a Shizuo with a Shizuo chance of Shizuo in the afternoon."

Izaya froze, What the hell is wrong with me?

He flicked the channel, "… today we have Shizu-Chan here with us… Shizuo?"

He changed it again, "…Oh Shizuo don't ever leave me alone…"

He changed it quickly again, it was a kids channel , he sighed as the screen went black after a show, it was nice to have silence.

"...If you love Shizuo and you know it clap your hands…"

Izaya jolted back.

"…If you love Shizuo and you know it clap your hands..."

Izaya just stared.

"… If you love Shizuo and you know it and you really wanna show it, if you love Shizuo and you know it go find him…"

Izaya bolted through the door faster than an angry bee leaving the hive.

Izaya was still shaken, why was this happening? All he could think of was Shizuo!

Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo! Shizuo!

It didn't matter where he went or what he saw it was always his name!

SHIZUO HOW WILL I SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU?

Izaya kept running, down the street, through alley ways, it didn't matter; he just needed to get away from this madness. But how can he get away from his own thoughts?

He stopped in an alley, the rain was pouring like the weather had predicted, Izaya fell to his knees and touched the cold brick wall, and it sent a shiver up his spine.

Shizu-Chan, one thing is certain.

Izaya kept crying, his tears forming a puddle along with the rain.

If I survive this madness.

Izaya was sobbing hard, he was trembling from the cold and losing heat.

You owe me.

Izaya sat in his bed, it was sure lonely without Shizu-Chan.

Izaya shivered, he wasn't used to be this cold since Shizuo came over.

He pulled the blanket over, making sure he was completely covered.

Izaya laid there.

Ten minutes. Twenty minutes. Fifty minutes. Hundred minutes.

Izaya stared at the ceiling, he couldn't sleep, he needed Shizuo like a child needed love.

"Shizuo," Izaya called out, "Shizuo…"

But nobody came.

Izaya started to cry, grabbed a pillow, and placed it under him. He rolled over so he was laying on it like he would with Shizuo.

Izaya froze, the pillow smelled of Shizuo! He inhaled the sweet scent and cherished the moment, It was almost as if he was there.

Izaya buried himself into the pillows and cried himself to sleep.

"NAMIE!" Izaya roared, as she grabbed the pillows from his room to wash, "Wash those pillows and die!"

He grabbed them and ran for his room.

There was no way in hell she was washing away the bit of Shizuo he had left.

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