So I hope you like this chapter, I've just wrote it then the outro, I weird right? who does their intro first? ermmm me. It's sooooooo much easier! thank you for all your support! It means the world to me! I love you all! I hope you enjoyed the last chapter! THIS IS THE 3RD CHAPTER IN 3 DAYS! I'M ON A ROLL! I'm so happy that you guys are responding! Please keep reviewing and stuff! It make me confident knowing you like this story, if I don't get reviews or anything, it makes me feel like I might as well stop writing...

Anyway! Thank you to whomever pointed out on the first chapter I put Ally transferred from Florida to Miami... I'm British... I didn't realise Miami was in Florida... SO! THANK YOU! I've corrected it! Ally is now originally from Jacksonville!(I looked for somewhere else that's not actually the same place! :D)

If you notice any mistakes like that... please! Let me know! It's a great help! I can't always find all my errors!

Anyway... no more babbling! On with this SURPRISING CHAPTER!


Betrayal?

Ally's POV

I wake up disorientated, everything around me is spinning wildly, it's becoming nauseating to me... I remember where I am... Where's Austin? I swing my legs over the side of the hammock and scoop my phone up from the cool sand..

Oh My Gosh. It's 4:30 am... Where the hell is Austin?

The beach is so quiet, It would be relaxing if I knew where Austin was right now... Maybe I should look around a bit? He can't be that far away. Could he?

I scooped the blanket up from the hammock and tightly wrap it around myself, the air is quite cold now considering the was blazing earlier on in the day, I then walked towards the picnic blanket, he's probably left me a note or something, right?

I Shuffled the empty wrappers, cushions and whatever else we'd used earlier on, but there was nothing. Nothing at all..

This was starting to freak me out... why would Austin just... leave me?

I could feel my heart rate accelerating and my eyes begin to fill with tears as I carefully tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and smoothed my dress out... Don't give up Ally... He wouldn't just leave you here alone, you know him. He's not like that...

I counted to three to calm myself down again and then started my search once more... Be brave Ally.

I made my way to the waters edge, I still wasn't calm enough... maybe this would help.

I took a few steps into the cool, blue waves and I just couldn't contain them any more... The tears slid silently down my cheeks. How could he leave me? I don't even know how to get out of here...

I stared at the big moon for a few seconds, wondering what life was supposed to do for me... Then I made my way back to the sand and slid into a heap of a upset Ally. I just let the tears I was sick of feeling like this... Everything always led to this... I should know this... My past taught me that.


That's when I heard it... Austin's voice? Why could I hear Austin and another girl?

I stopped dead still, I must of looked like a statue because after like a minute I felt like I was suffocating... I forgot to breathe. I took many deep breaths to calm myself... I needed to approach Austin, Maybe I was wrong? Maybe I was imagining it?

I gathered all the courage I could get, which for me, was extremely hard.

I took one last breath, before whispering to myself...

"Fuck It."

Then I walked up to the palm leaves and peered through the small gaps.. I couldn't believe my eyes... I blinked and rubbed them thoroughly to make sure they weren't betraying me... But my eyes weren't the one that I had to worry about betraying me.


Behind those oversized leaves were my loving boyfriend and none other than... Kira Starr.

I guess I should of seen this coming... The tears burned my cheeks as my eyes filled with rage and my heart filled with hate... How could he do this to me? He said he 'loved' me...

My fingers dug into the bare skin on my arms as I clutched them tight trying to stop the heartache drowning me, it was killing me but I couldn't look away from them... As I watched... It got worse...

Last thing I heard from his lips..

"I love you baby, I never loved her... It was all just a... game" before his lips came crashing down on hers holding her tightly like he had done to me earlier... The pain was unbearable...

Have you ever had that overwhelming feeling of many sharp objects stabbing you repeatedly in your stomach and heart? Then your heart shattering into millions of pieces and being unable to control it? That as me... Right now... My tears seemed to be scalding me and I could feel the blood making it's way through the cuts I'd made accidentally in my arms but I still couldn't look away as the parted and laughed...

I couldn't contain my feelings any more...

I didn't think.. Not one single bit... I just threw myself through those stupid green palm leaves. I wasn't angry at those palm leaves, but their presence way just pissing me off right now because they were the only barrier between me and him, keeping his private thing with her a secret. But not for much longer.

I threw myself through the leaves with so much force I stumbled and nearly falling but luckily... I caught myself in time too stop myself from falling to the ground... I couldn't of dealt with that embarrassment too...

Austin turned and faced me, the smirk dropping from his face as he took in my presence... He must of seen the anger in my face because the blood drained from his face, I caught Kira slowly backing off to go somewhere else in the corner of my eyes... What a coward... She knew what she'd done... That's why.

"Ally wait a second... Let me explain..."he began. No way was I going to let him 'explain' himself to me.

"No you complete ASS! YOU LISTEN TO ME. You lied to me, led me on and now... You've broken my heart. You wanna know a no so secret, secret? I HATE YOU SO MUCH AUSTIN. I REALLY DO!" I screamed as loud as I possibly could, hoping it would get the message into his head.

He began to approach me, no. He couldn't stop me from being pissed off. I'm staying angry.

Austin's arms circle me and I began to scream,

"GET OFF ME. GET OFF ME NOW! I HATE YOU!" The tears poured out of me, I just didn't care any more... He was going to have to see my pain whether he liked it or not.

"Ally hush. Just calm down a minute"

"NO! I WON'T DO ANYTHING YOU SAY! YOU DON'T OWN ME! I HATE YOU" I clawed at him, hit him, punched him and kicked him, I was trying to hurt him in any way I could physically.. I wanted him to feel the pain I was feeling emotionally...


As I screamed I felt like I was being shaken and could hear Austin sort of whisper 'Ally!' and 'Als' and occasionally 'Please Ally', but the harder I looked at Austin, he wasn't shaking me although he was trying to detain me so I'd stop hitting and hurting him so much but his mouth wasn't moving?

How could he whisper to me if his mouth wasn't even moving? This was making me angrier, I felt like I was beginning to black out... The more I was blacking out, the louder Austin's none moving lips managed to speak to me...

Then everything came to, Austin was shouting at me to wake up, tears pouring down his face and I... I was screaming and attacking him...

I took in Austin presence, the background was lighter than it was seconds ago? I then noticed Austin arms and a slight mark on his face... Oh no. Please no.

Austin's arms were covered in deep cuts, blood smeared them and the cut on his cheekbones showed a trickle of blood...

What was happening...

"Ally please talk to me, I love you, please"He sobbed into my hair as he clutched me tight, I burst into tears and clung to him as he pulled me into his lap on the hammock

"Austin, w-what's g-going on?" I stuttered between tears

"You woke me crying in your sleep about me n-not being here s-so I tried to wake you to show y-you I-I was ri-ght beside you but then you cried harder and then you got angry tears and began s-screaming a-at me... You s-said you hated me a-and that you didn't love me and that I-I hurt you..."

Austin relayed everything I remembered... I'd only been dreaming... I could see the pain in his eyes... It was breaking my heart so bad...

I glimpsed the cuts again... Oh god... What had I done... I cried my eyes out, What had I done to my boyfriend? I was such a horrible person...

"Austin! I'm sooooo sorry! I love you, I... I was having a nightmare, please forgive me, I-I'm sorry I hurt you!" The tears came faster, but Austin said nothing. He just cradled me tighter and kissed me softly on the lips...

It was his way of saying, "It's okay, I love you too"


I stayed curled in his lap for what seemed forever before he spoke once more...

"Als, I do forgive you, you didn't know... but can I erm... ask you something?"He searched my eyes before I nodded, encouraging him to continue...

"You kept saying.. I-I broke you.. That 'She' was there? Will you please tell me what you meant?"

I looked at my beautiful boy.. I felt so evil for hurting him, I gently wiped the trickle of blood from his face as he winced at the action, I then kissed it again gently before starting..

"You were gone... So I looked for you..." I relayed my whole nightmare to him, he looked horrified when I told him I found him with Kira, kissing her and telling her he loved her. Not me.

Austin kissed me then began..

"Ally I-Don't-Know-Your-Middle-Name-Yet Dawson, Listen to me, that nightmare was only that, something that is a fear that will never happen, I don't care about the small injuries, it's nothing, I love you. Only you. Please don't ever doubt that, this just makes us stronger, I will always be here for you. You will always be my No.1 girl. I love you forever and Always Als, I wouldn't want any other person but you. Your my life, My everything, I couldn't live without you"

I'd stopped crying before he began, but this set me off, again.

This time it was happy tears though.

The then carefully cupped my cheeks with his hands and kissed me, this is what I needed. My hands slid up his back and entwined themselves into his perfect blond hair, I took in his scent, his feel, his everything. I would never survive without him. I needed Austin moon.

He was my life now.

Embracing him made me think... He needed to know everything now... Everything I could allow myself to remember anyway.. Especially after me attacking him. He needed to know my past...

"Austin... We need to talk... I'm not breaking up with you... I love you too much before you start freaking. I saw that look in your eyes then, It's not that... It's... It's about my past... I want you to know... To understand..."

"Ally, I'll listen, I'd do anything for you"I kissed him and cuddled into him, pulling the blanket around us in the hammock so I was ready to begin...

"O.. Okay... Well... When I was little"


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