Authors note: Don't forget to R&R for the chapter, this one Austin and Sebbie are finally going on there date Yeah I'm probably the only one excited for it but eh enjoy 36 and don't forget to R&R
*Seb`s P.O.V.*
I was so happy I thought Austin was going to hide him and me dating but he just announced it to the world, Dave was smiling and the others were just exchanging bet money, apparently they saw this coming. The Live stream ended and everyone went back to their own dorms, say for Dave he stayed with me he did that most night he was like my unofficial roommate, I fell asleep quickly and it was peaceful… for like four seconds
I was in a maze it was dark, except for a golden glow coming from nowhere and everywhere I ran off and a other dead end I turned back from the way I came for a minute I thought I was making good progress, but I reacted the end of the maze and the exit was closed off, a big gold door surrounded by thorn bushes and barbed wire I turned around and there he was a figure that I wanted to forget about Hunter. He was in his prison overalls but it was dirty and torn and covered with the red liquid I knew all too well. He can torts me razor in hand I took a step back but I couldn`t go any further or I would hit the door "stay away" my voice was shaky "you're in jail, you are gone" he looked up and smirked and his eyes started to glow red, "oh you silly boy" his voice sounded demonic "I'll never be gone in your mind" he started laughing and I woke up, screaming.
*Dave`s P.O.V.*
I shot out my bed as soon as I heard Sebastian scream, when I got to him he was breathing heavily and tears were in his eyes "nightmare again?" okay stupid question but this wasn`t the first time this happened he nodded as I turned on the night stand light. His head was down and between his legs curled up in a little ball I tried to comfort him the best I could at one point he was even on my lap but he finally stopped shaking and looked up at me. He let out a sigh and sat up "just when I thought this was all over" "Sebastian, it`s going to take time but I can tell Austin will help" he smiled then frowned "but what if he looks at me differently when he finds out, everyone else dose" "that`s not true" "I told Kurt and Blaine and they treated me NICELY that never happened even when Kurt first met me he was not nice to me" I tried to argue but he was right "you did flirt with his boyfriend" he nodded "who is ever going to love me with this?" he pointed to his scars "the right person, you find them someday you might of already have, how do you know Austin will treat you differently if you haven`t even told him" I put his head down "you need to tell him Seb" he nodded and started to get up "not now Seb it`s 3 am for god's sake" he looked at the clock and blushed. I chuckled at his sleepy naïve state he was in, "I'll tell him after our date okay?" "Okay just try to get some sleep you have a big day tomorrow" and we both crawled back to bed.
*Seb`s P.O.V.*
It was about 6 and Austin was going to pick me up any minute, I had checked myself I the mirror for about the millionth time that evening until I heard a knock on the door I raced for the door tripping on something in the process almost falling on my face, but I finally opening the door. Austin was the definition of hot he was wearing a tight white undershirt that hugged his muscles and a blue dress shirt and skinny jeans. "You ready?" "Yeah can`t wait" "me neither now I know what you mean when you said Thad won`t shut up about this movie" I laughed as we headed down the stairs "you kids have fun" I spun around and saw Dave pooping his head out of his dorm "we will" Austin said with a grin and I just glared at him as we headed out the door. It really wasn`t a long walks to the theater so I didn`t thinks it would be that bad but I didn`t think it would be this cold… way to go all arctic on me Ohio so I was happy when we got there into the heated theater and I could tell Austin was too "I miss Miami weather" "I would too" "do you ever get use to the cold?" Austin said with a string of hope "No, no you don't" it was true, every winter seemed to be colder and longer that the last. There was an awkward pause between us when the previews started but I finally came up with a topic of conversation "so working on anything new?" "Oh yeah I started writing a new song but I keep getting writers block and can never finish it" I knew the feeling I hated when by brain just shut down when twenty minutes ago you had a million ideas "well ask me or Jeff to help you I mean I know I'm no Ally Dawson, but I can still give you ideas, and Jeff writes songs all the time" he was about to talk but then the movie started and I guess it slipped his mind.
He was so amazed with the movie he didn`t even notice our hands toughing in the popcorn bag, and I didn`t blame him the movie was amazing and pretty good for a Disney animated movie. We came out of the theater with smiled on our faces, "man I'm going to have that 'Do You Want to Build a Snowman' song stuck in my for weeks" I laughed "I'm going to have 'Let it Go' in mine for the rest of my life" he smiled at me as we walked in to the cold again "speaking of frozen" Austin mumbled I giggled as we headed back to the dorms. A couple of blocks and I guess I hadn`t noticed I was shivering, but he did so he wrapped his arm around me and I felt a warmth I hadn`t felt since I was 10. I got as close to him as I could without interfering with us walking and tripping or falling on the cold pavement, which would suck. I was happy until it dawned on me that I still promised Dave I would tell Austin about me when the date was over we headed into Dalton and my gut got tighter and tighter, we got to my dorm I took a deep breath "Austin I need to talk to you" I led him into my dorm and sat on the bed, I couldn`t look at him as he sat down beside me
The truth poured out about Blaine and Kurt and finally the horror that was Hunter. "He cut you?" he asked his voice was shaky from taking it in and a little anger in his tone too "yeah on my arms mostly but my chest somewhat too" I finally looked up at him, he was looking at me in shock then his face turned away he looked angry "Where is he now?" "jail and not coming out for a long time" "good" but he said it like he wanted to pummel him until he was a nothing but dirt, and I couldn`t blame him for wanting to "I was so scared that no one would accept me with all my scars, but I was wrong" he looked at me and pressed our foreheads together which I really did not expect him to do "yes you were" he hugged me and I felt that warm feeling again. His arms were around my neck but after a while they moved down to my collar "can I?" it took a second to get what he was asking but once I got it I nodded feeling like an idiot for just sitting there one I nodded he started un buttoning by dress shirt once he was done he slowly slid it off my shoulders and arms he let it fall on the mattress and I felt a chill, he sighed as he looked at my scars, five or six razor blade marks on each arm and two on my upper body. He took both of my hands into his "your beautiful" I felt tears of joy come down I knew he wasn`t just saying it he really thought it. He cupped my face in his hands for a second I thought he was going to kiss me on the lips but no… I don't think either one of us were ready for that truth be told I had never had been kissed on the lips before (shocking I know, but true) he kissed my forehead gently and we just stared at each other for what seemed like forever.
He smiled and I realized why his hands were on my bare waist and he started to tickle me I tried to hold in laughter as hard as I could "I'm not *snicker* ticklish" "oh really that`s too bad" finally I couldn`t hold it and started giggling like crazy "stop" I tried to say I fell on the bed from lack of oxygen "I can`t breathe" he finally stopped as he was laughing too hard to breath either, and he leaned on the mattress next to me hands still near my sides. "I was kind of worried about having a boyfriend but I kind of like where this is going" I blushed I was so caught up in telling him the truth I had never considered that this was his first go at a relationship with a guy… wait did he just call me his boyfriend "r-really?" "yeah you`re so honest with me, you told me right after are first date what happened instead of like waiting for me to ask about your scars or something, I'm proud of you this must have been hard" I agreed with him on that much but if he knew me before the accident he would have never called me honest. "Who else knows?" I bit my lip "Dave was the only one until a few days ago, and then I told Blaine and Kurt about after they asked about Hunter and the whole Breadstixs encounter, oh and some of the guidance counselors but I doubt you`ll ever meet them" he nodded "so I'm guessing you don't want me to tell anyone right?" "no I would rather tell people myself, and I want to tell people I'm tired of covering up my scars it`s a pain in the neck and I can`t imagine what I'll do for swimming in the summer"
Austin for a split second looked like he was thinking about summer longingly, I couldn`t agree with him more it was the end of January and I was sick of snow "don`t worry we`ll be back in Miami weather in a few weeks" "THANK GOD" I laughed "oh yeah I forgot nationals were in Miami, you guys get to meet everyone then" I smiled I knew he must miss his friends "do you miss Miami" "some things more than others, but I'm happy hear I haven`t felt this free in a long time, especially now that I have you I don't think I can ever go back the same" "same hear, I'm finally not hiding and it feels great and it`s all because of Dave and you" he smiled at me lovingly "well your welcome me and him are proud of you, and I know your mom would too" my smile would have gotten bigger but I was too tired I yawned "now don't do that you know yawning's contagious if you yawn they I'll start-" he yawned but I think it was on purpose "now see what you started" he said as his eyes got heavy "well I'd better get to bed" he started to get off the mattress but I caught him "you can stay if you want I don`t mind and I think Dave can sleep in his own dorm for once" he nodded "but I still need to get my sleepwear, I can't sleep in this" oh yeah that`s right we wear still wearing our regular clothes, well he was I was still shirtless… wait OH MY GOD I'm SHIRTLESS he left to get changed and I darted for my night shirt and pants.
*Austin`s P.O.V.*
I can`t believe it I was having the best night of my life, it ended a bit unexpectedly but I loved that Sebastian was so honest with me in the beginning and strait out telling me I never got that with a girl in the relationship I came into my dorm room and shockingly Jeff wasn`t there, now why no one wanted to room with him or Nick. I grabbed my pajamas and started to get changed I heard a text waiting alert from my phone and checked to see who it was, Ally texted me and said 'what are you doing?' I wanted to ignore it but I knew if I did she would just call me eventually so I made it short and sweet 'just got back from my date w/ Seb and pooped text you in the morning' and with that I changed and headed to the dorm across the hall. I quietly opened the door and found Sebastian was in his night shirt and pants dosing off on the bed I moved next to him rubbed our noses together like Nick and Jeff often do it was a thing they did to avoid the P.A. rule at school it was cute after that I closed my eyes which want hard I was exhausted, and I fell asleep in pure bliss.
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