Here is the next chapter. It's a little shorter than the others but hopefully still good. Anyway hope you like it.
"Ooo look at him, he's hot." Izzy exclaimed looking at a group of Downworlders as they talked, standing a little away from The Fence.
The one she was indicating to what seemed to be a Werewolf, with blond hair and brownish eyes.
I had to admit he was hot, his body showing a hint of muscles as he moved, but he is definitely not as hot as Magnus. I thought, an image of his naked body laying next to me in the morning as the first sun streaks linger on his tanned skin and lean body, as the...
"Aren't you dating Simon officially now?" Jace asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.
Shit I ended up daydreaming again. I thought, shaking my head to clear it up a little bit. Thinking about Magnus right now with everyone around isn't such a good idea.
I shifted slightly, trying to get back to the conversation. Luckily no one noticed that I trailed off a little bit. It's not like that often did anyway.
"That doesn't mean I can't look." She said and continued looking straight forward towards a whole group of Downworlers.
I looked around feeling concerned, staring that bluntly at them can get you punished if you get caught. Luckily it didn't seem like there was anyone around other than us. As I looked back to where Izzy was looking my gaze caught flash of colors and my eyes met golden green ones.
Magnus who wasn't there a minute ago was now standing with the group like he was there all along even though he wasn't.
Our gazes only met for a second before I looked away, not wanting anyone to notice. But that short time was still enough to make me smile a small smile at the love and fondness I saw in those beautiful eyes of his.
"What's with the smile Alec?" Jace asked looking at me curiously.
"Oh its nothing." I said looking down at the floor with a slight blush.
Jace was just about to say something when he suddenly stopped. "By The Angel is that guy wearing glitter?" He exclaimed and I looked up even though I didn't have to to know that he was talking about Magnus who is rarely seen without at least a little bit of it in his hair.
Unless of course in the morning before he has put on his make-up. But I loved him most like that. In the morning with rustled head from sleep and…Other things. With just a few specks of glitter here and there when it wasn't able to wash off. I mean I love him no matter what he's dressed in but he looks so good and natural first thing in the morning.
It took me a few moments to notice that they are talking again. Shit I drifted off again.
"…Just leave it. Straight or not he's still hot. But the abs on that one…Mhm." I heard Izzy say, still looking at the Werewolf. Wait what did Jace say before it? That Magnus looks gay?
Angel I really need to stop drifting off.
"If anyone hears you talking like that you'll get expelled." Jace said looking at Izzy now. Making me feel relived that the attention is off of Magnus.
"I wander what kind of a kisser he is." Izzy sighed.
"You're dating Simon remember." I reminded her, waiving a hand in front of her eyes. "Remember? Scrawny. Geeky."
"Yeah yeah I know. But I can still look."
Jace sighed, shifting so he is sitting a little more comfortably now. "I honestly don't know how you managed to not get caught all this time. One day they're going to catch you with a Downworlder and expel you immediately."
"No they won't. I'll just dump him and get a nice Shadowhunter boy and all is forgiven." She said not concerned at all.
Of course not. I thought, feeling depressed now. Why would she be concerned when that's exactly what's going to happen. Me on the other hand…If they find out about Magnus and me I'm done. There is no forgiveness for a male loving another male. Especially if it's a Downworlder. Its two crimes at once. No getting out of it.
I sighed looking up at Magnus again, remembering our talk a month or so ago.
FLASHBACK
"Magnus!" I called for him as I entered my room and just like every day for the past month finding him there. Waiting for me. This time however he was lying on his back on the floor.
"Hello there Alexander." He got up from where he was lying down and walked to me. "Welcome back." He kissed me on the lips and as he started to pull away I took the initiative and pulled him in for another kiss. A longer one this time. One he answered to by kissing me back without any hesitation. Making me forget about what I was thinking about before I entered my room.
"What were you doing on the floor?" I asked after the kiss.
"Just thinking." He gave me a smile.
"If you say so…"
"Don't be like that. Come join me." He pulled me down to the floor with him and held onto my hand as we lied side by side.
In the comfortable silence that followed my mind kept wondering to what I was thinking before. Making me tense up a little bit which he of course noticed and turned his head towards me to look at me questioningly.
I sighed before explain, my gaze still on the ceiling above. "You know they're going to take away my marks. If they find out about us. They are going to expel me and take away my marks."
"Love… Don't worry so much." He brought my hand that he was holding in his to his lips and kissed the back of it softly. "Whatever happens I'm here for you. I'm going to stay by you no matter what."
I laughed dryly. "Not true. No one ever stays by me. Whether it's my parents or anyone else everyone always leaves."
"Don't think like that. I won't. I love you and I'm not letting you go."He said looking honest, like he believed it with everything in him. He tightened his hold on my hand and pulled me more to him so that I was now pressed against him, my head on his chest. "I'm staying." He whispered into my ear. "If you're going to believe anything believe that. I love you and I'm not going anywhere."
I sighed and closed my eyes, feeling happy at his words.
"I love you too." I whispered, letting him continue to hold me and letting myself finally trust another person again. Trust Magnus.
END OF FLASHBACK
Like he felt my gaze on him he looked up at me leaving a quick wink that made me smile and blush. Jace and Izzy too busy bickering to notice anything.
His smirked and his gaze trailed to the forest before coming back on me, eyes questioning as he did.
I smiled wider at how easily he can read me and gave him a small barely noticeable nod that he of course noticed and went to retreat and go to the forest. I got up and excused myself before doing the same.
Yes it won't be good if we get find out but it's worth it. I'm willing to take that risk. I'm willing to risk everything for him. Because I love him and losing him would be worse than losing anything else the point.
And when we meet at our usual spot a few minutes later and Ii saw a big happy smile on his face before I kissed him. It seems he is thinking the same.
And nothing will break us apart.
Did you like it? Tell me what you think.
Yeah I know there is not that much of Malec here but I needed at least one scene with Jace and Izzy. Anyways sorry but I'm going to have to cut this story even shorter which means two more chapters to go before the end. I thought I can stretch it a bit more but that's not happening so you're getting two more chapters and that's it.
I hope you liked this chapter and will review.
Until next time my lovelies.
