Jayma's POV
It is just two days before the Kids Choice Awards' and I'm both excited and nervous at the same time. It isn't only the day I find out if I get the title for favorite movie actress- Which is a very big deal- but it's also the day Matt and I would finally tell the world that we are in fact a couple. And I'm scared, very scared. What if people didn't want us to be a couple? What if they think I'm dating Matt just to get more famous? What if they don't take it nicely? I have to be prepared, Kids choice awards day is definitely going to be the longest day this year.
Matt and I were done with filming, we don't need to go to set for the next two days. Ryan said yes, he says it's a congratulations for me getting nominated. It was very unusual, he always wanted work done the soonest possible time, but Matt has his ways with people and I think he managed to force Ryan to give the two of us the rest of the two days off. Glee is on hiatus anyway, we didn't really need to get back till after the KCAs.
And since we had the day off we planned to get the things we're supposed to wear today. He says he needs to get another suite because this is a very important event.
We are going to leave the house together, to a shop. Like real couples do. And I'm not scared anymore. It would be okay if I held his hand in public. I don't think we would try to hide it. We shouldn't right?
"Jayma, what time are we leaving?" he asks me as he pops out from the kitchen with only boxers beneath the apron he was wearing. I couldn't help but giggle at the sight.
I roll my eyes jokingly at him. I managed to force him to make breakfast, even if it was my day to do so. Of course, I got these effects on him.
He sits down next to me.
"I'm serious Jayma, what time are we leaving? The shop is going to close at four thirty and I think it would be too late if we go tomorrow…"
"Right after lunch?" I ask putting my legs on top of his thighs so that I would be lying down.
"Yeah, that would be good." He smiles sweetly as he leans in for a kiss.
"Oh god, what time to we have to leave on "the day"?" he says using the quotation marks he always uses when he says serious things that he doesn't want to make serious.
"Early, very, very early. And we have to wake up earlier than that." I sigh. "Jamie's coming at six am." I tell him.
"Am I going to get my make up too?" He says sarcastically then bursts into laughter right after.
"Matt!" I shriek.
He looks at me confused.
"Don't tell me you're, you know… ga-"
"Oh my god Jayma!" he looks at me in disbelief. "I am not gay!" he shouts.
I sigh in happiness. "You were going to break my heart if you were." I say.
"If I was gay, I'd turn straight from just one look at you." He says seductively, kissing me on the lips again.
"Good." He leans closer and kisses me again.
"I'm so in love with you." I tell him.
"I am too. And I can't wait to go out later and not try to hide our obvious sexual chemistry." He says sarcastically.
"Yeah." I bite my lip. "If-if- What if people start hinting on the idea that we're together later on, when we go out together?" I ask him.
"It's okay for me, well if that's okay for you." He says sweetly, he is so considerate. I run my hands through his hair.
"It's okay for me too. There are only two more days left Matt. And "the day" would be much easier if the media has an idea about us dating." I say kissing his cheek.
"They have to understand that I love dating you and that you're the most beautiful girlfriend I've ever had for the whole of my life." He leans down and kisses me again.
"So I can hold your hand?" I ask curiously.
"Of course Jay." He takes my hand in his. "Our hands fit perfectly together. And sooner or later, there will be a ring." He smiles. "And I will make you my wife. You'll make the most beautiful bride Jay."
I blush biting my lip shyly and I look down at the floor.
"You'll be the best father ever. Sooner or later, you'll be the best father too." I smile at him. "I can imagine you Matt, carrying a curly haired red-head, you would be amazing with him or her, you would always stop the baby from crying, you'd take care of me while I'm pregnant." I tell him smiling.
"I would be the happiest man alive if you get pregnant and I'm the father." He smiles at me.
Matt's POV
Jayma and I were sitting in the car park, I was waiting for her to make the first move and take her seat belt off but she wasn't doing anything. She was just looking at her lap and I, not knowing what to do stayed there looking at her silently.
Two minutes have passed, I can't have this silence anymore.
"Jayma?" I ask her and she finally looks at me. "Come on sweetie, I think we should go now." I tell her calmly. Hoping she wouldn't react badly.
She takes a deep breath. "We can do this." she says nodding and I smile at her and I hold her hand and squeeze it lightly, letting her know I agree.
"We can do this right?" She asks me and I nod. "We won't hide anymore." she says and she smiles at me.
I get out of the car and I open the passenger door to let her come out. I give her my hand to hold and she smiles taking it. I feel content, her hand in mine is the best feeling I could ever imagine.
We walk to the entrance of the mall, hand in hand. Thankfully, we were the only two people entering the shop, and even if we said we want everyone to know about us, I took it well, it was good that not much people were around. Less stress, I say to myself. Jayma seems to be more comfortable too.
It seems so natural for us to be walking around the mall hand-in-hand, but if we thought that there were only few people here we were wrong. As we got up the elevator, we saw dozens of people. And I swear I could see most of them look at us in confusion. I bit my lower lip and I tighten my hold into Jayma's hand. She looks at me reassuringly.
We continue walking, I tried to avoid looking at the people who were looking at us. And finally we got inside the store. Jayma seems to be happy, content at the least.
The owner of the store is a friend of mine, it's where I usually get my suites. And I know if not all then most of the people working here.
"So Will," says Anne, one of the people I always ask to make my suites. "You and Jayma? Are you two dating?" she asks me.
"I'm not hiding it anymore, yes, yes we are." I tell her smiling as she gets the length of my right arm. "That's actually the reason why I'm getting a new suite." I say and she looks at me confused. "I'm going to be her escort in the Kids Choice." I tell her and she smiles and nods.
She nods. "You don't want to hide it anymore do you?"
"I'm tired of that, both of us are." I tell her. "So if anyone asks you, you could just tell them what I said."
"Are you really sure about that?" She asks me furrowing her brows.
"Yeah why not?"I ask her confused.
"I just didn't think you would just let media get the information that easily." she answers.
"It's weird right? I mean others want to keep it secret so others won't bother them but I just really want Jayma and I to go out of the house and not pretend to just be friends when clearly we aren't."
"Good to know." she smiles.
"They say we could get it tomorrow morning." I smile and she smiles at me too.
"Good." she answers. "Can we look around first?" She asks me.
"Of course we can Jayma." I say. I hold her hand once again and we make our way outside the shop after I say my goodbye's to the workers in the shop. ' I come closer to her. "I told Anne." I whisper into her ear.
She knows Anne too.
We walk through the stores. Someone takes her phone out and she takes a picture of us. She then comes closer to us. I tugged on Jayma's arm.
"Matt, Jayma." she says grinning. "I'm a huge fan of yours." She points to her friend. "She's a very big fan too."
"Oh wow, it's very nice to meet you." Jayma says cheerfully. I don't let go of her hand and I feel like their suspicion was cleared. They know we're dating.
"Can we have a picture?" The girl asks. "
I nod. "Yeah of course." A taller girl who I assumed was her mother took the girl's phone and snapped a picture of the me, Jayma, the girl and her friend.
"Thank you." the girl says and we were about to walk away when her friend spoke up.
"Are you two finally dating?" she says the word finally like she's been waiting for it to happen for her whole life. And maybe upon instinct, Jayma and I turn around together. We look at each other and we burst into laughter.
I was about to say yes when Jayma spoke up. "It's for us to know and you to find out, but I think ti's pretty obvious." Jayma says giggling afterwards.
The girl's eyes lighten up and both the girls squeal in joy. I couldn't help but laugh, I wished that everyone who knew about this took it that way. It seems to be so easy.
"Oh my God! Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Both of us always dreamed this would happen and oh my god it's real, it's real right? This isn't a joke right?" the girl who we taught was shy said.
"Wait, wait what's your name?" Jayma asks.
"I'm Em and she's Jessie." Em smiles.
"Well Em and Jessie, dreams come true if you never give up on them." she smiles sweetly at the girl.
"Anymore questions girls?" I ask them smiling sweetly at Jayma.
"You guys are so adorable. This is so much better than our dreams." Jessie says.
Jayma and I burst out in laughter.
"So anymore questions?" I ask them.
"How long have you, you know dated?" Jessie asks.
"I can't keep track of time." I lie to them. Of course I remember but it would be very inappropriate.
"Yeah, me too." Jayma says. "I think we better go now, I have to let him pay for the thing's I have to buy." Jayma says. We all laugh.
They're nice.
A flash.
Lots of cameras.
We didn't try to hide.
I was thankful no one came up to us to ask us questions, I still want my alone time with Jayma.
But with all the people taking pictures I knew what was bound to happen. This would be in the internet even before Jayma and I get home.
Jayma throws her purse in one of the chairs and slumps on the couch, I follow her, sitting down on the couch, her legs in my thighs. I stroke them sweetly.
My phone buzzes, an email from Chord.
"Matt, check this out." there's a link after it.
I open it and honestly, it didn't surprise me, we expected this would happen.
"Jayma, look." I tell her and she starts to read with me.
Matthew Morrison and Jayma Mays dating? the headline reads.
"I knew it." she tells me. "I just hope it's not bad." she whispers.
There were lots of pictures all form today and I proceeded to read the text.
The couple was spotted hand-in-hand in a mall in downtown LA. They first entered a shop that Matt usually goes to. Matt seems to be getting a new suite. Matt was said to have told one of his favorite sewers that he and Jayma are in fact dating. We talked to the woman and she had gave us the conversation she had with Matthew Morrison.
I see Jayma looking at me from the corner of my eyes so I look at her as well.
"You told Anne she could tell?" she asks.
"Yeah- is-is that okay?" I ask her.
"People would have to find out sooner or later right?" she asks. "But I swear if they interrupt our sexy times they're going to get it from me." she says seriously but I laugh.
We continued to read and the picture of us with Em and Jessie was there too.
"Jay are you sure you're okay with us being public?" I ask as we lay down in bed.
"Yeah, I'm happy I could get to hold you're hand whenever." she smiles. "I could say I love you without whispering." she says giving me a sweet, soft kiss in the lips.
"I love you." I tell her.
"I love you too." she says back. "I'm happy we got through this, most people don't take it that easily." she says and I could almost see her biting her lip through the darkness.
"We'll get through anything together." I say finding her hand and intertwining our fingers.
"Yeah, anything."
SO there we go! I hope you review! And I hope you liked reading it as much as I loved writing it! I promise the KCAs scene will come soon. I really have to get that straight!