Hey! Well, here we are, chapter three. I hoe you enjoy this chapter and this series won't be too long. I'm thinking maybe between 6-9 chapters so yeah. Then ll be doing an Austin and Ally fanfiction. So enjoy!
I open my locker, tossing everything inside it in a rush. I run my fingers gently over my favorite scissors I have hanging on the backpack rack and close the locker door. I felt warm arms wrap around my waist. Instincts take over, removing Becks hands u to my rib cage. "Hey babe, whats up? I say, trying to sound casual.
"Nothing, hey a-are you mad at me?" he asks. I turn around and see concern dancing across his soft brown eyes. I laugh and shake my head no then give a look that asks why?
"You've just seem to be avoiding me that's all."
"It's just this whole Tori mess, it's nothing to worry about Beck."
"Hey Jade good news!" rang Tori's annoying bubbly voice. Beck released me and I turn to face her. Placing my on my his I usher to to go on. Mia's coming here from New York City to meet you and Cat." I felt the color flood from my face.
"T-That's g-great, I...uh, I have to go" I say running away from both Beck and Tori but not before hearing a comment from Beck. "See, something's defiantly going on with her."
See Jadey, the second you're gone your precious Beck turns to Tori for help. That's the ending of this fairy tale Jade Beck and Tori forever and ever. And where are you going, that's right to thrown up from that baby growing inside you!
My legs sprawl across the floor as I heave up my breakfast that didn't look so good the first time I saw it. My hands were braced on the toilet seat and I had enough time to pull my hair back before blowing chunks int the nearest toilet bowl. Now I get to meet Mia, a pregnant girl who I will be looking like in only a matter of months. I'm already gaining weight, so I've substituted my usually skin tight clothes for more flowy stuff but still retaining my bad girl image. It might be nice though, I'm never telling Cat or Tori because they'll tell Beck but maybe Tori's cousin Mia would get it.
If she's pregnant then she'll understand what I'm going through. She can help me, give me advice on what to do. I hate the thought of asking for help. It's a sign that I am weak, a sign that maybe he really does belong with Tori. She wasn't dumb enough to get herself pregnant, mean enough to dump coffee over some new kids head, or as jealous and possessive as me.
I'm so possessive because I know he can do so much better and I'm the crazy goth chick. The girl everyone's scared of. The girl who pushes everyone away. The girl who fakes a personality because the real Jade is scared, alone, broken, and completely shattered. My parents are dead, they died in a car wreck a few weeks prior to my taking that pregnancy test.
I'm all alone and no one knows. It wasn't announced over the news because my parents were in Tampa, Florida for some convention thing and they died on impact. Beck doesn't know anything about it because I don't want him to know. I don't want his pity. Anyone's pity for that matter.
I'm left with almost seventy thousand dollars from their life insurance policy so I won't loose my house. I'm gonna need all the money I can get if I'm keeping this baby, so there that's why I can't get an abortion and for some reason I find my self attached to this baby and not just because it's growing inside me. I give one final heave and get up off the bathrooms checked floor. The girl in the mirror glances back at me. Ghostly white skin with black hair now falling from the ponytail and around her face.
Streaks of purple flashed out as much as her scarlet lips. This Jade in the mirror looked nothing like the real Jade. The real me, the girl nobody sees. The side that hides in the middle of of maze, all the walls she built around to protect herself from the pain in the world. The clicking of heels drew me back to the present so I turned and flee the bathroom.
The school day flies by and before I know it the whole gang and I ends up inside a church. Tori stands a few steps in front of it and sins around with a annoying girn on her chipmunk face. "This is where the shower will be but I want you all to meet my cousin Mia" she says, sounding overly joyed. A girl about 5'6" with honey amber eyes with short pixie cut auburn hair. Her stomach shot out like a bomb shelter and if I was a cartoon character my jaw would've dropped to the floor.
"Hey from what Tori's told me you're Cat," Mia says, pointing around at everyone, "Robbie, his puppet Rex, Beck, and you must be Jade, love the piercings by the way."
I only shrug my shoulder and shake her hand as a greeting. She can barely walk, she's like a penguin waddling around. Oh my God that's my future...
"Okay, he is not a pup..."
"Shut up Robbie!" I scream, catching everyone's attention.
I cross my arms over my stomach and glare right back. I didn't mean to yell at him, honestly I didn't, but as soon as he blabbed about his problem with her calling Rex a puppet I couldn't take it. "Man Jade, you sure know how to make people go deaf fo shizzle" sounded Rex. I give a full blown scowl and look away pretending not to care.
"Uh, okay so guys you can leave, me, Cat, and Jade have to hang out with Mia" Tori said, dismissing everyone.
"Bye babe" Beck said, kissing me, I reluctantly oblige and wave goodbye as he leaves. I look over at Tori who looks like she's going to explode from laughter. Her face is red like a tomato and the only thing shes missing are her devil horns.
"W-What was that?" she laughs, one hand bracing herself up and the other on her hip.
"You looked like you were going to throw up or pass out which isn't like you."
"Well it's none of your d-" I stop myself, remembering we're in a church, "business." I stomp up the oh-so-holy steps and sit down on the bathroom floor when footsteps follow. I look up and see Mia standing before me. I hear the door click as she locks it behind her sky blue dress. She sits down on the toilet with her dress down just so yu know and looks at me with kindness in her eyes.
"What's wrong Jade" she asks, voice like sugar. I feel a lump well up in my throat and tears escape my eyes. My fingers tremble and I gasp out for as much air as I can get searching for the right words to say. "I-I..." I start. "I c-cant tell you, it's just that I..."
"I promise I won't tell anyone, not even my cousin Tori."
"I-Im pregnant and I'm s-so scared, what am I gonna do...? I finally say.
"Do you know who the father is?"
I look up at her and give her a glare. "Yes."
"Does he know about the pregnancy?" I shake my head no and she sighs, rising to her feet. I stand up and look at her waiting for her response.
I tell you that you have to tell him but judging by your reaction you already know that. So here's what I have to say, do what is best for the baby because your feelings don't matter right now, so if your keeping it you'll have to come clean eventually and my husband wasn't to hay that I told my best friend before him to tell your boyfriend."
"W-What if I'm scared, scared that he'll leave me for someone else and I'll be all alone with a baby I can't take care of?"
"Then you'll have your friends support," she says, tucking a strand o my black hair behind my shoulder.
"What if he leaves me for one my friend?" What did I just call Tori my friend? Ugh these damn hormones!
A grin slipped across her carnation pink lips. "You're talking about Tori aren't you?"
I drop my gaze and her laugh suffuses the air. She taps my chin making me look back up into her eyes.
"Even if he went to Tori and she knew he left you with child shes not the type to knowingly date people like that."
"But..."
No buts, she cut me off, "grow a pair and tell this boy before you start showing and rumors start flying because then he'll be angry because he didn't hear the truth from you." With that she turned, unlocked the bathroom door and left me alone with my raging thoughts and the only one ringing through my mind was: I HAVE TO TELL BECK!