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*Ally`s P.O.V.*
I finally got a text back from Austin but it wasn't the response I was looking for 'just got back from my date w/ Seb and pooped text you in the morning' I was shocked they weren`t kidding about their date I reluctantly put the phone down I wanted to text back but I knew he had gone to sleep I sighed and Trish finally came in the room. "Hey Ally what are you still doing here?" I should have gone home by now but I just didn`t feel like it I had too much to clear my head about and the practice room was a good place for it "Just trying to finish some things" she smiled and sat down next to me "Did Austin text you back yet?" "Yeah he said he just got back from his date and was going to bed soon so I'm going to wait until the morning to see how it went" her face fell "he- he was serious about that there really dating?" "Yeah I guess I don`t know if the date went badly which I doubt with him they probably will just be friends I will be able to rest easy" "Ally I'm so sorry this happened I assured you that he still had feelings for you, and I got your hopes up this is my fault."
I was shocked that she was taking responsibility for so much she usually blamed her mistakes on someone else but she was taking responsibility for something that was far from her fault "no Trish don`t blame yourself if Austin isn`t interested in me anymore it`s no one's fault" she looked at me like she wanted to punch Austin "it`s not anyone`s fault say for that little flirt Sebastian" just hearing the name made my face scrunched I never disliked someone so much "don't mention him please Trish" "so you do blame him" I exploded with rage she was right "okay yes your right he stole Austin from me I know it, he flirted with him the first couple of days he knew him I mean come on! I hate him, I hate him if he ends up hurting Austin I will- I don't know what I'll do but I won't be pleasant!" I turned to Trish who was taken back and silent she had never seen me like this and she didn`t know what do "wow Ally I've never seen you explode like that if you are that jealous then you need to talk to him, wow this is so reversed" I sighed "okay I'll talk to him in the morning and yeah now that you mentioned this is totally reversed" we both chuckled and I calmed down a bit she was right I needed to get this out to him. "I'm sorry for exploding, I just haven`t talked to him much" "I know he hasn`t talked to Dez or me either and I am tired of entertaining Dez" "I thought it was because he was getting comfortable with his new surroundings but it turns out he`s pretty dang comfortable" she looked as angry as I was
"who`s comfortable?" we spun around to see Dez just standing there "Dez how long have you been standing there" "about when I heard your little outburst, all the way downstairs" I blushed "so you get why I'm upset" the nodded "you could try writing your feeling in a-" "no" we both screamed "just try it Austin did say it worked and this time I'll let YOU delete it" I sighed I knew what he was talking about "okay how does this work "you write your feelings and tell Austin how you feel about him and Sebastian and then you delete it signifying that you let those feelings go so there out there" he pointed to his heart "and out in to here" he motioned to the surrounding air but I get what he was saying, let it out essentially "okay" I started making the fake text. I poured out everything and I felt all my mixed emotions come out to open air, Dez was right this did actually work I sighed as I finished "so how do you feel?" Dez asked "better" "see I told you now you delete it" I hit delete and I put the phone a way I realized how tiered I was I yawned "I think I'll go home now, it`s getting late" they both nodded and looked as tiered as I was "goodnight guys" and I opened the door and headed home.
*Austin`s P.O.V. the next morning*
I woke up with Sebastian`s sleeping face in mine I smiled and I looked at the clock careful not to him up, 9:50 not bad it was better than noon right? I got out of bed and grabbed a towel and hopped into the shower, I hated feeling all greasy in the morning half way done I started to smell something really good bacon maybe. I finished in a rush because the smell was getting stronger and driving me and my stomach crazy, not that that`s too hard to do. I slipped on the change of clothes I brought and I exited the bathroom to find Sebastian stirring something in a frying pan "morning" and he turned to me in his glasses he looked cute "morning" "did I wake you?" "Nah, I just woke up on my own" I had a feeling he was lying but I got why "what are cooking, you don`t want to get breakfast downstairs?" "No I only buy breakfast when I wake up too late to make anything" "smell`s been driving me crazy, what is it?" he laughed "it`s a bacon omelet for two" I came over to the stove and put my arm around him "breakfast for two, I like the sound of that" he giggled "I'll finish up here you take your shower okay" he nodded, grabbed a towel, change of clothes, and headed in
I put the two half's of the omelet on to a pair of plates as he came out with skinny jeans and his shirt in his hands like I had done, I knew what he was doing payback it drove me crazy "payback much Smythe?" he giggled "yep" he said as he stretched out he even stuck his tongue out "oh god how did stand this" he came up to me "I didn`t I'm just a good actor, thank god a couple more seconds without your shirt on and I would have torn my jeans" I blushed and laughed "I believe it, and I know how you feel" he looked like me like 'what are you talking about?' as he unfortunately put his Hollister shirt over his head "But your all muscles and surfing tan, and I'm skin and bones and scars" "and that`s a turn off how?" I knew how felt, before I started working out I viewed myself the same way he smiled at me as we sat down on the couch with our breakfast "seriously I like you the way you are, all of you" "you mean it?" "Of course" I rubbed his nose with mine and ate my long awaited food, my first bite and I melted Dave said Seb had a way with food but I didn`t think he was a freaking cooking god! "Holy crap I'm in food heaven" he laughed as he ate his own food.
We changed into our uniforms and headed to warbler practice "hey Sebastian" "yeah" he said as we walked down the steps "I never asked do you want to make this official?" he turned around "what?" he said in confusion I chuckled as I made the statement more clear "Sebastian Smythe will you be my official boyfriend?" His mouth shot opened in awe "um let me think- YES!" I hugged him "now come on we`ll be late" as I grabbed his hand and led him to the, what was now familiar, hallway. "So I'm guessing the date went well" Dave said as we walked in we both blushed and Seb nodded as we sat down next to him "Don`t worry Dave, I'll treat him right" I said sarcastically to him but he didn`t take it as funny "you better" and for a split second I was actually scared of him "gees Dave play the father much" Sebastian said and his mood softened a bit and he smiled "well uncle Will isn`t here so" "wait" I came to the realization "you guys are cousins?" Seb nodded happily "step-cousins technically he`s my step-dad`s side of the family" Dave said "…this explains so much" they both laughed this really did clarify a lot like why Dave was so protective of Sebastian, the accident was only half of it. I wanted to continue with the conversation but the other started to come into the room as we all gathered Dave and the other council members started the meeting "okay guys two more practices before the Valentine`s Day performance so let`s get to practicing okay?" we shuffled around the room until we were in the arrangement for the little restaurant.
"You sounded amazing, you`ve only been here for a little while and I can already hear the improvements" "thanks, you`re not so bad yourself" I said back in reply to the dorms "I can`t take it you guys are just so adorable" me and Seb both blushed as we faced Trent, he was embarrassing like that. "Trent why do you have to do that every time one of us gets together with someone else?" Jeff said I chuckled I could only imagine how Trent teased Jeff and Nick over the years they had been together "yeah could you for once keep your embarrassing comments to yourself" Nick snapped and Trent held up his hands in surrender to Nick`s (not- so- scary) furry.
*Ally`s P.O.V*
I was on the phone with Jimmy explaining why Austin couldn't come to the phone "So yeah he`s there now if you want to call him on his cell he`ll answer back eventually" "so why did he leave?" I hesitated but then I remembered, Austin didn`t care "he got kicked out of his house after admitting to his parents he was homosexual, so he went there to sort things out on where to go from now on" there was a pause and then I heard a booming "WHAT?!" but it wasn`t from Jimmy it was from Kira "you mean to tell me that I was going out with a, with f-" "Kira it is perfectly fine, you guys aren`t going out anymore why do you care for his sexuality?" he made a good point- for both of us "he`s right Kira, it is a shock but he`s happy that he is not hiding himself anymore you should see him in Dalton`s YouTube channel he looks so happy" "I'll check it out Ally, what is he doing there?" "He`s in the glee club there called the warblers you`ll be able to see him in person if you come to nationals" I knew inviting him was a long shot but it would be great if he and Kira saw how much he changed "alright Ally I have a meeting but after me and Kira will watch those videos, then I'll think about coming okay"
he hung up and I was grateful that he was going to actually pay attention to what was happening with Austin, I knew some business men just didn`t care about their clients all they cared about was when they were going to make them money. I was still counting down the days to nationals, but he had a point we agreed to be friends and I was proud of him for coming out, but still I had feelings for him and I thought he still liked me, but I guess I was wrong I still didn`t like the looks Sebastian gave Austin when we first met him on the laptop screen, but he looked so childish on the Livestream like he was embarrassed of his date with Austin he was so double sided and confusing then I remember I still needed to know how the date went, was it bad that he would respond 'it was horrible'?
I called him and he actually picked up for the first time in weeks, "hey Ally" his voice was the happiest I`ve heard "hey Austin, how you doing over there in blazer vile?" I heard him chuckle "Blazer vile is awesome as always we just finished are warbler rehearsal, Valentine`s Day is going to be awesome" "that good how did last night go?" "it was great" my heart sunk a little, but it wasn`t like I had been expecting things to go bad, even when it was a bad date Austin still seemed to save it somehow "we saw Frozen it was awesome you guys have got to see it it`s hilarious, we grabbed a bite to eat too" "that`s great Austin" I tried to not sound too annoyed "you guys doing something for Valentine`s Day other than the performance?" "I'm trying to think of something but it`s hard I never had to do Valentine's Day for a boyfriend before" I nearly chocked on my own spit when he said 'boyfriend' "Boy- boyfriend, you guys are official?" "Yep, Sebastian and I are officially together" I heard some happy squeals from him, but my mind was filling with thoughts anything BUT happy.
Author`s note: well there you have it, Sebtin is official and Ally`s officially NOT happy well all in good time dont forget to R&R and message me if you have an idea for the story, i would love to hear it ~ Dmhello
