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Chapter 17

They made their way to his bedroom. Rey was still buzzed but she knew what would happen that night and she wanted it to happen. She was not completely oblivious. She knew about what happened between men and women. Rey never had those strong urges but with Ben it was like an explosion. She wanted to kiss him all night long. Rey was dizzy from his touch. They crossed the small apartment's living room and Ben closed the door. He locked the room. Rey stepped off her heels. Ben crouched down a little to be at her level. "Help me out of the dress." She whispered quickly. Ben regained some balance and undid a tiny zipper.

Rey was there half naked in front of him. She wore different underwear from her usual things. Rey's eyes were clearer than before. She was sobering up too. She felt bold; Ben was out of his pants, vest and shirt in not time. "Your turn again." Ben whispered. They were almost naked in front of each other. This was unlike their bond sessions where they covertly looked at each other. He had permission to really look at her. Ben noticed a birth mark by her left hipbone. Her quasi Jedi Master said it looked like the Scorpio constellation in the Milky way galaxy. His uncle Luke taught him about those many years ago. He traced it and then played with her panties. "We could just sleep Rey?" He insisted after she shuddered at his touch. He must have thought that she was not ready. Rey thought back to the whole night. She was afraid of him tonight. He was all rage and his eyes were not his usual warm brown. They turned dark brown. He looked more like Kylo Ren than ever. He then asked her to go with him and she refused; because she was scared and because he was rude. She half expected him to throw a tantrum or just leave. He stayed and watched her. Ben was upset and Rey had fun. He insisted on talking to her after Poe disappeared. Rey refused; she was drunk and annoyed by his anger and pretentiousness. He kept asking about Poe and it made no sense. She realized then; after he entered her mind and let her enter his. She finally had a name for what she wanted with Ben.

She knew, unconsciously Rey understood that she wanted him like Finn wanted Rose. She kissed him before she lost her nerve. She was drunk but the desire for him was overpowering. They made it to his home. His parents were meters away from his room and it did not matter. Maybe it was the alcohol or the fact that there was something pulling her to Ben. The force between them, that bond was stronger than ever. He looked at her with those sad brown eyes. Rey knew that he would stop if she asked him to. He would probably give her one of his shirts and sleep by her side. Rey undid her bra and faced him. His eyes went to her chest immediately. She blushed, she was by no means chesty. "Can I touch you?"

He asked and traced her nipple when she nodded. Ben kissed her collarbone. Rey moaned and caressed his back. Suddenly, he was kissing down to her chest. He licked her nipples and looked up to her. It made her feel tingles in her lower belly and she had a picture of Ben's long fingers there, inside of her moving in and out while he looked up to her. She felt her face heat up; Ben kneeled and kissed her belly button. "I want to kiss you here." He whispered and ran a finger over her clothed center.

Rey let out a shaky yes. Ben lowered her panties and played with her. He ran his finger over her mound and then kissed the little nub that almost made her legs give out. "Let's go to bed." His eyes were very dark brown but they held another promise.

Rey laid down. Ben lowered his boxers; she'd seen penises on holopads and dirty holovids in the junkyard ships she scavenged. Ben was big and thick; he was also very hard. Ben hovered over her and went back to kissing her center. She tried to reach whatever she could of him and moaned lowly when he licked and played with her. She knew it was coming, her toes curled, and her legs quivered when he used his mouth and fingers inside of her. Rey saw stars exploding and breathless when he kissed up her chest and neck. Rey was boneless and ran her fingers through his hair. Ben had gorgeous hair.

Rey kissed him and cradled him between her legs. He moaned so quietly, she almost did not hear him. "I want to touch you." She replied and reached for him. Ben rocked back and forth. "Don't." He kissed her some more. "It will be over if you touch me like that." His penis looked red and angry. Rey moved her hips along his. He rubbed her with his cock Ben was sweaty and so was she. "I want to be inside of you." He then kissed her harshly.

"Yes." She opened her legs a little. Ben fingered her once more. He spread the wetness around. "It's going to hurt." He said and then looked uncertain. Rey kissed him and pulled him closer. "I want you to do it."

Ben kissed her back after some awkward placement and looks he inched inside of her. Rey winced, it hurt very much and then she felt soothed. Rey opened her eyes and saw his pained face. She realized he used a Jedi trick on her. "Ben, stop." He opened his eyes and shook his head. "I want to feel everything." She kissed his shoulder. Ben nodded and dropped the trick. She was stretched and it burned but then she concentrated on Ben's deeply satisfied face. His face was beautiful. She would kiss every single one of his moles. She moved alongside him. He was taut and trying to last as long as he could. Rey could tell that he wanted her to have a good first time and did not want to finish so soon. It was his first time too. They were each other's first and only. Ben looked at her tenderly and kissed her again and again. Rey felt the inklings of another explosion in her belly. Ben was close. He was moving faster and faster. She kissed his ear and then he was spilling inside of her. She was tired and welcomed that he nuzzled her sweaty neck and then held her to him.

They kissed some more. "It was beautiful Ben." She smiled herself silly when he smiled and kissed her nose. Rey made good on her promise and kissed every single mole on his face before she fell asleep. Ben held her to his chest and pulled over one of his legs over her hips.

Ben must have covered them with his comforter. She had a headache but smiled when she looked at Ben. He was completely at peace, eyes closed, mouth slightly open. There was natural light filtering from the window. She realized that she slept in his bedroom and had to leave before Leia and Han woke up. She needed to use the fresher and leave. "Ben, Ben, I have to use the fresher." She shook him a little.

Ben woke up confused and with the same headache if his face was anything to go by. She kissed him gently and he kissed back. "Good morning." He whispered.

"Good morning." She kissed his chin. "I need the fresher Ben." He nodded. "I need it too." They were both naked still. Rey admired him from her side of the bed. He noticed her eyes and his penis twitched. He blushed; Rey sat up and let her small breasts show. His eyes darkened and his cock grew hard. "Fresher first." She said. Ben put on sweats and offered her a t-shirt. It went past her knees.

"It is still very early." He said "I doubt they are awake yet." They made their way to the fresher. Rey made him turn around while she peed. Ben had no qualms whether she watched or not. He shrugged and went about his business.

Ben kissed her some more. "I need to get back to my place." She said when he tried to pull off the t-shirt.

"I'll walk you." He replied and turned on the spray. They washed each other quickly. The water felt heavenly on her body and it helped that Ben massaged her shoulders and shampooed her hair. She kissed him once more. "I want you again." Ben rubbed against her.

She smiled, "I have to go Ben. Rose is probably wondering where I am."

Ben nodded, "Fine." He kissed her again.

Ben used a towel and then walked back to his room. He would retrieve her clothes and shoes. Rey combed her hair and waited for him. He was back, dressed with his regular clothes and gave her the dress and bra.

"Where is my underwear?" She asked as he hooked on her bra.

"I couldn't find them." He replied quickly.

They made their way out of the apartment and hurried to hers. "Let me change and then we can go training." She said as soon as they arrived to the apartment.

"Have breakfast and then I'll meet you at our place." He said and pecked her on the lips.

Rey made her way inside the apartment. Paige was throwing up in the fresher. Kaydel was passed out on her bed. Rose was by the kitchen nursing a cup of tea.

"Where were you?" She asked as soon as she saw her.

Rey shrugged, "out."

Rose remained quiet, "I did not see you get in. I was worried." The girl looked hurt.

"I'm sorry Rose. I was safe." Rey smiled openly.

"How are you feeling?" The girl asked her and then offered her tea. "I know my head is killing me and Paige has been sick for about an hour."

Rey accepted the tea, "thank you Rose. I'm going to cook something up. Do you want anything?"

Her friend shook her head, "I'm going to sit by Paige." Rose then left.

Rey decided to eat and then change. She had some toast and then dressed in her usual clothes. The girl ate very quickly. She wanted to see Ben once more. Rey skipped out of her bedroom. She checked her holopad and saw a message from Finn. She replied that she could not make it to breakfast and agreed to meet him and Poe later that day for lunch.

Ben was there, dressed with his usual clothes. She gave him a sunny smile. "Hello there." She said and tip toed to kiss him. Ben kissed her back.

"I thought we could train and then go to the beach; practice your swimming." He said shyly.

Rey nodded, "I would love to. We could train until lunch; I promised to meet Finn for lunch." She noticed that Ben frowned but nodded. "We'll swim after lunch then." He said once again in an uncertain voice.

"We'll do." She gave him her hand and they walked to the courtyard where they usually practiced.

There were far less recruits than usual, Rey guessed it was because of last night's exploits. Ben pushed her that day. He gave her no quarter or breaks. Rey relished his insistence. She retaliated and concentrated on him. Ben was bigger and stronger but Rey could be quicker. She focused on his torso and legs. He used the force on her and froze her a couple of times until she regained footage.

"Ben." His father yelled.

Ben stopped defending himself. "I'll see you after lunch."

Rey nodded and itched to peck those lips. She settled for lightly brushing her fingers against his hand. His eyes sparked with happiness; not that anyone could see it but Rey could. She could also feel his force signature; purple and contentment.

She waved hello to Han who smiled and waved back. "Rey, you could join us."

"No thank you. Finn is waiting for me." She said and then went the other direction.

Rey met a pale looking Finn and a green looking Poe. "How are you so perky?" Poe asked her immediately.

"It's a beautiful day. I trained and my headache is gone." She said with a smile.

Finn nodded and did not make any moves to get up and get lunch. "I'm starving. Let's go." She said and stood up.

"Oh no. I am here because I wanted to make sure you were fine. I have no intentions of throwing up again." Poe said tiredly.

Finn stood up with her, "I could use some food." He accompanied her to the line.

"Peanut, I was worried about you and Solo." He said when they were out of Poe's earshot.

Rey frowned, "why would you be worried?" She was not ashamed of Ben but she knew he would not take well to other people knowing about them. Had Finn seen them? Did Rose figure it out?

Finn sighed, "I know you spend a lot of time with him and that you think he's truly changed…" Her friend looked hesitant and then blurted it out. "I don't like the way he looked at you yesterday. It was creepy; I know he followed you too."

Rey shook her head, "don't worry Finn. He was just worried about training and wanted to make sure that we got home ok."

Her friend smiled, "just looking out for you Peanut."

They made their way back to the table. Poe was in a rotten state and decided to go back to his quarters. He was lucky it was his day off duty. Finn and her ate in happy companionship. "I am meeting Rose later. She is going to show me her work on the communication systems in the new fighter planes."

Rey grinned, "you two…"

Fin blushed a little, "Not yet but I think she's great."

Rey smiled, "I can tell she likes you Finn. Don't worry so much."

Rey enjoyed her meal but could not wait to see Ben once again. She did not think that they would make it to the beach that day. Rey wanted to see him naked. She wanted to feel him inside her. It was all she could think about during lunch. She said her goodbyes to Finn and then went to the old warehouse.

He was not there yet. Rey sat down on their makeshift bed. They had it for when they listened to music or when their backs grew tired of the hard walls. She waited for him to come to her. Ben came in after about fifteen minutes. Rey gave him a smile when he came plopped down by her side. He kissed her gently. He looked at her and used their bond to speak to her. "I thought we were going swimming." He said as he traced her lips with his index finger. Rey shook her head. "What if we stay here?" She thought and then put forth an image of him above her, pounding into her like last night.

Ben's eyes darkened and he kissed her hard. He was nervous again, "is this fine?" He licked her neck as he pushed down her pants.

"Stop asking. Just do what feels right Ben." She thought before straddling him and lifting his undershirt. Soon they were panting and clawing at each other's clothes. He moved her to the side to undo his pants and she undid hers. Rey rubbed against him once more before he stilled her. "I want to try something." She said and then sank into him. It was new, she controlled the pace. Rey moved gently at first and then watched as Ben tried to grab her hips to increase her movements. "No." She said loudly and went slowly while watching his face contort with pleasure. Rey needed more stimulation and pinched her button. Her legs tensed while Ben sat up. "Do that again. Pleasure yourself again." He whispered and bit her neck.

Ben laid down once more. "Use me." He told her. Rey moved up and down his cock while holding onto his shoulders. There was no way she could reach in front of her but it did not matter because just listening to Ben's thoughts made her button spasm. She could hear him inside her head. "So tight. Faster Rey, take your pleasure. I want to feel you come against me; so fucking good." Rey looked into his eyes and arched her back. She shook around him and came quickly. Ben came two seconds after her. He filled her with his seed.

"That was…" He caught his breath and pulled her to his side.

"Better than the first time." She kissed his nipple. Ben chuckled and pushed her hair back. "You are absolutely amazing." He kissed her once again. He felt happier than ever before. Rey could feel a change in him whenever they were together he was calmer. She was calmer and just happier. They kissed more and more. Ben tickled and kissed her until he was ready and hard.

He was on top of her this time. Rey loved the way his hair stuck to his forehead. They were both sweaty and desperate for release by fifteen minutes. Ben grabbed her hips and lifted her a little; the angle made her feel him deeper than ever before. She gasped and bit her lip as he pounded into her rhythmically. "Let me hear you Rey." He whispered and rolled a nipple. Rey could not hold it and let out a deep mewl. Ben smirked and kept going until she came again. He slumped over her and took her breath away. She did not want him to move though. Rey caressed his back and felt contented. They must have slept for a few hours; they were still naked but the sun had gone down.

"Sweetheart, we have to go." Ben nuzzled her neck and drew circles on her lower belly.

Rey sighed and turned to him. "We could stay here." She kissed his lips.

"My back is killing me. We need showers and a bed with pillows." He grumbled and winced when his neck cracked.

Rey stood up and dressed slowly. Ben yawned when he was dressed. They walked side by side until they reached the path to her apartment. "I'll see you tomorrow." He thought and pressed a gentle kiss on her lips. She squeezed his hand and went into her apartment.

The scavenger girl showered, brushed her teeth and got into bed. She wore her panties and tank top before opening the link. Ben was in his boxers and made room for her by his side. She snuggled to him. The link afforded them with some intimacy but it was not the real thing. She would fall asleep and he would disappear. Rey sighed and kissed his chest before falling asleep.