Chapter 6
Waking up the next morning, I am on my side with my back to Juice and he's snuggled up behind me, holding me as close as he can get me. I turn in his arms and he starts to stir. I kiss his lips softly and he deepens the kiss before hovering over me. "I need you Juan." I whisper. We start to shed clothes and he enters me slowly. Thrusting in and out slowly, causing me to reach release after release before reaching his own inside me. Lying beside me, he pulls me close and kisses the top of my head. I have my head on his chest, rubbing circles on his chest when I see a tattoo I've never seen before. Every heart has a story. I raise up to look at it. "When did you get this?" I ask. "The night I came over and you had been writing. I had Hap do it as soon as I got back to the clubhouse. I got it for you. I was going to show it to you but you called things off before I could." he tells me. "You got it for me?" I ask. "Yeah. You're my girl. Of course I did." he says. I kiss him softly and say "It's perfect."
We get up and head out for the day, heading into the garage. Walking into the office, my dad follows me in and closes both doors. "Hey baby." he says. "Hey Daddy." I say, not looking at him. "Why didn't you tell me?" he asks. "How was I going to tell you Daddy? He's your brother." I say softly. "And you're my little girl. I don't care who hurts you, you tell me. Even if it's a brother. You come first." he tells me. I walk over and hug my daddy. "I love you Daddy." I say. "I love you too baby." he says. "Did the club really vote on me and Juice?" I ask. "We did. Only no was Jax." he says and I smile. "Does he make you happy?" he asks. "Happy enough that I was writing again." I tell him and he smiles wide. "He'll be good to you. He tell you he took Jax to the ring?" he asks. "Yeah. But Daddy…" I start. "But nothing. What Jax did was fucked up baby girl but that boy...he belongs with you. I wouldn't be surprised if you get a crow soon." he says. I shake my head no. "Hey, don't do that. You're the Princess." he says. "No. I lost that title when I became a fucking croweater." I tell him. "You ain't a croweater." he says. I look at him and he says "Lorraina Marie, you are not a croweater. You didn't sleep with him willingly so that doesn't even come close to putting you on that level." he tells me and I nod. "I better get back to work." I tell him before he kisses my temple and walking out of the office.
"She okay?" Opie asks. "No. Her and Juice are together but she keeps comparing herself to a croweater." my dad says. Juice walks up and says "She said the same thing to me last night. Said she wasn't the Princess that she was just a piece of ass." he tells them. "I'll talk to her." Opie says and he walks to the office and closes the door. "Come here." he says. "I need to get this done." I tell him. "That can wait. Come with me." he says. He takes my hand and pulls me to the picnic table where my dad and Juice are. "Look at these two men." he says and I look at them. "You are our fucking Princess. You are his daughter." he says pointing to my dad. "You're his girl." he says pointing to Juice. "And you're my best friend. Don't you ever let anyone make you think you are less than anything but our fucking Princess. I don't care if it's another brother. I don't want to ever get the call that you're in the hospital because you tried to take yourself away from us again. You're the goddamned Princess. Act like it." he tells me. I look at him and see how serious he is. Juice reaches for my hand and pulls me to him. Kissing me softly he says "You're our Princess. Never forget that." I look into his eyes and see all I need to know.
Daddy and Opie head into the clubhouse and Juice pulls me into his lap. I snuggle into him and all of a sudden I see Tara's car pulling into the lot. She gets out of the car and heads right for me and Juice. "You fucking whore." she seethes. We stand and Juice pulls me behind him. "You need to back off." Juice says to her. "No I don't. She's been fucking Jax." she says. "You don't know what you're talking about, Tara." Juice says. "Bull shit. She's a fucking croweater. She knew we were together and couldn't keep her legs together." Tara says and I feel the tears start to fall again. "Really? Crying? You're a fucking whore. You come near Jax again and I'll beat your ass." Jax walks out of the clubhouse and sees what's going on and Tara walks over to him. He puts his arm around her and walks her into the clubhouse. "I can't do this." I say as I pull away from Juice and head to my car. Leaving the lot with tears in my eyes, leaving Juice standing there rubbing his hands down his face.