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Chapter 18

R POV

I hear Dimitri coming through the front door of the house securing the perimeter so that I won't be harmed by the deathly curse of the sun. It is not long till the sun sets and I am finally able to venture out of this basement and move freely through the night. I was starting to get so hungry but dared not complain to Dimitri about it as I didn't want just animal blood any more but I desperately desired human blood and it was becoming unbearable. I feared what would happen when Dimitri opened the basement door but knew that I had to be strong so as not to scare him from becoming awakened, I had thoroughly impressed him so far and just needed to stay stronger for a little while longer.

However, as he walked down the stairs and I saw him in all his glory my hunger subsided a little as a new hunger took its place.

Watching Dimitri saunter down the stairs I could not help but admire his physic. The way his tall muscular body glided towards me with such grace was hypnotising. His shoulder – length brown hair was out of its ponytail and framed his face beautifully, all I could think of was running my fingers through it. His chocolate dark brown eyes were so intense and they were boring in comparison to mine which only increased my arousal and I could not hold back any more. I raced to him with such speed it threw him completely off balance but thankfully I was able grab hold of him and push him up against the wall. As I latched onto him I kissed him and became so overwhelmed with the feeling of his lips against mine, I barley noticed his hesitation, but it did not stop me from claiming my prize. I had waited patiently all day in the confines of this derelict house and I deserved my reward! I could sense that Dimitri was a little distracted but after tugging at his gorgeous plump bottom lip he allowed me entry and kissed me back with the same voracity. His lips were both firm and unyielding but at the same time they were soft and sweet and I wanted to devour him in that kiss. As I pulled back to look at Dimitri properly, he opened his eyes and gave me a very seductive smile.

"Miss me much?", Hmm my man was getting quiet cocky!
"You have no idea". I hadn't realised how much I missed him and I was desperate for his touch.

Dimitri then took control of the situation and kissed me while switching position and crushing me between himself and the wall. His kisses moved down to my neck, and then up to the soft spot behind her ear that sent a ripple through my entire body before settling deep within my core and I let out an involuntary moan. It was unbelievable the way Dimitri could make me succumb to his every desire by just a simple kiss here and pelvic thrust there. My body could not seem to get enough of him and I was being driven mad with my need for him. I could tell because of the way he growled every time I gave out a strangled cry that my pleasure was turning him on and from the look in his eyes, I could see how he thoroughly enjoyed the power he had over me, and this in turn drove me wild.

"Oh Roza you taste so good"
"Dimitri, please your teasing me and I can't handle it! I haven't seen you all day!" He pulled away to look at me and gave me the most alluring smile. I gave Dimitri a little pout and he couldn't resist.

"Tell me what you want Milaya?", He kissed me down along her collar bone and nipped at the place just above her breast. His firm hands were ravaging my body moving up and down feeling me over my breasts, down my stomach and then knotting themselves up in my long brown wavy hair that I knew he loved so much.

"I want you, and I want all of you!".

My breathing started to turn into pants and moans as he brought me to the ground. He zipped down my jacket shrugging it off and then pulled up my tank top so as to get better access to my breasts. I could barley think straight with the way Dimitri carefully started sucking and nipping at my left breast while he fondled with my right nipple twisting and pulling with his fingers making sure that I was left in that special place between pleasure and pain.

"Dimitri please", I couldn't handle any more foreplay I wanted him inside me.
"As you wish". I could hear the smirk playing on his lips.

In the next moment we stripped each other of all our clothing and Dimitri hovered himself just above me settling himself in between my legs and then with out warning he thrust himself inside me. The urgency was tangible and we meet each others thrust for thrust with such deep penetration that it did not take us long to come crashing down. I lets out a loud scream which vaguely sounded like Dimitri s' name and then we both reach our climax at the same time. It was the first time I did not need to use my compulsion to sway Dimitri to have sex with me and this brought a smile to my lips and I knew that my plan to allure Dimitri in to turning was starting to work and that his will power was ever so slowly bending. However, this high slowly subsided as I started to succumb to my desire for blood and with Dimitri still on top of me and his neck right at my beck and call, I could not seem to control myself. I started sending sweet kisses up and down his neck and Dimitri seemed to respond by bringing his neck even closer to my mouth. I could not focus properly as my Strigoi senses were starting to take over and I started to suck along one particular vein that was pulsating rapidly. It seemed, by the way Dimitri heart rate was racing that he was getting turned on by this particular ministration and he released a groan which only encouraged me further. This sent me over the edge and before I knew what was happening I bite into Dimitri s' neck.

"AHHHH... ohhhhhhh...". Dimitris' cry was a wake up call and I instantly pulled away and was able to look directly into Dimitris' eyes. Even though I wanted to turn him eventually, I did not want him to be able to rule me or my senses and it seemed as though his blood had that specific power over me and I cursed myself for my weakness.

"I'm so sorry Comrade I haven't fed in a while". Yes that's right I hadn't feed since last night so It was only natural for me to need to drink. It had nothing to do with Dimitri or his blood, even though... god he does taste so fucking amazing.

"Roza...". By the way he called me Roza I could not help but look up at him. His eyes were glazed over just from the little influx of venom that has delved into his blood.

"Dimitri I would never hurt you". I professed to him earnestly.

At the end of the day I did not want to hurt Dimitri and although I knew that being awakened would be painful it would be worth it at the end. Still now was not the time because I wanted him to accept the transformation without any bitterness towards me. That was vital! I did not want to risk all the effort I had accomplished so far and hoped that Dimitri would not pull away from me. However, what he said next took me by surprise.

"I trust you Roza, drink!" . I couldn't believe what I was hearing but I knew that he did not want me to turn him, just to drink from him. Dimitri was willing to give up his blood and strength in order to satisfy my thrust. But I was not naive to think that Dimitri had altruistic intentions, by the way his heart beat was rapidly increasing with every inch my fangs leaned closer to his neck. He wanted the bite just as much as I did and I smiled in victory. I would play my part for a little while longer but I knew that the time was drawing near and Dimitri would be begging me to turn him. This was all just too easy, so I asked him one last time.

"Comrade are you sure, I haven't done this before I don't know if I can stop myself?". I couldn't care less whether I drunk him dry or not but I wanted him to know the risk.
"I trust that you will stop! Now drink from me!" I couldn't believe what he was saying and a tiny part of me, felt a little guilty.

He was putting his trust in me not to go all the way and drain him. I think it was the little bit of humanity that I had lingering in my system that stopped me in my tracks and I made a promise not to turn him in that moment but to wait like I had originally planned. Still offering himself to me I did not hesitate and I sank my teeth into his neck.