In case you didn't know, these chapters were written over a year ago and i'm just now reposting them.

I don't really reread them before posting because if i did, I'd probably never want to.

Hello!

So…brace yourself.

This chapter definitely earned its M rating lol

Enjoy?

Beck's POV

We'd been driving for a good 15 minutes in silence. The radio was on, but I wasn't listening. I was too busy staring to my left.

Beside me, Jade was driving with her sunglasses on, tapping along to the rhythm of the song playing.

"So where exactly are we going?" I asked as we turned a corner into a neighborhood I'd never been to.

"You'll see…" she smirked a bit and I started to wonder if this was a bad idea. Well, to be honest, I knew it was but that didn't stop me from coming did it?

We drove further into this neighborhood and I realized why I'd never been here before, it was kinda scary. I mean, it was beaten down and had graffiti everywhere; not the artsy kind either. After 5 more minutes of quiet, another thought occurred to me.

"How old are you?" I asked randomly.

"What?" she smiled a little.

"How old are you?" I repeated.

"Sixteen," I knew it. "Why?"

"You don't have a driver's license, do you?"

"Ugh, Beck." She shook her head. "You talk too much."

"I'll take that as a no." We were totally driving illegally. As a passenger, I can't get penalized for that, can I?

"Relax. I have a license."

"Yeah, right," I shook my head this time. "You have that baby license that won't let you drive at night or with anyone underage." She didn't reply. "Right?"

"Beck," she sighed my name as she pulled over in front of an enclosed empty lot covered with dry grass. "Shut up," she said before leaning over and kissing me. Her lips made me forget all my thoughts as I reached my hands further to run through her hair. She pulled back quickly though, leaving me wanting more. "We're here," she said as she turned off the car. I looked around skeptically as we both got out.

"And where exactly is 'here'?" I asked as she walked around to the sidewalk and started going towards the fence.

"Come here," she motioned for me to follow, and of course I did. She lifted up a portion of the fence that was already ripped and crawled through to the other side. She held it up for me and waited with an expression I couldn't decipher.

I crawled through then followed her further back to see this wasn't just an empty lot. It continued further than that to a creepy looking area with a bunch of low hung trees that seemed to go on forever.

"Jade?" I called to her as we approached rusted train tracks. What the hell? This was like a scene from a movie gone wrong.

"Yeah?" She answered me and stopped walking to turn and face me.

"Where are we?" I stared over at her. In this kind of environment, she looked so beautiful. The wind was blowing her hair around and slightly lifting her skirt. She had a slightly annoyed look on her face, but I knew she wasn't mad.

"Paradise!" A male voice took me by surprise. I looked to my right to see Ryder freaking Daniels, HA's supposed rebel, sitting up against a tree with two other guys and a girl I didn't recognize.

"Shut up, Ryder." Jade said as she rolled her eyes and walked towards them.

"Make me," he winked at her, extending my dislike for him.

"You wish," Jade shook her head as she sat down across from him.

"I really do," he nodded and handed her a paper bag. "You didn't tell me you were bringing the pretty boy." They all looked up at me and I felt uncomfortable at once.

"What's it to you?" Jade shrugged before she drank from a bottle inside the paper bag. "Beck, sit down." I did as instructed and sat down beside her. "Guys this is Beck. Beck that's Tony, Kyle, and Briana. They go to Northridge."

"Sup," I nodded to them and they did the same. They all looked like skaters to me and I felt even more like I didn't fit in.

"And you already know Ryder," she nodded to him as he sat up straighter.

"So what brings you to the wrong side of the track, Oliver?" Ryder confronted me instantaneously. "Pun intended."

"Ryder, shut the fuck up." Jade told him off with attitude and I was more than happy. I didn't want this loser knowing I was head over heels for Jade. Even my best friends didn't know.

"Tsk tsk," Ryder shook his head. "Such fowl language from such a pretty mouth." Jade just shook her head and looked back at me.

"Unfortunately, he's always this stupid. Here," she said offering me the paper bag.

"What is it?" I said as I took it and looked down at it.

"Apple juice," Ryder started to laugh at his own joke. "Jade why'd you bring this loser here? He's too much of a goody two shoes to have any fun."

"Hey Ryder," I looked at him and repeated in the exact same tone Jade had used. "Shut the fuck up."

Tony, Kyle, and Briana broke out in laughter and from the corner of my eye I saw Jade smiling. Ryder stayed quiet and crossed his arms. I looked down at the unknown bottle in my hands and figured what the hell.

I drank from it quickly, only to be met with the vulgar taste of alcohol. I coughed immediately, making Ryder laugh hysterically while the others just chuckled.

"Here," Jade smiled still laughing as she handed me a can of Sprite. "Mix it with this." I did as I was told and managed to hide my slight revulsion.

Again, let's get something straight. I've never been the kind of kid who gave into peer pressure, but there was something so enchanting about the way Jade smiled when I gave her the bottle back.

I think I would've drank ammonium to see that smile again.

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Hours later I was now sitting on top of a really large rock. I was holding my knees to my chest and kind of rocking along to this beat in my head. Ryder, Tony, and Kyle were climbing the tree we'd been sitting around while Jade and Briana were trying to balance themselves on opposite sides of the train tracks.

They were all failing at their tasks miserably mainly because we were all wasted. I watched Ryder fall once again from a low branch and laughed just like all the times before.

The sound of my laughter then drew Jade's attention from her mission and I saw her slip off the narrow metal railing. My vision wasn't really blurry, just different, and it made it seem like her pale skin was glowing.

That's probably thanks to the few joints we'd shared as a group. Again, I don't know what had gotten into me…well yeah I guess it was Jade, but nevertheless, I warned you that this was a story about how one thing leads to another.

It had started out with Jade and I sharing a pint of what I'd learned to be vodka mixed with the Sprite. Then when we ran out of Sprite, we took turns taking straight shots. She drank two for each of my one, but I felt like she was still less drunk than I was.

When the alcohol ran low, Kyle announced that he had weed. The group of course was more than willing to start that, while I once again just wanted to be near Jade. We sat in a circle and passed it around just like I'd seen on That 70's Show, and every once in a while, Jade would kiss me for no reason; the surprise rewards were enough to keep me seated and smoking till there was none left.

"What was that for?" I'd asked after the first quick kiss she'd planted on me.

"I'm glad you're here," she smiled and leaned back upright.

I sat now with my eyes closed, remembering the way her lips felt on mine. I touched my lips lightly, trying to remember exactly how hers had fit perfectly against my own. Suddenly I was met with that same smell of berries and my eyes flew open to see Jade was now standing in front of me with a hand on her hip.

"What are you doing?" she asked me, making me blush.

"N-nothing," I shook my head and sat up straight to let my legs dangle off the rock. "What's up?"

"Come with me," She tilted her head and held her hand out for me to take. This time I didn't bother asking where we were going, I didn't care.

I stepped off the rock and held her hand, letting her lead me away from the group and towards the forestry surrounding us. She led me down a path covered with fallen leaves and branches. I don't know how she was walking so straight, I stumbled every other step.

She held onto my hand tightly though, and didn't even seem annoyed at my slow place. She was a few steps ahead of me and I couldn't stop staring at our intertwined hands. The contrast of her skin on mine looked so illuminating to me.

"Hey," she caught my attention. I looked up at her to see her head turned towards me, her body still pulling us forward. "Do you have the lighter?"

"Uhh…" I felt around my pockets and pulled out the small lighter that had somehow found its way there. "Yeah, here."

"Thanks," she took it and let go of my hand to light what looked like another joint. Where had she gotten that? She took a drag and let the smoke puff out from her lips slowly, mesmerizing me completely. "Here," she handed it to me and I repeated her motions.

I coughed a bit and she laughed lightly, the sound ringing in my ears like music. I handed it back to her and she took a few more hits while I just stared. Her eyes were red and glossy and made her face seem that much more pale each time she brought it to her mouth.

"Come here," She motioned with her index finger for me to come closer. I stepped forward until we were only inches apart. I could feel her breathing as she inhaled another draft from the small white piece. She put her other hand on my cheek and aligned our lips to each others. I focused on her eyes as she loosened her lips and slowly exhaled the smoke into my mouth.

I'd seen this once in a Rihanna music video so I knew to inhale what she released towards me, and I can't explain why, but I loved it. Something about the taste of it was sweeter than it had been before. She finished by kissing me softly and turning around to walk again.

My legs wouldn't move though, I just stood still, staring at the bottom of her short skirt as it swayed with the breeze.

"Beck?" she turned and called my name. The angelic tone swirled around my mind and I felt myself smile. "Baby, come on. We're almost there." She held her hand out to me again but I was still frozen.

"I…" my thoughts could no longer stay in my head. "I really like it when you call me baby." I chuckled for no reason.

"Okay…" she laughed at my sudden confession, and stepped back towards me. She dropped the joint and stepped on it so I reached forward and held both of her hands.

"And and I…I really really like it when you kiss me," Under any other circumstances, I'd hate to admit this to her, but it was like my mind had no filter; my mouth was in control.

"Yeah?" She looked up at me and bit her lower lip. Suddenly I was jealous; I want to bite her lip. I want her lips period.

Instead of responding, I bent down and kissed her sloppily, my mouth loose on hers. She didn't resist it though, only leaned forward into it and moved her hands up around my neck.

I wrapped my arms around her waist till I was touching my own elbows. Her body feels so good on mine, I wonder if she thinks the same thing.

"Jade?" I broke apart urgently.

"What?" Her face was flushed as she looked at me confused.

"I also really really really like the way you feel," Something in my mind had decided now was the best time to tell her this. I didn't even feel stupid saying it, though I should have.

"I like the way you feel too," she smiled and kissed me again. I want to stay in this place forever. Her kisses trailed down my cheek and onto my neck. I felt her suck on my skin like last time and had a sudden moment of clarity.

"Wait!" I said and she pulled back. "Not there, people can see." I meant that people would ask who gave me the hickey; I'd manage to hide the last one from my friends with a high collar, but I couldn't hide two.

She didn't say anything, but went back to kissing my lips, nibbling on my lower lip like she had her own. She jerked my jacket down my arms and off of me, then I felt her cold hands under my shirt. Before I knew it, she'd lifted it over my head entirely.

I untucked her shirt roughly, and let my hands wander up to her chest. Her skin was soft under my hands as I started to massage her breasts.

"Mmm…" Her sound vibrated against my lips. I lowered my hands down to grasp her ass through her skirt, then let them slide up under it to tug at her underwear. I felt her shimmy her hips, letting them drop to the floor.

She kissed down my neck again, this time going down to my chest. She settled on a spot not far from my shoulder and started biting again. I didn't stop her this time, the pain almost nonexistent as she bit harder and harder.

I stood motionless as she lowered herself down to her knees, this time biting a spot on my abs. She was like a vampire or something as she bit me while unbuckling my jeans and letting them fall down to the ground.

She finished sucking on my skin and planted light kisses all the way down to my dick. By this time I was harder than ever as she released me from my boxer briefs. I knew what she was about to do, and as much as I wanted to know what her mouth felt like, I wanted to be inside her more.

"Wait," I stopped her again. She looked up at me from her place on the ground with wide eyes. I shook my head and pulled her up to my level to kiss her again.

I kissed her slower than before and stepped out of my jeans to walk her backwards against a tree. She let me push her against the thick tree and continue to make out with her, but soon she wanted more.

She lowered a hand to stroke me below and I knew I had to act fast. Before she could go on, I moved my hand under her skirt and felt from her inner thigh to her moist core. She moaned a little as I ran my fingers along her wet slit, and pushed herself against me a little further. As she meshed her body into mine, I took a step back but lost my balance, making both of us tumble to the floor.

We laughed for a moment when we were on the ground, but went right back to business. I maneuvered myself from under her to hover above her body, never breaking our kiss.

My hand traveled back under her skirt as I fully realized how much I loved these skirts she wears. I moved my fingers in between her thighs till she took the hint and spread her legs a bit. My thumb moved in small circles on her clit while my tongue explored her mouth intensely.

"Mmm…" she moaned louder and bit my tongue a little. The sound of her pleasure reminded me of my now dripping dick. It was like I had a new found tunnel vision and I had to be inside her. Now.

I removed my hand to rest on her hip and supported my body weight with the other, near her neck. I lined myself with her entrance and let myself slide up and down her soaked pussy.

"Oh my god," she panted heavier at the contact. Finally I put us both out of our misery and thrust into her. "Ah!" She cried out instantly and let her hips jump up against mine.

She felt even better than I'd imagined she would, and I had to have more. I slowly pushed myself till I was all the way in her, making her moan louder and louder. I took a second to take in the feeling of her around me, but couldn't wait longer to start moving.

I tried to be steady, but I knew I wouldn't last long, the way she was grinding against me. Instead I gave up on a slow pace, and just let myself plunge into her again and again.

"Oh my god!" She cried out soon. "Oh my—oh fuck. Oh god. Yes…yes!...Yesss! I I oh my god," the noises she made sounded animal and only made me shove harder and faster. She had her hands on my hips as if she could control my movements, and was now digging her nails deep in my skin.

"Fuck me…" she said louder. "Oh god…ahhh…" the sounds she made warned me that she was about to come. I paid full attention to her expression as her body shook rapidly, and her face looked as if it had reached pure ecstasy. "Oh my god Beck!"

I was so caught off guard by the sound of my own name, I didn't realize the affect it would have on me. She said it once more and I lost control, shooting myself inside her all at once. The relieved pressure took me by surprise and I couldn't support my own weight anymore.

I rolled off of her and laid beside her, suddenly the most tired I've ever been in my life. I stared up at the sky to see the sunlight peeking through the top of the trees, glimmering like sparkles.

I don't know if the drugs or the alcohol had anything to do with it, but I've never had a better orgasm. I'm pretty sure it was just Jade, though.

I looked to my right to see she was already staring at me as she curled in a ball on her side. She had the most peaceful expression I'd ever seen on her, and a slight smile playing on the corners of her lips.

I reached forward and pulled her body closer to mine, holding on to her for warmth. The last thing I saw was the light blue of her eyes dancing like diamonds in front of me before I fell asleep.

The end!

Soooo if you don't think the whole drug/drink thing fit in, I just kind of already had a place in my mind where this is going, you know?

I hope you liked it though!

I'm not in a good place right now so if you could all abide by the saying "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all"

I'd GREATLY appreciate it.

Have a lovely evening : )