Rizzles really starting to come in now. Going to make it slow though. Thank you for all the comments and reviews. Hope everyone is enjoying the story so far. JANE'S VIEW.

I woke up at about 5:30 in the morning. But not by choice. Maura was making a load of noise downstairs. I knew I wasn't going back to sleep so I went down to see what she was doing. Once I made my way to the kitchen I saw that Maura was making…

"Coffee?"

"Please." I had never been so happy to walk into the kitchen. I sat down on one of the chairs and looked up at Maura as she handed me the cup of coffee. "You never told me."

"Told you about what?" She was completely confused and I can't really blame her.

"About your first time with another woman."

"It's a little early to be speaking about that sort of thing."

"Yeah I guess so. Or you could think it is late seeing as how we were speaking about this last night."

"I suppose. So what do you want to know?"

"What happened?" I had been so open with her, time for her to do the same.

"Well, in one sense I had two times."

"You do get around don't you?"

"Well of course I do. I have to get around in order to-go shopping and work and…" I forgot she doesn't get sarcasm.

"Maura. Let's get back on topic. Please."

"Right. So like I said last night, I found out I was a lesbian when I was 19. I went to an al girl's school so I never knew much about boys. I obviously knew about them, just never had much interaction or interest in them. But at one of our school dances, the dance committee thought of a clever little game. Kiss, hug or slap. The point was a camera would go round and pick out two girls standing next to each other. The image would be streamed to a TV at the front of the hall for all to see. The person with the camera chose one of the girls to kiss, hug or slap the other."

"Let me guess, the person chose you, and you chose kiss."

"Actually quite the opposite. The other girl was chosen but she chose slap. I couldn't understand why, I had never met her before." Okay I'm confused.

"Okay, so if she slapped you how is that helping you know you were gay?"

"Let me finish."

"Sorry."

"Anyway. After she slapped me I ran to the bathroom. I wasn't going to cry in front of my whole school. But she must have followed me because the next thing I knew was that she had me pinned against the wall, and she kissed me. Her lips were so soft. They sent a shiver through my body. I was completely lost in the moment. When she pulled away she whispered in my ear 'you have no idea how long I have wanted to do that.'"

"You have a very good memory. So what happened next?"

"She left me standing there and I never found her after that. I didn't even know her name. So what was I supposed to do?"

"Not much I guess. Okay so that was your first taste of the other side, but what was it that sealed the deal on the second time?"

"Well I figured I was gay after that first kiss." She starred at me with thoughtful eyes. "Jane, do you know why I came to this school?" I wasn't totally sure where she was going with this.

"I just assumed you wanted to work at the new school."

"Not quite." Guilt and shame were washing over her. Not even Maura, the master of emotion hiding could hide this.

"It's okay, I won't judge."

"Try saying that after you hear this. At my last school there was this girl in my class who was a lesbian. And she knew somehow that I was also a lesbian. But one day afterschool as I was walking to my car, this girl was waiting for me. She came out from behind a corner, and took hold of my head and hair. She pulled me in close and kissed me. And as she did quickly moved on of her hands down, along my neck, over my breast and kept moving down to my…" Okay this I didn't need to hear.

"Okay Maura, bit too much sharing. Skip a head a bit would ya."

"Right. I pulled away and pushed her back. I had no intention of doing anything like that with her. She wasn't my type." A grin was creeping out the sides of her lips now.

"Oh so what's your type?" I had to ask.

"Do you want to hear the rest of the story, or what my type is?"

"Okay. Continue. You can tell me your type later."

"Uh huh. So the next day the headmaster asked to see me. Turns out there was a camera that could see what happened. I tried to explain what actually happened, but he wouldn't believe me. He gave me a one week notice, and I was gone. In retro spec I did get off lightly. So anyway, those two experiences that showed me my true identity."

"Why would I judge you? The girl was the one that kissed you. It wasn't your fault."

"I suppose so. But to answer your earlier question…" She started to move round the kitchen island that sat between us. I stayed sitting in my seat, hands beginning to sweat.

"Yeah, you did say you would answer later."

"My type is tall. Long, dark hair. Pretty of course. A person that usually like control, but enjoys being dominated." She was standing behind me. I was still sitting in my chair facing the island. She placed her hands on my shoulder and began to rub. It was so relaxing and nice. She pulled my hair to the side, gently. She brought her lips down to my neck. Her warm breath on my shoulder. I couldn't move. I wouldn't move. She kissed my neck and I had to bite my lips to keep myself from moaning. As she moved her kisses to lower down on my neck, I lost all sense of time and feeling. Then she placed a single delicate kiss just behind my ear and no amount of biting was going to keep me from letting out a catch of my breath.

"Maura." She stopped kissing my neck and moved so I could see her face.

"I do believe I just found one of your spots, Miss Rizzoli."

"Two things." Still trying to catch my breath. "One never call me Miss Rizzoli again, and two, we have to stop." I felt like crap after saying it because it wiped the smile straight off her face. But she nodded in agreement anyway.

"Well, I guess I'll just go and get dressed then." Maura's voice sounded broken. And it killed me to hear it.

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Maura drove me to school because I left my car at Korsak's house last night. We pulled up into the school car park. It was about 7:55, so people were heading in now. Once Maura parked she turned to me.

"Don't be ashamed of yourself just because of other people." She took my chin with her soft delicate hand, and made me look up at her. "You're a strong girl Jane, show it." She leaned in for a kiss. I closed my eyes and kissed her back. But when I opened my eyes, my heart exploded. Kate was looking straight at me from the other side of the car park. Maura had her back to Kate, which meant there was a chance Kate wouldn't recognise her. I pulled out of the kiss and looked to Maura.

"Don't get out of the car until I am inside the school and don't turn around either."

"Jane what's…" She began to her, I grabeed her back.

"Please!"

"Okay. Alright."

"Thank you." I got out of the car, and practically sprinted over to Kate.

"Well, well, well Lezzoli. So who are you raping now?"

"Look Kate, I don't care what kind of rumour you spread about me, but leave the other person out of this please?!"

"And why would I do that?"

"Because you enjoy tormenting me. So why go and hurt someone else?" she was thinking about it for a moment.

"Fine. Besides I can't even see who it is. This is good because people love the mystery." She started walking to the school. I made sure she couldn't see who was in the car. Once she was inside I turned to Maura's car and gave her the thumbs up to say it was all clear.