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I DO NOT OWN INVADER ZIM.
Invader Poot: "chewing gum is really gross chewing gum I hate the most." words by Johnny Depp.
"my tallest...Look at the stars...look at the world you just conquered." said a voice... one that I knew...but then again... it's tone was so... odd... I couldn't recognize it at the same time...
"It's funny."
What is?
"I never noticed how beautiful the stars are... you think anyone noticed?"
I never noticed... but yes they are beautiful... pity...
"Stop talking!"
The voice, the one I knew suddenly sighed...and smiled.
"Let me ask you one last thing... it won't hurt I promise... what was Zim to you?"
What do you mean? You're my comrade... you're a soldier... a soldier with a promising future ahead of you... you are... my friend, I guess.
"And you are a machine."
What?
"Feelings pass right through you don't they? So cold and unforgiving in every choice you made... pure machine and soldier...maybe that's what let us trust you... maybe-"
I couldn't believe what he was saying... we can have certain emotions, such as annoyance, anger and respect... a certain form of happiness... but nothing that can make us weak... we cannot have true emotions can we?
"I don't need it... I need you to be strong... strong enough to do the one thing you've never done in your life... can you be strong enough to be... can you just be human?"
What? What are you thinking? You can't ask us or the tallests to be like an inferior species! How dare you! Why would you ask us that?
"If not for your sake then for all of us... if you could just allow yourself to feel... something... then maybe you wouldn't be a machine any longer."
at that moment all I could really do was just stare at Zim... look at him as he tried to cope with what he just discovered and what he just asked the tallests to do...to act like an inferior species...
I felt so pathetic...
But at some point I could probably understand Zim... I mean... humans... they can do what they want... they do as they please because they choose to... for us irkens... we don't have a choice unless we have high ranks or are taller...but still we have no emotion, no choice, no weaknesses, no guilt.
we irken have always been good for one thing... domination and war... the most enduring of practices... and the funny part is humans although stupid and destructive, they do not have something special that identifies them...nothing at all... they are very young...but to ask something older... superior to act like an inferior...
But what if it was the other way around?
I mean... humans... they fight... for what is theirs... just like we do... but they love... they can raise their own and sometimes... show a great display of mercy...
But still these humans are stupid... VERY STUPID.
But in that sense they are superior to us... because they have a heart... they have a choice... their memories cannot be erased... but at the same time they are very weak...
I don't know...
I don't even know what I am saying with this... but what tormented me about that day is that Zim was never the same...
He left us... and things just went downhill from there.
Gir eventually, became silent, he would always fall into this sadness when he wasn't being monitored or when he was alone, and he suffered in silence.
Minimoose missed his master, and would sometimes seem to wander about the house deep in thought...
Computer didn't remember...its hard drives were wiped clean and eventually it registered me as its master.
Something I wish never happened.
I eventually started changing too... I kept on having the feeling that someone was trying to reach me, to talk to me, and that it was someone familiar.
That voice...
Soon after, I started wondering if I was insane... I mean... I kept on seeing Zim's reflection in the monitors or in windows some times... I don't know... then
What really bothered me... when I was drafted for the Meekrobian war... I heard the voice again... this time a little more clearly... but I just... couldn't make it out...
Dib on the other hand was on "cloud nine"
What on irk is that supposed to mean? The clouds disappear, so how can one cloud be branded nine? And also clouds are just pure dust, gas and water. How could a woman be there if they won't be able to stand on it?
Oh well.
Dib was on this cloud. Soon after Zim left I found out that the Meekrob made him their ambassador while he was urinating in that educational facility called skool. Apparently they wanted to have earth as an ally, so earth would not be harmed or enslaved like the others. Not to mention, earth was highly polluted, so the filthy liquid would basically kill us due to our sensitive skin...
but the thing that angered the empire the most was the fact that the Meekrob had come into league with the Resisty, Lord Ner, whatever his name is, was their leader, I remember because I saw his little speech on Vort.
Apparently Zim had an open connection to INN, Irken News Network. This sort of surprised me, although Zim was stupid, he was smart in his own crafty way.
That fool...
I miss him...
Even after I reunited with him... he was never the same... he became... different... he had different thoughts...
Even now I can still feel his prescience...
I wonder...
What have the humans done to you? What did that one human do to you? What does Miyuki have to do with this...
Why do you keep on saying that you are...Hyuuman?
How can you?
How can you act outside your programming?
Are you acting outside your programming?
Is that why you changed?
Are you...hyuuman?
Are you like them?
Zim?
You have the thing don't you? The simple things that set us free yes?
Zim can you hear me?
"What do defects have that irkens do not possess?"
I do not know...
"One word."
What word?
"A word that does not exist."
What? Of course it exists! It's a word!
"Not to irkens."
What?
"The word that only defects have."
What is that word?
"One word."
One word.
"Choice."
When we finally came to see, we became sane, and wandered into the insane world that consumed the sanity.
I am me.
I am Skoodge, Hoo- aah!
Yo every one, this is Skoodge's entry and yeah I know it sucks but I originally wanted skoodge to talk about Zim a little more, but that would give away too much information on the story and well I just couldn't do that.
So yeah
Read and review people.
Hopefully the next chapter will be up soon.
I've been working on it so it will be better.
LOL INN look familiar to anyone yes?