AN: So earlier update! I got reviews and they were all so nice and supportive so I figured what the hell. Please don't hate this chapter; it's different but good hopefully.

Chapter 16: Idiot boy.

Bella,

My sister is an idiot, yes, yes she is. I love her but she makes some really stupid decisions. During the whole oh my goodness, Hero is preggie fiasco no one had bothered to ask me how I felt about it. I didn't like it one bit. Hero is going to be 15 years old when she has the baby and my sister isn't good with commitment. I am worried that she will neglect her duties as a mother because of our own Mother's stupid decisions.

During the past weeks things have changed without Hero here and I'm Lonely. I'm finding it hard at school at the moment; I haven't made any friends yet. I wouldn't have minded much if Hero was here but she's not. She left me.

Now that she is not here anymore I can't help but think about my father and mother and all the family I've had and currently have.

Charlie and Renne must have loved each other at some point in their very brief marriage. They were high school sweethearts and had eloped in Vegas, Renne was drunk. Explains so much don't you think?

Hero and I have been talking on phone everyday and texting and E-mailing at weekends.

Yesterday my sister sent me a very surprising text, we chatted all night. This is how it went.

HeroSwanCullen: I think I imprinted on AJ, B!

BellaSwullen: SAY WHAT NOW?

HeroSwanCullen: Well I met him last night and we kind of hit off. He's so special Bells. I've been staying away from Aro so he won't read my thoughts.

BellaSwullen: What R U going 2 do bout Oliver.

HeroSwanCullen: I don't know! I feel so bad! I like Oliver sure but I'm not sure I love him.

BellaSwullen: You're 14!

HeroSwanCullen: Well to add to everything, I think I'm still in love with Jacob!

BellaSwullen: Hero, I love you but I hate you right now. CALL ME WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR HEAD TOGETHER!

So yeah, I think it went well. I'm an idiot aren't I?

AN: Did you like it? Short! I know! But I just wanted to test the waters! REVIEW!