Chapter 31

When Dean pulled away from the kiss he could still see the question lingering in Seth's eyes.

Dean took a deep breath and caressed the side of Seth's face. " I honestly don't know baby."

He noticed Seth biting his bottom lip, looking apprehensive.

" Listen Seth. I know that Roman hurt you but I still care about him. But ..." Dean paused to kiss Seth's forehead. " I'm not going to leave you." Dean paused. He could feel Seth's breath tickling his chin. Seth's body pressed right up against him and his hand touching his bare back.

Dean groaned and buried his head in the crook of Seth's neck. " You do things to me Seth." He plucked the tender flesh that he found there with his lips. " I can't explain it." The tip of his tongue licked the soft flesh and he felt Seth shudder against him. " I just can't get enough of you." The edge of his teeth pressed against Seth's skin. " I don't mean to sound like a creep but I don't think that I could give you up even if I should." Seth's neck inherited something between a kiss and a bite. " I know that I've been saying it all night." Dean pulled back so he that he could look right into those large brown eyes. " I love you Sethie." He brushed his lips over Seth's. " I don't know if you understand how deep this goes." His blue eyes locked with brown. " But I'm trying."

Seth captured his lips in a kiss that sent a shock straight through Dean's system. Seth was kissing him hard. His fingers pressing hard against his scalp as if Seth was trying to steal his breath out of his body. For the first time he allowed Seth to control the kiss and dominate his mouth. He could feel Seth putting his all into it. He could barely keep up with the way Seth's tongue was tangling with his and how turned on he was getting by Seth pressing his erection against his own.

Dean regained a little control by pushing Seth's boxers down his hips palming Seth's exposed cheeks. Seth moaned into the kiss and rolled over so that he was on top of Dean. He paused briefly to discard the boxers flinging them somewhere on the floor. His lips quickly reattached to Dean's who promptly rolled them over again so that Seth was on his back and Dean was trailing hot opened mouth kisses down Seth's neck and on to his body.

" Seth..." Dean breathed out hungrily. " Do you have any idea how much I want you right now?" Dean's mouth covered Seth's right nipple and sucked on it hard edging the nub with his teeth. Seth responded by locking his legs around Dean's waist so that Dean's cock was pressing against his ass.

Dean took Seth's arms and pinned them above his head holding them with one hand at the wrists. He then started moving his hips against Seth's ass as if he was fucking him. " I want you so bad Sethie." He whispered into Seth's ear before sucking on the earlobe. Seth hissed and gave a cat like whine and thrusted his own hips back against Dean's. " I just want to push my cock into you with no prep. I want to push so deep that you can feel my cock touching your heart as it beats." He sucked Seth's cheek releasing it with a pop. " Then maybe you would understand how deep my love is for you."

" Do it." Seth's voice was soft yet commanding.

Dean looked at him and all he saw was trust in those eyes. " Do it." Seth repeated. He easily broke the confines of Dean's hand and used his own to slide it down Dean's back to his ass. " I want you Dean." Seth leaned up and kissed him. " I love you too."

So fucking beautiful was all that Dean thought as he kissed Seth back as he postioned himself between Seth's legs and pressed the head of his cock against Seth's entrance. It was a bit difficult at first and he felt Seth tensing up from the initial pain but he managed to soothe him enough to relax again and sure enough the head went in. Taking his time and not wanting to cause Seth anymore pain he took his time easing into his welcoming heat. When he was fully in, he broke the kiss and smoothed Seth's hair back and kissed his face. " It's okay baby."

Seth intertwined his fingers with Dean as they stared at each other as Dean started to slowly fuck him. Dean's strokes were long and deep and it did feel as if his cock was brushing against his heart everytime that Dean slid back in. He knew that he loved Dean beyond a shadow of a doubt and the way how he made him feel so special on a day when he had never felt lower made his love for him grow even more. Seth barely understood it himself when he had started looking at Dean as more than a roommate but he was glad that it had happened. He had never been with someone like Dean before that could be so brutally honest with him and yet make him feel as if he was the only person in the world that mattered to him.

He felt his balls tightening and his cock throbbing as Dean covered his mouth again in another kiss. He didn't even care about how soon he was coming. He could tell from the way that Dean was fucking him that he was close as well. Seth arched his back as his sounds of his release was muffled by Dean's mouth. His cum splattering against both bodies . He heard Dean curse and his teeth sinking in to Seth's bottom lip cutting it as his release soaked the inner walls of Seth's body. Dean then sucked on the lip tasting the coppery liquid as he came down from his orgasm. Both of them were breathing hard against each other unable to put a label on what just happened between them. But whatever it was had brought them even closer.

When Dean awoke the following morning, Seth was curled up against him. His head was on his shoulder and his arm was over his waist. He watched Seth as he slept with details of last night flooding his head. What he and Seth had experienced was so damn intense and yet a part of him felt as if something was missing. No not something, someone. He had missed Roman. His body still craved that strong, dominant structure. The relief that he felt when Roman was near him that he had someone else to help him and Seth. It was one of the reasons that he needed to talk to him. They both needed him. Seth and him would work for a while and then the result will always be the same. Sooner or later they would hurt each other and they needed Roman to help put them back together.

Dean kissed Seth's cheek and then eased him gently on to the bed and covered him with the blanket. He then threw on a pair of sweatpants and t-shirt and headed downstairs hoping to catch Roman before he left for work.

When Roman came out of his apartment ready for work he saw Dean leaning against the side of the Mercedes waiting for him. He sighed and shook his head as he approached Dean.

" Somehow I don't think you're here to give me a goodbye kiss."

" You got that right." Dean responded as he watched Roman open the back door and toss his briefcase on the seat. " What the hell happened? Why are you giving Seth such a hard time? Do you know how much he's hurting right now?"

" Well isn't this ironic? You lecturing me on hurting Seth." Roman bounced back at Dean who was right up in his face.

Dean clenched his jaw and then unlocked it trying hard to remain calm. " I told him to be honest with you. That you would understand. What he did wasn't his fault. Now he thinks that you don't want him anymore."

" So you feel guilty now is that it?" Roman's grey eyes were flashing. Dean could feel the tension rising quickly between them.

" Damn straight I feel guilty. I didn't think you would be such an asshole to him about it." That did nothing to defuse the situation and Dean saw a flash of annoyance across Roman's face. But Dean pushed further. " He cried for you for hours Roman. Hours! He even came to the bar to get me to comfort him. He even cried again when we got home. He fucking loves you and you're treating him like trash." Dean groaned exasperatedly and then turned away from Roman. He continued to look at him he might punch him in that handsome face of his.

" I know that it's not his fault Dean." Roman finally said after a minute or two.

Dean turned to face him. " Then why are you treating him like this?"

Roman exhaled loudly and walked around to the driver's side of the car and opened the door. " It's just complicated alright?"

" No it's not alright. Seth's hurting because of whatever complications that you have so you need to get over it."

" I can't just get over it Dean just because you say so." Roman got into the car and slammed the door.

" We need to talk this out. I can't take much more of this. I can't stand to see him hurting like this. I can't fix him this time. Only you can." He was begging now. He was being truthful. It was tearing him up inside knowing that his Sethie was upset and he couldn't fix it.

" You really do love him don't you?" It wasn't really a question, more like a statement.

Dean nodded. " Of course I do." He decided to try one last time. " Let's go out this evening. It's my night off. Just you and me."

" Dean I can't. I got lots of work back at the office and ..."

" Fuck your work! This is about me and Seth!" Dean's emotions were overwhelming him now. " Don't you dare put your work ahead of us unless you no longer care about us anymore."

" Of course I care. It's just that it's a huge task and I'm kinda in over my head a bit." He confessed.

" Well if this relationship is important to you, you'll meet me tonight." Those were Dean's final words as he walked back to the apartment.

When Dean made it back to his bedroom he saw that Seth was already awake and was sitting up in bed looking around a bit lost.

" Hey baby." Dean greeted him as he slid into bed next to him and automatically Seth leaned against him and Dean held him in his arms. Dean kissed Seth's temple. " Did you sleep okay?"

Seth nodded as he laid his head on Dean's shoulder. " Did you talk to Romie?" He asked quietly.

" Uh yeah." He stroked Seth's soft hair before continuing. " He says that he doesn't blame you for what happened but I think that there's something else going on with him."

" Like what?"

" I don't know baby." Dean kissed Seth's forehead. " Hopefully we can meet tonight and talk about it." He decided not to tell Seth about the ultimatum that he gave Roman. He didn't want Seth to stress out more than he already was.

A few minutes of silence passed between them just holding on to each other and consumed with thoughts of their current relationship while the morning sun casted its beam through the curtained window on them.

After a while Dean spoke. " C'mon and get dressed Seth. I'm taking you to breakfast at that cafe that you like. Would you like that?"

Seth nodded and pulled away a bit from Dean to look at him. Soon he leaned forward and pressed his lips against Dean's giving him a warm kiss. He then gave him a soft smile before he got out of bed completely naked and made his way to his room to get ready.

After breakfast, Dean spent the rest of the day trying to teach Seth how to mix drinks. He was a quick learner but the only problem was that he drank nearly as much as he made so Dean had to cut him off before he got too wasted and got a hangover.

Now it was evening and Seth had gotten ready to go to club. Dean was sitting on the couch watching television when Seth crawled into his lap and they started kissing. They had been kissing for at least fifteen minutes now and Dean was doing everything he could to keep his hands above Seth's belt. His mouth was so soft and warm and incredibly sweet. Seth's tongue was taking its time rolling over his but Dean knew that they had to stop soon. He didn't want Seth to be late for work.

" Hmm, Seth?"

Seth licked Dean's top lip and then sucked it into his mouth. " Mmm?"

" You've got to go to work baby." Dean's hands were nice and warm underneath Seth's t-shirt touching his soft skin and he didn't particularly want Seth to leave either.

Seth groaned and resumed kissing Dean as if he hadn't heard him. Dean's hand slipped between Seth's thighs and caressed the hard shaft trapped in the tight jeans. Seth moaned appreciatively and started to plant kisses down Dean's neck. " I don't think that you want me to go."

Dean removed his hand from between Seth's legs. " I never do baby." He hooked one arm underneath Seth's legs and lifted him up bridal style while still kissing him and carried him to the front door where he set him down on his feet.

Seth's arms went around his neck and Dean's arms around his waist. He rested his forehead against Seth's. " I could spend the whole night kissing you but unfortunately you have to go."

Seth kissed him briefly. " Me too." He took a big breath and stepped out of Dean's embrace and took up his duffel bag. He unlocked the door and looked over his shoulder giving Dean a flirtatious wink. " Walk me to the car?"

It was still another ten minutes before Dean returned to the apartment. He was quite sure that he had a number of hickies on his neck from Seth. He looked at the time. It was almost seven. Roman should be home soon. After he took a shower he strolled into Seth's room to see if he could borrow some of those expensive lotions of his.

It took Dean a good five minutes of looking through everything on Seth's dresser before he found one that he liked. Everything was anti-aging this and anti-wrinkle that. The boy didn't have a line on him, so either the stuff worked or he didn't need it. He settled on a bottle that promised dramtically different results almost instantly on skin softening. He squeezed a generous amount out of the rather small bottle leaving it nearly half empty and smeared it all over his body and then vigorously tried to rub it in. It smelled nice and it wasn't too greasy but after a couple of minutes he didn't really see what the big deal was.

He took up a bottle of cologne that looked as if it had never been used and sprayed it a couple of times on himself. It was nice clean scent with a bit of a spicy edge to it. Dean decided that he quite liked it and decided to take it back with him to his bedroom. Seth would never miss it among the twenty other bottles that he had.

He buttoned up the black shirt that he had taken from Seth when they had found him at the hotel. He put on his nicest pair of jeans and black ankle cut boots. Somehow he felt that tonight determined whether this relationship continued or not and he wanted to make sure that Roman saw the best of him when he was making that decision. It was seven forty-five. Dean looked out through the window in the living room. No sign of Roman yet. He was normally home by now. He wondered if Roman was actually standing him up. He wasn't certain that Roman loved him but he knew that he loved Seth and hopefully that love for him would bring him home.

Dean went back into Seth's bedroom and started using some hair wax to mould his hair. He wasn't sure what kind of a look he was going for but he would know when he got there. He heard a car pull up below and knew that it was Roman. He paused waiting for his phone to go off but nothing. He continued to style his hair trying to take his mind off it. Finally he settled on having the sides of his hair slicked back and the top in a low pompadour style reminiscent of Elvis. He thought it made him look quite sauve and dapper in the sharp black shirt. He washed his hands and sat on the couch and waited.

About fifteen minutes later a text came through from Roman telling him to meet him down stairs by his car. Dean locked up the apartment and headed down to the car. He leaned against the Mercedes waiting for Roman to make his appearance. He didn't have to wait long because a few minutes later Roman came out of his apartment. Dean's breath nearly caught in throat when he saw him. Roman looked as if he had just come out of the shower. His hair was wet and clung to his dark blue shirt. His jeans fitted him perfectly giving just a hint of the hard thighs that Dean knew that lurked underneath. As he stopped in front of Dean he could definitely smell the freshness of the shower mixed with the aftershave that he was wearing. He looked so fucking hot that Dean forgot for a moment that he was suppose to be angry at him. Roman was looking him over as well. His grey eyes looked dark and a bit predatorial as they roamed over Dean's body. Ambrose saw the merest flash of the tip of Roman's tongue as his lips parted slightly as they both checked out each other.

Dean could feel the electricity in the air between them. He was glad that he was leaning against the car when Roman reached out and ran his hand down the side of his torso making him exhale sharply. Roman caressed the material of the shirt between his fingers and Dean wondered if he was as turned on as he was.

" This shirt does look good on you." Roman finally said breaking the silence.

Dean mumbled a thank you barely getting the words out. Quite frankly he would prefer if the shirt was off his body and he could feel Roman's hand on his bare skin. Roman leaned into him by the barest inch. He could tell that Roman's eyes were fixed on his lips. That he wanted to kiss him. Dean almost closed his eyes in anticipation of that kiss when Roman stepped back, letting go of his shirt. He went around to the driver's side and unlocked the car and Dean got in the passenger side, his heart racing. Buckling his seatbelt, he decided that Roman not kissing him was for the best. They would've probably ended up going back into Roman's apartment and fucking and not having the conversation that they needed to have.

Roman drove them in silence for a while. Dean was unsure about what to say to him. Part of him wanted to choke him out for treating Seth so poorly and the other part of him wanted to straddle his hips and ride his cock for the rest of the night. Dean found himself turning his face to look out the window so that Roman wouldn't see the flush that was creeping up his clean shaven face. He told himself that he had to focus on the matter on hand. Sexy time with Roman could come later. Hopefully.

Roman pulled into a car park near the Santa Monica Pier. As usual on a week night it wasn't that full and he found a car space easily. When the car was parked and the engine turned off he got out of the vehicle and Dean followed his moved. He nodded towards the boardwalk and they started to walk.

They walked for several minutes in silence eventually ending up on the beach. The waves crashed against the weathered shore as the night wind blew briskly around both of them.

" So are you going to tell me what's the problem that you have with Seth?"

Roman sighed hard and shoved his hands into his pockets. " It's hard to say."

" That's really vague Rome." Dean walked in front of Roman so that the larger man had to stop and look at him. " We could spend all night here Rome. Because I need some answers."

Roman shook his head. His hair was almost dry now and it was thick and voluminous around his head like a glorious mane of a horse's hair. " Do you really want the truth Dean?"

" Yeah that would be nice." The sarcasm coming across clearly.

" Well the truth was Dean, I really was disgusted when Seth told me what he did." Roman crossed his arms and cocked his head to as side as he took in the surprised look on Dean's face.

" But it wasn't his fault. You even said that you didn't blame him for what happened." Dean took a step closer to Roman so that their bodies were almost touching. " Seth had to do what he did to survive. How can you not see that?"

" I can see it." Roman responded quietly. " It's just that after he told me I just, I dunno, I guess I just shut down. Just the thought of my baby going through something so awful just numbed me."

" You could've reached out to him afterwards Rome. He was such a mess. It really took a lot out of him to tell you that. Now he's scared that he's lost you."

" Yeah I really fucked up." Roman looked past him. His eyes connecting to something in the distance.

" There's something else isn't there Rome?" Dean ran his index finger down the center of Roman's chest stopping at the belt buckle. " What aren't you telling me?" Dean's finger went over the belt buckle and down the crotch of the pants, finding Roman's dormant member. He stroked his finger over it causing it to grow slowly.

Roman growled in the back of his throat. " Dean." He placed his hands on Dean's shoulders, angling his head as if he was going in for a kiss but Dean turned his head away but kept trailing his finger up and down Roman's covered shaft.

Dean used his other hand to pull Roman's belt out of the first tab while his finger continued to stroke him. " Tell me." Dean sank down to his knees on the sand. He pressed his lips against the hardness in Roman's pants. His tongue darted out and licked at the material. " What are you hiding from me?"

They were out in the open on the beach and Dean was on his knees in front of him with his mouth attacking his cock through his clothing. Anybody could walk by and catch them. Roman undid his belt fully and unfastened his jeans. Dean slid his hands up the backs of Roman's thighs until he held a firm butt cheek in each hand. He used his teeth to pull the zipper all the way down. He kissed the exposed skin right about the waist band of the underwear and squeezed Roman's ass at the same time.

" Oh fuck." Dean could tell from the raspy way that he spoke that Roman was quite turned on. He wondered how much longer he could tease him.

" So aren't you going to tell me?" Dean's tongue leaving a wet trail across the skin.

Roman hissed. Dean was exquisitely torturing him now. " Okay fine." Dean kissed the outline of his cock through his underwear and then looked up at him expectantly. " I told my parents about us a few weeks ago."

Dean was actually surprised. This was far different from anything that he was expecting. " So what happened?"

Roman sighed and tried to run his hand through Dean's hair but was surprised at how waxy it felt. " What's that in your hair?"

" Oh I used some stuff that belonged to Seth."

" I think you used too much. It's all sticky and shit." Roman wiped his hand on the side of his jeans.

Dean squeezed a butt cheek. " You're stalling."

" Right. I told my parents about us. Well they didn't react like Seth's parents but they're definitely not happy about it. I mean I guess I could understand in a way. I only used to date women until now. But I told them that I loved you and Seth and nothing is going to change that."

Dean's gripped tightened on his ass as he pulled himself up so that he was eye level with Roman. " Are you serious?"

Roman nodded. " Yes. I did tell my parents about us."

Dean shook his head. " No. Not that. I mean that you love Seth," his voice trailed off a bit, " and me."

Roman caught on to what Dean was hinting at. He placed one arm around Dean's trim waist and another around the back of his neck so that their bodies pressed together. " Is this your way of asking me if I love you?"

Dean groaned pretending to be annoyed even though he could feel his heart racing in his chest. " Well it's a simple yes or no question."

Roman purposely rubbed his lips over Dean's as he spoke. " That it is." His top lip trailed over Dean's bottom one which elicited a small lustful moan.

" You're gonna fucking torture me aren't you?" Dean's breath caught in his throat as Roman parted his lips slightly and teased them over his once more.

" It seems that way. The more you curse and talk dirty because you aren't getting your way the more it turns me on." Roman confessed using the tip of his tongue to lick the inner wetness of Dean's top lip.

" Fuck you." Dean dugged his fingers into Roman's scalp and smashed their lips together. Roman seemed to have been expecting this and immediately started working Dean's lips over with his full ones. The tip of his tongue swiped at Dean's lips who parted them instantly. The slippery muscle made its way into Dean's mouth as Dean's hand slid easily into the back of Roman's underwear to palm his bare ass.

Their erections were rubbing hard against each other as the kiss intensified on the beach under the star studded night sky. They kissed and sucked at each other's lips as their tongues slid against each other.

Dean pushed one side of Roman's hair over his shoulder so that he could plant kisses down his neck. Roman's moans rumbled in his throat, vibrating against Dean's lips. He slipped his hand down the front of Roman's opened jeans and wrapped his fingers around his hardness in the boxer briefs. Dean squeezed the head feeling the liquid through the material. He looked at Roman. His eyes heavy with lust and desire looking at Dean as if he was picturing all of the things that he wanted to do to him.

Dean got back down on his knees and pressed his mouth against the bulge sucking it through the material.

Roman pushed his fingers through Dean's hair finally breaking it up. His nerves were on high alert yet he was so ridiculously turned on as Dean took his cock out right in the open. The cool night air briefly hit his cock before he felt Dean running his tongue along it. He watched as Dean concentrated on his cock, licking and kissing it up and down the shaft taking his time as if he had completely forgotten that they were out in the open and that anyone could pass by and see them.

Roman was looking around to see if anyone was coming when sucked the head of his cock into Dean's welcoming mouth. " Fuck baby."

Both of Roman's hands became entangled in Dean's hair as he pushed him to take more of his cock. Ambrose slurpped him in greedily. The thrill of being caught and the fact that his cock felt so good down Dean's throat meant that this was going to be a short ride.

Dean squeezed Roman's right butt cheek hard while his other hand was just feeling Roman's ass up. Dean's head was bobbing up and down as Roman felt the hot liquid pooling at the bottom of his belly. Roman wanted to do nothing more than to rip Dean's clothes off and smack that delectable ass of his as he fucked it from now to oblivion.

" Fuck!" Roman moaned out loud not caring who heard as his cum was released in Dean's mouth who swallowed it quickly. Tonguing the slit as if he wanted more of Roman's juices.

Reigns grabbed the front part of Dean's hair tugging it. Dean took it as his cue to stand. He grinned at the how flustered Roman's face was. " You're such a fucking slut, you know that?"

" I've been told that it's one of my better qualities."

Roman kissed him hard. He didn't even bother to fix himself. He tasted himself on Dean's lips and he didn't even care. He could see that Dean was a bit breathless when he broke the kiss. " Damn straight I love you."

Dean couldn't help but smile as he wrapped his arms around Roman's neck and softly kissed his pouty lips. " I love you too Rome." He pressed his hips against Roman's. " How about a round two?"

A/N: Thank you guys so much for your support! It's still amazing to me how many people know about this story.