Hello everyone, I´m back, thanks for all the reviews and likes! lysm! enjoy the new chap

Have you ever met someone who is fun and with who you actually enjoy the time you spent together? But at the same time you love to tease the hell out of this person? Well if you have then you were feeling like Damon Salvatore right now, Damon couldn't believe how Bonnie Bennett could be this mix of a responsible young girl and at the same time that silly girl who will laugh about her own jokes. He loved that.

While Bonnie could be a little nerd about Highschool and her grades she was still a sixteen year old girl and she loved to make jokes and laugh, but this quickly changed as soon as Damon asked her about why she wasn't into relationships.
Damon was really intrigued about it maybe due to his personality but he really wanted to know the reason, because there must be a reason, right?.

Today they were in the Grill, Damon had been going to the Mystic Falls High School just to pick her up and going for some milkshakes and fries, there they could talk about everything and that was something Damon really enjoyed, the fact that Bonnie was younger than him didn't was an issue because she already had a point of view for every topic, that made him feel like she someday wold be in politics or something.
They could talk from 'why is so cold today?' to 'what's your biggest fear' and this only made more interesting their hang outs because they knew there wouldn't be moments of awkward silence because there would be alwyas something to talk about, but today is almost a week from the Halloween Party and Bonnie had found a way to get away with not telling him why she isn't into relationships but Damon was ready to end that because he really wanted to know. he was a curious man.

"So, are you going to finally tell me why are you so against relationships?" And there is when Bonnie's laugh faded, she was laughing about a silly comment Damon had said

She sighed, why does he want to know? She wondered "you haven't told me much about Katherine, so ..." Bonnie took a sip of her milkshake

"Really? What do you want to know?" He made it sound like he was ready to talk if that meant he would finally know the reason

"So you want to talk about her?... I mean, Don't feel pushed by me" Bonnie blushed, she didn't know he would accept to indeed talk about Katherine

"Maybe if we make a deal, I talk about Katherine and you about your little secret?" He wiggled his brows and she giggled he was really funny

"Damon... I don't know"

Damon sighed, he knew she wasn't ready to talk about it, but it was actually weird for him, what could be that bad to make her hate the idea of love?

"Is okay, Don't worry, Bonnie, how's your Grams?"

Bonnie Smiled when she heard him call her grandmother "Grams" she had told him about how she was the only family she had now, he obviously said he was sorry when she told him about how she lost her parents at a young age and she appreciated the fact it was easy to tell him about this things, but for some reason she didn't feel like telling him about why she didn't like the idea of falling in love.

"She's okay, you know always telling me to study and to be careful of ... actually of everything, you know how grandmothers are" she said with a little smile

"Actually no, I didn't get to meet any of my grandmothers, I just met Nono, my father's dad and he passed away a couple of years ago" he said looking down and then back to Bonnie

"I'm sorry to hear that, were you close?" she asked and Damon's smile grew bigger

"Yeah, as I told you, my father had a hard childhood, Nono was an immigrant, he came from Italy and tried some luck, it wasn't an easy start and he had to work a lot, when he came here my father was already born that's why my father grew up with one thing in mind, someday be a successful man and try to give to his kid all what he couldn't have and he did, obviously Nono came to live with me and Stefan. in a way he raised us, his name was Giorgio, he was the best he and Marcela, she was our nanny"

Bonnie nodded she knew about Damon's father and how things went for him.

"I bet Nono would be proud of you, I mean you are already an economist at the young age of 22, that's impressive Damon" she smiled and grabbed his hand

"Yeah... But ..." He didn't ended his sentence and this made her arch an eyebrow

"But what?" She asked

"Do you really think he would be proud of me? I mean what I've done by myself?" He said looking at his fries, this wasn't exactly what he was about to say before but in a way it was still a thought that clouded his mind, what have he done by himself?

"Damon of course he would" Bonnie said trying to cheer him up but she quickly saw how pained he was feeling, it was so easy to read him, you just needed to see him in the eyes.

Where is Bonnie? She surely has been MIA lately and this wasn't a good moment to go disappearing, specially when Caroline needed to talk to her, where could she be? She wasn't with Tyler nor Stefan and then she remembered, Damon had come to pick her up from high school but was she still with him? It was 6 pm she couldn't be talking that much with Damon, what do they talk anyways? It was obvious the blonde Cheerleader was starting to feel like Damon was stealing her best friend.

'hungry, want to go to the Grill?' Caroline read Tyler's text and wondered if she should accept or not, she had a Spanish text coming soon so she should be studying

'I'll buy you that burger you love that much'
Tyler texted again as he were reading her mind and he already knew she was about to say no

'Come on Care, come with us'
this time was Stefan the one sending the text and Caroline felt like she wanted to say yes yes yes yes but it would be weird she thought, so she changed her text

'only if Tyler's offer is still up'
She texted Stefan knowing both of her friends were together

'he says he will, so coming? Come on Care!'
Stefan asked her and she smiled big

'sure'
She sent and hurried to change now she wanted to look prettiest than ever

...

"Is she coming?" Tyler asked since Caroline answered to Stefan's text

"Yeah, we should go for her and then to the Grill" Stefan said and put his leather jacket on

"Is Bonnie still with your brother?" Tyler asked since they had been texting her but she wouldn't answer

"I guess, they probably are at the Grill too"

"Okay then, let's go for Caroline" Tyler said walking out of his house and going to his car, he was trying not to feel jealous because he really was fighting this feeling he now admitted he had feelings for Caroline, he couldn't deny it anymore, he was falling for his best friend and the worst part was that she didn't even look at him in that way because she was falling for his other best friend, Stefan.

Tyler couldn't help but noticed how Caroline answered Stefan's text but his, even when he was the one who would buy her her favorite burger, it was obvious she would never be able to see him as something more maybe she didn't even find him attractive and that actually hurt him, because believe it or not guys has feelings too and sometimes they hurt too.

Tyler started the car and just tried to relax, now he would see how Caroline would flirt to an oblivious Stefan and he would be the third wheel, he really didn't deserve that but he knew no one was there to blame because no one was guilty, you can't control about who you fall for but surely you can control your thoughts. he promised to himself he wouldn't think about how beautiful Caroline was or how nice she was smelling he would force himself to remember she is his best friend and that's it , he wont suffer tonight, he was already suffering enough with how starving he was .

"So, you actually wrote a song?" Bonnie was shocked, she didn't picture Damon as the kind of man who writes.

"Yeah, I had wrote some stuff" he said trying not to focus the conversation in that

"Wait, stuff? Like more than one song? Oh my god! Sing it!" She said already excited and he shook his head

"No, no there is no way"

"Come on!, Damon!" She was pouting and using puppy eyes but no, there was no way he would sing that song no

"Bonnie, seriously it wont happen"

"Why, because it was for Katherine?" Bonnie joked and Chuckled but she quickly stopped when she saw him get serious. She got it right, it was indeed for Katherine. "Oh my god... I'm... I'm so sorry, I didn't.."

"Is okay, Bonnie, that's in the past" he said , but was it really in the past?

"You still have feelings for Katherine, haven't you?" She asked smiling "Damon, is okay, I mean, you loved her, there is nothing wrong with that, you wrote a song for her, so?"

"So? Bonnie she cheated on ME!" He said out of nowhere and it was obvious it still hurt the hell out of him, he sighed and ran a hand through his hair some people on the other table were looking at them

"She cheated on me...and me all stupid still have feelings for her, can you name a stupider person than me? Nah, there are none, I'm the only idiot who was about to propose to a woman who was having sex with other man"

Bonnie was shocked, all this was feeling like a weird and tragic tv show, the rich kid who could have anything he wanted was heartbroken for a fake bitch who stole his heart and now he just needed to find his true love. This was just too much and how old was he again? 22? And he was already Thinking in marriage? Bonnie for the first time in a long time felt speechless, she wasn't sure about what to say or what could make him feel better at this moment so she said the first thing that came to her mind

"What a bitch!" Obviously wasn't the best comment in her record but surely made Damon laugh and at least that was a win

Once he heard Bonnie call Katherine a Bitch it made him laugh, it was funny to hear her first thoughts about his pitiful romantic life and once he calmed down he took the word

"She was, she is and she probably will" he said chuckling, but it was obvious he still was feeling awkward, he had told her about what that bitch did to him and he knew what was comming, the explanations. "you probably have a lot of questions huh?" He asked trying not to feel like a loser

"I do, but if you don't want to talk about it, I wont force you" Bonnie knew people had their own time to heal and she didn't want him to talk about a wound that maybe was still open.

"Is okay, but ... Would you like to go to my house, here, I don't feel like talking plus, I could bet that old woman is sending me lustful stares" he joked and she smiled ... indeed the old woman was.

"Oh my god! She is!" Bonnie said once she had turn to face the old woman and laughed looking at him

"So, Do you still have time to talk,right?" He asked and she nodded

"Guys! Bonnie! I've been calling you! Why you didn't answer?! you little bad friend" Caroline said in a playful way

Bonnie frowned and quickly check on her phone since she didn't get any texts nor calls and the reason was that her phone had died

"Damn, my battery went off, Sorry Care"

"Is okay, anyways we are with the guys there, you can come, you too Damon" Caroline invited them but quickly they exchanged glances, they were just about to leave to talk about Katherine 'the bitch'

She noticed Damon was about to say something so Bonnie hurried to talk "Care, actually Grams must be worried about me, so I think I should go, Damon, can you carry me?" Bon asked and he nodded

Caroline understood, Bonnie apparently has been with Damon since the school ended, it was normal to think that Grams could be worried so she just sighed

"Damn, you are right, text me later?' Caroline said and Bonnie nodded, quickly Bonnie and Damon were out of the Grill and Caroline turned to Stefan and Tyler who were frowning, she walked to them and explained them the situation but quickly they felt like something was off tho none of them felt like saying it out loud, so after some minutes they just decided to talk about more important thing like how good it was tasting their food.

Damon at first thought Bonnie really needed to go home and he was actually ready to drive her home when she explained him that actually that had been the best plan she had come up with to be able to go to Damon's and keep talking about Katherine. Damon was impressed Bonnie wasn't just a smart chick but a good liar, he had actually believed her. Every single word.

"You know you could be a good actress, I really thought I was taking you home" she laughed

"You know while I was a child I actuly wanted to be an actress" she said giggling

"What changed?" He asked looking at her for a second and then turning to the road

"Well, I don't know, I guess it was just a childhood dream" she said and he frowned, now he had a new wonder

"So what do You want to study after school?" He asked

"I think I want to be a psychologist, you know, help people go through their bad times" she explained looking at him

"Oh so I'm like your patient?" He teased and she laughed

"No silly, you are my friend" she said and he smiled, he liked that she considered him a friend "Did you always want to become an Economist?"

"...Yeah" he lied, he knew she would ask him for his real passion

"So, you never had a childhood dream?" She asked looking at him he was looking straight at the road

"Nope" he lied

"Nice, then you are living your dream" She said smirking and he felt like a failure

"Kinda"

Damon study economy because he was really good in maths and because his father wanted him to someday become the boss, but that wasn't exactly Damon's dreams, actually it was far away from what he wanted to be, but he didn't want to disappoint his father, he felt like he owed him so much that he couldn't deny him this dream that his father had for him so he decided to make his Fathers dream come true and put his aside

When they got to 'the mansion' Damon walked Bonnie to the living room and both of them knew what was coming, Damon's truths, so he got a little nervous

"Hey, if you don't feel like telling me is okay" she said from his couch as he was still on his feet

"Nah, I'm fine" he lied again, so this time he sat in front of her

"Katherine Pierce" and he started "she was, any man dream, she looked like a model and was so clever, she always find a way to get away with what she wanted, she was sexy, trust me everything in her was sexy, how she talked, how she walked" he sighed "then, the sex, our sex..." he stopped

"I'm not a child Damon" Bonnie said rolling her eyes and he continued

"Our sex was the best I wasn't his first but ...she was mine and I'm not even ashamed because she knew what she was doing and she really did it ..."

"Okay I got your point" she said and he chuckled

"I fell for her, not just because the sex or her looks but because of how good she made me feel, I felt like when I was around her I could do anything and she made me feel like nothing was impossible" he said and then sighed again ...here comes the hard part

"I was 18 when I met her she was 19 and we quickly became a couple when she went to College we kept our relationship as a long distance thing and once I went to College we get to see each other again, we had a relationship for 3 years ... 3 long years, I was 21 when the thought of proposing to her came to my mind, I knew we were still too young, but I was planning to do it in a couple of years, when I discovered she was cheating on me" Bonnie bit her lower lip because she really felt bad for all of this, she didn't knew all of the story

"I wanted to surprise her with a date night so I went to her apartment and he opened the door..." Bonnie covered her mouth with one of her hands

"He asked who I was and like a stupid I said Katherine's boyfriend, he laughed, he saw me like I was a kid, that man was 28" Damon's hand went to his knees "and then she appeared she was covering herself with a blanket, when she saw me, her color changed" he chuckled, a dry chuckle tho "she tried to explain things , but what could she explain?" He shook his head and went up to pour himself a Bourbon "we eneded things, she admitted she had been cheating on me a while ago... That man didn't even look bothered by me, So I wondered if he knew about me, he did, his name was Mason, he seemed to be just a regular fuck buddy, but who has a fuck buddy while is in a relationship?!" He wondered out loud and Bonnie felt sorry for him, he just drank his bourbon "I guess I wasn't enough for her"

Bonnie quickly frowned and stood up "hey, don't say that, she was a bitch, you didn't do anything wrong" she tried to assure him but it was obvious he was still hurt

"Damon, is her lose, she lost you, I bet she regrets it" Bonnie said holding his hands and looking up at him

"She texted me, you already know" he said looking down at her

"Damon, I hope you didn't answer"

"No, no, of course I didn't" he said and finished his drink

"Good, she doesn't deserve you" she put a hand on his arm "Damon, seriously, she doesn't deserve you" she meant it he could tell and this warmed his heart

"Thank you for being this good friend" he said smiling

"You are welcome Damon"

It was midnight and Bonnie never texted back Caroline, she wondered if Bonnie had fallen asleep or if Grams grounded her, she had no idea but she did know she would be talking to her tomorrow, I mean how or why in the world Bonnie was never there for her lately? And then she remembered, because Damon was starting to steal her bestie, Caroline was starting to feel bestie jeally, she wanted Bonnie!

Today had been a great day, She get to talk with Stefan more and things are going pretty well, he seems to like movies and his favorite color is blue same color of her eyes! Bonnie needed to know all this updates but where were she? Caroline sighed and left the third voice mail

"Hey Did you remember me? Yeah I'm Caroline Forbes your best friend! Call me! Grrrrr" Caroline hoped Bonnie would answer but at some point she gave up

Yup, Grams got a little too angry, Bonnie appeared at her home at 10pm, Bonnie couldn't believe how time passed her while she was at Damon's, when she arrived to the Mansion it was 6:30 pm where the hell three and half hour went? She wondered, anyways Grams was angry specially because she didn't had answered her phone, so Gram sent her to her room and took her phone 'If you wont answer my calls then you don't need it' Grams had said and Bonnie wanted to cry, but she knew she deserved it, she had been all day out, so she didn't say a thing and went to her room.

Bonnie knew Caroline was probably sending her a bunch of texted about what a bad friend she is, but she couldn't do a thing, she would answer tomorrow. Anyways she was indeed tired and 'go to sleep' didn't sound that bad, after Damon told her about Katherine things went better, then he told her to watch a movie and while she thought this meant on the couch he was talking about the cinema room, sometimes she forgets he lives in an actual mansion, so they eneded up watching The Bodyguard, why? Because it was one of Bonnie's favorites and even when he didn't want it he accepted.

And while Bonnie fell asleep with the thoughts of her day in mind and now was sleeping, in the next room, Grams wanted to shout! it was midnight and Bonnie's phone wouldn't stop vibrating, this because Grams actually had been nice and had decided to charge her phone but as it got on it started to vibrate and vibrate! who was talking to her this late? Grams wondered but at this point she just wanted to sleep so she just turned the damn phone off and went to sleep, teens and their things, how could they spend all their days with this thing near them, Grams already wanted to crash it, but once it was off Sheila felt peace and she fell asleep, finally some sleep for her.

'Doll, send a pic'

'Really Doll? It was a joke, don't get mad'

'you mad?'

'I see, I guess you fell asleep, OR you decided I was a pig and now you hate me, hope is the first option'

'Okay, sweet dreams Doll'

Damon gave up, it was midnight and he had been sending her texts since an hour ago so she probably was pretty asleep by now he wouldn't bother her more, so he decided to just sleep.

He was so lucky, Bonnie was a great friend and he really liked to spend time with her, maybe tomorrow he could pick her up again? Or it was too much? He wasn't sure but one thing was for sure , He liked his Doll.

so as we can see, Bon knows a little more of Damon´s past and how mean Katherine is. Damon trust her that much but still there is a little secret he is still keeping. the triangle is starting to bother Tyler specially because he feels he has no chance. but who knows? there´s more to come in this lil fic!