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Chapter 18

Ben woke up with a blinding headache; things were coming to a head. He could feel it and he knew his mother could as well. They had to escape the last planet and were now in the Falcon. The resistance fleet was dispersed across this system. It had been two days since it happened.

Ben and Rey trained and he felt the disturbance in the force. "Stop." He yelled when Rey came forward with her staff. She stopped mid thrust. "Get your lightsaber out." He said and grabbed her hand. They ran to the makeshift yards.

It was madness; Rey's roommate yelled at people to get on the ships. Ben looked up and saw the First Order ships above. Ben did not have the time to think before his father pulled him and Rey. "Get to the Falcon now." He yelled. Ben nodded and ran with Rey. His mother was inside already.

"They found our quadrants Ben." She said. "We are trapped."

Ben shook his head, "no, have the fighters attack. That will buy us time. We have to disband." He said quickly.

His mother shook his head, "no, we've always stayed together."

Ben looked at her and replied immediately. "You know it cannot be done. We've prepared for this. It is the only way. Amylin and Ackbar have their people. We will leave with our group and then meet when the time is right."

The fight started. "We have to go. Where's dad?" He yelled as more peopled entered the ship. He saw the Connix girl and Finn.

"Here son." He ran and got to the chair. "Ben, find them a place." He said as Chewie sat by him.

The Falcon was small and there were at least twenty people inside. He conditioned three places for them to sleep. Chewie would have to bunk with three people. His parents would stay in his father's bunk.

"What about the others?" Finn asked out loud once Leia outlined the plan to follow.

"We will meet once the danger has passed." His mother said in a calm voice.

It was two days later and they were nowhere near finding a safe place to land. There was only one good thing about leaving the blue planet behind. Rey got to sleep with him. His father gave him a look and then tried to give him the talk once he explained the sleeping arrangements. There were only three females on board and they were give a storage room with a lock because ladies get doors.

"I do not have more mats to spare; two of the girls will have to share." Han said off handedly.

"That will not be necessary. Rey will sleep in my quarters." Ben replied.

His father gave him a look and then tried to casually ask him if he was treating Rey right. "We are not having this conversation." Ben said and left the room.

Han Solo nodded. "Good, just be careful." He yelled after him.

Rey kissed his forehead, "the headache again?" She said and caressed his neck. Ben basked in her care. "It will be soon Rey."

Rey hugged him. "I think I know where we're going Ben." His heart raced; she let him know without words. They were going to Skywalker. Ben felt indescribable rage at his parents. His father promised he would not give him to Skywalker again. She kissed his hand. "We'll run away as soon as we land. He will not want to join. I could fly us out. I'm a great pilot. We'll face him once and for all." She said in one breath.

Ben looked at her and nodded. "We will take the Falcon." He replied and kissed her.

Rey welcomed him and accommodated him between her legs. Ben was addicted to her. She made him forget about the world. He kissed down to her belly, he loved the little noises she made. "You have to be quiet Rey." He whispered as he moved lower to her clothed center. Ben smirked and lowered her panties. The headache forgotten when he licked her clit. All his brain thought was Rey panting and moaning his name. He could feel her legs trembling and trapping him between her legs. She came with a muffled shout. Ben looked up and saw that she had his pillow on her face. He was incredibly hard from looking at her flushed face. Ben rubbed himself along her slit. She arched her back when he entered her. She grabbed his hair and pulled him to her. She squeezed her legs around his back. He thrust deep and moaned when she tried to roll her hips and match his pace. Ben watched as Rey tried to muffle her sounds with the pillow. Ben frowned. He wanted to look at her in the eyes when she came again. He removed the pillow with the force. Rey's eyes were dilated, her cheeks read and her mouth half open. She looked at him and rolled her eyes when he touched her clit with his finger. Ben loved to see her like that all flustered, incoherent with want. Ben could feel her; her need, that desperate cry for something that in her mind only he could give her.

Rey tried to reach for the pillow once more. Ben shook it away. "Self-control sweetheart." He mumbled and continued to pound into her. Rey let out a drawn out moan. He did not want to stop or not see her eyes when she came so he settled for the next best thing. Ben covered her mouth with his hand. She looked surprised for a second before scratching his back. She was close; Ben could tell by her eyes. Rey came hard around him. He had to keep his hand in position to quieten her scream of ecstasy.

He fucked her until he spasmed inside of her. Ben removed his hand from her and bit her lower lip. Rey smiled while licking his lip. "That was…"

Ben nodded while nuzzling the side of her neck. "I know." He wanted to stay by her side for a few more hours. They were at peace for all of thirty minutes before there was a knock on the door.

"We are landing soon." It was his father's voice. Ben frowned and stood up. He put on his underwear and clothes. It was a blessing that his father had a strict policy of having clothes stored in the Falcon. He was lucky that he and Han Solo were the same size when younger. Rey had to wear her clothes for days until his father found some appropriate clothes for her. As it happened Han Solo did not get rid of his mother's clothes. To be honest, Leia's clothes were a bit short on Rey. She wore a brown dress and was trying to make her three buns when there was another knock.

"I need you two in the cockpit." This time it was his mother's voice.

"Leave it Rey." He said and undid removed her hands from her hair. She had beautiful brown hair.

They walked out and joined his parents and Chewie in the cockpit. His mother looked at Rey with strange eyes. "I know that dress."

Rey looked down. "Father gave her some of your clothes." Ben replied a little defensively.

His mother smiled, "you must not take it the wrong way. It is just strange that you chose to wear that dress today."

Rey frowned, "Well, it fits better than the other clothes."

He looked ahead and realized where they were. "This is Endor. I thought you were going to take us to Skywalker."

Han was the first to speak. "Luke will meet us here soon." He said uncomfortably.

Ben tried his best to remain passive. He looked at his mother and could feel her hesitance and fear. "I see."

His father was silent. This was mother's idea; she clung to the idea that he could work with Skywalker and defeat the First Order. She was sorely mistaken.

"Will this be all?" Ben hissed.

"We expect you and Rey to meet with us. Your uncle would like to see the both of you." His mother said. "Ben, this is the way." She said pleadingly.

Ben looked at her while his father steered the Falcon. "This could never be the way mother."

Rey followed him back to their quarters. She hugged him from behind when he shook with rage. "I don't want to see him." He tried not to yell.

"What do you want to do Ben?" Rey whispered into his mind.

"I want to end it. I can't do this any longer. We'll meet with Skywalker and then take the Falcon." He said immediately.

Rey nodded and held him. Endor was beautiful. "Don't wander off too far." Han called out.

Ben did not acknowledge him and walked off with Rey. They sat by a small brook and meditated for two hours.

"He's here." Ben said and tensed. Rey held out her hand and they walked to the signature.

"This is a mistake sweetheart. Our boy does not want to see Luke. We will lose him again." Ben could hear his father speak in rapid tones like he did when he was upset.

"Han, we are out of options. We've always known it would come to this." She explained.

"And what do you have to say for yourself kid?" Han asked Skywalker.

"The Force guided me here." The Jedi master replied.

"Hello Ben." Skywalker addressed him directly. Ben stepped forward as did Rey.

"Rey from Jakku." The older man smiled at her gently. "You have trained her. I assumed you would."

There was absolute silence. "You have grown taller since the last time I saw you. You look a lot like your father. I can also see much of your grandfather in you."

Ben felt anger, so much anger that he clenched his jaw and clutched his lightsaber. "It has to go this way doesn't it." The older man sighed and lighted the saber.

"Luke don't." His father yelled. "What are you doing?" It was too late Ben had his lightsaber out and aimed at his uncle.

Ben became Kylo Ren for a second and remembered the betrayal he felt when his uncle Luke attacked him all those years ago. Ben ran and began fighting with as much energy as he could. His mother tried to put herself between them. Ben pushed her aside with the force.

"Such power." Skywalker said and fought him back.

Ben tried as much as he could but the older man was unruffled. He yelled and thrust the saber with as much power as he could. Ben sought weak spots and found none. The land around him shook as he tried unsuccessfully to wound his uncle. It was for naught. Skywalker looked at him dead in the eyes and said, "I hope that satisfies your need for revenge. Now come and talk to us. We need to end this at once."

He wanted to yell and actually growled at his uncle. "Ben please." His father tried to reach his hand. Ben shook it off. "He needs to calm down." Leia said. "We will wait for you here Ben." His mother motioned to a hut in front of them.

Ben glared at her and clipped his lightsaber. He walked the opposite direction. Rey went after him. He almost ran to the Falcon. "The time is now." He said through clenched teeth.

Rey looked at him and took his hand. "We have to fight him now. I need to be as far away from them as possible." He said still angry at his parents. "He will know my plans if we stay longer."

Chewie was nearby but let them inside the Falcon. Rey wanted to fly it; Ben was in no condition to do so. He was too raw to do anything but want to scream.

He meditated and breathed easier when Rey asked him to punch into hyperspace. Ben blocked his mother's pleading voice to come back.