A/N: Another note! you know the cover!? KakaIru made it for this story! I squealed so hard when I saw it! She is one of the most AWESOMELY WONDERFUL people I know!
Also omg, I feel like I'm not writing as fast as I could. I have a couple more chapters planned but I don't really know how to write them. Uhg. So I might be a little slow on posting the next few chapters. Sorry.
Disclaimer: Is Lee getting chased by Seme's that want him as their Uke? No? Then I don't own Naruto.
Title: Save your Sorrow
Lee sighed in content as he was held by Gaara. He was sitting between Gaara's legs on the bed. His back pressed against Gaara's chest. Lee leaned back and smiled softly as he was held tighter and watched the moonlight as it made his bedroom walls glow.
Gaara pulled Lee closer to him. He lay his head against Lee's shoulder blade, and nuzzled it, inhaling Lee's honey scent. He let out a growl like purr then sighed and lay his head on Lee's shoulder.
"Lee..." He whispered, his voice still a deep rasp even with the quiet sound.
"Hm?" Lee turned his head slightly, taking a moment to nuzzle Gaara's cheek with his own.
"I...fear...that one day, I wont be able to protect you..."
Lee bit his lip, now frowning. He felt...horrible, how could he put all this pressure onto Gaara! He should be able to protect himself! To save himself! Lee put his hands on Gaara's arms and rubbed them.
"I am sorry Gaara-koi. I did not mean for you to have to come to my rescue so often. I am ashame-" Lee sounded so sad but he was suddenly cut off by Gaara.
Gaara grabbed Lee's chin and turned his head until he could kiss him completely. He leaned Lee back and turned his own head to deepen the kiss. He pressed his tongue into Lee's mouth and shivered as Lee's moan tickled his ears. Gaara kept his eyes slightly open to see the little expressions.
Gaara pulled away as he felt himself begin to throb in need for Lee. He placated himself by gazing at Lee's flush cheeks and dazed yet happy expression. He looked back down at Lee's slightly reddened mouth and licked his lips, growling slightly in pleasure at the lingering taste.
"I don't want to hear you say that."
"But-" Lee blushed as he was silenced again. He did not stop himself as he turned his body and wrapped his arms around Gaara's shoulders. Lee mewled into the deep kiss, losing his mind to the feelings once again. He whimpered softly as Gaara pulled away.
"I want to protect you. I want you safe." Gaara said as he slowly moved until he was above Lee, pinning him to the bed. He leaned down until he was breathing Lee's air and said, "I need to be needed by you..."
Lee shivered, feeling his skin prickle and a warmth pool in his stomach. He licked his lips and couldn't help but shiver again as Gaara's gaze darted to his lips then back to his eyes. Lee watched Gaara's eyes darken and he started breathing a little heavier.
"Am I needed by you...?" Gaara asked in such away that it didn't even seem like a question.
Lee gasped softly, Gaara's rough voice making his nerves turn to fire. He nodded mindlessly and was rewarded with a predatory grin. He trembled in want and squeezed his legs together, to try to make his sudden ache go away. Lee watched Gaara's eyes slowly rake down his body until it rested on his legs, then traveled all the way up again.
"Do you crave to feel me inside you, like I crave to be held within you?" Gaara continued with the questions that weren't actually questions. He slowly ran his hands down Lee's arms and over his sides until he was caressing bare legs.
Lee whimpered and slowly spread his legs, letting Gaara take his 'rightful' place between them. Gaara's voice was making him feel so needy for the red head. He licked his lips and raised his arms to wrap around Gaara's shoulders again before saying, "Y-Yes, I w-want...oh~"
Lee moaned softly as Gaara ran his hands up his nightgown. He felt those hands on his bare hips and ass, just rubbing and kneading his flesh. Lee bit his lip at the sensual feel of it and mewled, trying to speak quickly, "Gaara-koi...I want you, I've wanted you, and I need you."
Gaara hummed to himself in pleasure at Lee's words. The hunger inside him grew and he just wanted to devour his lover. He gripped Lee's ass and pulled him closer until their groins were pressed harshly together. He growled lightly as Lee gave a quiet keening sound and leaned down again. He captured Lee's lips and kissed him ravenously. He ground his clothed member against Lee, making the older boy feel the rough fabric of his pants and every inch of his still growing erection.
"A-ah! Gaara-koi!" Lee gasped out Gaara's name and arched against him, wanting to feel more. His body begged for it.
Gaara took that opportunity to push his tongue into Lee's mouth and taste him once again. He lay his body completely on Lee's, pressing against him almost harshly. He groaned as Lee wrapped his long legs around his hips and just ground against him again. He would claim Lee as his again, no matter what. He needed to.
"Mine..." Gaara growled lowly, now thrusting against Lee. He bit Lee's neck and sucked until he tasted blood.
"A-Ah!" Lee moaned, shivering hard. He dug his hands into Gaara's hair and tugged on the red strands. He gasped as Gaara suddenly bucked hard against him, groaning against his neck. Lee tugged Gaara's hair again, only for the same thing to happen. Lee's heart jumped in his chest and he smiled widely
"I-I found a g-good spot!" Lee giggled then shivered again as Gaara slowly raised his head from his neck and looked at him with darkened eyes. Lee then felt one of Gaara's hands slowly trail up his body until they pressed against his lips.
"Suck." Gaara said, pressing his fingers harder against Lee's lips and staring intently at them.
Lee blushed and opened his mouth. He took three of Gaara's fingers into his mouth then slowly began to lick them. His blush grew as he could hear Gaara's breathing coming out in pants. Lee closed his eyes and swirled his tongue around the digits, moaning softly as he felt Gaara's other hand slowly stroke his side.
"Enough." Gaara rasped, his voice heavy with arousal. He pulled his fingers from Lee's mouth, a string of saliva still connecting them before it snapped. He wrapped his arm around Lee's waist then pulled Lee up to him.
Lee made a surprised noise as he was lifted then giggled. He wrapped his arms around Gaara's shoulders again and made a little whining noise.
"Gaara-koi...I want to feel you." Lee said, pressing a kiss to Gaara's neck "I want to feel our bare skin touching again. Please..." He lightly bit Gaara's neck then licked the mark he made. Lee shivered at the pleased sound Gaara made then gasped as sand rushed around them. Before Lee knew it, they were completely nude and he could feel Gaara pressing intimately against him. He could even feel Gaara's member pressing against the curve of his ass.
"Do you feel me now...?" Gaara said with a slight smirk. His smirk grew at Lee's little whimper and nod. He trailed a hand down Lee's spine to his backside and slowly slipped his fingers between his cheeks.
"I want to feel you wrapped around me again."
Lee gave a soft cry as Gaara suddenly pressed his fingers inside him. He trembled, wrapping his arms and legs tighter around the red head. He gasped and moaned, feeling Gaara's fingers press deeper and rub his inner walls, stretching him for something bigger.
"G-Gaara-koi!" Lee moaned, "Y-Yes! I want that too, I want to feel you inside me, please~!"
Lee rocked his hips against Gaara's fingers, riding them as if they were Gaara's member instead. He dug his nails into Gaara's back as a third finger entered him then pressed his face into Gaara's neck. He had noticed Gaara's burning eyes staring at his face and was sure that what ever expressions he had been making were embarrassing. Lee squeaked as he suddenly found himself on his back again, staring up at Gaara's face.
"Don't hide from me. Never hide from me." Gaara growled, his voice tinged in possessive anger. He curled his fingers inside of Lee and watched his expression changed to helpless arousal. He grinned and pushed his fingers deeper inside, adding a forth finger at the same time.
Lee cried out, feeling full from the fingers inside him. He scratched hard at Gaara's back, arching up. He pulled Gaara closer and begged him, "Please Gaara-koi! Enough, I need you!"
Gaara's eyes flashed darkly and sand shot from around them, grabbing a bottle of lotion and bringing it back quickly. He chuckled and leaned down further, licking Lee's lips before kissing him deeply. Gaara uncapped the bottle and slicked his erection with the lotion without looking then pressed the head of his member against Lee's stretched hole.
Lee let out his breath as Gaara sunk into him. He felt the burn of Gaara's member stretching him to the point that he could feel Gaara throbbing inside him. Lee chanted 'yes' mindlessly and curled his fingers into Gaara's red hair, tugging it. He cried out as Gaara suddenly thrust harshly inside him.
Gaara gasped as pleasure ran through his body, from his scalp to his toes. He growled as Lee pulled his hair again, unable to stop his body's reaction to thrust hard into Lee's tight heat. He groaned loudly and slipped his arm under Lee's body, raising him up once more to press their bodies together.
Lee clung to Gaara desperately and tugged his hair again. He cried out again, loving the hard thrusts into his body, feeling like Gaara was claiming him completely once again. He whimpered as Gaara began to thrust harshly inside him without his urging.
In and out, In and deeper in, Lee could not get enough. He barely realized that he was begging Gaara for more in a sobbing voice. He almost bit his lip to stop himself but Gaara suddenly pressed him up against the headboard and began thrusting widely into his body.
"Yes...more, take all of me!" Gaara groaned, "You're mine. Mine, mine, mine! No one will take you from me!"
Lee felt his heart skip a beat in his chest even as the coil in his stomach tightened. He rocked his hips into Gaara's thrusts, feeling his climax coming faster with Gaara's words. He wanted this, to be claimed so completely by someone, by Gaara. He needed it like the air he breathed.
"Y-Yes! Oh gods, Gaara! I am close, so close! Please, mark me, cum inside me." Lee moaned and mewled, his nails creating their own marks on Gaara's back once again.
"Yesss" Gaara hissed, pounding faster into Lee. He suddenly bit into Lee's shoulder right as he felt the other boy tighten around him. The muscle clamping down on him, the feel of Lee's cum hitting his stomach, and the sound of Lee's cries forcing him to cum as well. He pushed deep inside of Lee, as far as his pulsing erection could reach as he came, making sure his seed could never come out.
They panted in slight exhaustion together as Gaara's body trapped Lee's against the headboard. Lee slowly wrapped his arms around Gaara in a hug and inhaled deeply, trying to get real air into his lungs.
"Oh Gaara-koi..." Lee said, a smile in his tone, "I love you, so very much."
Gaara gave a growl like purring sound and kissed Lee deeply, trying to show Lee his love instead of saying it. He had this irrational feeling again saying that word, as if everything could be taken away if he said it.
Lee kissed back, understanding. He knew he would wait forever to hear Gaara finally say the words but for now, this was more than enough. He really could feel how much Gaara did love him, and like Gaara had said before, what they felt surpassed the word love.
Gaara slowly pulled away then laid down, keeping Lee in his arms. He saw Lee's eyelids droop and knew that his lover was tired. It was still in the early A.M.s and Gaara knew the Lee needed the sleep. The conversation Gaara had been planning to have could wait.
"Sleep. We will talk in the morning." Gaara said quietly, pulling Lee tighter against his chest.
Lee cuddled against Gaara and nodded sleepily, "Okay Gaara-koi..." he mumbled, yawning. Almost without noticing it, Lee fell asleep to the feeling of Gaara playing with his hair.
When morning came Gaara found himself reluctant to wake Lee up. He liked watching the other boy sleep and cuddle up to him. He knew of Lee's natural reaction to fight, even in his sleep, so the fact that Lee cuddled to him instead made a rush of warmth and pride run through him.
Gaara waited for Lee to wake up naturally instead.
It was closing on ten a.m. when Lee finally woke up. He yawned and stretched like a cat against Gaara, purring slightly at Gaara's warmth. Lee cuddled closer to Gaara and slowly opened his dark grey eyes to look at his fiance.
"Good morning, my love." Lee giggled, pressing a kiss to Gaara's lips before getting up.
Lee smiled as he heard sand rustled on the floor of his bedroom then grinned as he felt Gaara's arms wrap around him quickly. He hummed softly and said, "Shower with me?"
Gaara's reply was to pick Lee up bridal style and carry him to the bath. They relaxed together, bathing for a full hour before finally leaving the now lukewarm water. When they were dressed, Gaara sighed and said, "You should tell Naruto the truth."
Lee paused in braiding his still slightly wet hair then continued. He spoke slowly, "Do you mean...?"
"Yes. About the Uchiha."
"I do not think that is a good idea." Lee spoke, his voice going slightly quiet.
Gaara walked to Lee and pulled him into an embrace. He spoke softly, saying, "I don't want there to be a chance that he gets further, and I know I can't follow you on missions. Naruto is part of your village and the only person that I can...trust...to protect you."
Lee's heart squeezed in his chest and he slowly turned to look into Gaara's eyes. It was slightly hard to see, but Lee could see the actual worry in Gaara's eyes. Though, the tightening of Gaara's arms around him should have told him as well.
With a soft sigh and a light kiss to Gaara's cheeks and lips, Lee said, "Alright...I..I will tell him."
It was barely an hour after leaving the house that Gaara and Lee found Naruto, or rather, Naruto found them.
"Yo! Gaara!" Naruto called out, running to the other demon holder and Lee.
"I wanna ask you something!" He continued as he stopped in front of them, "You know, the rumors, and that girl you said you saw a while back?"
It barely took a second for Gaara and Lee to remember the conversation just a few weeks before. Lee glanced at Gaara to see the man already looking at him. Then he watched Gaara look back at Naruto and say, "Yes...but when did I say it was a girl?"
"Can you tell me more about her? I-wait...what?!" Naruto stared at Gaara surprised, "What do you mean!?"
"It was not a girl." Gaara answered.
"B-But...so he...he..." Naruto shook his head and instead said, "Can you tell me who? Do you remember what they looked like...?"
Gaara looked at Lee and stayed silent, letting Lee decide what to do.
"I...Naruto-kun...I can tell you..." Lee spoke slowly.
"Really? But wasn't Gaara the one who saw? Wait, he told you right? Okay." Naruto nodded.
Lee's gave a slightly strained smile and motioned Naruto to follow him, "I...Come with me back home. I will tell you there, in private." Lee nodded, mostly to himself, then slowly reached for Gaara's hand. He held back a sigh in relief as Gaara grabbed his hand as soon as he touched Gaara's skin.
Lee lead Naruto to his home with Gaara and invited him in. He motioned to the couch and went to get some drinks. He grabbed some iced tea from his fridge and brought it back, setting the bottles in front of Gaara and Naruto before sitting down with his own.
"Uh, thanks." Naruto said, grabbing the bottle, "Anyway, can you tell me about...the boy?"
Lee took a deep breath and nodded. He held his bottle tightly and said, "Yes...I...The boy is...me. I was the one that U-Uchiha tried to..." Lee couldn't finish, didn't want to.
Naruto stared at Lee with wide eyes. His eyes snapped to Gaara then back to Lee before he croaked, "W-What?"
Naruto felt a type of horror begin fill inside him. Somehow, it was different, thinking and knowing, especially when the one who had been attacked had been one of his friends. He didn't want to believe it but...Lee didn't lie.
"Why..." Naruto started without even thinking about his words, even as his voice got louder in disbelief, "Why would the bastard do that!?"
Lee grit his teeth, his hands shaking. He glared at the table and almost shouted back, "I do not know!"
Gaara turned a harsh glare at Naruto and spoke stiffly, his tone filled with anger as he asked, "Are you blaming Lee?"
Naruto's head snapped towards Gaara as he stutter, "W-what? W-why would..." he then turned his gaze to Lee and actually noticed the older boys shaking. Guilt hit him and he quickly stood, saying "No! I didn't mean it like that! I swear!"
Lee took a deep breath and bowed his head to hide his face for a few moments. When he was sure he hard everything under control, he sat up straight and gave Naruto a slight smile.
"I know, Naruto-kun. I am just a little...uneasy about all of this." He said.
Naruto nodded and smiled back at Lee in a slightly hopeful manner. He slowly sat down then looked at Gaara as the red head said his name.
"Naruto." Gaara said, "Just last night, the Uchiha had...visited Lee again. I stopped him but there might...be times I am not fast enough. I want to extract a promise from you. Will you protect Lee while I am not here?" He did not mince words.
Lee stared at Gaara and quickly bit his lip to stop himself from saying that he did not need someone to protect him, that he had not fallen that far but Naruto nodded and said, "Of course, I swear. I won't let this continue to happen to one of my friends."
Lee looked at Naruto then to Gaara, then back to Naruto. With a defeated sigh, he smiled and just said, "Thank you Naruto-kun..."
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