Chapter 17

" Dean! Hey, I got us some breakfast."

Dean stopped mid stride, his hand stretched out in front of him reaching for the doorknob. He finally had enough money saved up to make a decent deposit on a bar. He was going to meet up with Drew to scope out a few possible locations. He had overslept and was running late. Now was not a good time for breakfast.

Turning around he saw Seth looking at him hopefully. Things had been a bit tense between for the past week since what had happened between them in Seth's bedroom. Although, honestly Dean didn't pay it much attention because he was spending most of his time at Drew's or at Pacifica. Another reason he didn't want to be home was because he felt a bit guilty about looking Seth in the face while knowing that he had slept with his boyfriend. It wasn't that Dean had regretted the actual act itself because he didn't but he knew that it would hurt Seth deeply if he accidentally found out about it.

" I'm sorry Seth but I can't stop. I've got to go and meet up with Drew. We've got some things to do today." Dean felt like an asshole when he saw the crestfallen look on Seth's face.

Seth poked at the plastic bags that contained the food. He had made sure to get up extra early this morning to go and get some good breakfast for them from the trendy cafe a couple blocks away. Dean had hardly said two words to him the entire week. He was hardly home and when he was he locked away in his room with Drew. Seth did hang out with Roman during those times and it was great but he missed the strange friendship that he had with Dean but it seemed as if the man couldn't stand to be around him for more than a minute.

" It's okay," Seth said softly and started to pack up the breakfast items to put them in the fridge. He didn't feel like eating anymore.

Dean watched him as he put the items away and knew that he couldn't leave Seth like this. Especially since he knew from Roman that Seth missed him.

" Hey," he walked over to Seth and placed his left arm loosely around Seth's waist. His roommate looked down at it surprised and then looked up at him clearly searching for answers. " I'm not still mad at you okay?"

" You aren't?" Seth's eyes opened wide with the revelation. " I was beginning to think that you hated me because you know, of what happened."

It was Dean's turn to look shocked. Seth actually thought that he had hated him? He really didn't think that Seth would be feeling like this. " No baby boy, no." He softly kissed Seth's forehead and rubbed his back. " I could never hate you."

Seth placed his arms around Dean's shoulders and laid his head on his chest. He felt a whole host of emotions flood through him that he could hardly identify except one, relief. Seth didn't even realize that he was sniffling until he started to speak.

" I thought that you hated me because I've led you on too many times." He held up his head and wiped his nose with the back of his hand. " You don't talk to me any more and you stay out most of the day when I'm here."

Dean felt his heart being torn open for Seth. Had he really been that callous? Thinking back over the past week, Seth was right. He had hardly spoken to him and he was out most of the day. The last time he had seen Seth this upset was the day that Damien had hit him. Was he no better than Seth's abuser?

" Seth, I'm sorry. It's just that I've been so busy looking for a place to start my own bar that I haven't been around as much."

" But you're with Drew." Seth looked up at him through long, dark, wet lashes making his brown eyes look extra large and innocent.

" Drew is just a friend Seth." He brushed his thumb across Seth's cheek to wipe away an errant tear. " Now please, no more tears okay?" Seth nodded in compliance.

He kissed Seth's forehead again. " We've got to talk about this thing between us though." He gently cupped Seth's jaw tilting his head up at him. " I think that it's time that we both admit that we have feelings for each other." Seth glanced down at the floor.

" Am I right Seth?"

He heard Seth exhaling softly and then those brown eyes met his blue ones once again. Seth slowly nodded his head and worried his bottom lip. " Yes, I... I like you Dean."

Dean gave him a small smile. " And I guess you know by now that I like you too." Seth smiled back at him. " But I really can't stop right now Seth. I really have to get going. But we'll talk about it when I get back."

" Promise?" Seth tightened his hold around Dean's shoulders.

" Yeah, I promise."

Seth felt Dean giving him a light tap on the lips but it wasn't enough for him. His hand moved up the back of Dean's head as he pressed his lips forcefully against Dean's. His roommate had forced him to be honest with himself. He had feelings for Dean and they were strong feelings. He sucked Dean's bottom lip into his mouth and he felt Dean's arms tightening around his body as he parted his lips to kiss him back. Their lips sucked and pressed against each other in the heated kiss. Tongues occassionally meeting and intertwining. What scared Seth the most was that his feelings for Roman weren't diminishing but they kept on growing as his feelings for Dean grew. It was confusing him to what was going on but he felt that he had enough room inside of him for both of them.

When Seth ended the kiss, he opened his eyes to see that Dean was panting softly while looking at him with a dazed expression. Dean held Seth's head between his palms and kissed his top lip softly and sweetly. " I have to go Seth."

Seth nodded. Everything was alright between them once again. Besides he got to look forward to spending time with Dean later. " Then go."

Dean walked to the door and Seth followed him. He turned around and kissed him again before he left. As he walked down to his car, he knew that he was terribly late but having that time with Seth was worth it.

Unfortunately Dean didn't keep his promise to Seth. Looking at prospective bars with Drew took a lot longer than expected and by the time they were finished it was time for him to get ready to go to his early shift at Pacifica. He showered at Drew's and then drove straight to work. By the time he got home it was after nine and Seth had already left for work hours ago.

Dean was tired. He had a long day. He took a quick shower and then slid under his bed covers turning off the light. He decided that he would talk to Seth, first thing in the morning.

A few hours later Dean was startled wide awake. He felt the weight shifting in his bed. He quickly flicked on his bedside lamp and saw that it was Seth. " Oh it's you." Dean laughed a bit nervously. " I'm so used to you flopping down on top of me that this caught me by surprise."

Seth just looked back at him not even cracking the barest hint of a smile. " You'd promised that you would come back."

How Seth said it made Dean feel as though he had abandoned a young child in the middle of nowhere. He reached out and softly stroked the side of Seth's face. " I'm sorry Sethie. But the time just got away from me and I had to go to work."

Seth just continued to stare at him as if he wasn't sure that he should believe him.

" Come here." Dean lifted up the edge of his blanket as an invitation for Seth to join him.

Seth glanced at the blanket momentarily and then scooted inside to join Dean. He then reached over Dean to turn off the bedside lamp. Dean was well aware that he was naked underneath the blanket but he didn't mind it too much until Seth placed his body right against his. The only thing stopping their cocks from touching was the thin piece of fabric that Seth's underwear was made from. Seth placed one arm over Dean's waist and he did the same to him. He could still see Seth's face from the moonlight that came in through his bedroom window.

" Do you want to have our talk now?" Dean asked him.

Seth nodded. " I want to go first."

Dean lightly stroked Seth's back encouraging him to speak.

" I honestly didn't understand for a while what I was feeling for you," Seth began. He paused to kiss the area right above Dean's left nipple. " I mean no offence, but you're not really my type."

Dean chuckled softly. " You're more interested in the tall, dark and handsome type with long flowing hair right?"

He instantly regretted saying it when he saw Seth's expression. " Hey, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have brought that up. I'm an idiot." He brushed Seth's hair off his face and kissed his forehead.

" No, it's okay. You're right." He looked at Dean as he spoke. " I don't want to hurt Romie but I can't help how I feel."

Dean could feel Seth's breath against his lips with every word that he spoke. He didn't know how to respond other than by doing this. He kissed Seth with as much passion that he could muster and was rewarded almost instantly by Seth returning it. Their kisses were long and deep and eventually the blanket was pushed away and they were a tangle of limbs. Dean turned over on his back and pulled Seth on top of him continuing their kisses. His hard manhood was pressed between both of their bodies and it felt delicious.

Seth straddled him at his hips. His hands moving down the sides of Dean's body as his lips trailed hot opened mouth kisses down the center of his body until he reached Dean's belly button. Seth held up his head and sat back on Dean's thighs. His hands circling around Dean's manhood pressing the flesh around it. Dean's shaft stood up high and proud and the tip glistened with precum in the moonlight. Dean shuddered when Seth's fingers wrapped around the base of his shaft. Seth moved his hand slowly up Dean's length. When he reached the tip, his thumb circled the head spreading the clear liquid all over.

" I always wanted to see your cock." Seth confessed. " Even before I knew that I liked you." Seth moved his hand back down Dean's shaft. " I figured that you were nice and thick." Seth lowered his head and stuck his tongue out. He traced over the slit of the tip with it. Dean hissed loudly when Seth's wet, warm tongue touched him. His tongue felt so damn silky smooth on his shaft. He was giving him little licks now, teasing him mercilessly.

" I'm glad to see that I was right." Seth's lips covered the entire head of the cock as he sucked it into his mouth. Dean tasted pleasant on his tongue and his cock was smooth and circumsized. He pumped Dean's shaft with his left hand as his head bobbed up and down trying to take him all in. He loved hearing Dean swearing and the expletives he used as he continued to suck him off. He decided that he liked Dean's cock and he wouldn't mind having it as much as possible.

Dean's toes curled when he felt his dick hitting the back of Seth's throat. He sat up on the bed and looked down between his thighs. Seth was on his knees with his ass sticking straight up in the air while he sucked his cock. It was one of the most erotic sights he had ever behold right infront of him. His cock felt right at home in Seth's mouth but he wasn't ready to cum yet. He smacked Seth's underwear clad ass causing him to mumble around his cock sending vibrations straight down his spine. He placed his fingers under Seth jaw and brought him gently off his cock.

" You're way too damn good at that." He said as he closed the distance between Seth's mouth and his. His tongue probed into Seth's mouth tasting his essence that was still on Seth tongue. His hands moved down Seth back and into his underwear palming the two rounded globes of his ass.

He pushed the cheeks together, smacking them lightly with is palm and then pulled them apart repeating the motion. He swallowed all of Seth's moans as he continued to fondle his ass. He hooked his thumbs into the sides of the underwear and pulled the undergarment down Seth's thighs. Seth broke away from the kiss momentarily to pull them completely off and dropped them on the floor. Dean took a good look at Seth's nude body. He was fucking gorgeous. He was right as well. Seth's cock was as pretty as the rest of him.

" You're so fucking hot." Dean said as Seth gently but firmly pushed him back down on the bed and then climbed on top of him straddling his torso.

" Thank you." Seth replied as he started peppering Dean's neck with kisses. Dean's left hand pulled one cheek apart while the index finger on his right hand trailed down the warm crack of Seth's ass. He pressed gently at Seth's entrance, gasping when Seth sucked his right nipple into his mouth. He allowed the pad of his finger to rub against the sensitive area. He heard Seth mewling in his throat as he moved back up to kiss Dean on the lips again. Letting go of the firm cheek, he reached for his bedside drawer while he continued to kiss Seth and took out his small bottle of lube. Reaching behind Seth, he popped the cap and squirted the cool gel onto the fingers of his right hand. He placed the bottle next to him on the bed. He parted Seth's ass again and positioned his finger at Seth's entrance and pushed in.

" Oh fuck Dean." Seth threw back his head and panted as Dean's finger slid in and out of him. He bit his bottom lip and Dean pulled his head back down to kiss him again. Seth's head then found its way into the crook of Dean's neck where he licked, nibbled and sucked at the flesh there. His moans spurring Dean on to bend his finger and stroke Seth's prostate. Seth cursed and sucked his neck hard. He added his middle finger next and Seth started to fuck his fingers.

" So good... mmmmm... Dean... fuck." Mumbles of incoherent gibberish fell from Seth's lips as Dean stretched and fingered him.

One side of Dean's neck was soaked from Seth's licks and sucking. He was fucking Seth with three fingers now and he wasn't sure that he could hold out much longer.

" Seth? Seth baby?"

Seth brought his head up and looked at him through half opened eyes that were hazy with lust. His cock sliding up and down Dean's chest leaving a wet trail. " Hmmm?"

" Do you want to go all the way baby boy?" Dean slid his fingers out of Seth and stared at him intently looking for any sign of uncertainty.

Seth lowered his head and licked Dean's bottom lip. " I want your cock so bad." He sucked the red bottom lip into his mouth. It tasted sweet to him. He only released it when he saw Dean holding a condom in his hand.

He took the condom from Dean and slid off of Dean. He opened the wrapper and took out the condom. He then slid it down Dean's rigid shaft. He saw Dean reaching for the lube but he swatted his hand away.

" No. It's mine." Seth said and took up the bottle.

Dean grinned as Seth squirted the gel onto his cock and smoothed it all over. He was such a fiesty little thing.

Seth positioned himself over the lubed cock as Dean held it steady at the base. He slowly sank himself down on it. Taking his time as it stretched him even further and filled him even more. When he was fully seated he looked at Dean who was staring back at him in wonderment. Dean sat up and grasped Seth's head between his hands and kissed him softly as he started to thrust his hips up into Seth.

He placed an arm around Seth's waist, holding his body to his as he pumped at a moderate pace into Seth. " You feel so good baby boy." Dean whispered against Seth's neck as he kissed the soft flesh there. He kissed all of the available flesh on Seth's body that his mouth could reach as Seth clung to him with his fingers digging into his auburn hair.

The heat between the two of them got even hotter when Seth's started to move his hips in a circular motion against Dean's groin. Seth was moaning in his ear, his breath hitching whenever Dean struck that pleasurable bundle of nerves. Dean licked the damp skin on Seth's shoulder tasting his sweat. He couldn't recall the last time it felt so intense when he was fucking someone. Seth's thighs were gripping his waist. He was panting in his ear while occasionally flicking his tongue along the lobe. He squeezed Seth's ass with both hands as he increased the pace of his thrusts.

Seth could feel himself coming undone. Dean was fucking him so good. His cock kept hitting the spot again and again. He reached down between their sweaty bodies and fisted his cock, stroking it in time with Dean's strokes. He felt his dick throbbing as he got closer to his climax. He kissed Dean needily wanting all of the stimulation he could get. He wanted all that he could take until his nerves were shot. He couldn't muffle his cries in the kiss and his lips broke free from Dean's as he came between them.

Dean felt Seth's hot cum splash against his body. Seth's ass muscles gripped him hard. He thrusted a few more times and then he was cumming as well. His seed shot into the tip of the condom as he shouted Seth's name. He could feel Seth's arms around his neck holding him close. His lips on his already well marked neck. They held each other for a while after their releases as their heart rates returned to normal.

Seth slid off of Dean and onto the bed. Dean got up and went into his bathroom and discarded the condom. He then got a wet washcloth and came back out. He handed it wordlessly to Seth who cleaned himself up. Seth looked over at Dean and noticed some of his cum on Dean's abs. He wiped it off gently. He then took the washcloth to Dean's bathroom and rinsed it out.

When he came back out Dean was lying in the bed staring up at the ceiling. He turned and looked at him for a long moment. Seth wondered if Dean wanted him to go back to his own bed after the incredible sex that they had.

" Come here." It was somewhere between a demand and a whisper but Seth crawled onto the bed nonetheless.

He laid down next to Dean who pulled the blanket over them once more. Dean then proceeded to pull him against his body and kissed him slowly and deeply. Nothing about being with Dean felt wrong. Everything felt right even though he knew what they had done was wrong.

When Dean awoke the following morning, Seth was still asleep on the pillow next to him. He pulled back the blanket and admired Seth's sleeping form. Goddamnit, he was beautiful. Long, sinewy muscles encased in smooth golden skin. His pretty mouth parted slightly as he slept. Dean kissed him softly so as not to awaken him as his hand trailed down the side of this human masterpiece. Last night had meant something to him. What he and Seth had shared had never been so intense with anyone else. Except for Roman. Subconsciously he clenched his fist as he thought about his friend. Roman had what Dean wanted in Seth. He also held what Dean needed which was between the two of them.

As he watched Seth as he slept he knew that he couldn't just step aside and let Roman have him to himself.

A/N: So some people have been asking if this is an Ambreigns, Ambrollins or Rolleigns story. Honestly, it's all three. It's Ambrolleigns. Some parts are going to be Ambrollins heavy, some are going to be Ambreigns and some are going to be Rolleigns. Everybody's favourite pairing is going to have a shot.