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Chapter Twenty Two

Izaya closed the door quickly, OH NO! I'M GOING INSANE AGAIN! He quickly grabbed his jeans and boxers.

Izaya just panted, scared shitless by his brains tricks, why did he have to be insane? Why him? He started to change quickly.

Izaya was fumbling with his belt, suddenly there was a knock on the door, Izaya shrieked and tripped back into the shower, he crawled in, getting his jeans wet, he pulled the curtain.

It's just a hallucination! A very DAMN good hallucination! He hugged his knees and rocked.

Yet the knock came again.

"Ahhh!" Izaya screamed, petrified, "It's not him! It's not him! It's not him!"

Shizuo had his ear pressed against the door, he grinned.

"Izaya?" Shizuo asked from behind the wood.

Izaya started to shake with fear, he sunk down in the wet shower, the cool glass sending shivers up his spine.

"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no," Izaya sobbed, gripping his hair and head in his hands, "Nonononnononononononononoo!"

Shizuo was now nervous, his lover should be happy to see him and yet…he heard him sobbing, Shizuo opened the door and cautiously walked in.

"Izaya…?" he worriedly questioned.

Izaya continued to sob, "It's gonna happen again, nonononononoononoono!" Izaya covered his face and put his head on his knees.

Shizuo was puzzled, was he joking? Izaya started to sob harder. Nope not joking!

Shizuo walked over and pulled the curtain back a bit, Izaya was in the corner, hugging his knees sobbing, "It's not him," over and over, and saying, "No!" several more times.

Shizuo didn't want to frighten him so he debated what to do while the informant rocked himself.

Finally Shizuo yanked back the curtains, Izaya shrieked and hid his face.

Izaya felt himself being picked up, he was terrified, it was like the dream!

Suddenly he felt it, the warmth, and he heard it, Shizuo's heartbeat!

Izaya was shaking, they were sitting down in his bedroom.

"Izaya…it's okay…" Shizuo whispered.

Izaya prayed he was awake and this wasn't a vivid nightmare.

But when Izaya felt Shizuo's lips touch his he knew, this wasn't a nightmare but a beautiful reality.

"Shizuo," Izaya sobbed, burying his face into the brute's chest.

Izaya clutched onto Shizuo, Shizuo did the same.

"Don't- ever-leave me!" he sobbed.

Suddenly everything made sense to Shizuo, Izaya had missed him just as much as himself.

"Shhh," he soothed.

"I was-so-afraid," Izaya sobbed.

Shizuo pulled Izaya back and stared at his sobbing face, he leaned forward after caressing his soft face, and kissed Izaya gently.

"I love you…" he whispered.

Izaya sobbed more as Shizuo kissed him again.

Shizuo took off his shirt and laid next to the informant who was still crying.

My poor Izzy, you think I am not really here…

Shizuo slipped in next to Izaya, snuggling closer to him. Shizuo could see the smaller man's shaking form. He reached out and pulled Izaya closer to him.

Shizuo noted how nice it felt to have Izaya pressed against his warm body again, the days hadn't been easy for him either.

Izaya slowly turned around and faced Shizuo.

Just by looking at him made Izaya want to cry, "Shizuo- I- missed you so much!"

The blonde stroked Izaya's hair, "I know," he paused, "I missed you too."

Shizuo also noted how amazingly soft Izaya's hair was, it was like running his hand through a cloud.

Izaya snuggled closer into Shizuo's warm presence, Shizuo wrapped his arm around him.

Shizuo grabbed Izaya's hand, Izaya winced and pulled back a bit.

"What's wrong?"

Izaya blushed, Oh Shit!

"I-um-I um," Izaya stuttered.

Shizuo reached over and flicked on the light. He grabbed Izaya's hands, the informant winced.

"I-Izaya," he looked at him, "What happened?"

DAMN THOSE MOCHA EYES!

"I-I-I-"

Shizuo pulled Izaya close into him, hugging him.

"Shizuo…?" Izaya asked.

Izaya then saw it, those tearful mocha eyes, Izaya remembered the nightmare.

"Don't cry Shizuo!" he yelled, hugging Shizuo harder, "Don't- cry!"

"Please," Izaya begged, "Don't cry, please Shizuo."

Izaya grabbed Shizuo's face and kissed it hard, "I love you."

"This is allmy fault," Shizuo said, tearing up.

"No," Izaya breathed.

They kissed until Shizuo stopped crying.

"Shizuo, I missed a lot when you were gone…did you miss me?"

"Everyday…" Shizuo whispered on his lips.

"Every hour…" he continued, sliding his hand down Izaya's side, Izaya's body tingled, remembering the sensation.

"Every minute…" he carried on, grabbing the buckle on Izaya's belt, then his own.

"Every second?" Izaya questioned.

"Every heartbeat," Shizuo finished, kissing Izaya.

Izaya panted, Shizuo was being too rough again.

Izaya struggled against Shizuo's length again, "Shizuo-ngh- Shizu-"

Shizuo thrust back and forth again, making Izaya cum.

"Shiz-hah-Shizuo," Izaya tried to get away, but Shizuo wouldn't let him, he just kept thrusting more and more.

"Shizuo!" Izaya finally yelled.

Shizuo finally pulled away, but just as Izaya thought he was free, Shizuo pinned him from behind.

Izaya could feel himself coming, "Shiz-Shizuo!"

Shizuo put in his member again, Izaya gripped the sheets, "Enough…Shizuo…" Izaya started to cry.

The truth was even though it hurt and he wanted to stop… he REALLY didn't want too.

"What?" Shizuo whispered to Izaya.

"Nothing," Izaya breathed, he wanted as much Shizuo as possible, the pain didn't matter.

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