Chapter 29: The Christmas Ball
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Chapter 29: The Christmas Ball
School seemed to move in slow motion. The day before winter break dragged on forever and ever and ever. The kids were downright crazy and the teachers were as equally as ready for the two weeks off. Thank goodness. Edward was working insane hours. He was edgy and cranky. Not that I blamed him. I would be edgy and cranky if I had to work the hours he did. The reasoning behind his schedule was so we could have Christmas and New Year's together. Christmas Eve was going to be spent with Alice, Jasper, Rose and Emmett; Christmas Day was with Edward's family. He also surprised me with tickets to Seattle to visit my dad the day after Christmas. We were staying there through New Year's Day. Edward dropped that bombshell on me when we were waiting for my new car to be spiffed up.
As we sat in a sushi restaurant near the Audi dealership, Edward grinned at me sweetly. "I have a surprise for you, love."
"Oh, like the silver Audi you're buying me," I said wryly.
"Alice told me you loved her car," Edward said with a crooked smirk.
"It's great for her. But she's pregnant," I reasoned.
"Bella, the beast prevented you from having more serious injuries. While you were unconscious, I made a vow that I was going to buy you a tank. I got you the next best thing," he said, arching a perfect brow.
"I'm surprised you're not getting it reinforced with titanium," I snorted.
"Why do you think we're out to eat? The titanium is being installed as we speak," he laughed. His laughter filled the restaurant but quickly sobered. "Your safety is of utmost importance to me, Bella. I don't know if you understand what I felt when I saw that police officer on my door step. I thought I lost you. My heart has been through the wringer with losing my parents and then Tanya. I will not survive if I lost you, too. I went to a very dark place while I was driving to Craven. I came back when I saw that you were okay. Well, relatively. I'm sorry if my protectiveness is disconcerting, but I just can't lose you. I love you too much." Edward's eyes dropped to the cherry wood table and he fumbled with his fingers. A few tears fell down his cheeks and he hastily wiped them away. "You are my life, Bella. I was just a shell of a man before I met you. You've given me the greatest gift in being with me."
I got up and sat with Edward in his seat. "Edward, I know you have been through extraordinary amounts of pain, both physical and emotional. However, I'm never leaving you. It's going to take a lot more than a psycho ex-husband to take me away from you," I said. I kissed Edward's forehead but pulled away. "I'm afraid of losing you, too. In all of my life, I've never felt what I've felt with you. You are so…so…I can't even describe it. So loving. So compassionate. So intelligent. So gentle. So patient. I've never met a man like you, ever. I'm surprised that you chose to be with me. But, I'm glad and so proud to be with you. I love you. The depth of my feelings for you is far-reaching. I literally ache when I'm not with you. I feel like half of my soul is missing when we're not together."
"I feel the same way, beautiful girl," he said, his eyes glistening. "I just couldn't articulate how I felt. You're so much better at that then me."
"Being a language arts teacher has its perks," I winked as I laid my head on his shoulder. "So about this 'surprise…"
"Oh, right. I got us tickets to visit your dad," Edward said as he wrapped his arm around my waist. "I've been working like a dog so I could have the week in between Christmas and New Year's off. We leave on December 26th and return on New Year's Day, late."
"Edward," I began, my lower lip trembling. "This is too much."
"No, it's not. When was the last time you saw your dad?" Edward asked,
"Um…"
"Truthfully, Bells," he said.
"My wedding day," I grumbled. "Mike refused to let me visit my parents while we were married. We spent all the holidays with his family. Whenever I scheduled a visit with either my dad or my mom, he would demand I not go."
"That's horseshit," Edward seethed. "So, we're going. Besides, I need to suck up because I didn't ask for your hand in marriage. I figured he'd enjoy the surprise."
While I wasn't happy with Edward spending his money on me, twice. First the car and then the trip, I was happy about seeing my dad. I did notice that he didn't push for me to see my mom. Hell, as far as I'm concerned, she's dead to me. Stupid skank.
We finished our dinner and drove back to the Audi dealership. We got my pretty silver Audi SUV and drove home. When we got back to the house, Edward had a predatory, lustful look in his eyes. He scooped me up in his arms, his lips caressing mine. In a flash, we were upstairs and our clothes were scattered on the floor. We made love that night, relishing in our recent confessions. It was sweet and powerful. With each thrust and caress, I felt my heart swell. I could never, EVER get my fill of Edward and the feeling was quite mutual from him. We fell into a deep slumber after our romp in the bed, curled into each other, not knowing where one ended or the other began.
xx AFS xx
"So, Bella, have you gotten your gown for the Christmas Ball?" Alice asked at lunch on the last day of school before break.
"Um, no?"
"What the hell, Swan? The ball is tomorrow!" she shrieked. "I've had mine since Thanksgiving."
"I was going to wear something from my closet," I mumbled.
"You do know it's black tie," Alice said, arching a brow. "You do NOT have anything that is black tie in your closet. We are shopping today. Rose is coming with."
"Okay," I grumbled. "I'll pick Rose up from Emmett's and we'll meet you at the mall."
"Not the mall. We're going to this boutique, After Twilight Designs," Alice said. "I'll send you a text with the directions. Oh, and Edward said he's paying for your dress. I already have his credit card."
I growled and whipped out my phone. What's this I hear about you paying for my dress for the Christmas ball? – Bella
"Did you just text my baby brother?" Alice giggled.
"You bet your ass, I did. He's in so much trouble," I said, staring at my phone, willing it to chirp. "I can pay for my own damn dress."
My phone beeped and it was a response from Edward. Consider it a Christmas present, my beautiful fiancée. – Edward.
What the hell is the car? – Bella
Um…. – Edward
EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN! You are in so much trouble! – Bella
Isabella Marie Swan please let me do this! *flutters eyes adorably* - Edward
"Ugh! He's relentless," I said, sitting back in my chair.
"Bella, he wants to take care of you," Alice said, giving me a tiny smile. "It's in his nature to care for you. To love you. Don't be so hard on him. You know his history. Would you feel the same way? Do the same thing if it were you?"
"Probably," I grumbled.
Bella? Please? – Edward
Edward, I understand your need to care for me. I do. But, I don't want you to spend your money on me unnecessarily. – Bella
I'm not. I want the best for my fiancée. However, if you want to purchase your own dress, I won't stop you. I understand. – Edward
"Aww, crap. He's laying on a guilt trip and reverse psychology," I said. Alice swiped my phone and snickered. "I hate this. My fiancé is a fucking millionaire and he wants to buy me stuff. I feel like a kept woman."
"But you're not," Alice reasoned. "Edward is the most generous man I've ever known. Let him do this for you. And besides, come April, what's his is yours. You'll be married."
I squeaked and started to open my mouth in response. However, my answer was quashed by the ringing of the bell, indicating the end of lunch. Alice hopped up and danced out of the staff lounge. I watched her walk away with a scowl on my face. I got up and threw out my trash, walking back to my room. It was my plan period and I was going to take the time to call my stubborn fiancé. I dialed his number and waited for it to ring.
"Dr. Masen," he answered brusquely.
"Hi, Edward," I said quietly.
"Hi, Bella," he said softly. He sounded sad. "I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable during our conversation via text."
"No, it's me who should apologize," I sighed. "I'm just not used to this. All of this. At all. My family was not poor, but we were not necessarily rich either. Mike never bought me anything except my engagement ring. I don't know how to handle this generosity."
"Bella, I love spending money on you. You are the single most important thing in my life and I intend to spoil you. As often as possible," he said. "If it makes you uncomfortable, I'll back off. However, I won't stop. I'll just use more discretion in the presents I do get you. But I am buying your dress. Alice told me about the store you're going to and it's not cheap."
"Fine," I said. "I am sorry about being such a killjoy. I'm just not used to this."
"I know, beautiful girl. I love you, though. More than my own life," he said quietly.
"I love you, Edward," I replied. "Anyhow, I have to go. I have to call Rose. She's coming with us to the store. I'm picking her up. We're probably going out to dinner afterward."
"That's good. I have to work until ten tonight. These eighteen hour days are kicking my ass," he grumbled. "But tomorrow, we have the evening to ourselves and I've booked room at the hotel where the Christmas Ball is being held. I'm looking forward to spending the night dancing with you and then…" he trailed off suggestively.
"I love the sound of that," I smiled. "See you tonight, handsome."
"Love you, baby."
"Love you, too." I hung up my phone and dialed Rosalie. I told her that I was going to pick her up after school. She was giddy with anticipation and said she'd be waiting for me. I poked my head into Emmett's room and asked if he was heading out after school. He told me that as soon as that bell rings, his ass was out the door. I told him I'd follow him to his place to pick up Rose.
The rest of the school day went by quickly. I decided to not fight the students lack of enthusiasm about being in school. I grabbed a video that was related to what we were covering and set it up for the students to watch while they worked on a holiday puzzler I created for them. Once the bell rang, I dismissed my class and threw on my coat. Emmett was standing outside my door and we dashed out to the parking lot. I slid into my Audi and followed Emmett to his apartment. About twenty minutes later, I parked next to Emmett's Jeep in front of his apartment. He led me up to his place and inside.
Rose was sitting on the couch, wearing a pair of black yoga pants and cute top. Her blond hair was braided and had soft tendrils framing her face. "Hey, Bells," she chirped. "Come to spring me?"
"Yes ma'am," I smirked. "Emmett is going to help getting you out of here."
"Can you grab Rose's wheelchair from the closet?" Emmett asked. I nodded and got the wheelchair. I opened it and Emmett easily scooped Rose up into his arms. He gently placed her into the chair and we rolled her to the elevators. We rode down and walked to my car.
"Holy shit, Bells. Is this your car?" Rose squealed. "Nice."
"The beast was totaled," I said with a frown. "From my accident."
"I know. Emmett told me. But you got this beauty out of the deal," she said. Emmett lifted her and placed her in the passenger seat before he ran to his car. He retrieved a handicap placard from his car and handed it to Rosalie. "Love you, Em. Thank you."
"I love you, too, Rosalie," he said sweetly before kissing her lips. "Call me if you need me, okay?"
"Okay," Rose smiled. I hopped up and started the car. We drove to the boutique that Alice told me to go to. I was not looking forward to this. I enjoyed getting dressed up, but this was a ball. Gowns and shit. Rose prattled on about how bored she was and her experiences with physical therapy. She had her last skin graft surgery about three weeks ago and now she was working on relearning how to walk. She told me that when she was at the hospital, Edward always made it a point to talk to her and check on her progress. He told me the same thing and he kept me apprised of her improvement.
I parked my car in one of the handicapped spots in front of After Twilight Designs and helped Rose into her wheelchair. She could walk, but not for long periods of time. Her feet were still healing. I pushed her into the store and we were greeted by a young woman with long black hair and the most extraordinary violet eyes. "Hi, I'm Gianna. I'll be helping you today. Which one of you is Bella?"
"That's me," I said with a grin.
"Excellent," Gianna said with a grin. "Alice said she was on her way. She just called."
"Okay," I said.
"Come on. I already pulled several gowns for you. Along with some undergarments," Gianna said as she grabbed my hand. She had the same amount of energy that Alice did and it was scary. She shoved me into the dressing room, telling me to try on the red dress first. I slipped off my clothes and put on the strapless bra. I put on the red gown. It was shimmery and pretty, but there was something off about it. The boobs were saggy and there was no time for tailoring. I stepped out of the dressing room and found Alice and Rose speaking in hushed tones.
"So, what do you think?" I asked, blushing.
"Eh, next. The chest is too big and the dress gives you huge hips," Alice said, wrinkling her nose.
"Green, black or blue?" I asked.
"Try the green one next," Rose said. "It'll match Edward's eyes."
"Oh, for the love," I grumbled. I hiked up my dress and went back into the dressing room. I removed the red gown and put on the hunter green dress. It had a beaded bodice and was slightly A-lined. It fit better than the red one. I liked it. I walked out and Alice got up, telling me to turn around. I did and she made a disgusting sound.
"Front, great. Back, not so much," Alice said critically.
"The bustle makes it look like you have a huge ass," Rose said.
"I do have a huge ass," I said, looking over my shoulder at them.
"Please, Bells," Alice chided. "Your ass is not huge. Next. Go with the black one."
"Yeah, yeah," I said as I walked into the dressing room. Gianna was in there, removing the red dress. She helped me with removing the green one and into the black gown. The black gown was very simple. It was a sheath style dress and I was not comfortable in it. I felt like all of my imperfections and rolls were on display for all to see. I stuck my head out and shook my head fiercely. "I'm not coming out in this. I feel like a beached whale."
"Fine," Alice said with a dramatic eye roll. "Blue one."
I huffed and removed the horrendous black dress. I tossed it onto the bench in the room and put on the navy blue dress. It was probably my favorite out of the four that I was forced to try on. It was strapless and had a large rhinestone appliqué on the left side. It looked like a snowflake. It hugged my curves and I felt sexy, alluring and downright gorgeous. I bounced on my toes before I exited the dressing room. "This is it!"
Alice's eyes widened and she nodded enthusiastically. Rose agreed and she clapped her hands excitedly. Alice told me to remove the dress and that we were getting it. Gianna was already in the dressing room and she took the dress from me. She also told me that she picked out underwear and shoes for me. They would be with the dress. I blushed and got dressed. I walked out and Alice was standing at the counter, chatting with Gianna. My dress was hung up in a garment bag. Next to Alice's feet was another bag, presumably with my shoes and underwear. Alice signed the credit slip and gave Gianna a wink. Alice handed me the credit card and we headed out of After Twilight Designs. We walked to a restaurant down the way for some dinner. It was a gab-filled affair. Alice told us about her latest doctor's appointment and she showed us pictures of the baby.
Rose told us about her progress in physical therapy. The doctors informed that she could come back to school for the second semester. However, she did need to use a wheelchair. She was not pleased about that, but staying in Emmett's apartment was driving her bat shit crazy. I didn't blame her. Emmett's apartment was okay, but it was a bachelor pad. Alice asked Rose if they were going to get something together. Rose said yes and they were looking for a townhouse in Alice's neighborhood. Alice then shrieked, telling them to buy her townhouse as they were putting it on the market after the holidays. Rose said she'd let Emmett know and they'd cross that bridge when the time was right.
After dinner and a bottle of wine later, we headed back. Alice went to her townhouse and I drove Rose back to her apartment. Rose texted Emmett and he was waiting outside with a huge grin on his face. He picked up Rose from the car and peppered her face with adoring kisses. I felt like I was intruding while I watched them kiss. They finally pulled apart and Emmett carried her to the elevators. I pushed Rose's wheelchair and followed Emmett to his apartment. I left soon after that and drove home.
I pulled the Audi into the garage. Edward had since put the Vanquish into storage. He refused to drive it in the winter time. I took my dress and accessories, carrying them upstairs. I placed them into the walk in closet and settled down to watch some television. I kicked off my shoes, poured myself a glass of white wine and watched some cheesy romantic comedy. I didn't even get through the first half hour before I zonked out on the couch. I woke up to Edward kissing my cheeks, my eyes, and my forehead and finally ending with my lips.
"Hmmmm," I said. "I liked that. What a great way to wake up."
"You were so beautiful just lying there," he cooed as he pulled me into his lap. Edward was wearing a set of scrubs and sneakers. His cologne was masked by the antiseptic smell of the hospital, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and inhaled deeply. "I didn't want to wake you. I would have moved you but, we had a rather large patient come in today and I tweaked my lower back. I'm quite sore."
"Edward," I said, looking into his eyes. They had more of a blue green feel to them today. Whatever color he wore, reflected in his eyes. So perfect. "Do you want a massage?"
"Nah, I'm good. I'll just soak in the tub tomorrow morning," he said.
"Please? You must be feeling it," I pouted. I got up off his lap and helped him off the couch. Edward's face turned up in a grimace as he moved. "Yep, you are so getting a massage."
"Okay, okay," he grumbled. We walked up the stairs and I told him to take off his clothes. Edward's brows shot up to his hairline and I told him to get his mind out of the gutter. I grabbed some lotion from the bathroom. I instructed Edward to lie on his belly on the bed. I removed my rings and sat astride his ass. Thank goodness he kept on his boxer briefs. I put some lotion on my hands and began kneading Edward's knotted muscles. "Holy fuck, that feels good," he said into the pillow.
"And you were fighting this because…?" I teased.
"I have no fucking clue. Keep massaging, please," he begged. I giggled and obliged his request. I focused most of my attention to his lower back. I made sure I was gentle around the scar on his right side. The side where he had his kidney removed. I ran my fingers up and down his spine, noodling and pressing as I went. As I worked, the sound of Edward's soft snores filled the room. I smiled as I had massaged him into slumber. I climbed off his body and went to wash my hands. I changed into my pajamas and walked back out into the master bedroom. Edward was still dead to the world, drooling on the bedspread. I chuckled and tried to get him under the covers. However, he wouldn't move. I went and got an extra blanket from the linen closet and covered him with it. I gently lifted his head and placed his pillow underneath. I curled up next to him. "Love you, Bells," he murmured.
"Love you, too, Edward," I whispered in the darkness. I closed my eyes and fell asleep immediately.
xx AFS xx
I felt something tickle my nose. I swatted it away. A few moments later, the tickling sensation returned.
What the fuck?
"Bella? Wake up, lazy bones!"
I cracked open and eye and saw Alice perched on my bed, wearing a grin and holding a peacock feather. "I'm on vacation, Elf. Leave me alone," I said, my voice raspy from sleep.
"Well, that's too damn bad. You have an appointment to get your hair done, body waxed and make up applied. Get your lazy ass up. Edward went to the gym to sit in the whirlpool. Shower and be ready to go in fifteen minutes," Alice bossed.
"Argh," I groaned as I covered my face with my pillow. I crawled out of bed and took a cursory shower. I put on some comfortable clothes and walked downstairs. Alice and Edward were talking in the family room. Edward's brow was furrowed and he looked upset. "Everything okay?"
"No. I just got a phone call while I was driving home from the gym," Edward said. "Jessica Stanley died last night after they delivered her baby via c-section."
"Boy or girl?" I asked.
"A baby girl," Edward said, looking into my eyes. "The baby's healthy, but small. She's going to go home with Jessica's parents."
"Shit," I said. "I can't believe she's gone."
"Edward said that she was beaten. Do you think Mike did it?" Alice asked
"Wouldn't put it past him. He has fallen off the edge of reality," I murmured. I shook off the pit of dread I felt in my stomach and gave Alice a tight smile. "Ready to get me beautified?"
"Yep. Let's boogie, Bells," she said as she tried to get up. Her baby bump was getting larger every day and her center of gravity was totally off. "Help!" Edward laughed and assisted her off the couch. "Fuck. I'm six months along and I can't get up. What's it going to be like when I'm about ready to pop?"
"I don't even want to imagine, Ali," Edward said, kissing her forehead. "I'm sorry about being such a downer with the bad news."
"It's horrible that Jessica died, but at least the baby is okay," I said. "Did they name her?"
"Emma," Edward said. "Emma Grace Stanley. She should be able to go home before Christmas."
"Emma Grace. That's really pretty," Alice said with a wistful grin. Alice smiled at her brother and then looked at the clock behind his head. "Shit, we have to go. Come on, Bells. You drive. I'm getting to the point where I can't reach the pedals because of the baby belly."
"Got it, Elf. Love you, Edward," I called as Alice dragged me to my car.
"Love you, too, Bella," he yelled back.
I got into the car as Alice climbed into the passenger seat. I backed the car out of the garage and drove to Elite Essence Spa. We both got waxed. I got my cooter waxed again, despite my better judgment. Edward did like it the last time I got it done. After the waxing, we both got our hair done. My hair was swept up in an elegant chignon with soft tendrils framing my face. In my hair, the stylist put some rhinestone clips that matched the appliqué on my dress.
Once my hair was done, I got my makeup applied. I was leery of the woman who was applying it. She looked a bit like a clown with all of the eye shadows she had on and her bright pink lips. She worked on my face for a good half hour before declaring me finished. I arched a brow and she handed me a mirror. That's not me. She's too pretty to be me. I smiled and thanked her profusely. I headed up to the front of the spa and found Alice sitting up on the benches, reading a magazine. Her hair was curled and she looked so elegant. I paid for my beautification and we headed back to my house. Alice grumbled as she climbed into her car.
"We'll see you at Carlisle and Esme's. Love you, Bells," Alice said with a grimace. "Ugh, baby is making my bladder into a punching bag. Meh. Bye girlie."
Alice drove away from our home and I went inside. I heard the shower going and I poked my head into the bathroom. "I'm home, Edward," I called.
"I missed you, beautiful," Edward said as he poked his head out of the shower. His hair was covered with shampoo and he was delightfully wet. I could see all of the ripples in his body and I got turned on just looking at him. Behave, Swan. You're all gussied up. Don't jump your fiancé. "I love the hair, baby. You look so elegant."
"Thanks," I said, batting my eyelashes. "What time are we leaving?"
"Um, four. We're going to meet at Carlisle and Esme's before the ball for some drinks and appetizers. Will you be ready?"
"All I need to do is change," I said as I gave him a wink. "Will you help me zip up my dress?"
"I'd rather unzip you," he said, suggestively.
"Tonight, Dr. Masen. Tonight," I blushed. I turned on my heel and gathered my dress and underwear. It was hot, to say the least. The panties were navy blue and matched the dress perfectly. They were lacy and cheeky, but not a thong. I pulled them up and then turned to the bra. It was a bustier that matched the panties. I made quick work of the clasps and reached for the beautiful dress. I slid it over my sexy underwear and held it up with my hand. I walked into the bathroom and found Edward putting on his aftershave. "Zip me?" His eyes widened and he gulped. He gestured for me to turn around and I did. His warm hands ran across my shoulders and the spark that I felt whenever he touched me intensified.
"So gorgeous," he murmured as he reached for my zipper. His eyes caught mine in the mirror. He zipped my dress and he wrapped his arms around my waist. "I can't believe you're mine, Bella. I'm so fucking lucky to have you."
"I'm the lucky one," I said, smiling at him.
"Don't move and close your eyes," Edward said. I furrowed my brow and Edward released my waist. "Close them, Swan." I huffed and complied with his request. I heard Edward leave the bathroom and some shuffling in the bedroom. A few moments later, I felt Edward's presence in the bathroom. I heard a quiet tinkling sound and I leaned toward it. I then felt something cold and metallic rest on my neck and Edward clasping something behind me. "Okay, open."
I opened my eyes and around my neck was a large pear shaped diamond pendant. I ran my fingers along the chain and gasped. "Edward, it's beautiful."
"No, you're beautiful," he said, kissing my shoulder. "It was my mother's. My father gave it to her for their first wedding anniversary. Do you like it?"
"I love it, but…"
"It's not too much, Bella," he finished for me. "I didn't spend a dime. It was my mother's and I know she would love for you to have it. It looks like it was made for you." He ran his fingers along the chain and lightly touched the pendant that hung between my collarbones. "Please accept it?"
"How could I not?" I asked as I turned around, flinging my arms around his neck. "Thank you, Edward. I love you."
"I love you so much, Bella," he said, as he kissed my lips sweetly. "I'm going to get dressed and then we're going to go. Can we take your car? It's supposed to snow tonight."
"You just want to drive my new beast," I teased.
"Guilty. But seriously, it is supposed to snow," he said.
"Sure, no big deal," I said, kissing his nose. "I'm going to finish getting ready and then we'll be ready to go, yeah?"
"Yep," he said as he swatted my ass. I yelped and walked out of the bathroom. I pulled out the silver strappy sandals and put them onto my feet. I also found a silver clutch in the bag with my accessories. I put my wallet, some cash, the lipstick that the clown girl gave me to wear and some gum into the clutch. I headed downstairs and slid off my key to my car and also placed it in my clutch. Edward sauntered down the stairs and he was wearing a navy blue tuxedo that was cut to his body perfectly. He was adjusting his cufflinks and he had on the most adorable grimace on his face. "Bella! Help!"
"What's wrong, handsome?" I asked.
"I can't get my left cufflink in," he whined, jutting out his lower lip. I rolled my eyes and put in the cufflink. As I adjusted it, I noticed that they were decorated. I ran my finger over the lion or whatever it was. "It's the Cullen Crest. Even though my last name is still Masen, I am classified as a Cullen. All of us have the crest in some form of jewelry. In addition to the cufflinks, I also have a wrist band. Alice has a necklace. Esme wears a bracelet and Carlisle's is on his wedding band. Esme will probably ask how you would want to wear yours tonight."
"Did Tanya have one?" I asked.
"Yeah. She had it as a ring that she wore on her right hand," Edward explained. "Jasper also received one for his wedding present from Carlisle and Esme. He got a wrist band like mine." I nodded and gave him a smile. He gently cupped my chin and kissed my lips. His tongue danced along my mouth and I opened up for him. His hands moved from my face and snaked around my waist as his tongue slid between my parted lips. My own fingers knotted into his hair and I moaned. Before we could get to wrapped up in our embrace, Edward pulled away. "Later, love. I will have you. We'll make the sweetest love ever imaginable." I whimpered and he chuckled. "Then we'll fuck like bunnies." My whimpers turned into full blown groans. "Let's go, beautiful girl."
"But, I want to stay home and fuck like bunnies," I whined.
"Later, love. I promise you, later," he said, caressing my cheek. Edward reached into the closet and held out my dress coat. I put my arms through the sleeves and wrapped the scarf around my neck. Edward put on his own overcoat and grabbed his keys. He wrapped his arm around my waist and helped me into my car. Edward got into the driver's seat and we drove to Carlisle and Esme's home. Edward parked the car and assisted me to the doorway. As Edward predicted, it was snowing, but it was perfect.
"It's magical tonight," I whispered.
"I know," Edward said as he kissed my cheek. "I love you, beautiful girl."
"I love you, too."
Edward opened the door and we were greeted with a hug from Esme who was wearing a silver gown. Her caramel hair was up in a twist with some curls around her face. She kissed Edward's cheeks and then rubbed off the lipstick she left on them. Carlisle came in and he was wearing his traditional tuxedo. He gave me a hug and shook Edward's hand. Alice waddled down the stairs and her face was pink. "You okay, Elf?" Edward asked.
"I thought morning sickness was only supposed to last through the first trimester. I'm in my third trimester and I'm still puking. What the fuck?" she griped.
"Alice, I was sick the entire time I was pregnant with you," Esme said. "Elizabeth was sick the entire time she was pregnant with Edward. It's a Platt thing."
"Argh!" Alice said as she popped in a piece of gum. She was wearing a burgundy dress that accented her baby bump with silver accessories. Jasper was lightly rubbing her back and he was wearing a black tuxedo similar to Edward's.
"Do you want some Reglan?" Carlisle asked.
"No, I'm fine," Alice said. "I think I'll survive for the rest of the evening. Though this sucks."
I leaned back against Edward and hissed, "Is this what I get to look forward to when I get pregnant?"
"I hope not," he chortled. "If you do, I'll hold your hair back while you puke."
"How romantic," I said dryly. Carlisle had left while we were talking and returned with a tray of champagne glasses. He distributed them. Even to Alice. She later told me that hers was sparkling grape juice. Could have fooled me…
"Before we head off to the Craven Memorial Hospital Annual Christmas Ball, I'd like to propose a toast," Carlisle said regally. He raised his glass and smiled. "First, I'd like to toast my lovely wife of thirty-five years, my beloved Esme. You are the most wonderful woman I've ever known and I'm so honored that you stuck with me for as long as you have." Esme blushed and clinked her glass with Carlisle's. They kissed sweetly and Carlisle continued with his toast. "Secondly, I'd like to toast my beautiful daughter, Alice and her new husband, Jasper. It took you both a long time to get to that point, but I'm so happy that you found each other. I can't wait to be a grandfather and I already love my grandson. I love you both." Alice sobbed against Jasper's shoulder and Carlisle laughed. "You won't miss those pregnancy hormones, will you, Alice?"
"Fuck no," she grumbled. "I hate crying over the most random things."
"Language, Mary Alice," Esme chided.
"Sorry, Mom," she blushed.
Carlisle cleared his throat and held up his glass, "Finally, I'd like to toast my son, Edward and his fiancée, Bella. I'm so happy that you are with each other. Seeing the love in your eyes, brings me so much joy. I can't wait until Bella is officially apart of this family. I love you both immensely."
Edward kissed my temple and held me close to his body as he sipped his champagne. I leaned into his strong chest and sipped my own champagne. After Carlisle's toast, we finished our champagne and headed to the hotel where the Christmas Ball was being held. Edward had the car valet parked and he grabbed a small duffel before the car was taken away. I arched a brow. He kissed my lips and strode to the check-in desk. He checked us in and had the bag delivered to the room, along with our coats. We walked to the ballroom and found our names. We were sitting with Edward's family. Edward pulled out the chair for me and I settled into it. He sat down next to me and took a sip of water. Dinner was a quiet affair.
There was a silent auction that benefitted the hospital. Alice and I got up during the meal to check out what was for auction. There was one item that caught my eye. It was a package to go to Chicago and see the Chicago Symphony Orchestra perform a premier of a new symphony written by a local composer. This included airfare, hotel and tickets to the symphony. I checked to see what the minimum bid was and I scrawled my name on the sheet with my bid. With all that Edward has done for me, I could do this for him. That is if I won. Alice pinched me, telling me that I would. She also told me that the composer was one Edward's favorites.
After dinner, the dance floor was opened up and Carlisle offered his hand to Esme. They stood up and danced to a slow song, moving gracefully along the dance floor. I swayed to the beat. "Do you want to dance, Bella?" Edward asked as he stood. I nodded. Our fingers twined together and he led me to the center of the dance floor. His arm was secured around my waist and his other hand rested over mine on his heart. We danced to "At Last," by Etta James. Our eyes never broke the gaze with the other. The song ended and I excused myself to go to the bathroom. I touched up my makeup after I took care of business. I looked at my reflection and I barely recognized the woman staring back at me. She was healthy. She was happy. She was in love. I smiled and headed back to the ballroom.
"Well, well, well. If it isn't the little bitch who single handedly ruined my career," a slimy, weasely voice sneered.
"What do you want, Aro?" I seethed.
"Payback," he growled. "You fucked up my life, you bitch. If you had kept your mouth shut, I would still be the CEO of Craven and your little boyfriend would be out. He's such a little pussy."
I tried to move around Aro, but he cornered me with his hand. "You came onto me, Aro. It was not welcomed or appreciated. If you excuse me," I said, my heart stammering.
"You're not going anywhere until you recant your entire story," he said, getting into my face. His breath smelled of rotten onions and his skin was oily. He ran a finger down my cheek. "Will you do that for me, Isabella?"
"No."
He slammed his fist to the right of my head and I jumped. "You fucking bitch. If you won't recant, perhaps I'll make the most of my situation." Aro grabbed my hand and placed it on his crotch. I tried to pull my hand away from his dick but he held it there. "You like that, Isabella? Is it like Dr. Masen's or is it better?" I bit back vomit and tried to prevent tears from falling down my face. He removed his hand from my wrist and I took the opportunity to squeeze. Hard. He growled and shoved me against the wall. I let out a frightened yelp. "You'll pay for that, Isabella."
I heard the sounds of laughter and a few voices coming our way. Aro looked over his shoulder and he pressed his body against mine. I shoved him back but he refused to move. One of the voices I heard was Edward's. He was talking to Dr. Gerandy. I looked over Aro's shoulder and saw Edward. I reared my knee back and clocked Aro right in the balls. He let out a groan and I got away from him. "Edward!"
"Bella?" he said, his eyes in a panic. I ran into his arms, clawing at his chest. "Bella? What is it? What's wrong?"
"Aro…"I sniffled. Edward pulled away and looked over my head to a cowering Aro in the corner. He was cupping his balls, writhing in pain. "He touched me." Edward's eyes darkened and he gently handed me over to Dr. Gerandy. Edward walked over to Aro and shoved him against the wall.
"You sick fuck," Edward seethed. Dr. Gerandy was on the phone, talking to the police while he comforted me. "How dare you lay a finger on my fiancée?"
Aro glared at Edward defiantly. "She asked for it, that slut. She's nothing but a two bit whore," he spat. Edward growled and he punched Aro in the face, connecting with his jaw. Aro pushed Edward, but didn't do any damage. Edward was easily six inches taller than Aro and had more than fifty pounds on him. All of it muscle. A few moments later, security arrived and escorted Aro, Edward, Dr. Gerandy and I into a small room. After the looks that Edward was giving Aro, they moved him to another location.
"Bella, are you okay?" Dr. Gerandy asked.
"Physically, I'm fine," I replied from Edward's lap. "Just nauseated at his words and actions. I didn't even know he was going to be here."
"He's not supposed to be," Edward said, as he tightened his hold around my waist. "He was removed from the hospital staff and should not have been allowed on the hotel grounds. Bella, I'm so sorry." Edward's head met with my shoulder and I could feel his tears against my skin. I turned and held him as he cried, letting my own tears spill over onto my cheeks.
A few moments later, a police officer came in and took our statements. Aro was being charged with trespassing and aggravated sexual assault. Edward asked if we needed to go the police station and he said no. But we would need to be subpoenaed once the trial started. The police officer left and said we were free to go back to the ball. I honestly didn't want to, but I knew that Edward had an obligation to do so. Dr. Gerandy said that he would give us a few moments. He gave me a sad, but reassuring smile before he left.
I was still perched on Edward's lap. I gently caressed his soft cheeks. "Edward. Talk to me."
"When can we catch a goddamned break?" he whispered. "If it's not one thing, it's another. First Mike, then Aro, the fire, you accident and now Aro again. I mean, what the fuck?"
"Edward, I'm fine. It was nothing. He just got in my face and called me some nasty names," I reasoned.
"Bella, if we hadn't shown up, I don't even want to imagine what he would have done to you," he said, tears falling down his cheeks.
"I got away," I whispered. "My knee connected with his very small penis."
Edward's nose scrunched up and he gave me a disapproving look. "What else did he do?"
"He put my hand on his dick, essentially begging for sex," I whispered. Edward tensed beneath me. "I squeezed his dick, hard and he shoved me against the wall. That's when you and Dr. Gerandy showed up."
"Are you hurt, Bella?" Edward asked, his voice deceptively calm.
"No. I'm fine," I said. Edward huffed. "Really. I'm fine. Let's head back to the ball. I know that they are going to announce the winners of the silent auction in…" I picked up his hand and looked at his watch, "Well, now."
"You're worried about the silent auction?" Edward asked in disbelief.
"No. I'm just trying to distract you," I said. "I'll fall apart later."
"Fuck," Edward whispered as he held me on his lap. "Don't say shit like that, Bella. Fall apart now."
"Edward, come on," I said getting up off his lap.
I reached for his hand and we walked back to the ballroom. Edward was quiet and he never left my side. His hand around my waist was squeezing my hip so tightly, it hurt. I gently patted his hand and mouthed 'Ow.' He released my waist with a sheepish look. The emcee announced the winners of the silent auction. Like Alice predicted, I won the item I bid on. I was pleased and I walked up to the woman in charge of the auction. I told her that I didn't have my checkbook on me. She told me that when I sent the check to the address listed on the card I received, I'll get my prize. I smiled and thanked her.
After the silent auction, Carlisle whisked me away to dance with him. I smiled politely as we danced to Eric Clapton's "The Way You Look Tonight." Edward danced with Esme. I could see the pained expression in Edward's eyes. The song ended and Edward whirled me into his arms, holding me tightly for the next three songs in a row. We pulled apart and headed back to the table. Edward gave his parents a smile. "We're going to head up to our room. I'm getting a bit of a headache."
"Do you have your medication, Edward?" Carlisle asked.
"Yep. In my toiletry bag in the room," Edward said. "Have a good night."
"Love you, Edward," Esme said as she kissed his cheek.
"Love you, too, Esme," he replied.
Esme hugged me, kissing me on the cheek. Carlisle did the same and we left the ballroom. Edward and I rode up the elevator in an uncomfortable silence. I fiddled with my clutch purse and with my engagement ring. We reached the desired floor and Edward twined his fingers with mine. His eyes were downcast and he pulled out the keycard out of his wallet, sliding it into the door. The door unlocked and he ushered me inside. I walked into the room and slipped off my heels. I sat down on the bed drawing my knees to my chest. Edward sat down in a chair opposite of me and he leaned forward on his knees. "This is not how I wanted tonight to end," Edward murmured.
"Me neither," I said. "Are you mad at me, Edward?"
"No, Bella. I'm mad at myself. I feel like I've failed you as a fiancé. As a husband," he whispered. "I can't protect you like I should. I…I…I'm just so fucking pissed at myself."
"Edward, you can't be everywhere at once," I chastised.
"No, I can't, but whenever you're in trouble…Bella, I just can't lose you. I've told you that a million times and tonight I almost lost you again."
"I'm not going anywhere. Edward, please don't beat yourself up over this. Aro is the sick fucker but he's going to jail. All because you and Dr. Gerandy found me in time. However, can you help me forget? Help me forget what he did?"
"Bella," Edward said in a broken voice.
"Fine, Edward," I snapped as I grabbed the bag that was left on the dresser near the door. I walked into the bathroom and locked it shut. Safely behind the door, I crumbled. My strong façade broke down and I sobbed silently. I fell to the floor and curled up on the hard marble. I laid my cheek against the stone and sobbed, feeling dirty, used and worthless. Edward banged on the door, begging for entrance, but I couldn't move. I was too downtrodden. I hated the way that Aro made me feel. His words rang in my head, that I was a slut and a two bit whore. Maybe that's what I am. I don't know.
I pulled myself off the floor and searched in the duffel bag. I took out a t-shirt and stripped out of my dress. It fell to the floor in a heap and I sat on the edge of the tub, tears continuing to flow down my cheeks. Edward's pounding on the door became more insistent and I could hear his strangled cries. I couldn't bear to look at him. I wasn't worthy of him and he made it abundantly clear that he didn't want to be with me when he refused to help me forget.
Edward burst through the door, breaking the frame and he stared at me with tears in his eyes. I slid down to the floor. I curled up and cowered away from him. He kneeled on the floor, tears streaming down his face. "Bella, please don't shut me out. Baby," he cried.
"You've made your choice, Edward," I said in a cold, detached voice. "It's obvious that you are sickened by me and don't want me, so why carry on this charade."
"Bella, I'm not sickened by you. Why you would think that is beyond me," Edward snarled. "I love you with everything that I am. I'm ready to give you the world."
"Then, why won't you erase what Aro did to me?" I screamed. "I feel so…so…"
Edward pulled me into his lap and held me as I crumbled. I sobbed against his shoulder as he rocked me gently. His hands moved up and down my back and he crushed me to his chest. "Bella, I want to make love to you. But, not in retaliation of what some sick fuck did to you. I want to make you feel exquisite, because that's what you are. You are special, beautiful, talented, and intelligent and I'm honored that you chose to be with me. You are not any of those things that Aro called you. Please don't think that my not wanting to be with you is an indication of how I feel toward you. I'm just being respectful of how you may feel. Trust me, Bella."
"I was so afraid that you would think that I cheated on you or that I was dirty," I sniffled.
"Bella, I know what I saw and you are not dirty. You are the epitome of purity and innocence," he said, caressing my cheeks. "I love you so much, Bella. So much. Please don't hate me because I'm trying to protect you."
"I can never hate you, Edward. However, your reaction hurt me," I murmured. "I don't want you to be a doctor or logical right now. I want you to be my fiancé and hold me. Make love to me."
"Bella, it's hard for me to turn off the doctor in my head. I know the psychological trauma that rape victims go through. While you were not raped, you were sexually assaulted and something that I do can trigger a reaction in you. I don't want to hurt you. I will hold you when you cry. I will wipe your tears from you cheeks. However, I'm so hesitant to make love to you. Trust me, Bella. Please."
I nodded resignedly against his chest. Edward kissed my forehead and he picked me up easily. "I'm sorry that you had to go through that, beautiful girl. I wish there was a way I could go back in time to prevent it from happening."
"Just hold me, Edward," I whimpered. He laid me down on the bed and stripped out of his tuxedo. He pulled down the bedspread and I nestled against his chest. Edward held me as I cried for most of the night. He whispered reassuring words and promises that Aro will pay for his betrayal and deception. He made a vow that he will make love to me when I was ready and that it will be the best I'd ever experienced. We eventually fell asleep around dawn after Edward requested a late checkout. He never let go of me as we slept. He held me as I cried in my sleep and most importantly, he made me forget. Not with sex, but with his love. While I fought against it, I will always be grateful for his gift.
A/N: Sorry about the angst. Aro needed to be dealt with and now he's gone. For good. Lying prick. Anyhow, I wanted to add a lemon in there, but I couldn't. As Edward said, not in retaliation of what Aro did. I promise you, lemonade will be served up next chappie. Scouts honor and all that shit. Leave me love! Thanks for reading!