Finally, the first move is made!
This chapter is a lot shorter than the others but it just felt like that was it's natural end so I left it there instead of ruining it by overdoing it.
Enjoy :)
Day 19 cont.
Blaine and Kurt stood staring at each other, both processing the news that the other had just voiced. Blaine traced his eyes over Kurt, taking in his v-neck white top that stretched over his biceps and jeans that made him ever more attractive. Blaine wanted this boy and now he knew that Kurt wanted him. Did he want to be gay? No, he didn't. But as more and more time had gone by he'd started to realise that he had less and less of a choice on the matter. Every fibre of his being was telling him that he wanted to be with this boy. Had he not given Kurt a long speech the other day about how there was nothing wrong with being who he was or who he wanted to be? Would anyone choose this lifestyle given the liabilities that are attached to it? But sometimes these things that were previously a choice become a need. And Blaine decided there and then that he needed Kurt. He needed to act on these feelings that were eating him inside out.
Blaine stared at Kurt, drinking him in for a few more seconds but he'd already made up his mind. Blaine crossed the room in a few quick strides, put his arms around Kurt's neck and kissed him. It was like the electric current that had passed through Blaine every time he'd touched Kurt before was multiplied by ten. His body felt like it was screaming in happiness; he had never felt so alive. He pulled away, his arms still fastened around Kurt's neck in order to judge Kurt's reaction who, being so shocked by Blaine's actions, hadn't immediately responded. Kurt put one arm around Blaine's waist, the other to his cheek and leant forward to return the kiss.
Blaine finally felt like the needs in his chest that he'd been feeling for the past few weeks had been met. The hunger that he'd had for this boy that had changed his world was being satisfied by a kiss and it was such an amazing kiss. His lips were so soft and passionate, the hand at Blaine's waist grabbing hold of the material of Blaine's t-shirt, creating movement near his groin. Blaine lifted his hand to Kurt's hair, running his fingers through it, making it even more dishevelled. Kurt's hand that was on Blaine's cheek moved down Blaine's body slowly, his fingers running smoothly down his neck, down his shoulder, down his waist, making Blaine's skin tingle and the movement near his groin worsen, until it joined his other hand in grabbing the material of Blaine's top.
Blaine deepened the kiss, tracing his tongue over Kurt's lower lip, feeling the cut groove under his tongue. There was a quiet moan in the back of Kurt's throat, making Blaine move his body closer to Kurt's, his hand getting tighter in Kurt's hair, pushing their faces closer. Blaine could feel the boy's erection against his stomach, this making Blaine want him even more. He pushed Kurt closer to the edge of his bed until the backs of Kurt's legs were touching the side. Understanding Blaine's motive, Kurt pulled away from the kiss and climbed to the centre of the bed, Blaine climbing over and lying on top of him, Blaine's hands either side of Kurt's face and one leg inbetween Kurt's. Blaine stared at Kurt for a few seconds.
"Are you okay?" Kurt quickly breathed.
"I've never been this ok in my life," Blaine responded, immediately lowering his face down to Kurt's, restarting the kiss, their lips synchronising in their movements, soft and slow. Blaine leant on his elbow and with his other hand explored Kurt's arms and chest over his t-shirt, feeling the different shapes they made as they moved. Kurt's hand lifted up Blaine's top slightly so his hand was touching Blaine's skin. The spark that flew through Blaine at this touch was so strong it made him pull his lips away from Kurt's in reaction.
Kurt figured that the skin to skin contact was too soon and pulled his hand away. Taking this as a signal to stop for now, Blaine rolled off of Kurt and lay next to him on the bed. He could sense Kurt staring at him so he looked over towards him. He didn't think he would ever get enough of looking at Kurt's crystal blue eyes. At that moment, they were looking at him hungrily and Blaine wanted to kiss him again but thought that perhaps that was enough for one day.
"How do you feel?" Kurt asked. Blaine pondered over his answer.
"I'm not sure," he began. "Kissing you was very different from kissing a girl, I know that much."
"Maybe it's because I'm bigger than you," Kurt winked.
"Hey, you may be taller, but we'll see about bigger." Blaine winked in return.
"Oh, good comeback Mr Anderson," Kurt said. "But seriously, are you okay? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." Blaine turned over and propped himself up on his elbow, not taking his eyes off of Kurt.
"That was the best kiss I've ever had in my life," Blaine said, staring straight into Kurt's eyes so Kurt knew he was telling the truth. Kurt's eyes widened slightly, making Blaine want him more; Kurt was so unassuming and it was so attractive. "I don't know what it is about you Kurt. I mean, this isn't the average Joe falling in love feeling or anything like that. I just feel like you're changing me, but I don't think that that's a bad thing." Kurt sat silent for a bit, contemplating his answer.
"Well," Kurt said, turning onto his side so he was facing Blaine. "I have feelings for you that I haven't had before either. It was all very sudden for me too, you know? I haven't really felt anything for anyone before, not properly." This made the hunger feeling in Blaine's chest tighten; he was so happy.
"We can take it slow though right?" Blaine said slowly. "I mean, this is all still new to me and-" Kurt lifted his hand up to indicate to Blaine to stop talking.
"Blaine, I said before this even happened that I don't want to push you or make you feel uncomfortable," Kurt said. "You tell me what you want to happen when you want it to happen, okay? We'll see how it goes. For all you know it was just a weird rush of passion for you and now that you've got it out of your system, it'll go away."
"…I doubt that," Blaine said quietly.
"Still, slow and steady." Kurt stuck out his little finger to Blaine. Blaine smiled weakly and wrapped his little finger around Kurt's.
"Slow and steady." Blaine agreed.
