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SO IZAYA IS ANOTHER STEP CLOSER TO INSANTITY!
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Chapter Nineteen
Izaya sat on his bed, staring out the window, "Forget Shizu-Chan?"
He stared blankly, But forgetting about Shizuo is like forgetting how to breathe!
Izaya fell back onto his bed, he missed Shizuo so much he thought his heart would literally shatter into a thousand pieces and kill him. Izaya felt the tightness in his chest, he was suffocating him!
He sobbed violently, "Shizuo! Don't leave me here!" he continued to sob, each time it seemed the tightness took away more of his air, he started to sob and cough.
Namie started banging on his locked door, "Izaya? Izaya?"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" he screamed, sobbing.
"Izaya…?" Namie trailed.
Izaya buried his face into the pillows, trying to cover up his sorrow.
"Izaya, please, open the door…"
Izaya's sorrow then flared up into anger.
How dare Shizuo leave me here alone!
He jumped up and swiped everything off his dresser, the items crashed into the wall.
"Izaya?"
Izaya walked over and smashed his lamp.
Shizuo! Why did you leave me?
Izaya looked at his hands, the glass from his lamp and dresser had shredded his palms, overtop of the burn wound.
Shizuo, why? Why aren't you here?
Izaya felt the warm blood trickling down his arm, he clutched his arms to his body.
Shizuo, if you really love me, come home….
"Izaya?" Namie panicked as he became quiet.
Shizu-Chan will save me…if I am hurt, he always does…
Izaya began to feel dizzy from the blood lose, there were bits of glass shards embedded in the soft tissue of his palms.
Namie breaks door down, "Izaya!"
Izaya stares at his hands, shaking.
"Why?" Namie asked.
"Because-Shizuo…" Izaya trailed before passing out into Namie's arms.
"Izaya?" an abnormal Namie voice shrieked.
Izaya closed his eyes.
Shizuo will save me...
Izaya opened his eyes and sat up, he knew exactly where he was…Shinra's place.
He was just on a couch, he looked ta his hands, they were wrapped in a thin fabric gauze like the stuff Namie used.
Izaya sighed sadly, he had hoped Shizuo would be here…
Why can't you hear me crying Shizuo?
Izaya sat on the couch, Namie was at her desk but subtly watching Izaya by glancing up ant him ever three minutes.
She had felt partially responsible because she had pissed Izaya off with wanting to wash his pillows… she didn't know he was "pillow sensitive".
Izaya just watched the news, the sports, the weather, whatever happened to be on, he knew he could go to work for a while now so he would have to work at home. But that is what made Izaya fearful, people depended on him, how many people would be furious when he got back? How many would want to kill him because he was temporarily weak?
Izaya got up, Namie watched the man go to his room which she cleaned, he laid on the bed. Hoping to wake up from this nightmare.
Shizuo, if you're not with me, what do I have to live for?
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PLEASE REVIEW IF YOU THINK IZAYA IS PILLOW SENSITIVE!
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