Ahsoka's P.O.V.
I couldn't believe it. Barriss, the person who I used to be best friends with, wanted me to leave the Jedi Order. My life, my friends, and my family. Sure, they didn't treat me like family right now. But to me, we're like one big family. Yoda is the dad, and everyone else are the kids, grand kids, etc.
I stared at the note again, and crumpled it up. I tossed it under my bed. (A/N You may wanna remember that part) I was torn between going, and staying. I walked out of my room to go and find Harmony. She would know what to do.
Harmony's P.O.V.
I was surprised to find Ahsoka asking me for advice.
After she told me what happened, I was surprised. I know that Barriss thought that the Jedi Order was just a piece of, excuse me for my french, shit, but to others, it was their lives. Just look at Anakin and Obi Wan. They loved the ways of the Jedi. You could have a relationship, (In this AU, the Jedi can fall in love. It just makes my life easier to write the story this way) go on awesome missions, get killed, what more could you possibly want? (Hint the sarcasm on the last one)
Anyway, Barriss is such a bitch. I can't believe she would do that. She and Ahsoka used to be friends! Ahsoka paced inside my room.
"Should I leave?" She asked me. I looked at her in shock. "Are you flippin' crazy!?" I yelled. "There is no way in hell that I'm letting you go, and get killed!" Ahsoka gave me a look. "Who said anything about death?" She asked. Hmmmm...Good point. But um, you may run into Count Dooku?" I said. I have a feeling it came out as more of a question though. "Yeah, you have a point. But I think I can take him with some backup." I nodded. I think she could too. "Listen," I looked at Ahsoka since her voice was dead serious. "If I leave, tell Anakin not to come looking for me, cause if I know him, which I do, he'll look, and that'll lead to trouble." I looked at her. "Wait, so you're seriously thinking of leaving?" Ahsoka nodded. "I'm sorry Harmony, but if I lost anymore people that I loved, I'd be even more broken (1 Anyone guess?) than I already am." I nodded.
Ahsoka had told me a while ago that after her parents had gotten a divorce, her mother had committed suicide out of depression, and that her father had been murdered. My parents had both ditched me after I was born, since I wasn't a boy like they had hoped. Talk about bad parenting.
"So, is that a yes?" Ahsoka asked me. I nodded. "Yes." Ahsoka gave me a sad smile. "Don't tell anyone, no matter what." I ran over, and gave her a hug. "I promise."
Ahsoka's P.O.V.
This was it. After a day of planing, I was ready. I had gotten another note from Barriss. It read: I know that you told your new 'best friend'. You have already replaced me. Now, you only have today. And yes, I did convince your mother to commit suicide.
-Barriss
I knew it! That back-stabbing, condescending, soul hating, pain-in-the-ass bitch! I threw the second note on the floor. I was done. I'm leaving. I was going to kill myself, but now, I was going to go and find Barriss. I wanted revenge.
I ran to Harmony's room, and knocked on the door. Shaak Ti answered. She smiled at me. "Hello Ahsoka, what can I do for you?" She asked. "Is Harmony here?"I asked. Shaak Ti shook her head. "Oh, well, can you give her this note?" I handed Shaak Ti a note, and she nodded. "Of course."
"Bye Shaak."
"Bye Ahsoka." I waved as I left. If only she knew that this would be the last goodbye.
Anakin's P.O.V.
If only she knew that this would be the last goodbye. I read through the force. Ahsoka. What did she mean? Is she leaving? Nah, she probably just um, uh..., okay I got nothing. I'm coming Ahsoka!
I ran out of my room, and into Ahsoka's. I investigated a bit, but found nothing. I opened the bathroom door, and looked around a bit. What I found was horrible though. A bloody knife.
Did Ahsoka kill someone? No. She's too sweet. She would never hurt someone innocent. Also she's only sixteen. (Anakin's twenty five. I know, he's old, but he'd be around there, so deal with it) You have to be twenty to have a killing permit. I looked around some more. I looked under her bed, and found two crumpled up pieces of paper. I unfolded them and read them.
The first one read:
If you don't leave The Order, I'll kill everyone you love. You have three days, and I'll know when you leave.
-An Old Friend
An old friend? Could that be Barriss?
I read the second letter.
I know that you told your new 'best friend'. You have already replaced me. Now, you only have today. And yes, I did convince your mother to commit suicide.
I did a double take. Ahsoka's mother committed suicide? Wait, screw that, Ahsoka's missing. Barriss. So many thought whirled through my mind. It took a while before realization dawned on me. Ahsoka's going to commit suicide!
I ran as fast as I could to the infirmary. Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit! I hope that I wasn't too late. I ran into the building, and looked for Ahsoka. She was nowhere to be seen. Had someone already found her body? I hope not. I ran out of there, and ran to Obi Wan's room. He would know what to do.
Obi Wan's P.O.V.
I have no idea what to do. Harmony had visited me earlier, and gave me the letter. It was hers, but Ahsoka had written down to tell me. What do I do? Tell Anakin? No. The note said to not tell Anakin anything. Wait, let me show you Ahsoka's note.
Dear Harmony,
I'm so sorry, but I'm leaving. I need to find Barriss. You were my best friend, and you were always there for me. I appreciate it so much. Even in my 'darkest times', you always cheered me up. You know what I mean. I left you a gift in my room. It's in the bathroom. Well, technically it's not a gift, but you'll know what to do with it when the time is right. Replace the real one with a fake one. That way, only you know what it will do. Tell Obi Wan everything except about you know what. I trust you with my life, and I hope you don't let me down.
Thanks for everything,
Ahsoka.
That was the note. I have no idea what some of that meant. I had asked Harmony, but she wouldn't tell me. She was a really good friend. I'm so sad that Ahsoka left. She was like a daughter to me. I know that Anakin loved her. No one else knows this though. I'm the only one he's ever told. I feel so trusted.
I heard my door open, and saw Anakin. "Ahsoka's missing!" He shouted. I gave him a sad look, and handed him the note. I know that Ahsoka said not to, but seeing the look on his face made me. Blame the face!
After reading it, he looked at me with a confused expression. Did I look like that after reading the note? Probably. How embarrassing. Off topic aren't I?
After one long hour of Anakin crying, breaking things, apologizing for killing my pet fish, and then him getting me a new pet fish, he finally felt better. "Here you go, Goldie." I put my new fish in my old fishes bowl. Sun, my old fish, had been old anyway, so I'm fine now. Goldie was a female goldfish, who was only a month old. She was so tiny! Her coloring was gold, and getting off track again aren't I?
Anakin started to pace. I watched him move back and forth. "Anakin, calm down, Ahsoka is a strong girl. She can handle herself." I tried to reassure him. I was also trying to reassure myself too. I would never forgive myself if Ahsoka died, and it was my fault. I think that Anakin feels the same. Or at least he should.
"I've got it!" Anakin shouted, making me jump. "I'm going to go after her."
Good news guys! I got a new fish! Her name is Shimmer. She's a baby betta, and she's so tiny! Her coloring is sorta clearish, pink, and silver. Pink body, Silver on her belly, and clearish fins. She is so cute. The downside is that my cats want to eat her. YIKES! Get away from her, Lavender! Sorry, cat attack.
Anyway, who can't wait for the next Heroes of Olympus book to come out? I'm thinking of doing a fanfic for Leo and Piper. Sorry Jason and Piper shippers. I just think that Liper rules! Boyah!
BTW, J.K. Rowling has finally made another Harry Potter book! Yay! Haven't read it yet, so anyone who has, PM me, and tell me all the details! I NEED MORE! Also, who hates Ron and Hermione as a couple? If you had seen the movies, you'd totally understand that Harry and Hermione rule. Am I right? Don't answer that. I'm always right.
How to train your dragon fans, guess what? There's going to be a third! Awesome right?
Did you know that sometimes goldfish can live up to sixty years? That's pretty wicked.
-Hayden