I promise that my updates will start being more frequent again. I hope you guys like this chapter ;) -Lanie x

The next morning he got to her house before the sun was out. It was easy for him to do since he knew for a fact her dad had only been home for a few hours. That meant that he was free to break inside her house, which was even easier for him to do. Tara often forgot her key so he's watched numerous times as she's grabbed the spare key. Luckily enough she had remembered to put it back.

Ever so silently he went through the house. When he got to her bedroom, he got the door open and walked in. His eyes landed on her sleeping form and a smile toyed on his lips. The few times he had gotten to see her sleep were some of his favorites.

Finally he walked over and knelt over by her bed. He ran his head across her cheek gently. Tara stirred in her sleep as she leaned in and kissed her. When he pulled back, she was moving around more.

"Come on babe, wake up." He whispered to her.

"No." She mumbled in her sleep as she hugged a pillow close to her chest.

Jax tried to cover his laughter but was failing to do so. "You're not a morning person." He mumbled.

When she finally opened her eyes, she told in her surrounds and realized that she was in bed, she looked at the clock and noticed how early it was. Tara didn't even notice Jax as she rolled over and pulled the blankets over her higher.

Jax threw his head back in frustration and climbed into the bed with her and moved his hand to her thigh and started to tickle her. Once she was squirming and laughing he figured that she had to be awake. He propped himself up on his elbow and peeked over at his girlfriend that was now wide eyed and panting.

"Good you're up." He told her with a grin.

"What the hell are you doing here?" She asked him as she turned in his arms.

"Well I don't think I would have bothered if I knew it would take me this long to wake you up." He groaned.

"What ten minutes?" She rolled her eyes at him. "What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to take you somewhere." He shrugged as if it was nothing.

"It's not even 5 in the morning yet." She whispered, trying to figure out just what he wanted this early in the morning. It should have been alarming that he got into her house but she knew better than to doubt he's skills.

"Well it's better we go now before the suns up." He tried to explain to her.

"I think I get the point of this now. Can you go to the living room or something so I can get ready." She asked him.

"Nope, I don't trust you not to go back to sleep. You can get ready with me in here." He raised his eyebrows suggestively.

She threw the blankets off of her and climbed over him so she could pad over to her dresser. Once there she rummaged through all of it and grabbed what she needed.

"You're not going to look away either are you?" She asked him with worry in her voice.

He shook his head. "It's okay babe, I want to see you."

Tara felt her heart beat faster as she moved to push her sweatpants off. Once she stepped out of them, she looked down and went to reach for the elastic of her underwear. Knowing if she looked at Jax she would end up fleeing the room, she pulled them down and made quick work to pull on the clean pair.

She felt his gaze burning into her skin, he was the first person to see her without clothes on. Tara looked up as she pulled her pants on to study his face. The look she saw was something she had seen before. What she saw was need in his eyes. Her heart caught in her throat as he got up and walked over to the place she was standing.

"Don't be afraid. It's just me." He told her as his mouth quirked up in a half smile.

He reached for the hem of her shirt and slowly and deliberately dragged it up her torso and over her head, Jax dropped it on the floor beside them. They stared into each others eyes as he moved his hands to her breasts. Tara felt her chest move up and down, quickly with her breathing as he gently massaged her. He circled one of her nipples before dropping his hands and kissing her head. She could feel him pressed up against her and she let out a soft moan at the loss of his touch as he moved away.

"Finish getting ready so we can go." He told her with a wink.

Tara stared at him blinking, leaving was the last thing she had on her mind at this point. She wanted to continue. "Um.. yeah. I'll get dressed now."

She put her bra on and threw her shirt over her head, concealing what he was just touching. It was embarrassing how flustered she had gotten. But he did that to her. Jax Teller could make her heart race and her palms sweat. Once she was deemed ready she put her hand in his and walked out with him.

...

After driving for a while he stopped when they got to an open field. He pulled out a blanket and laid it on the grass before laying down and opening his arms. With a smile, she happily laid beside him and moved into his arms.

"Thank you for this." She told him.

"Anything for my girl."

"I hope I'm your girl for a very very long time." Tara felt her cheeks heat up as she reveled that.

He tightened his grip on her and nodded. "Me too." He whispered against her hair.

Tara yawned and laid her head against his chest as she looked up at the sky, waiting for the sun to rise.

"Yeah, no going back to sleep on me babe." He smirked.

She turned her body into his and looked at him. "Someone rudely woke be up though."

"I'll leave you alone from here on out then."

"I'm not letting you get away that easily."

"I hope not."

She smiled at him and ran her hand along his jaw. "I've never felt like this before."

"Like what?" He asked as he let out a content sigh.

"So...in lo...in love." She stammered out.

He raised his eyebrow in surprise. "You love me?"

She shook her head. "I guess what I mean for the first time since my mom died, there's someone that cares about me and they don't have to love me because they're family but because they want to."

"Well I hope you know how much I care about you baby." He told her. "Because I get all of that. All those crow eaters don't want me for me...They want the club. You just want me and anything else is a bonus."

"You're right about that Jackson. I want you so much." She told him softly and hit his chest. "Look." Tara pointed up.

They both turned their heads to watch the sun start to rise. In the silence both of the teens soak in the love that they are beginning to feel for each other. As the watch the sun light up the sky, she's stroking his cheek, and he's running his hand up her back. Never have either of them been so content with the ways things were in that moment.

"That was so pretty, I'm glad you woke me up."

"So am I. It's been a great morning." He told her as he nuzzled her hair.

"You think that for a different reason." Tara looked at him, accusingly.

"It's not everyday your girlfriend agrees to let you see her naked."

"You just got really lucky that I let you."

"Maybe I should repay you." Jax started to move his hands to buttons of his jeans.

Tara laughed and moved his hand. "No. Not right now."

"You know you want to-"

"If I say yes that I do want to see you without clothes, that you'll keep them on for right now?"

"Yes ma'am."

After awhile, Tara ended up straddling his hips and holding both of his hands. She was trying to get him to stop tickling her, she really regretted letting him know where all of her ticklish spots were. Tara leaned down and pressed her lips against his softly then she used him as support to push herself back up.

"I think you should teach me to drive the motorcycle." She smiled sweetly down at him.

"I should what?" He asked in alarm.

"Come on. It'll be fun!" She giggled.

"No you wrecking my bike and killing yourself doesn't sound fun."

"Who's to say I'll crash?" She pouted down at him.

"I care about my bike more than you."

Tara let go of his hand and hit him on the chest. "That was rude."

"I'm sorry babe."

"I just want to have fun too."

"I promise it's just as fun to ride on the back."

"Then ride on the bike with I'm in the front."

"Not going to happen."

"Who taught you to ride?" She asked him softly.

"My old man." He replied dryly.

Tara could tell that all of that was hard for him to talk about. But she wanted to really know him so she figured that giving him a little push wouldn't hurt anyone.

"Do you miss him?"

"Yeah, just like you miss your mom Tara." He shrugged.

"What was he like?" Tara asked.

"Like any outlaw biker." He looked up at her.

"You don't want to talk about this do you?"

"Not really, I won't talk about Thomas either so don't try."

"I bet you were a really good big brother.."

"Tara please don't." Jax told her, his voice cracking. He looked so broken and lost at the mention of him.

She nodded her head and ran her hand over his cheek and watched as he let out a troubled sigh and cover her hand with his.

"Are you going to feed me?" Tara asked him since she knew it was time to talk about something different.

"Is that your way of asking me for breakfast?" He asked, thankful for the change.

"Um yes, dipshit. I need food." She said playfully.

"Someone is getting feisty." He shook his head at her before he wrapped his arms around her and flipped them so she was underneath him.

She tried to squirm away from him. "I just want you to feed me."

He stood up and held out his head. "Come on let's go feed the princess."

"You're the prince, I'm no princess."

"Don't you start…"

Tara laughed as she followed him back to the bike, getting on she told him before he could start the engine.

"I want pancakes."

"I'll get you some damn pancakes."

…

Jax made good on his word and took her to the dinner where he bought her pancakes. When he tried to steal some of it, she about stabbed his hand with the fork to teach him a lesson. After she ended up eating way too much food for her own good he took her home and went inside once they realized that her Dad had already left for work.

"Are you feeling better now that you've eaten?" Jax asked her, teasing.

"Yes now I don't feel so moody."

"So the key to keeping you happy is food?"

"Well you often work too."

"Ah so I'm as good as food."

"I don't know I've never eaten you." As soon as it came out she covered her mouth.

"Did you just? Please tell me I didn't hear you wrong."

"I didn't say that."

"You did. You wanna suck my dick?" He smirked over at her.

"Well when you're like that, no."

"Should we continue from earlier?"

Tara felt her body heat at the memory of their earlier exchange. She realized in that moment that she didn't really mind. The way she felt about him was good enough reason for them to keep going. He knew what he was doing, and she trusted that he wouldn't ever hurt her. Her heart rate picked up at the realization that she wanted to have sex, Tara wanted to lose her virginity to Jackson Teller.

She gave him a shy nod. "Yes."

"Okay." He told her as he walked over to her.

Jax cupped her face and began to kiss her gently. He moved his head down her side and tugged at the hem of her shirt. She moved back and let him pull it over her head. Tara gave him a smirk before tugging off his shirt as well.