I once again recommend you listen to the song at the same time :) mixture of angst and smexiness... is that possible? Hehe, me think so
Wanted
"Why?" the woman screeched, and Kanda took a step back, unwillingly startled. He'd thought she'd understood, thought... what had he thought? "You killed him! You killed my Thomas! You bastard!" She hit him repetitively and Kanda stood there, taking it all, eyes unwillingly wide.
Why was he being affected by her outburst so much? He should be used to this... should be... no one understood, no one, they thought him a monster, when he was saving them from the monsters... turmoil was building, and so was confusion, and with a frustrated – and pained - cry, he drew Mugen and brandished it warningly.
"Yuu!" Lavi cried, grabbing the surprisingly distraught Japanese teen's arm and yanking it down. He kept his grip on that arm, that trembling arm, as he stared the woman down, telling her silently to leave.
She finally got the message, and, after cursing Yuu again, she walked away, tears running over her cheeks. Yuu yanked his arm free and shivered violently, staggering forward and catching himself with the same skill he used when coming out of a flying leap.
"Yuu," Lavi said again, though quieter, sympathising with the boy. He couldn't see those beautiful eyes because of the long bangs covering them, but those equally beautiful lips were pulled back and his teeth were clenched. "Yuu... c'mon, let's head back."
A pause, a forced nod. He was in an unbelievable amount of pain – emotional and physical. His skin was burning, the tattoo throbbing and his throat was blocked by some unknown emotion, but Kanda followed anyway.
Lavi had barely gotten the key in the lock when Kanda had made up his mind, and he pushed the redhead through the door and slammed him against the adjacent wall. I only wanna be wanted, he thought as he pressed his lips against Lavi's and kept the taller boy's hands pressed to the wall.
The door swung close and Kanda pulled away, sliding down Lavi's body and running his hands over the taut muscles. He slipped his hands up under Lavi's shirt, dragging his nails tauntingly over the muscles he felt there, before removing his hands and unbuckling Lavi's belt and shoving down his pants so that they hung low around his hips.
Scoffing, Kanda shoved Lavi back with a sharp push of his hand against Lavi's hip and stood swiftly, turning away from the redhead now onhis knees, clearing finding it hard to breathe. He walked towards the window then turned and looked back at Lavi.
With a sharp flick, his hair was out of his eyes and he tauntingly stripped himself of his exorcist coat and white dress shirt. Running his hands over his own body, he linked his thumbs through the belt loops on his pants and leaned back a bit.
"Well," he said, quietly and mysteriously and so tauntingly once again. "Come here." He pulled his hair loose and ran a hand through it, disentangling the few snags.
Before he knew it, Lavi had his lips over his and was pushing him back onto the bed. Kanda raised a hand but Lavi caught it and deepened the kiss. With a gasp, Kanda pulled away and held Lavi back by placing a forceful hand on his chest.
Lavi was panting, his gaze was hazy, but he could see the doubt and fear and the uncertainty and the tears building in those eyes. "Make up your mind, Yuu." He was begging, really, if Yuu could hear it in his voice.
Why was he shaking again? "...Put your mouth on my lips," he ordered quietly, trying to recover that same defiance he'd felt earlier. Lavi pushed him back again and kissed him passionately. Kanda groaned and arched his back, eyelashes fluttering as his eyes rolled back into his head.
But tears were still slipping loose, and next was a sob and Kanda linked his arms around Lavi's neck, pulling him closer, kissing him with desperation. "I only wanna be wanted by you," he panted, kissing Lavi again and again as gentle fingers brushed his tears from his cheeks. Gods, he was so aroused, so desperate. His body was trembling.
"What exactly do you think I've always wanted from you, my darling?" Lavi breathed against his neck after separating from the kiss. "Don't be scared, I won't leave you. I couldn't."
"Are you allowed to have personal reasons for sticking by someone, Bookman Junior?" Kanda asked, his voice dead as he waited for Lavi's answer, eyes trained on the ceiling, grip loose.
"It will only make me stronger," Lavi breathed, before Kanda pulled him down again for another kiss. "Now stop your teasing, and take care of the problem you've caused." And there was that smirk again, that defiance, and Lavi groaned, biting down savagely on Kanda's shoulder, drawing blood. He'd have to get stronger if he wanted to last in a relationship with Yuu.
Wanna tease you till you're begging me,
And you're on your knees,
And it's hard to breathe,
And every other time is just a memory,
'Cause I only wanna be wanted by you.
Put your lips on my mouth,
Put your lips on my mouth,
Put your lips on my...