The truth, my truth

by Imstillhere3

May 9 2011 marked the death of a person I had been for 21 years. That day created a split in my life, one that left me referring to myself as "the old me" or "the person I was" vs "the new me" or "the person I am now". On that day the Quinn Fabray everyone knew died and another person was born. Sure, she looked the same and had the same voice, but she'd never be the same again. AU

5. Chapter 5

At night I close my eyes and wake up at my old apartment with you on top of me.

…And I hate myself for it.

Every time.

I hate having that nightmare because it's not a nightmare at all- it is a memory. A memory of the night my life changed forever, and it keeps haunting me. YOU keep haunting me.

I should know better by now to quit begging it to stop because you didn't stop when I begged you… so why would it?

-Quinn