Chapter 13

Roman took a quick shower when he got inside his apartment. As he pulled on his pajama pants he couldn't help but to think about what transpired between him and Dean. Not even in his wildest dreams did he expect Dean to suck him off in the club. But his cock had felt so damn good in that mouth. He subconsciously squeezed his hardening cock as he recalled Dean's slick tongue moving up and down his member. He nearly bit his tongue holding back his moans as he shot into Dean's mouth. It felt so fucking good. He reached into his pants and pulled out his cock and started to slowly touch himself. He even had enjoyed kissing Dean. He had a nice mouth and a wicked tongue. Roman groaned a little and flicked his thumb hard over the head of his shaft. He really hoped that Seth made it home soon. This entire thing between him and Dean had started because of him anyway and Roman was confident that he was ready to go all the way.

Dean was upstairs in his room lying on his bed in the darkness. He still couldn't believe that he had done what he did. He had Roman's fucking cock in his mouth and he honestly wouldn't mind to have it back in there sometime in the future. He still had the taste of Roman's cum on the back of his throat. For Dean the kiss on Roman's porch was the highlight for him. It was a lot slower and not as passionate as the one at the club but it was sweeter and he got to feel Roman's lips better and they didn't have to rush it. He was now certain that Roman was at least as in to him as he was with him. At least now Roman's possessiveness over him in the club made sense. His friend was actually attracted to him and he had been dense enough not realize it until he stuck his hand down his pants. Dean touched himself underneath his sheets. He had taken care of his burning hard on in the shower when he got home. Seth had been right. It was definitely a night he would remember for the rest of his life.

" Finally." Roman pulled Seth into his living room and locked the front door. He immediately started kissing him and attacking his neck. " You looked so damn hot tonight baby."

" Really? You enjoyed it?" Seth asked nervously as Roman pushed his jacket off his shoulders.

" Most definitely." He kissed Seth deeply while his hands undid his boyfriend's belt. He pulled it out of the loops and dropped it on the floor. He tugged at the hem of Seth's t-shirt. The kiss broke momentarily so that Roman could pull the shirt over Seth's head so that it could join the belt on the floor. " I only wished that it was me on stage whipping your ass."

" So you're okay with what I do?"

Roman stopped kissing Seth and looked at him. He could see that Seth was actually serious and looked genuinely worried. He cupped Seth's jaw and ran his thumb against the soft beard. " Yes I am Seth. I'm not going to lie to you and say that I'm thrilled about strangers getting to see your bare ass but it's your body and you can do whatever you want with it." He hugged Seth and kissed his forehead. " You were amazing on stage and I'm glad that you want to be so open with what you do with me."

He kissed Seth softly. " I'm not going anywhere baby." He walked Seth towards the bedroom and sat on the bed. He then pulled Seth on top of him so that he straddled him. He kissed right above Seth's belly button. " I think that I want you even more because of it."

Seth pushed Roman down on the bed and laid on top of him. He laid his palms flat across Roman's chest and then rested his chin on top of them. " You don't know how good it makes me feel to hear you say that." Seth sighed softly and then stretched to plant a kiss on Roman's bearded chin. " Part of me was really worried that you would get turned off by it and end everything."

" Seth I would never ..." Roman started to say but Seth silenced him by placing his index finger on his lips.

" Let me finish babe." Seth's eyes went over Roman's face. " I wanted you to have a clear understanding of what I did before things got too serious between us. I didn't want things to get too deep and then you found out and pushed me away. I couldn't handle that." Seth lifted up his head and looked down at Roman. " I really like you Rome. I don't know if I'm moving things too quickly but you have to know that I'm falling for you and I can't stop it. I really want things to work out between us." Seth hesitated for a few seconds but he had to let Roman know how he truly felt about him. " I want to be with you Rome."

Roman felt as if he had been strucked dumb. He couldn't find anything to say to Seth's beautiful speech. He had never seen him so serious about anything since he had been with him. He could tell that Seth was being genuine and that he was honestly afraid that he was going to lose him tonight. Thinking about it, it took a lot of guts to do what Seth did. Roman slid his hands up Seth's bare back and then with one hand resting firmly underneath Seth's ponytail he gently brought Seth's head down to his so that he could kiss him. He took his time savouring Seth's lips and mouth . He appreciated every sigh and whimper that escaped between them.

Roman rolled them over so that Seth was on his back looking up at him. He undid Seth's jeans and pulled them off along with his underwear, casting them on the floor. Roman then pulled off his own pajama pants and it joined Seth's clothes on the floor. They both then silently took in the nakedness of each other. Roman then rested his bodyweight lightly on top of Seth and started kissing down his neck and onto his collar bone making his way down Seth's chest. " I want to be with you too Seth." He lapped his tongue around Seth's nipple and then sucked it into his mouth. He heard Seth groan and then felt his dick slap against his stomach when Seth bucked his hips.

" You like that baby?" Roman asked teasingly as he trailed open mouth kisses across Seth's chest to the other nipple.

" Yeah." He breathed deeply and then mewed when Roman took the other nipple into his mouth sucking and rolling it around his tongue. His fingers gripped Roman's hard shoulders when he felt the older man's teeth scrape the sensitive bud. " God Rome." Just the simplest touches from him set Seth's pulse racing.

Roman moved lower and lower down Seth's body licking and kissing every available piece of flesh that his lips landed on. He sucked on Seth's hip dent while his hard cock tapped against his neck. Roman smiled to himself when he saw a red mark appearing on the delicate skin. He licked and sucked down the top of Seth's thigh to his knee then kissed and nibbled up the sensitive inner thigh. By the time Roman had reached Seth's crotch he was a quivering, leaking mess. He sucked one of Seth's freshly shaven balls into his mouth, rolling it around against his tongue. He felt Seth pulling at his hair, knowing that he was getting increasingly impatient. He could smell the arousal leaking from Seth's cock. It was calling to him more than any perfume or cologne had ever done.

He sucked the base of the shaft, taking his time and working his way up to the pretty pink tip. When he kissed it and then sucked the head into his mouth he heard Seth hiss with satisfaction.

He worked Seth's cock down the back of his throat and then he slowly came up off of him. He repeated this process over and over until Seth had tiny rips in his bedsheets and his legs were thrashing around on the bed.

" Fuck! Are you trying to kill me tonight?"

Roman chuckled. " Not yet." He covered Seth's mouth with his letting their tongues slide against each other. Roman pulled open his bedside table drawer while still kissing his boyfriend and pulled out a couple of items. His cock was resting on top of Seth's making a delicious friction between the two of them.

When Roman pulled back, Seth spied the items in his hand. A small bottle of lube and a condom. " Are you sure Rome?"

Roman nodded and pulled his hair over one shoulder. He looked ridiculously god-like right now with his hard muscled body and large, hard cock sticking straight up. Seth sat up and started pressing kisses into Roman's chest and torso while his hands squeezed the firm ass. " You're so fucking sexy Rome." Seth licked a flat stripe up Roman's neck. " I want you so fucking bad." He sucked on Roman's bottom lip, tracing it with his tongue causing his lover to moan. " I want to feel you inside me."

Roman pushed Seth's legs apart and squirted some of the lube on his fingers. He worked his index finger into the tight ring of muscle between Seth's plump ass cheeks. His younger lover squeezed his eyes shut as the thick finger was worked into him. He wanted this. Roman was ready to take him. All he had to do was relax. He exhaled deeply and Roman took it as a sign to work in the second finger and then started to stretch him with a scissoring motion. Soon Roman was kissing him softly. He watched as Roman took up the condom packet and tore open the wrapper. Seth gently took it out of Roman's hand and pulled the condom out . He leaned forward and kissed the tip of Roman's cock and then rolled the condom down on to it. Roman's head was spinning. Seth kept on surprising him with his loving touches. He swore to himself that he would never hurt this man as long as he could avoid it.

He poured a generous amount of lube onto his cock coating it well. Seth laid back down on the soft sheets and Roman took his left leg and placed it over his shoulder positioning himself at Seth's entrance. He stared into his boyfriend's soft brown eyes as he pushed into him. He watched as Seth's face contorted with the pain from his entry. " Are you okay baby? Do you want me to stop?

Seth opened his eyes and grabbed Roman's forearms tightening his grip. " Don't you fucking dare. I'll be okay."

All the same Roman placed light kisses along Seth's neck and jawline until he was fully inside him. He could feel the welcoming heat surrounding his cock through the condom. He waited a moment or two so that Seth could get accustomed to him. He then pulled back out and then pushed back in. Seth yelped and wrapped his arms around Roman's neck. He took down his leg from Roman's shoulder and placed both legs around Roman's waist. He rested his head in the crook of his boyfriend's neck and moaned wantonly. " Go ahead Rome. I want to feel you."

Roman secured his arms around Seth's back and started to pump into him. Seth cooed and moaned into Roman's neck as his lover fucked him. He wrapped a lock of Roman's hair around his finger as his ass stretched to accommodate his lover. Roman paused for a bit and he and Seth shared a hot messy kiss that was mostly tongue play and then resumed stroking away inside of him. Seth had never felt so full and satisfied in his entire life and when Roman shifted his angle a bit to the left and started to strike his prostate, he howled in pleasure. His own cock was neglected between the two hot bodies but right now he didn't want to let go of Roman to pleasure himself. His senses were overwhelmed with Roman's scent, touch and taste and yet he still craved more.

Roman was kneeling on the bed thrusting up into Seth. He had forgotten that this was his first time with a man. It no longer mattered. The way how Seth was holding on to him and the noises he made was telling him everything that he needed to know.

" I'm going to cum Romie." Seth's warm breath whispered into his ear. Roman moved one hand down and playfully smacked Seth's ass. " Then come for me baby."

Seth's cock was throbbing hard. He didn't know the last time that he got off without him or his partner touching his cock. He threw his head back and moaned loudly as his dick shot out thick white ropes of cum that landed on his torso, Roman's and the bed.

Watching Seth come like that was one of the best turn ons he had ever witnessed. Seth's ass muscles clenched his cock tightly as Seth came and now he was at the brink as well. He laid Seth down on the bed and continued to pump into him as his orgasm tore through him. " Oh god Seth!" He felt his liquid quickly filling up the condom. Seth than grabbed his face and kissed him as he panted and tried to regain his breath. His muscles felt like jello as he slowly withdrew from Seth. He took his time standing up and then he went into the bathroom to discard of the condom. He came back out with a warm washcloth and wiped down Seth gently. He returned to the bathroom and cleaned himself up as well. When he came back out he glanced at the bedside clock. It was already after three in the morning. He got into bed and Seth immediately snuggled up next to him and he placed an arm securely around Seth's waist.

" That was amazing Rome." Seth whispered against his chest.

" Yeah it was." He kissed Seth's forehead. He was now certain that Seth was the only person that he wanted in his life. He was glad that he and Dean had that agreement. He was attracted to Dean but what he and Seth were building right now was far more important. Seth had barged into his life and managed to turn it completely upside down but surprisingly in a good way. As he drifted off to sleep he decided that the easiest thing in the world was to keep his hands to himself when it came to Dean Ambrose.

" You seem to be in a good mood tonight." Drew commented as he and Dean walked out to their cars after their shift.

" Yeah I am." Dean smiled to himself. He was still on an emotional high after what had occurred at the club a few days ago.

" You mind sharing what has you in such a good mood?" Drew playfully nudged his shoulder.

Dean smiled bashfully and shook his head. " Nah. You wouldn't believe me."

Drew hooked his arm around Dean's neck and ruffled his hair. " You've got to tell me. I bet that it has something to do with either Seth or Roman."

" Actually it has to do with both." Dean and Drew leaned up against the Mustang as the night wind whipped around their jackets.

Drew raised his eyebrows in surprise. " Really? You have to tell me what happened."

Dean couldn't remember the last time that he felt so excited about anyone so he indulged Drew and told him about Seth kissing him and what happened between him and Roman at the club.

When he had finished Drew looked at him confused. " You're seriously happy about this?"

" Um yeah. It means that they're actually interested in me."

" No. It means that Seth is confused and Roman used you to get off while being turned on by his boyfriend."

Just like that all of Dean's happiness vanished. " You just had to go and ruin it. Couldn't you just be happy for me?"

" Happy about what? The fact that they're using you?"

" They aren't using me." Dean was getting defensive and started to yell. " They wouldn't do that to me."

Drew got off the car and put his hands on his hips. " Oh yeah? Well have either one of them shown you any affection since?"

" Shut the fuck up." Dean huffed as he unlocked the car door. He had the roof up on the convertible.

" I'm right aren't I?" Drew watched as Dean got into the car and slammed the door. " But what does it matter? Do you want to break them up?"

" No I don't want to break them up." Dean hit the steering wheel out of frustration. " It's just that it felt good okay? For those few moments I got what I wanted. You didn't have to fucking take it away from me."

Drew rested his hand on the top of the car and bent down to look at Dean. His jaw was tense and eyes held the look of a man who's last hope had been shattered. He immediately felt horrible for going so hard on Ambrose. He knew all too well how sweet the taste of unrequited love was. Dean and him were practically going through the same thing. He was shaming Dean for the same thing that he did.

" Dean I'm sorry. I went too far." He placed his hand on Dean's shoulder. " I just don't want to see you get hurt."

However Dean shrugged his hand off and then swung the key in the ignition and the car purred to life. " Well it's a little too late for that, now isn't it?"

Drew took a couple of steps back and watched as Dean sped out of the carpark watching until the red tail lights disappeared.

Seth would've preferred to be anywhere but where he was right now. Standing in the beautiful condo in The Mesa, he couldn't wait to get out of there. It was a gorgeous Sunday afternoon and he much preferred to be in bed with Roman right about now. He had been avoiding Damien for weeks now but he knew that he couldn't avoid him forever.

" Seth, what's going on?" Damien stood in front of Seth and folded his arms. His voice betraying an edge of frustration. " Every time I've tried to see you in the past few weeks, you've been busy or didn't have the time." Seth worried his bottom lip with his teeth and stared at the floor while saying nothing.

Damien placed his hand on Seth's shoulder. He used his other hand to gently cup Seth's chin and tilt his face up to his. " When I try to get intimate with you, you pull away from me." Damien kissed Seth softly but the latter kept his body rigid, his lips unyielding a return kiss. Damien observed him, clearly dissatisfied. " See, this is what I mean. What's going on Seth? Is there someone else?"

Seth took a step back, out of Damien's touch. " Damien I can't do this anymore." Seth exhaled hard and looked him in his face. " I can't be with you anymore."

" Damien?" He nodded his head while his lips were pressed into a cruel line. " I guess that says everything. I'm no longer Dae. Your Dae."

He grabbed Seth by his right bicep, squeezing it tightly until Seth winced in pain. " You want to leave me huh? You found somebody better than me? You found someone who's going to take care of you as well as I do?"

" Damien stop it! You're hurting me." Seth managed to wrench his arm free from Damien's grasp. This was the side of Damien that he had only seen once before. This mean, sadistic side that unnerved him and deep down inside scared him a bit.

" I'm hurting you?" Damien spat out. " I gave you fucking everything and you think that you can just walk away from me whenever you feel like?"

Seth was beginning to think that meeting Damien at the condo was not a smart idea. He should've met him somewhere in the open like a restaurant or bar. He didn't like the way that Damien was looking at him as if he was disgusted by him but yet he could sense something even more sinister underneath.

" Damien I'm not your property. I can leave whenever I want." Seth tried to reason with him. " You're never going to divorce Caroline for me. You can't expect me to wait around for you forever."

Before Seth could react Damien's fingers were digging into his jaw and then he shoved Seth against the wall causing him to hit the back of his head. Seth grabbed the back of his head as the pain shot through him. He couldn't believe that Damien just did that to him.

Next thing he knew, Damien was grabbing the collar of his jacket and pulling him up roughly. He hit Seth's head again against the wall. His face right in Seth's, his breath hot on the young man's lips. " I expect that you will suck my dick whenever I want like the expensive whore that you are."

Seth's head was smarting. Damien's words were vibrating in his head. " I'm not a whore. You want to keep me your dirty little secret forever just because you can't deal with the fact that you're gay. That your father would disown you if you ever came out. Your wife knew it before she married you and she only did it for your clout and money. You buy me things so that I wouldn't go to the tabloids and spill your secret. If you're little country club friends knew they would never associate with you again." Seth knew that his mouth was running away with him. That he shouldn't be saying these things but he was tired of Damien's shit and he wanted out. " So the truth is, I'm not the whore in this relationship." Seth's lips curled up into a smile. " You are."

" You little piece of shit." Damien's palm stung against Seth's cheek. " You're fucking nothing without me. You're just like all of those other unwashed ignoramuses." He struck Seth again, this time with his fist. Seth yelled out in pain as it landed underneath his left eye. Damien released his jacket and Seth slumped to the floor. The loving, tender caring Damien who had made sweet love to him in Cancun was gone. He no longer knew the man who was towering over him.

" You think that you can destroy me? You're nothing but a petty slut. I am a Sandow. Your pretty ass would've been out on the streets if it hadn't been for me." Seth doubled over in pain when Damien's steel tipped shoe collided with his ribs. " You think that I'm going to let a fucking whore like you destroy me?" He drove his foot into Seth's ribs again. " You're nothing. You're fucking worthless."

Seth was in excruciating pain from the beating that Damien had given him. He could feel the spot underneath his eye starting to swell. His head was pounding as if a hundred drums were beating inside his brain. He slowly dragged himself to his feet while clutching his sides. " If I'm so damn worthless then why not let me go? I'm obviously not good enough for you."

Damien shoved him at the door and Seth's shoulder collided against it. " Go! I don't need you. I can get a dozen men to replace you by tomorrow. I hope whomever you're fucking knows how expensive your whoring ass is."

Seth's hand trembled as he turned the doorknob. He was afraid that Damien would attack him again. He got the door opened and stepped outside. He could feel Damien's eyes boring through his back. He slowly made his way to his car and got in. When Damien had given him the car, the papers were drawn up in Seth's name, so it was his to keep. He started the car and brought the roof up. He didn't want anyone to see him as he made his way back to Santa Monica.

A/N: A chapter of highs and lows