Hey, this is my new fanfiction. This is all about Jade West and pregnancy. So I hope you like it and and please watch and favorite and leave me comments I'd love to hear what you think. This story won't be suer long but I already know what my next fanfiction will be after this so now, enjoy chapter two!

I stopped just before Vega's door. What the hell was I thinking? It must be my messed up hormones that would allow me to volunteer to help Tori. Just before heading here I took a test to tell me how far along I am and apparently I'm five weeks pregnant which means morning sickness should come at anytime now. That's going to be hard to hide considering I'll be running off to the bathroom every five minutes.

I knock on the door and Tori's sister Trina opens it. Her hair is wrapped up in a white towel with a bright blue toothbrush in her mouth. Taking the toothbrush out she looks to the staircase behind her.

"TORI YOUR GOTH CHICK IS HERE!" she screams.

"And you're still an annoying bit-" Tori cut me off.

"Hey Jade" she said, strolling down the staircase with her brown hair pulled back in a ponytail. She wore stupid zebra print jeans and a pink lacey top. Trina shrugged her shoulder and moved letting me step inside. "What are you doing here?"

"Remember I agreed to help you for some reason" I say, raising my pieced eyebrow.

She blinked wildly and gave a confused face. "I-I thought you meant to be mean or joking about that."

Well, if you want I can go and not help, take your pick."

"You can help, okay lets go to my room" she says nodding me to come up the stairs. Following her u my brain flashes through images of what it'll be like to have a baby.

I'm already pregnant and I can't get an abortion, I'm not at the legal age to get one without my parents permission. I don't see anything wrong with people who get them but I can't tell anyone, not even my parents because if they were alive, they'd disown me faster than the speed of sound. I can't trust any of my friends because they're friends with Beck as well so they could blab to him and Vega obviously is swooning over him so if she found out she'd use it to break the two of us up.

"Jade..." I heard my name but choose to ignore it. What about when I get to big to hide my pregnancy, what will Beck do?

"Jade!"

"Huh!?" I say, being ripped away from my train of thought. Tori sat in front of me leaning over with her hands on her crossed knees.

"What's wrong jade, I've been trying to get your attention for almost ten minutes?"

"Nothing, it doesn't matter so what do you want to do for that stupid baby shower?"

"Okay so my cousin Mia's favorite color is purple so we can set decorate with lavender purple strings and white balloons."

"Yeah sure," I say cleaning out my black painted nails with a pencil. "I mean you could also get those wall stickers with baby animals on them and use them to decorate the room." A knock on Tori's bedroom door makes me look u to see Cat step inside, red hair cascading down in curls.

"Sorry I'm late Tori, she says, "I fell over rock and it really hurt."

That's fine Cat, are you alright?" perky miss Vega says trying to be better than me. I roll my eyes in annoyance as cat sits on the wall between Vega and me.

"So what have you planned so far?"

"The colors are going to be purple and white and there will be those stupid cartoon wall animals everywhere" I say. Both Tor and Cat look over at me.

"The animals were your idea Jade" said Tori.

"That doesn't mean they are stupid." That's what you'll be buying soon Jadey.

"I just love babies Tori, don't you they are so small and cute."

A gag of disgust escapes me. How could anyone like babies they are gross, they poop themselves, and they throw up on everything. And that's what will be coming out of you.

I shake my head, trying to rid the thoughts of my pregnancy away but to no avail. Face it Jade, your life is over after this. Tori will find out and tell Beck everything and will be the next girl underneath him. When Beck find out he'll leave you for Tori because he almost kissed her once so he obviously like her and she won't get fat like a cow. Andre, Cat, Robbie, and his puppet Rex wont want to hang out with the schools pregnant slut so wither way you're alone but at least for now you can hide it and prolong the inevitable.

I jolt up off Tori's bed grabbing their attention. I look around scared and alone and I guess the fear flashed across my face because Tori asked me what's wrong.

"I-I've uh... I have..." I felt vomit rising to my throat. Turing I bolt forward into the bathroom, close and lock the door, turn on the air vent, and proceed to vomit into the toilet. Tori and Cat however, chose to stand and knock at the door.

Jade, what's wrong" it was Cat. I ignored their called until I finished puking my guts out. Standing back up I flush the toilet and open the door.

"I think I caught a stomach flu" I lie smoothly.

"Do you want any medicine or-" I cut her off.

"No, I'm fine Tori. I'll see you guys tomorrow and we can start decorating for Mia's baby shower." They both just nod as I turn and leave. That was so close Jade, you could have blown the bottle cap right off your secret. You did it on purpose didn't you? You know why too don't you?

You know that Tori and Beck belong together and you're just a place holder. He'll never ever stay with you. You are an unimportant obstacle in Tori Vega's way. They'll end u together, remember the Platinum Music Awards they almost kissed. Tori didn't kiss him though.

Yeah but she wanted to and still does I bet. Stop it. Aw, is someone getting mad at the truth. Stop It. Every guy want to play the field and you're just another ball on it.

"STOP IT!" I accidentality yell out loud, covering my ears with my hands.

The restaurant beside me goes quiet and everyone's looking at me.

S-sorry, continue eating" I say, running home. With a sigh, I pull out my black leather diary and flip it open to the next page. I pull a pencil out of my bag and look at the pink decorated paper. After thing for a few minutes I start writing.

Dear Diary,

Today I had to go help little miss perfect Tori Vega with her cousin's baby shower. I don't even know why I volunteered to help her. I hate everything about her. No matter what I d I'm alway the one in the wrong. Like when I wanted to do my lay and Tori hand to make her damn prom the same day.

I was the one in the wrong because Tori is perfect and everyone loves Tori. Was the victim but yet no one care about Jade West. Just because I don't cry about every little things and don't show emotion that often I d have feelings. Anyways, back on topic, Cat came over to and then as I was leaving I threw up. That was so close because they could have discovered my pregnancy so I lie and told them I had caught a stomach flu. Oh well, they didn't.

Sincerely, Jade

I close my diary and ut it back under my mattress. I flip out all the lights in my room and lay down. As soon as my face hits the soft feather pillows I'm out like a light.