Sorry, another short chapter. But they will be getting longer again. These are sort of filler chapters to keep everything up to date. Please leave comments and reviews. Hope everyone is enjoying the story. JANE'S VIEW.
Oh my god. Oh my fucking god. That was the best night of my life.
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It was 2:30 I the morning. There was no way I would be able to go to sleep tonight. Not after all that. I just want to lay her for ever and stare at the gorgeous women lying next to me in blissful silence.
"Janie." That voice. It wasn't Maura's. "Janie. Why are you doing this to me Janie? First you scream at me and then you go and do this." The voice was so clear I was frozen in complete and utter panic. Then…the hand. "I love you Janie, can't you see that?" I closed my eyes and tried to imagine that it wasn't him. He wasn't here. I opened my eyes and saw that Maura was no longer there. It was me sitting alone. But I wasn't even in her bed I was sitting at a school desk, in my English classroom. Now I knew I was dreaming. Or if Hoyt was in it, I was having a nightmare. But I couldn't wake myself up.
"Why am I here? Why can't I move?"
"Because I don't want you to leave me again Janie. I'm sorry for screaming at you the other day. But for you I have so much passion it comes out in some strange ways." He got closer to my face and paused before standing up straight and walking round in front of me.
"Help someone help!" I was screaming at the top of my lungs.
"No one can hear you Janie. It's just you and me." He walked his fingers along my arm.
"Maura!" I prayed I was sleep talking and Maura might wake me up. Hoyt however wasn't happy. He slapped me right across my cheek and then took my hand.
"I don't ever want to hear that name."
"Jane." That wasn't Hoyt. But we both knew who it was. "Jane…Jane…" Everything was starting to go fuzzy. Hoyt was no longer recognisable. "Jane." Keep talking Maura. When I opened my eyes, I was back in Maura's bed, in her room at 2:31. When I looked at Maura to tell her what just happened, her eyes were closed but she was still calling my name. She was sleep talking. "Jane." I took her hand.
"I'm here Maura."
"Jane?"
"Yeah Maura it's me."
"Jane, there's something I have to tell you." This was so weird. But I couldn't stop myself.
"I'm listening." I moved do I was closer to her.
"Jane Rizzoli, I think I love you." I couldn't think of what to say. Maybe I heard her wrong.
"Say that again."
"I love you Jane." Nope. Heard her right the first time.
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4:56. Maura would wake up in about half an hour. I hadn't slept since the nightmare. I decided to sneak out and just leave a note saying I had to get some stuff from my house and I didn't want to wake her. She looked too peaceful. This was partially true. Even though I felt bad for leaving after sleeping with her, but I need to clear my head and just sort things out. I would see her later anyway to give her the timetable. I doubt she even knew he said it. But if her subconscious said it then it has to be true. Either way, something was said. And I heard it loud and clear.
